Knowing Empathy.

 

I have sat down many times this past couple of weeks with pen poised over blank pages in my journal. My head full of so many things that are crying to be heard, yet they will not tumble out onto the page.

My heart has broken, with every mother’s cry, my tears have risen at the slightest cause. So, I put down my pen, and pick up my brushes and I paint.  

I paint into the eyes of another whose own story of their kind have also known the burden of humans who seek glory in their power of weapons.  

My bones have become heavy, my heart heavier still, and a tiredness sweeps over me like a wave that saps the energy from me that I have found myself just wanting to sleep, and shut down the replay of the internal chatter and visions that screams to be let out.

I have tried shutting out the world, and lost. Because the world is within me, and I am within the world, we are one.

At times I can detach, step back, but then I have to look in as the observer, and what I observe is the reality portrayed through a key hole of a window through the lens of those whose view is wanting us to feel as I have been feeling, helpless, and bereft.  

But we are not helpless, we are strong, but we have to be prepared for change. I have said many times being empathic is not an easy journey. It can wear you down, drain you, and drag you into the depths of despair if you allow it to grab hold of you.  You have to be strong and realise not all moods are your own. And you have to understand how our energy is being affected in our addictive behaviours we may not think we are subjected to. But we are all of us being played in this game of life.

So I will keep painting a while longer as I leave you with these words I wrote some time ago

Knowing!

Here is the thing about internal knowing

It’s difficult to explain in words that are glowing

For many people step away, thinking you quite queer

When they do not understand, and live in fear.

~~

Our internal dialogue will banter to and fro

Revealing the truth, is something you just know

No words can describe the feelings deep inside

When you get this knowing, which inside resides

~~

We can search out all the knowledge written down in books

But a few of us find our answers, until inside ourselves we look

Once we’ve found the key, that opens up our hearts

That’s when our Knowing, and knowledge begins to start

~~

Trusting in our instincts each have long forgot

Brings that instant knowing, as we focus on the plot

You then begin to see the world through a different set of eyes

As you realise this world is made up of many lies

~~

The deeper that you focus, you uncover many layers

As you peel away your skins, ignoring all the stares

You begin to understand there’s more than man-made laws

And as the Knowing grows, so you open up more doors

~~

The labyrinth of life, well hidden in the maze

Stands right before you, hidden from your gaze

Make-believe becomes real, while reality is but a dream

While everything you touch has holographic seams

~~

The pathway to knowing, is letting go of what you know

Because when you open your heart, love begins to flow

Love is the key, it may turn you inside out

Universal laws, you will see no one can flout

~~

You then begin to see, we reap what we have sown

When you access ‘The Knowing’ your heart begins to grow

Knowing what I do, I often feel quite sad

That most have lost their knowing, and no, I’m not quite Mad!

  written 27th Oct 2017. © Sue Dreamwalker. 

 

See you all sometime soon. And I hope you will be patient as I may take time to moderate comments. Thank you.

What I have been painting will be shared next time around..

Much Love and Blessings.

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Art in the Making.

I thought I would share with you some of what I have been creating over the last couple of weeks.. And why I have not been such a regular visitor perhaps to your blog posts.

My art has taken hold of my Heart again, and I am enjoying just vanishing into oblivion for a while as my paints touch the canvas.

While I have created a few watercolours,  I wanted to do a larger canvas. This is in Acrylic paints. 

I had no idea at first what I wanted to paint.. But as I love cats, and have created quite a few in my time, if you scroll down to the right hand side of my side bar you will find many of them.   I thought how about a Big Cat.. 

This is far from finished, but you get the idea. 

Have a Magical Sunday and a Beautiful New week. 

Love and Blessings

~Sue~ 

 

Leopard half finished

Look UP! and Soar…

When you awoke this morning, did you look in the mirror?

I did.

