Following your Internal Compass.

I thought I had better break my internet silence to let all you wonderful people know I am still in the land of the living.  I think this is my longest absence from WP since I started blogging in 2007.

 I have missed not visiting you all..

THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH for your beautiful responses to my last post, and for showing patience. I did warn you all it may take a while to respond to your wonderful comments, I hope next week to work my way back down the list of comments to reply to you all and visit your own wonderful sites will take priority.

But I do recommend turning the modem off, for long periods, and I have not felt guilty one bit.. (A first for me…) And as a result, I have got lots done. And more soon on my feelings as I entered that quiet space.

 So what have I been up to?

 I have singlehanded painted 18 panels of my 6 ft fence both sides of my home, some with two coats, along with picking a bumper crop of berries this year with Strawberries, Red Currants, Raspberries, Loganberries, and Gooseberries, and freezing them along with a huge amount of Peas.  All Back breaking work, but I surprised myself, as I told myself I was wonder woman. And I can do this..  It worked!!

 Thank you to Cynthia,  for the chant suggestion on your blog, Sa Ta Na Ma Mantra. you gave me some time ago now, but I kept it as my mantra when I got tired and it helped me focus away from my back pain.

The Weather in the UK is glorious the best Summer in years, temperatures from 26C to 30C some days, but the sunshine means no rainfall for over a month, and that means lots of water carrying in the allotments each morning before the Sun gets up too high. Which amounts to 30- two Gallon watering cans full, which amounts to carrying 60 gallons of water EVERY morning from the watering cisterns stations on the allotments. This has mainly been Hubbies job, while I did the picking before the heat set in.  

I also finished a painting I started some months ago and completed another, and I read a book, the first time in ages I have sat down in the shade to read pure fiction that took me back in time to 1907, a book bought in a charity shop called The Three Kings By Doris Davidson which I was drawn to read.

I have just followed the flow of the moment, and my intuitive feelings about just having a vacation from the internet.  I can honestly say I feel more alert and lighter in spirit as I just absorb myself in the now of moments around me rather than engage in world dramas and distractions, as much as I love you all, I can spend hours in my reader as I follow so many of you. Such is the life of a blogger, but sometimes we have to put Self first. And this was that time as I followed my own ‘Divine Compass’, as I navigate through the energies we are all experiencing now..

More in the future on my thoughts during my absence as I wrote in my journal.

So dear friends, Know I really appreciate ALL of you, and Thank you so much once again.. And I will be getting round to answering your comments and repaying the compliments next week.

Enjoy your Weekend and Keep following your own compass as the ‘waves’ of energy may toss us around.

Now is the time to focus upon your inner selves.

I will leave yet another beautiful video of creation from very apt as we navigate our way home through choppy waters.. I am closing comments, simply as I have so many as it is to reply to,

Take care, and Much Love to you all..

 Blessings Sue

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New Earth~ A Frequency

Have you ever entered that silent space, where you never wish to return to the noise of the world? Well I have been entering that space more and more recently, as the temperatures soar and clear hazy skies are overhead.

There is so much I want to share, yet now is not the time to share it all, because I need to keep entering my sacred space where butterflies come and sit next to me and birds land three feet away.  I find I am absorbed deeper in the micro world of existence, seeing beauty in the tiny caterpillars that are munching their way through my cabbages is not a problem. We have enough to share.

My background noise as I write this, are sparrows chirping and water running into our small pond….  The heat is intense this afternoon, but I am sat beneath the shade, not even the overhead drones of planes exist today. Another rare occurrence for the skies not to be filled with their white lines.  

But since my last poem, post rant, I have shifted another gear. As I move out of the zone of irritations and into the zone of peace.

New Earth is forming within, every day she shifts, evolves and replenishes that which is decaying and needs cleansing.  I see many of us now who are connected via the links here at WP are understanding the concept of us reaching a frequency via our mutual compassion and accessing our inner realms of Being via our going within.. We Create that which we think, and as we do, our outer-world becomes our reality.

Last week I allowed the noise of the world to get to me, to irritate and annoy me. As I got sucked into the vortex of a world that doesn’t seem to care.  It wound me up to the pitch I had to write about it and vent my anger of how we treat ourselves and our Earth Mother. I came to a boiling over point as I felt the cries of children and so many things rushed in all at once that needed to be unleashed.

