Continuing My Soul Journey~3

And so began my next steps within this new home of Spiritual awareness. I started to practice meditation on a regular basis and was taken upon some wonderful visualisations. It became apparent very soon that with the coaching and nurturing of established Mediums I was encouraged  to strengthen those dormant gifts which lay within us all. And I began to trust what I was being shown and trusted to those intuitive senses more and more.

Over the next few years my life revolved around my Spiritual Connections.. Working a full time day job, my children were now teenagers, I would eagerly look forward to my Spiritual Awareness/Developments group and Healing Nights as I became a qualified Spiritual Healer with the SNU,   Completing a two year course of dedicated Healing work before being qualified..…My Hubby and I joined a Physical Circle which we  would attended every week for around 9 years in which we got Trance communications and a little physical Phenomenon, but nothing like  we would both travel to witness around the country as invited guests of other great established Physical Mediums who produced some excellent evidence through Phenomena..

My Hubby needed things proving, and was quiet a sceptic to begin with, but even he couldn’t doubt what we had both witnessed and heard as I spoke and shook hands literally with those who had been Spirit side for 80 years. all of which you can find within my various posts of Life with Spirit category

In those early years I was taken under the wing of a Medium she encouraged me to accompany her to her venues as a fledgling medium, and I would link into that other realm and bring my messages to those who had lost loved ones. Such were my messages well received I started to get bookings in my own right… 

We became  very dear friends, sadly she is no longer here in this realm, but it was through her own gentle coaching and introducing me to various reading matter that I became engrossed in the Subject of Life after Life..

I would travel to a place called Stansted Hall which is the Arthur Findlay College for advancement of Spiritualism and Psychic Studies of which she herself had been a student. I was introduced to well known books, some of those early books I read were a delight, White Eagle, and Silver Birch  as well as reading many of Arthur Findlay’s Book’s such as the Psychic Stream , On the Edge of the Etheric and the Unfolding Universe  These later 3 books took a lot of digesting even back then.. Since revisiting them now they make perfect sense.. But at the time of buying and reading them, I was not ready to compute their information.. I have to say that we are given pieces of information along our journey.. and we either digest it or discard it.. And then something just clicks within us and everything seems to make perfect sense…

I ask that you all seek out your own information, and believe not one word of what I say to be truth.. This journey is about us all finding our own Truth, some of it will resonate, some of it will not, for we all grow at our own pace each receiving that which we need. And at the end of the day we are all of us given ‘Free Will,’ to choose to investigate further or ignore it. Remember each of us are on our own Soul Journey… 

I have to say some of those early days reading material had not always resonated within my own soul… Like many now who dismiss much of our alternative realities as Rubbish I too questioned what I was reading in the late 80’s early 90’s.

I read many channelled books which at the time of reading I found way above my own perception of acceptance. Why? because I had nothing to measure it by, only the words which I found on the page.. I had to Trust what I was being told was true, and like most of us in this world we need proof.   Books which I found hard to swallow in the 90’s which I read and put to one side and said Ok… Maybe that’s a possibility.. But I wasn’t ready at that time to understand the complexity and the simplicity of our minds, or the concept of there being more to our Human-race of which we had no understanding. For we had been taught a totally different reality to that which I was now reading..  I found it hard to comprehend that people could communicate to our Earth Gaia for instance, and yet years later I understand totally…

Those first few books I read opened my thinking to other realms of possibilities and made me think deeper about our reality. I read books such as

• Deepak Chopra’s Ageless Body Timeless Mind
• The Gaia Dialogues by Murry Hope
• EARTH Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library by Barbara Marciniak
• The Only Planet of Choice –Phyllis V, Schlemmer
• The Experiment is Over by Paul Lowe 

It wasn’t until I went through my own Trauma of a Nervous Breakdown that I understood I had to use my own mind over matter, as I was put to the test!. I think the Greatest Book that had a lasting impression which showed me I was more than my body was You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L Hay A book which woke me up to how we think affects our health and wellness…  

To Be continued …….

My Journey of Souls~2

A little Background knowledge about me.  Part 2.

So what is happening in our world and why are so many of us appearing to be going through our own personal traumas, Just what is this ‘Shift’ and Ascension people are going on about? And how are we all involved in this journey?..