I looked deep into my eyes beyond my eyelids

I travelled back in time before technology took hold

Before it sucked us from reality, into its social media fold

~~

To a time when children would play outside in fresher air

When parents wouldn’t worry about the dangers out there

I went back, before we numbed ourselves in computer game fads

Before we were swamped in consumerism, and online shopping Adds

~~

I travelled to the family dinner table, where all gathered in discussion

As their days events unravelled in polite conversations

Exchanging news, while eating their meal

While today, no one speaks, except for text spiel

~~

No one looks up at the sky anymore

Earphones plugged in, downloads the score

Is it any wonder Nature is a mess?

She just reflects back our own destructiveness

~~

We’ve forgotten to Respect, Care for and Love

The very gifts that were given from Source, above

So, this morning I gave thanks, as I travelled back in time

For the gifts I need to nurture, and resurrect as mine

~~

When we become Creative, and align with our true essence

We’ll find ourselves in the flow, of our Now experience

Synchronicity will astonish, when you Dream a better self

Your Intention creates an Outcome, creating pure wealth.

~~

And I am not speaking of Gold, or monetary gain

The wealth I speak of is much more plain

When you give birth to your dream, when aligned with your heart

Believe in its Magic,

Look in the mirror

Make a Start!.  

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I hope your year has begun in its own high flying start. Some of you may have noticed I am not on line as much. I am just embracing each day, going within its flow. I took myself off for a  lone walk in the chilly sun this afternoon. It was a great afternoon for blowing away cobwebs. 

And often while walking, I ask for Sign that I am on the right path. And sure enough I saw this buzzard, it looks further away on the photo slides than it was, and I was able to tell it was a  UK buzzard by the pattern beneath its wings.  Part of what Buzzard is teaching says this~

“( …… It is time to soar above your perceived limitations. Are you currently undergoing an internal death and rebirth cycle? Are you ready to assert your actions from your ideas? Buzzard will aid in transforming knowledge to bring the unconscious to conscious and teach how to soar above it and bring the transformation you are needing at this time. Are you ready for these lessons of awakening? ……. (He teaches efficiency in actions and promises that changes are imminent. He shows how to restore harmony of thoughts and feelings so one can reach new heights with little effort. Buzzards will aid in uncovering truths, clarifying previous conceptions, and allow to see and hear subtle hidden qualities using intuition and awareness.)  “

For those interested in finding the  Full Totem meaning you can find it at this link, just scroll down alphabetically to Buzzard.   Our UK Buzzard looks like this 

Are we ready to soar?

Are you reinventing yourself? 

Are you following your Dreams?

We are all of us filled with wonderful capabilities. Sometimes all we need is to trust in the flow and go with it. 

I am in the FLOW 

Love and Light!

 

The Way.

The Way

Scotland 2016

“Where am I going?” the traveller said

As he stepped on the stones of Rivers Bed

“How far is my destination?”

As he continued on in procrastination

~~

“Which way leads home, how do I choose,

I am lost and afraid and quite bemused”.

“How long will it take for me to get there?

Have you got directions that you may share”?

~~

‘Welcome dear traveller as you join my road

Rest a while and set down your load

Too long have you carried your burdens

Replenish yourself and rest in my garden’

The weary traveller did as he was bade

Realising how long he had been a salve

In carrying guilt, and burdens so dark

He off loaded his emotions from out of his heart

~~

One by one he emptied them out

Laying them bare, he let out a shout

Seeing how each had weighed him down

He lifted his head, and no longer frowned

A trail over Derbyshire moorland.

“Thank you, my friend, for making me see

The Way that I trod was created by me

There are many paths but only One Way

And it took me so long in karma to pay

~~

But now that I see, The Way you have shown

My Spirit is cleansed, and Lighter I have grown

I honour my path and others on their walk

For we each chose our Light and our own dark

Each Prism a dance of love

“No Path is wrong, they just detour and steer

To learn deeper lessons, I see that quite clear

I may be torn and battered, my scars tell a tale

But no one upon the path will ever fail

~~

The traveller rose, giving thanks for his rest

One foot before the other, just doing his best

Life is beautiful when you see perfection in all things

The way is through the heart, open yours, let love sing.

© Sue Dreamwalker October 2017

 

 

The poem I wrote last week, and the above photo’s are ones I have previously shared here on my posts. You may have noted I have not been as active in the last last week here on WordPress, this is because I have been busy creating. I swapped my keyboard clicking, for the clicking of needles.. So until I have finished my latest project.. I may be a while in catching up with some of your posts..