The weeks prior I had been aching, my muscles felt constricted and I thought my old illness of FMS was returning with a vengeance in another flare up. The tension within transferring itself into the physical world of my being.    So, after an intense treatment some weeks ago of Acupuncture I set about clearing more debris from my inner world.

So I cut down my internet time, and absorbed myself in nature and projects that I had half completed. And as I completed them something shifted within me. Another milestone of evolving and learning as I looked deeper still into Nature’s micro world at what they have to contend with and teach us, as we blindly turn their worlds upside down as I described in the post World Within Worlds 

What has changed?……… Acceptance!

Learning to Accept that which is and beyond our understanding and control and seeing ALL things for what they are. That we have each come here to expand our consciousness and remember who we are.  Which in turn also means that both Light and Dark energies need to co-exist and both elements need each other to experience the other.

New Earth as I am discovering, is a place within. We need to create that space, that frequency to reside in love and harmony with ALL, and when we achieve it inwardly, we then begin to experience it outwardly..

My aches and pains shifted, as I let go of the tension, my muscles no longer felt ready to snap.  I feel lighter and more energised as a result of altering once again my perspective.

What we are witnessing now are the adjustments needed to transcend the next phase of our existence. Like the Dark deeds now coming into the light as we witness exposure to corruption and abuse, all have to be brought to the surface, to be cleared out. And all is escalating now in a new momentum as people start waking up to stand in their power.  

We are also seeing Gaia our Earth Mother clearing her throat chakra’s as she vents out the fumes of the old, as Volcanoes across the world start to vent, as she too releasing the tension. She is going to shake and rattle us in mammoth ways we have not witnessed before. But All of it I accept, because it is all part of her own evolutionary path within the Cosmos. As she now opens her new birthing channels we see her labour pains gaining momentum as she pushes to birth the next phases of her being. 

Often we are shaken to our cores when something comes along to shock us to show us what is important in our world. How often do we hear of people’s lives then taking another route, and seeing how it shaped the rest of their lives.

When we learn through our experiences, we move on, we no longer repeat the same mistakes. Yet many seem stuck in their grove, like a record with the needle stuck unable to move forward, because they are still stuck within their past. Stuck within their own stories and belief systems.

While I was raging, I was also stuck in fear, and the frequency of fear drags our vibration down, often we do not see how stuck we are until something comes to shake us out of our ruts and comfort zones.

We often speak of wanting to know the truth, for things to be transparent, yet seldom do we go within ourselves and take a deep look at what truths we are hiding from ourselves. For what we hold within, are being played out in our outer world, our jealousies, our judgements and prejudices we all of us have them.

Until we clear out our inner realms, and learn to embrace harmony and peace, the outer world will keep reflecting back the turmoil’s we feel. Which is why we can do nothing better than go within and find our own sacred space.. Find that quite place to make it your sanctuary, and just allow yourself to feel the peace and See the beauty. Right now that is where you will find me..

I need to follow the beat of my own drum right now, I make no promises as to when I will arrive on your beautiful blogs.. And If you have read to the end, I commend you, and thank you for your patience.  I just need to honour the process of NOW.  And stay within the flow of this frequency a while longer. I will leave the comments open. please do not be offended if I take a while to answer you. 

I will leave you with some favourite drum beats to this beautiful composition from Mumi on handpans. Enjoy the beat of your own hearts and While this says Spring.. Know Spring awakens us from the deep winters sleep.. 

May we all wake up to the Seasons of Change. 

Knowing Empathy.

 

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I have sat down many times this past couple of weeks with pen poised over blank pages in my journal. My head full of so many things that are crying to be heard, yet they will not tumble out onto the page.

My heart has broken, with every mother’s cry, my tears have risen at the slightest cause. So, I put down my pen, and pick up my brushes and I paint.  

I paint into the eyes of another whose own story of their kind have also known the burden of humans who seek glory in their power of weapons.  

My bones have become heavy, my heart heavier still, and a tiredness sweeps over me like a wave that saps the energy from me that I have found myself just wanting to sleep, and shut down the replay of the internal chatter and visions that screams to be let out.

I have tried shutting out the world, and lost. Because the world is within me, and I am within the world, we are one.