Before I can answer these questions you may have to be a little patient for I first need to tell you a little of my own background and how I woke up!..

Waking up to who we really are hasn’t just happened, no one turned a switch on within my thinking mind and said ‘Believe This, for this is Truth, far from it. Its taken me over 20 years of ponderings, reading, researching, listening, watching, and Feeling, to understand that this ‘Knowing’ within my being was guiding me to come out of the cocoon of what I believed to be my reality and discover we’ve only perceived part of what our true reality really is… And even then No one holds the whole picture, for so incredible is this Journey of Souls…

We each of us grow up within our families within our societies within our various cultured backgrounds, being taught morals, beliefs, history, science. We absorb knowledge by which we measure our surroundings and reality of our world. Believing totally all that we have been taught because there was no reason to disbelieve, why would there be?

Being spiritually aware from a young age I guess you could say I had always connected to whom we term as ‘God’, ‘The Great Spirit’. ‘Our Heavenly Father’, our ‘Divine Creator’, ‘The Source’  whom ever your particular teachings of beliefs put as that ‘ALL Mighty Creator of All Life’, I would constantly as a child pray to this ‘God’ whom I was taught lived in Heaven, which to me was up there in the sky.

I would pray earnestly each night for the rows and fighting  of my parents to stop. I would pray for my brother and sisters, I learnt to pray about many things.. I was not brought up in a religious home, my parents didn’t go to church, But I was sent to Chapel each Sunday to Sunday School where I would take my younger siblings, I sang in the choir and attended Bible Study, So religion played a huge role in my upbringing. I believed in Christ Jesus,the Bible and knew most of the New Testaments Stories. I totally got it that Jesus could heal the sick and wanted to show people how to love one another and created miracles to happen…

I would talk constantly to my invisible friend God and my invisible Nun, I had seen her as a child around our home, she calmed me, helped me, and soothed my Soul…Even one of my younger sisters had seen her which verified it for me when I was around 14 years old.. She wasn’t a nun who had a headdress like the Nun’s I had seen in my neck of the woods, no her hat was white, like a 3 pointed star…

So religion as a theme ran close to my heart from a very young age.. Then as you grow life takes over… I got married, moved away and it was in our first home that those senses I had as a child started returning again. As I would hear footsteps climb the stairs, bumps in the night that no amount of jumping up and down on squeaky floorboards could replicate. 

One time I even witnessed a form of a first world war soldier materialise from the waist upwards as if he was asleep in a chair, He opened his eyes to look straight at me, as I summoned up the courage to find my voice to ask who he was, as I spoke he vanished into the ether’s in a blink of an eye…

I was looking to de-stress and was reading the local paper when a small add just seemed to jump! out of the page at me advertising ‘Meditation Classes’ They happened to be held at our local Spiritualist Centre.  Now this advertisement was only put in the paper once, and I swear the first time I read it, it just Jumped off the page at me, have you ever had that happen? And that ‘feeling’ of just knowing you had to follow as your gut instincts kicked in…

That was the first Sign I knowingly followed. To me back then Spiritualists were supposed to be spooky weird people, such had been my religious upbringing and my perceptions had been coloured by others opinions and teachings, saying they walked with the Devil…

But once I walked through those doors and was greeted with such genuine warmth and sincerity, my curiosity and thirst to find answers led me to return..

So began the opening up and understanding of my own awareness of my psychic abilities and that Knowing that we were in fact ALL Spiritual Beings here on Earth.. And that we lived in the physical here in this dimension to experience and that I had senses that connected to that other realm, The World of Spirit…

So I was set upon the first rung of my Journey of Souls… The Next steps are what I found out about our Soul Journey…     

To be continued….

  

My Journey of Souls ~

It hardly seems possible another month is drawing to its close and even more so another year as 2012 is nearly over.

So many changes we have been witnessing, not only around the world but also with ourselves as this eventful year of 2012 is about to enter the final month of December, that auspicious date of 21-12-12 as depicted as the “End Times” by the Mayan Calendar..

Over the next few posts I hope to share more of my own knowledge as I Perceive it to be on the subject of Earth Changes and how its affecting each of us upon our Soul Journey.

