Mother Earth’s Feminine Energy on the move.

 

Mother Earth provides and nourishes, and we are now beginning to understand that Our Earth Mother is a living, breathing entity.  When you take stock of mankind’s greed, we have done nothing but rape and plunder her resources, wounding, defiling, and disrespecting her, and ALL life that gets in the way of those who wish to control and rule. 

Our Earth’s Mother Feminine energy is now birthing her own shift, as she raises her vibration to the next phase within the planetary alignments that happen within the cycles of the Cosmic Progression.

We go to School and learn the traditional ways of the world… And yet seldom do we learn from the school of Mother Nature from her own Earth School which she brings to us daily.

We  should look upon the Seasons and the elements, and the star cycles to how nature herself reacts to regain her own balance to that which man has upset in his interference’s within this climate.

Many who are not even aware of how  geoengineering has taken its toll upon plants, birds, animals and humans, the weather, because we are not told the truth of such practises which has gone on for decades. 

This great awakening is also about the feminine, for too long the feminine has been suppressed and dominated of heart.  I speak not just of the gender of the Female form, for Males also hold feminine wisdom, in their compassion, love and empathy. It is Energy of what I speak of here.  We need to rebuild the feminine, the compassion, empathy and love, caring and kindness as we reach out in support of each other. As we withdraw from the domination of control, aggression and judgement. 

The Earth and her cycles are like a pendulum, great nations rise, they also fall, and we in the western world may feel like we have experienced peaceful years, yet our countries are still engaged in war, be it only by supplying arms to those who fire the weaponry.   This Yin and Yang as we swing back and forth between these two poles is about to shift yet again. We see periods of drought and periods of rain, and we also have our periods of ice-ages, and Periods of Heat.  Nature fluctuates just as we do, but our interference’s have only aggravated those natural cycles and escalated the severity  in my own opinion to the storms we are seeing on the increase.  

Technology has advanced but we have not done so in balance with nature. We keep living our lives like the earth will last forever. But if we do not stop and respect it, we may as a species not be here for the duration.  We have become much like parasites who have little respect for their host.

The Feminine is now coming together with the Mother Energy as we are listening once again to the Divine Mothers heart. Her drum beat is now quickening as she speaks to us in with her ever-quickening breath as she reminds us, she is ALL powerful.

There are also those who are watching in the wings who are not going to allow us to destroy this planet, for she is a living library of many species, and a huge part of the Cosmos.  And if we think we are invincible we need to think again, as we are very dispensable.

We see those star-seeds now speaking up, and many are being birthed within the younger generation who are going to have active rolls in bringing awareness by standing to protect our environment of our Earth Mother.

Women are speaking up and coming together in their power to speak up.  They are speaking up for injustice, they are finding their voice in many things.

It’s important to set a mantra of JOY to take us into the next phase of Being…

It comes from the Heart. We need to open our hearts in love to these New Energies which are now coming to earth.

When people are searching, they often go to the East, such as India, Tibet etc. They never look within to see all answers lie within. We need to go within and connect with our Higher selves and to our Earth mother, we need to create our visions of the future. This world as it is today was created out of Dream-time.

Think about that. All you see around you, be it paint on the walls to the materials and furnishings of your home to trinkets, pots and pans, to all the technology, we use, was once but a dream in someone’s mind, which was brought into reality by action. But it first was a Dream, a thought!

Whoever created this universe was one consciousness, you can see that in sacred geometry via nature.  ALL are connected.  Each has an affect upon the whole.. So never think you are insignificant because we each have within us the power of unlimited possibilities when we unite as One.

So, Stop!…  listen to your heartbeat and listen, do it in silence,  in a humble way. Listen to Nature. And touch Mother Earth. Walk in bare foot across her back, feel that connection. Go find a tree and lean upon her trunk, Listen to her heart beat and allow your own heart to blend with hers..

She has never needed our Unity and Love more than Now, as there are those planning to destroy her heart, as they destroy the nations upon her back..

We are vessels of service..

What better way can we serve  each other, than to look after Nature,

to be part of that creative force of love.

Something is coming and happening to this planet, most of us feel it even if we haven’t given it voice, and we need to remember this is why many of us are here. We are the ones we have been waiting for, so embrace Joy and care for each other and our environment. 

Nurture and tend your own Garden both within and without.

We need to follow what our hearts knows is right. Leaders have forgotten this; they have become disconnected. These systems were originally set up for the well-being of people and our environment but now leaders and corporate leaders have forgotten this. It seems that Greed now rules pockets and promises have long been empty.

Thank goodness for the next wave of brave hearts. These are the passionate hearts of our younger generations are as they rise to the various challenges within their nations be it political or environmental.  The Young are finding their voice and speaking their mind.

People are now coming together, speaking about whatever is disturbing them, whether it be politics or whatever, but it is now time to speak from the heart and it takes courage to open up your throat chakra and speak from your heart.  Don’t allow your voice to remain silent, but speak always holding respect for all who cross your path.