At times I can detach, step back, but then I have to look in as the observer, and what I observe is the reality portrayed through a key hole of a window through the lens of those whose view is wanting us to feel as I have been feeling, helpless, and bereft.  

But we are not helpless, we are strong, but we have to be prepared for change. I have said many times being empathic is not an easy journey. It can wear you down, drain you, and drag you into the depths of despair if you allow it to grab hold of you.  You have to be strong and realise not all moods are your own. And you have to understand how our energy is being affected in our addictive behaviours we may not think we are subjected to. But we are all of us being played in this game of life.

So I will keep painting a while longer as I leave you with these words I wrote some time ago

Knowing!

Here is the thing about internal knowing

It’s difficult to explain in words that are glowing

For many people step away, thinking you quite queer

When they do not understand, and live in fear.

~~

Our internal dialogue will banter to and fro

Revealing the truth, is something you just know

No words can describe the feelings deep inside

When you get this knowing, which inside resides

~~

We can search out all the knowledge written down in books

But a few of us find our answers, until inside ourselves we look

Once we’ve found the key, that opens up our hearts

That’s when our Knowing, and knowledge begins to start

~~

Trusting in our instincts each have long forgot

Brings that instant knowing, as we focus on the plot

You then begin to see the world through a different set of eyes

As you realise this world is made up of many lies

~~

The deeper that you focus, you uncover many layers

As you peel away your skins, ignoring all the stares

You begin to understand there’s more than man-made laws

And as the Knowing grows, so you open up more doors

~~

The labyrinth of life, well hidden in the maze

Stands right before you, hidden from your gaze

Make-believe becomes real, while reality is but a dream

While everything you touch has holographic seams

~~

The pathway to knowing, is letting go of what you know

Because when you open your heart, love begins to flow

Love is the key, it may turn you inside out

Universal laws, you will see no one can flout

~~

You then begin to see, we reap what we have sown

When you access ‘The Knowing’ your heart begins to grow

Knowing what I do, I often feel quite sad

That most have lost their knowing, and no, I’m not quite Mad!

  written 27th Oct 2017. © Sue Dreamwalker. 

 

See you all sometime soon. And I hope you will be patient as I may take time to moderate comments. Thank you.

What I have been painting will be shared next time around..

Much Love and Blessings.

Art in the Making.

I thought I would share with you some of what I have been creating over the last couple of weeks.. And why I have not been such a regular visitor perhaps to your blog posts.

My art has taken hold of my Heart again, and I am enjoying just vanishing into oblivion for a while as my paints touch the canvas.

While I have created a few watercolours,  I wanted to do a larger canvas. This is in Acrylic paints. 

I had no idea at first what I wanted to paint.. But as I love cats, and have created quite a few in my time, if you scroll down to the right hand side of my side bar you will find many of them.   I thought how about a Big Cat.. 

This is far from finished, but you get the idea. 

Have a Magical Sunday and a Beautiful New week. 

Love and Blessings

~Sue~ 

 

Leopard half finished

Look UP! and Soar…

When you awoke this morning, did you look in the mirror?

I did.

I looked deep into my eyes beyond my eyelids

I travelled back in time before technology took hold

Before it sucked us from reality, into its social media fold

~~

To a time when children would play outside in fresher air

When parents wouldn’t worry about the dangers out there

I went back, before we numbed ourselves in computer game fads

Before we were swamped in consumerism, and online shopping Adds

~~

I travelled to the family dinner table, where all gathered in discussion

As their days events unravelled in polite conversations

Exchanging news, while eating their meal

While today, no one speaks, except for text spiel

~~

No one looks up at the sky anymore

Earphones plugged in, downloads the score

Is it any wonder Nature is a mess?

She just reflects back our own destructiveness

~~

We’ve forgotten to Respect, Care for and Love

The very gifts that were given from Source, above

So, this morning I gave thanks, as I travelled back in time

For the gifts I need to nurture, and resurrect as mine

~~

When we become Creative, and align with our true essence

We’ll find ourselves in the flow, of our Now experience

Synchronicity will astonish, when you Dream a better self

Your Intention creates an Outcome, creating pure wealth.

~~

And I am not speaking of Gold, or monetary gain

The wealth I speak of is much more plain

When you give birth to your dream, when aligned with your heart

Believe in its Magic,

Look in the mirror

Make a Start!.  