I hope to explain my own understanding of why so many of us are becoming aware something is definitely changing, as we begin to voice the effects we are each experiencing in our lives. I see it daily in the various posts WordPress Bloggers share, and in the people I meet. 

I say perceive because each of perceive differently. What I feel is ‘Truth’ may not be how you perceive your Truth. My perception on this Transition which many are saying is the ‘Ascension’ process is my perception. And I urge each of you to go digging out your own Truth to that which you feel is right. I’ve  often shied away from the subject of Ascension because No one knows for sure what is happening.. And I find putting into words what for me is a ‘Feeling’ is hard, but its much more than a feeling, for its an internal ‘Knowing’  which hasn’t just come to light.

In a way when I look back I’ve been guided to finding various pieces of the puzzle which I’ve come across through various sources over the years. I’ve been working along side Spirit for most of my life and when you learn to trust in guidance you begin to see how synchronicities have unfolded which have put me upon the pathway of discovery. 

Even as I write this in long-hand I am smiling here as I glance up at the digital clock as its just clicked over to 2:22am in the early hours of the morning. I awoke at 1:11am and knowing I had to pick up my pen and journal note book and write what comes, and as I glance up in the mirror another big smile crosses my lips as reversed the time now reads 55:5.

Number sequences is another ‘Sign’ which many have been aware of for along while now. And for those wishing to find out more about Numbers and their meanings maybe you would like to click Here and you can find out much more about how numbers are within every living thing once you begin to Look!..

I am going to try and keep my writings in bite size chunks as I know being long winded can often put the reader off reading. But I do hope that you will join me as I try to unravel my thoughts with you as I try to make sense of my own ‘knowing’ that is hard to explain.

For those of you who regularly follow my blog and know of my spiritual awareness I do ask you to discern the Truth for yourselves, this is my truth, my experience, and I will be pointing some of you perhaps into unfamiliar territory, for this World is not all as we have been led to perceive it to be.

Since being a small child I felt I had a mission to complete, uncertain as to what that mission could be, the more the pen has travelled across the page tonight, the more certain I know I have to share my ‘Knowing’ with all who should come across my blog.

I am trusting that the words will be given over the next few weeks, and I hope more than anything else you will find the courage to voice your own thoughts back and share your own perceptions,… And its fine if you disagree, for like I said, we are each upon our own journey and we are all at various stages to our destination.. I know I still have far more yet still to learn.. And I am a very good listener..  

This is a journey of discovery, and we are all of us only just beginning to scratch the surface of who we really are and like any scratch upon our skin it can sometimes be a painful experience.  We are now beginning to scratch away the layers of skin as we reveal our true selves..

This journey is an emotional one, an exciting one, and in parts unbelievably mind-bending to the point of seeming to come out of some science fiction novel .. But I assure you this is far from fictitious. And I am relying on YOU! to go find the facts out for yourselves…

Welcome to my new Mission in the series of posts which will be entitled ~My Journey of Souls~

     

Seeds~Communities and Co-Creation~

 

Each year we, the Dreamwalker Household  plant our Allotment with a selection of Vegetables. On the right you see the beginnings of Life. On Sunday I planted Sweet-corn, Runner Beans, Cauliflower, Cabbage, and Sprouts, and Broccoli etc. A higgledy mess at the moment in our Green house.

I am going to open up a Fresh Page called GROWING YOUR OWN. Where I hope to show the progress through out this year of our Vegetable patch in the Allotments..

Allotments are very popular here, with people who want to grow their own crops, and for those of you who have grown your own, you understand why.They taste as vegetables should taste, and you know that they haven’t been covered in herbicides.   Where I live the allotments are only a few minutes walk away, The land was donated by the Duke of Portland who designated it  as Freehold for the use of Allotments Gardens for the common man a couple of generations ago now.

Why am I starting a Page about Vegetable growing? We as a family have grown our own for a number of years since our children were small, and love our fresh vegetables and fruits such as strawberries, Raspberries, Rhubarb, Gooseberries and lots of Blackberries.. I Feel now as we are heading into our Earth Changes at speed, its important for others to start and understand how fragile our economy is, and how we can soon get caught out when things start to crumble..