Sometimes we have to follow our own particular roads, and at times I need to find that creative space and become the weaving woman.. It stills my mind, And each stitch, each step we take is creating The Way..  

Learn to follow your own hearts, open them up to your own creativity, bring that Joy back into your lives, doing what You love doing..  Have a wonderful rest of the week and I will see you in a click or two.. 

The Key

The Door to Happiness is unlocked only by yourself

 

And so the Sun shines catching the morning dew and the vapour rises in the early morning heat.

The World is quiet except for the beat of a heart that echoes the emptiness of a void trapped so long within the room. 

She takes hold of the Key, holds it within her hand, she

feels the weight of it, and turning it within her fingers, over and over it turns.

 

She places it within the lock. Her heart now beats loudly in her ears, drumming

the rhythm of Life.

Again she feels the stirrings within as the butterfly flutters

making her close her eyes as she lets the sensation sweep through her.

 

Loudly her heart pounds beneath her breasts.

The Key is turned and the door to

her emotions finally opens.

The Door is heavy, but she pulls it back and stands on the

threshold, venturing out into a land where all things are possible.

 

She takes her first step through the opening feeling the radiance of the Light shine upon

her face. Her eyes close for a second in silent prayer, one of thankfulness,

that Fate once more had taken charge.

 

She takes the step, and feels the grass beneath her bare feet. Knowing that she holds within her hand a precious gift.

A gift given by one who also holds within their hands a duplicate Key.

Together they join in anticipation in unlocking the mysteries of life.

 As she takes hold of her heart!. 

I’m BACK

 

© Sue Dreamwalker 2013- 2017

Trusting in the Choices we make

It may  appear we are surrounded in Negativity as we stand alone in our thoughts.

As I awoke from the dream where many voices were all trying to be heard at once, yet no one voice could make themselves understood. I reached for my journal. My pen hovered over the blank page, knowing I should write, I waited. Sending a thought out to the Universe in acknowledgement that a message would be forthcoming.

CHOICE.

I awaited the words that would follow, as I trust in the process of my guided thoughts, the pen then moved and  ……………………………….          TRUST       was  the second word that appeared upon the page.  Trusting in the process, something I’ve learnt to do all my life.  And so, the words  began to form. 

Trusting in the choices I’ve made, choosing to trust in those choices. Trusting our instincts.

Each day we all have choices to make, some small, some large. Each of us knows somewhere deep inside of us if those choices feel right or wrong.  No, I won’t say wrong, because even wrong choices we chose for a reason, and they can also end up to be the right ones.

Trusting our instincts, our gut feelings have led me to make some wonderful choices. And when I have knowingly gone against those better instincts, when I have not followed my gut, and instead listened to my ego head. I have also instinctively known, I could have made a better choice.

But they were my choices, my decisions, I made them. And in making them, they have also led me deeper to TRUST in those instincts, to follow the ‘Signs’ the ‘Synchronicities’  that lead us onto our chosen pathway. So even when those choices could have been better, they also led me to knowing myself even deeper.

Last week I made a choice to disconnect for a time from my blogging world. I knew instinctively, I needed time out for ME.. Time to recharge, to create, to be still, and collect together my thoughts.

A family bereavement nudged me to make that initial choice of retreat for a while, as I wrote a Eulogy that ended a chapter of a well-loved life. As I was asked and given the honour to speak at my sister-in-law’s husband’s funeral last week.

 But we are never alone. We are Many hearts gathered together in Love. 

So, I made the choice to embrace Nature as I walked in her fields.  I created space to meditate, to draw and doodle, paint. I baked, I sat in silence, I played music, lighted candles, and prayed. I Sang, laughed, cried and wrote poetry.

I turned on the modem several times, intending to reconnect, seeing the beauty of hearts that collect here in Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary.  And I thank you for your hearts, your comments and your patience in my still getting to reply.