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I hope your year has begun in its own high flying start. Some of you may have noticed I am not on line as much. I am just embracing each day, going within its flow. I took myself off for a  lone walk in the chilly sun this afternoon. It was a great afternoon for blowing away cobwebs. 

And often while walking, I ask for Sign that I am on the right path. And sure enough I saw this buzzard, it looks further away on the photo slides than it was, and I was able to tell it was a  UK buzzard by the pattern beneath its wings.  Part of what Buzzard is teaching says this~

“( …… It is time to soar above your perceived limitations. Are you currently undergoing an internal death and rebirth cycle? Are you ready to assert your actions from your ideas? Buzzard will aid in transforming knowledge to bring the unconscious to conscious and teach how to soar above it and bring the transformation you are needing at this time. Are you ready for these lessons of awakening? ……. (He teaches efficiency in actions and promises that changes are imminent. He shows how to restore harmony of thoughts and feelings so one can reach new heights with little effort. Buzzards will aid in uncovering truths, clarifying previous conceptions, and allow to see and hear subtle hidden qualities using intuition and awareness.)  “

For those interested in finding the  Full Totem meaning you can find it at this link, just scroll down alphabetically to Buzzard.   Our UK Buzzard looks like this 

Are we ready to soar?

Are you reinventing yourself? 

Are you following your Dreams?

We are all of us filled with wonderful capabilities. Sometimes all we need is to trust in the flow and go with it. 

I am in the FLOW 

Love and Light!

 

The Way.

The Way

Scotland 2016

“Where am I going?” the traveller said

As he stepped on the stones of Rivers Bed

“How far is my destination?”

As he continued on in procrastination

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“Which way leads home, how do I choose,

I am lost and afraid and quite bemused”.

“How long will it take for me to get there?

Have you got directions that you may share”?

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‘Welcome dear traveller as you join my road

Rest a while and set down your load

Too long have you carried your burdens

Replenish yourself and rest in my garden’

The weary traveller did as he was bade

Realising how long he had been a salve

In carrying guilt, and burdens so dark

He off loaded his emotions from out of his heart

~~

One by one he emptied them out

Laying them bare, he let out a shout

Seeing how each had weighed him down

He lifted his head, and no longer frowned

A trail over Derbyshire moorland.

“Thank you, my friend, for making me see

The Way that I trod was created by me

There are many paths but only One Way

And it took me so long in karma to pay

~~

But now that I see, The Way you have shown

My Spirit is cleansed, and Lighter I have grown

I honour my path and others on their walk

For we each chose our Light and our own dark

Each Prism a dance of love

“No Path is wrong, they just detour and steer

To learn deeper lessons, I see that quite clear

I may be torn and battered, my scars tell a tale

But no one upon the path will ever fail

~~

The traveller rose, giving thanks for his rest

One foot before the other, just doing his best

Life is beautiful when you see perfection in all things

The way is through the heart, open yours, let love sing.

© Sue Dreamwalker October 2017

 

 

The poem I wrote last week, and the above photo’s are ones I have previously shared here on my posts. You may have noted I have not been as active in the last last week here on WordPress, this is because I have been busy creating. I swapped my keyboard clicking, for the clicking of needles.. So until I have finished my latest project.. I may be a while in catching up with some of your posts..

Sometimes we have to follow our own particular roads, and at times I need to find that creative space and become the weaving woman.. It stills my mind, And each stitch, each step we take is creating The Way..  

Learn to follow your own hearts, open them up to your own creativity, bring that Joy back into your lives, doing what You love doing..  Have a wonderful rest of the week and I will see you in a click or two.. 

The Key

The Door to Happiness is unlocked only by yourself

 

And so the Sun shines catching the morning dew and the vapour rises in the early morning heat.

The World is quiet except for the beat of a heart that echoes the emptiness of a void trapped so long within the room. 

She takes hold of the Key, holds it within her hand, she

feels the weight of it, and turning it within her fingers, over and over it turns.

 

She places it within the lock. Her heart now beats loudly in her ears, drumming

the rhythm of Life.

Again she feels the stirrings within as the butterfly flutters

making her close her eyes as she lets the sensation sweep through her.

 

Loudly her heart pounds beneath her breasts.

The Key is turned and the door to

her emotions finally opens.

The Door is heavy, but she pulls it back and stands on the

threshold, venturing out into a land where all things are possible.