We only need but see how people panic buy when the shops close for a couple of days, and while  I do not wish this post to sound negative, We have all of us got to open up our eyes more to what is taking place around this world, as the huge corporations take over crippling our rights to grow our own Food. As they( genetically modify , part 1)  (for part 2 & 3 click  links 2  and Links 3  of this story of GM Products, you will be amazed and concerned at the findings by scientists as animals die, Cancers are detected and Allergies occur as authorities  condone and endorse these products where testing has been proven to be inadequate in Soya Modified crops. )     

www.findhornimages.com

 For those who have heard of Findhorn  Foundation in Scotland  you can see how from one persons Vision a whole community and way of life was born, around sustaining themselves and eco living. It now has one of the lowest ecological footprints in the developed world and it has also gained United Nations recognition, also seeding other communities around the world as a founder member of the Global Eco-village Network. 

The reason I want you to explore Findhorn is that it is also a centre for Holistic Learning, which each year attracts Students and Seekers from around our World.~I need you to start and think again outside your boxes, As we go through our Earth changes there will come a time when our electronic systems will be of little use.. and for those who may laugh and scoff, while I wouldn’t want to have the last laugh, I would want to think I was in some way prepared!.. You need to start and rely upon your intuition more as we open up our Hearts Centres we will see communities needing to pull together once more..  We have only just begun to see the changes taking place.. As our Weather patterns alter and our Earth starts to shake us up to some truths.. 

The media are not informing us of the consequences of the Suns solar flares, or the probable volcanic eruptions which are starting now to accelerate at an alarming rate around our world. Nor are they telling us of the Military manoeuvres in the Middle East.. But again I ask you to look outside your boxes and inform yourselves, Do not ever take my word on any thing.. Question and seek your own answers..

This post while I want it to remain as positive as it can be, I also think its time now to Wake up to the many destructive forces taking place around our world.. Which many have their eyes closed to.  

I remember only in March 2010 when the Iceland volcano (Eyjafjallajökull) erupted spewing larva and ash into the air how it grounded planes.. It wasn’t long before the Fresh Vegetables and Fruits dried up in our Supermarkets as no imports were getting in from abroad via plane.. The knock on effects do not take long to overspill to the consumer who as we have only just seen here in the UK react in mad panic when told there is going to be a shortage as we have just witnessed with the Mad dash to fill up our Cars with Petrol, which all stemmed from an official government rumour.

So as I am always asking you to open your hearts and give of yourselves, as I ask you to  promote positivity and kindness which brings our communities together..I am also asking you to start and think about our modern day resources and how you would perhaps cope if suddenly you didn’t have them at your finger tips? 

Getting in touch with Nature, just planting a few flower seeds is a start.. We have to start and look at the teachings of our Native American Indian Brothers once again as we connect back to Mother Earth helping her and ourselves to heal..

So I will leave you with this quote..

Lakota Instructions for Living

Friend do it this way – that is,
whatever you do in life,
do the very best you can
with both your heart and mind.

~
And if you do it that way,
the Power Of The Universe
will come to your assistance,
if your heart and mind are in Unity.

~
When one sits in the Hoop Of The People,
one must be responsible because
All of Creation is related.
And the hurt of one is the hurt of all.
And the honor of one is the honor of all.

~
And whatever we do effects everything in the universe.
If you do it that way – that is,
if you truly join your heart and mind
as One – whatever you ask for,
that’s the Way It’s Going To Be.

~
Passed down from White Buffalo Calf Woman

© Sue Dreamwalker – 2012 All rights reserved.

Re:Blog Gaia~ Earth Changes

I have been  re-reading back through some of my automatic writings that I posted in WL Spaces way back in 2008 In Gaia The Earth Changes  And I have been amazed at what was channelled then in my automatic writings and how we can now see how many of the things are now coming together. I have took another look at what was said then and you can read the transcript for yourselves and add your own interpretation to what your thoughts may be.. Please feel free to add your own comments…

As I read this piece once again, this was transcribed on October 28^th 2006. It occurred to me that what was said, has since come to pass.. and/or is still in the process!

Below are some of the excerpts from the transcript.. and further below still is the Communication in Full.

Quote:

"The first wave has begun. A cleansing, a baptism of fire," This I thought back to the fires that swept the USA and other parts of the world..( also the devastating fires in Australia and other parts since then.)