Yet I followed my Instincts, as I stayed within my silent space a little longer. As if to back that up, I got an eye infection a couple of days ago. Another Sign I needed to LOOK at. While I am using eye drops to clear the infection, I know there is still something within me that is shifting, that is still needling to be cleared.. So I am trusting in the process, following my instincts.  

The world is in this process of clearing and cleansing. My thoughts turn to Texas and the many places around our globe who have suffered disasters recently found themselves under the deluge of our Earth Mother’s Tears.  As she attempts to clear and cleanse.  So many lives, grieving and mourning their loss of loved ones around the world.  Many who are now having to make new choices, as they learn to let go of the material world we surround ourselves with, as possessions are lost.  

This morning I was all set to reconnect, and catch up with your beautiful comments.. Yet a long very long new Windows 10 update put paid to that. Another ‘Sign’, I am taking as I take a few more days to allow my eye to heal..

Taking time out to reflect, and pull in the vibration of Calm, Peace and Love.

I just ask that each of you pay heed to the choices you are making right now..  Trust in the process as you allow yourselves to go deeper within, Trust, in your choices, to let go of fear. Embrace Peace and Love in your hearts.

I am taking time out to align and adjust to the frequencies that I feel are coming into Earth right now since the Luna Eclipse. Is there not something within you right now, speaking to you to turn off the technology and reconnect to your Inner Being? Have you felt these changes?  I feel we are within an interesting month. Allow Love and Peace to be your reality and avoid if you can getting caught up within all of the Fear Mongering.

Love and Peace..

~Sue~

A Message for all those holding the Light right now.

Changes

Look around the world, what do you see?

Changes coming thick and fast for you and me

Time that whizzers faster than the pendulum swings

Changes are upon us in everything.

I’m sure you’ll agree as you see the Climate change

How everyone comments the weather’s gone all strange

With fires and floods and almighty winds

Changing lives forever as chaos reigns

How many get caught within the game of Life

Embracing the negative that causes such strife

Video games that zap, bash, and kill

Nullifying minds and the Human will

Look around your world and look into the sky

Have you not seen what they spray from on high?

When was the last time you felt really well?

Come on now think! Are you Happy! Can you tell?

Changes are upon us in everything we do

Less Jobs, Higher Bills, Oh and let’s not forget the Flu

Listen well, Changes will never stop

Do you really understand what it is that we forgot?

Have you ever thought about changing the way you think?

Do you not see this is the missing link..

The poor me, the have not’s and the endless moans and groans

Have you not thought to change the record and alter your tone?

Get out of the rut and release the heavy load

That we all chose to carry along our different road

Look around your world what has changed for you?

Have you given up? Or got strong, what do you do?

Changes are a part that makes us move and grow

But we need to change the seeds that we all sow

Look on the bright side see your glass half full

Think brighter thoughts, cast away the dull

If we want the world to change then we all need to see

It starts right here, as we change both you and me.

So Change your thoughts and add a little light

And for once just trust everything will be alright.

~~

© Sue Dreamwalker  2010 All rights reserved.

The above poem I wrote in 2010. I wondered what I could post that would reflect how so many of us get caught up within the negative flow.. It is important right now especially at this time of the Luna Eclipse to try to hold our space, our light, in the positive. And release that which we no longer need to hang onto. And not to get pulled into the negative. 

Our experiences will  be different for each of us, and for those who do not understand what I am talking about that is fine, but for those who know of what I speak as we hold Unity Consciousness, an important message from Lisa Transcendence Brown  I am sure you will find most enlightening,

I  will leave the comments closed upon this post, simply because I have a busy few days ahead of me .. Know you are all held within my thoughts. And I thank you so much for your wonderful kind and loving support.

See you all in  few days time..

Love and Blessings Sue ❤ 

 

Thoughts of A Dreamwalker

Stoney Middleton Well Dressing which the children of my old village school made July 2017.

 

It has been a while since I did a post upon my thoughts. Mainly I think as these days I am trying not to think too much.. The moment I get caught within our linear world of thinking, I find I can too easily be dragged into despair as the bombardment of our senses continues to be plagued by the negative illusion we all so easily sink into.