 

She takes her first step through the opening feeling the radiance of the Light shine upon

her face. Her eyes close for a second in silent prayer, one of thankfulness,

that Fate once more had taken charge.

 

She takes the step, and feels the grass beneath her bare feet. Knowing that she holds within her hand a precious gift.

A gift given by one who also holds within their hands a duplicate Key.

Together they join in anticipation in unlocking the mysteries of life.

 As she takes hold of her heart!. 

I’m BACK

 

© Sue Dreamwalker 2013- 2017

Trusting in the Choices we make

It may  appear we are surrounded in Negativity as we stand alone in our thoughts.

As I awoke from the dream where many voices were all trying to be heard at once, yet no one voice could make themselves understood. I reached for my journal. My pen hovered over the blank page, knowing I should write, I waited. Sending a thought out to the Universe in acknowledgement that a message would be forthcoming.

CHOICE.

I awaited the words that would follow, as I trust in the process of my guided thoughts, the pen then moved and  ……………………………….          TRUST       was  the second word that appeared upon the page.  Trusting in the process, something I’ve learnt to do all my life.  And so, the words  began to form. 

Trusting in the choices I’ve made, choosing to trust in those choices. Trusting our instincts.

Each day we all have choices to make, some small, some large. Each of us knows somewhere deep inside of us if those choices feel right or wrong.  No, I won’t say wrong, because even wrong choices we chose for a reason, and they can also end up to be the right ones.

Trusting our instincts, our gut feelings have led me to make some wonderful choices. And when I have knowingly gone against those better instincts, when I have not followed my gut, and instead listened to my ego head. I have also instinctively known, I could have made a better choice.

But they were my choices, my decisions, I made them. And in making them, they have also led me deeper to TRUST in those instincts, to follow the ‘Signs’ the ‘Synchronicities’  that lead us onto our chosen pathway. So even when those choices could have been better, they also led me to knowing myself even deeper.

Last week I made a choice to disconnect for a time from my blogging world. I knew instinctively, I needed time out for ME.. Time to recharge, to create, to be still, and collect together my thoughts.

A family bereavement nudged me to make that initial choice of retreat for a while, as I wrote a Eulogy that ended a chapter of a well-loved life. As I was asked and given the honour to speak at my sister-in-law’s husband’s funeral last week.

 But we are never alone. We are Many hearts gathered together in Love. 

So, I made the choice to embrace Nature as I walked in her fields.  I created space to meditate, to draw and doodle, paint. I baked, I sat in silence, I played music, lighted candles, and prayed. I Sang, laughed, cried and wrote poetry.

I turned on the modem several times, intending to reconnect, seeing the beauty of hearts that collect here in Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary.  And I thank you for your hearts, your comments and your patience in my still getting to reply.

Yet I followed my Instincts, as I stayed within my silent space a little longer. As if to back that up, I got an eye infection a couple of days ago. Another Sign I needed to LOOK at. While I am using eye drops to clear the infection, I know there is still something within me that is shifting, that is still needling to be cleared.. So I am trusting in the process, following my instincts.  

The world is in this process of clearing and cleansing. My thoughts turn to Texas and the many places around our globe who have suffered disasters recently found themselves under the deluge of our Earth Mother’s Tears.  As she attempts to clear and cleanse.  So many lives, grieving and mourning their loss of loved ones around the world.  Many who are now having to make new choices, as they learn to let go of the material world we surround ourselves with, as possessions are lost.  

This morning I was all set to reconnect, and catch up with your beautiful comments.. Yet a long very long new Windows 10 update put paid to that. Another ‘Sign’, I am taking as I take a few more days to allow my eye to heal..

Taking time out to reflect, and pull in the vibration of Calm, Peace and Love.

I just ask that each of you pay heed to the choices you are making right now..  Trust in the process as you allow yourselves to go deeper within, Trust, in your choices, to let go of fear. Embrace Peace and Love in your hearts.

I am taking time out to align and adjust to the frequencies that I feel are coming into Earth right now since the Luna Eclipse. Is there not something within you right now, speaking to you to turn off the technology and reconnect to your Inner Being? Have you felt these changes?  I feel we are within an interesting month. Allow Love and Peace to be your reality and avoid if you can getting caught up within all of the Fear Mongering.

Love and Peace..

~Sue~