"Followed by storms",How many storms of more powerful magnitude do we now get. The Tornados the Hurricanes and the Cyclones… Burma came into my mind..(  Burma was fresh in my mind when I first blogged this in 2008 since then we have seen much Bigger storms world wide..)  

A stirring deep within the core, and a bleeding of hearts, shall pour forth and shake all to dust. China so fresh in my own bleeding heart I thought of instantly.( China which at the time of 2008 was so close to our thoughts which sustained such devastation due to the Earthquake then there has been Chile and other places around the world and volcanoes re-erupting  And more recently Japan with the Earthquake and Tsunami )  

"Gaia shall then reform and after clearing her throat, shall drink of the waters, drowning her sorrows. But emerging a new virgin land. For the Light to shine forth and blend once again in All things. For ALL for each to be as one". Is this yet to come I ask my self… as the waters rise, the Poles Melt?.. Or could it be a Flood that we could not envisage?( since then many, many places around our Globe have suffered floods of huge proportions) 

I will leave you my friends to Ponder… But this is what I received it is unaltered except for punctuation and paragraphs as the writing came all joined together..

This I received on the date below.

28/10/2006

I welcome those from the world of light, as I sit and await your communication from the realm of spirit.

“We welcome you again amid the clutter of your thoughts.

Your desires and wishes are at this time beginning to materialise much quicker, have you not been aware of that?

We ask that your thoughts be monitored for the frequency of the energy waves of thought are magnified 10 fold at this time.

Many times we speak of Earth changes and we say you are aware of them. But in discussion amongst ourselves, you know very little, only that change is upon you, and your planet.

Throughout your Earths History the world as know it has gone through many changes. This is no different within the evolution of the Earth.

However the difference comes because at this point in time the Earth’s evolution, mankind is also at the point in the Earth’s evolution.

Mankind is also at a point of change within his/her evolution. And like all humans—when confronted with change, it creates fear. For fear of the unknown change leads one to be fearful, afraid of the unknown.

As a child within the human form—you are, if you are born within your civilised society, protected and nurtured. Fed and clothed. Sheltered and schooled are you not?

Feeling the umbrella of Love and comfort of family surrounding you at most times.

Only a minority of humans are left to fend and defend themselves in childhood.

It is accepted that as a human—children need that protection and love, to help their development.

And for centuries now as humans, you accept and have become accustomed to your way of life. You have adapted to the modern developments that are labour saving and assist in your living life at a faster pace. This includes your method of travelling, to your communication with each other across the vast distance, and your technological developments.

You have become wrapped up in these processes, moving forward in your technology, but stagnating on the whole, in regards on not developing on the spiritual.

You have as a race—become to regard your possessions as your priorities. Your possessions have taken president over Life.

Your regard for Life as expendable, to gain Property. You take Life, for Control, you abuse Life, for Power. This you do not only to yourselves as a species of the human race, but you destroy the Life of your co-habitants; That of your animals with out whom yourselves or the earth need to exist.

For the earth to be balanced needs the flora and the fauna in order to flourish.

As a species, you were meant to progress. You were allowed free will. But in the process you have forgot the nature of the experiment upon the Earth plane.

You have forgotten who you are, from whence you came, and where you are going.

More are awakening, more are remembering, and saying I Am, I Am All that there is. I Am a Devine being, I Am Eternal. More are recognising who they are, whence they have originated from, and to where they will return.

And that Light permeates All things.

The stages of evolution once again are set. Mankind will be witness to this next stage. For many this stage will be Transition, for others Transformation, for others it will be Travesty.

The earth changes have begun. And for many it will be the end. But for those who are awakened and truly embrace who they are, and say I Am, and know beyond doubt, I Am All. They shall receive the Light of God in ALL things.

Be not fearful of the Earth’s changes, be not the Child. But behold, bear witness, that you little sister will help spread the Light. Do not doubt your part, have we not stated previously. We gather our warriors of Light to do battle with the negative?

The first wave has begun. A cleansing, a baptism of fire, followed by storms, A stirring deep within the core, and a bleeding of hearts, shall pour forth and shake all to dust.

Gaia shall then reform and after clearing her throat, shall drink of the waters, drowning her sorrows. But emerging a new virgin land. For the Light to shine forth and blend once again in All things. For ALL for each to be as one.