I wonder why that is, what is it about our humanness that makes us seek out the woe, rather than the joy of living? I know if I do not check my own thoughts, how easily I can get embroiled as my empathic being reaches out into the masses of the many drama’s that unfold around our world.

I tell myself often, that these drama’s are not my Story, they are not my reality, yet in truth when you come to see our Oneness, they are indeed our own stories.. For who among us has not judged or cursed, and vented anger at something in our lives.  Who among us has not inflicted a wound upon another however unintentionally be it via our words or deeds.

Learning to raise our vibration is not an easy road. For we can so easily fall over the many obstacles laid in our paths that trap us and prevent us from lifting ourselves to our New Earth..

Many may think this New Earth is but a figment of our imagination. But this also makes me smile.. Why? Well, in this world we now live, is it  not also created by our imagination.

Is not all that we see here within our modern day existence once a thought within some creative mind in the past.  Be it the Architecture of our dwelling and buildings ,  our communication devices, our film industry, TV, along with our modes of transportation.  Not to mention the leaps and bounds made in technology over the internet.. All once a figment of someone’s imagination that was projected out into reality to be created within our world.

 It is not so long ago we were witnessing the birth of TV in the (1920’s.) And look how that fantasy became a reality that has sparked yet more progression within our technology.   The Age was referred to as the Roaring Twenties.  This great age of expansion was swiftly followed by another Age. The Deep Depression where in the (1930’s) gave rise to economic meltdown, unemployment, poverty and political extremism.

When you look back in History, each ‘age’ brought us to the next..  The Stone age, The Iron Age, The Bronze Age, I went to look up some of these ages.. And was interested to see the various ‘Ages’ listed here in the Biographonline.net  and their listing of Major Periods During History  ,  This list is well worth a visit.. One Age brought to my attention was the last to be mentioned within this list, which was the  Civil rights Movement (1950s-1960s) On reading further into the people who fought for Human Rights, is another amazing list of people who throughout the decades in history have fought for the Human Rights  and Freedoms of People.

We are now within another crucial time frame within our Earths History I feel. Sometimes we are too closely embedded into it to see clearly the whole picture of the age we are creating within our Now.. We have to  at times stand back and see just what is happening, as we view our chaotic world as coming apart at the seams..

You know I was a seamstress for many a year, working in textiles.. And sometimes the only way to correct something that went drastically wrong in the makeup of something, was to unpick it and resew it. Or scrap it all together and start again.. Our world is being unpicked at the seams.. And no amount of bodging it will make it come right..   And until we all of us see, that what each of us are putting out into the world, be it via our judgements, anger, frustrations or ignorance.. It will keep on reflecting back to us that which we put out into it..

If I want a peaceful world I have to start and create it within my own reality.. 

So, lets say I am projecting my thoughts to create a New Earth,  this is why I am spending more time, being creative, and just so enjoying the Peace within my garden and out within Nature.. Projecting as much Peace, love and Harmony that I can muster into the world..

 We are coming up to an important date within our Universal Calendar in that this month sees two Luna Eclipses. Now I am no Astrologer by any thoughts of the imagination.. But I am well versed with how our planets affect our moods and this is an ideal opportunity to get in touch with those emotions within and seek out the Light of Joy within your souls.   

~~

Oh my, what a beautiful synchronicity. After just writing the above, an alert came in of a YouTube update of the upcoming Luna Eclipses.  I left off writing to go listen.. And this I have to share, if you have ten minutes to watch, As she just echoed some of my thinking. With more food for thought besides..   

Have a wonderful Weekend All of You.. 

Blessings Sue

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Each of us, carries within us the capacity to change the world in small ways for better or worse. Everything we do and think affects the people in our lives, and their reactions in turn affect others As the effect of a seemingly insignificant word passes from person to person, its impact grows and can become a source of great joy, inspiration, anxiety, or pain. Your thoughts and actions are like stones dropped into still waters, causing ripples to spread and expand as they move outward.. I hope that I can send a few ripples out via the web of life, as we each of us weave the threads together... Welcome to my Sanctuary of Peace and Love... May we each spread our Lights around our World....Sue Dreamwalker

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