I AM

And so it is.

Brotherhood.”

 

© Sue Dreamwalker – 2011 All rights reserved.

Embracing Changes.

 

You may remember that I blogged a post a while back entitled Cross roads of Faith. Where I am trusting that the Big Plan of Life is unfolding and putting me onto the road where I need to be..

I have to say I have struggled with my own emotions these past few weeks as I have witnessed events around the world unfolding, as life for many can change in an instant as in the blink of an eye all that we know and hold close is gone.. None more so in the recent weeks as we see the blows that Nature can rain down as we see Earthquake damage and Tsunami’s that in a few moments of time have changed the lives of so many. Not to mention the turmoil of Libya and surrounding nations.

Which has put into perspective my own Changes in the scheme of things we call that Life’s Plan. ..

You have heard me talk about the Earth’s Shift in consciousness and I see it everyday now unfolding further as its sweeps across the Middle Eastern countries as those who have been down trodden for so long.  As they break free and demand that their leaders change as they embrace the rights to live  a life without the constant rule of terror over their heads.  

Freedoms that you and I take for granted every day.

On Thursday I had to return from work as I felt ill… I had the most pounding head, and felt so sad at heart and depleted of energy … Maybe it was the high that I had been on at the weekend, for I certainly felt a shift within my own being especially as we all chanted the Om as I felt something alter within me– as we sent out our healing to merge our energies with that of the Earths vibration. But what ever it was- I came down to earth with a bang! on that day .. as it clanged away in my temples..

The sadness I think was coupled with the fact I was feeling those peoples emotions in the disasters, plus the Energies of a weekend whereby we were sending out our healing to Mother Earth. And I guess I was  feeling sorry for myself as I only have a few more days left within my employment of 7 years.. As the economic cut-backs of local government means that some projects are being axed, and ours is one… I could stay to the bitter end.. but I have chosen not to.. as I couldn’t bare it to see the vulnerable people I have worked with for 7 yrs  to be tossed around as a commodity to make  the books balance and fit budgets, as support packages are axed and some will get moved back from independent living to residential care.. So I’m taking voluntary redundancy which has been offered to many  who work in our sector in local government.

So hence the Change and not knowing just what that change will herald within my own personal life and with the World in general  I think contributed in allowing me to feel at that low ebb.

But I know I have to embrace this  change.

CHANGE is Happening for many…. CHANGE is part of growing, its all part of the process of Moving forward evolving, experiencing.. and 7 yrs ago in my own what seems like 7 yearly cycle of change I made one of the most drastic but Best Changes of my life when I moved from Industry into a Caring role, and I remembered then how daunted I was. But now looking back it was one of the Best moves I ever made.

So too is the World Changing.. and how quickly it seems to be now moving, as this Shift is taking momentum…not only as the Earth settles in her skin, but as we alter our way of thinking and hopefully Mass Consciousness will alter for the betterment of Man-Kind, -we can only hope. 

We don’t like Change because it takes us off our comfort blanket, we like things in their boxes, in order- knowing what to expect the next day.. But this World has got to change.. and for many those changes and challengers will be painful as they fight and resist that change.. Just like me fighting and fearing change.. For others Change will be instilled upon them as Life as they know it will turn upside down. So I have to Go with the flow and Trust that next door to open and the next jigsaw piece to fit the puzzle we call life .

Fear is what keeps us stuck. Fear is what holds us back.. So we have to learn to let go of the unknowing and embrace our destiny for I am certain it is already in our blue-print already mapped out.

This Planet also Has to CHANGE.. for we are Killing it and ourselves, And planet Earth is gearing us all for Change.. both in our personal lives and in our Worldly lives as we see Nation upon Nation going through their own birthing pains of Change.And she shakes us up in to realisation that we cannot go on the way we are. 

Today  19-March, a shift has taken place within me… Whether that is due to Full Moon…. Another Story there- But this Moon is special and many are already writing about it.

What ever it is my friends today I feel as if I have also shed a skin, and have woken up with a clear head, a lightness of heart, as I look out to a clear blue sunny sky.

LET THE CHANGE COMMENCE …. and I hope as life changes for you, You too will see that in the long run.. Change is always for the Better.

© Sue Dreamwalker 2011 All rights reserved.