Go to your heart space and you will get to where you will find your voice and you will be heard.

It was said we would return to the Native American Ways. We need to respect tradition, learn from the old ways, to be open to the spirit within each of us, to allow it to work through us so that the old ways can work in new ways through us for a more harmonious future.

May we all of us find the balance we need as we embrace our visions and dreams that create the next phase of our evolution.

( If you have made it to the end of my post, I thank you, this post is Scheduled, and hopefully I am making headway in replying to all who leave your beautiful comments here after our holiday. So  Love, Laugh, and Live Life to the Maximum. We are all here because we chose this time to be here.) 

Love and Blessings

Sue 

We are all Connected within the Field of Energy. We are ONE

 

We are the ones we have been waiting for, and it all begins with altering our own thoughts our own feelings and our own perceptions

Will YOU use your Hearts to change the Field? the Energy of Division! and use your Heart to send LOVE into the Matrix of this world instead of Judgment and Fear!  

Our Thoughts Create The Future, 

The World reflects back that which we send into it with our thoughts and feelings. 

Change is within our grasp for a better world when we open our Hearts in Unity Consciousness 

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I am sorry to have to close comments, but  I have lots of personal projects on the go at the moment and will not be able to devote too much time to my blog until after the weekend.

So I Wish you All a Peaceful rest of the week and  weekend, I hope you find the words of Gregg Braden as enlightening as I do. As he explains the Power of our collective Hearts.

ENJOY your Every Moment!

Love and Blessings. 

Which World are You living in?

 More and more of us are Waking up to be aware both externally and internally.

We are all on our own personal journeys of awakening, learning to forgive others and to forgive  ourselves. But more importantly is we need to Learn to LOVE ourselves..

More and more are finding ourselves as we begin to heal the wounds that have held us prisoner within ourselves.The Earth is also shifting, healing, regaining her balance as we heal and begin to love ourselves….When we dare to go inside and connect to our hearts the voice inside knows it’s time to awake. More and more of us are feeling Now is that time..  It is a time of remembering who we are.

We are on a path of choice.. I feel the door to ascension lies within each of us, we are learning to die to self, as we learn to reconnect  to self..

If we wish for changes within our society we all have to take responsibility for birthing our New Earth, and that means changing our ways as we embrace more sustainable ways of living that do not rape our earth. To live in harmony and unity, to Care and Share.. 

When you read this, I will already be on a blogging break  to dip my toes in the ocean of Mother Gaia, when I return I hope to share more thoughts about Changes to ourselves and our world..

The comments will be left open, but I may be a while in getting to answer them, as I will be away from my computer for a while, so please be patient, I will get back to all who leave comments as soon as is possible..   See you all soon… 

I hope you find this video enlightening, upon your own quest for knowledge..

Much love to you all..

 

Changes within Ourselves and the World. ~Part One.

Part One is exploring our Emotions and looking deeper into the cycles we all go through on this earth. 

This post has sat within my drafts for quite a while now, its long and so I have split it into readable sections. It’s now time for more of my thoughts to be aired and hopefully some of you may make sense of them.. I have written within these sections, that I ask you not to believe one word I speak, so it may seem like I am repeating myself. 

In fact I would prefer it if you didn’t believe my words and source out your own evidence, information and knowledge, for far too many of us take the word of others for granted and fact, and never question or challenge it.. We should all question much more and challenge that which we are told, that which we are taught, and the look deeper into the workings of our world and past history. 

And those who are interested in seeking out more knowledge may take the time to explore the links I will embed within my posts, and those who don’t, that is fine also, it means you are not ready to explore deeper. 

I am not educated, to high standards, I never went to college, I don’t have degrees, but what I do have however is my common sense, and my instincts. Something I feel many of us fail to use our instincts these days, as we are driven by the herd mentality. Many  seem to have lost their way in their addictions to commercialism and their gadgetry, as well as all the material additives that take us away from truly knowing ourselves.  Because once you start diving deeper, it can be  a painful process as we discover who we are and see what we have become.  

Most of you who read my posts are already awake to this reality, in that we perhaps perceive things maybe a little differently than most.

Those who have a deeper grasp and understanding that ALL things are connected will not be surprised that many of us are now feeling certain symptoms heighten in our bodies, each experience differently than others, because we are all unique in our makeup. But there is no denying that things seem intense as these pulses of energy trigger certain responses to those of us who are sensing them. Energies which are penetrating our Earth’s atmosphere. And many are finding ourselves reacting to them as we clear out and prepare for the next phase within our evolution.

We are all witnessing how extreme weather patterns are becoming more frequent, noticing too, how our patience is perhaps wearing thinner. And how those who rule our lands are seemingly losing the plot, as we see our systems of governments break down. Much like the pot holes on the surface of our roads! Our reality is literally crumbling before our eyes.

And those of us who understand deeper into this physical reality of this Matrix, also understand we are so much more than our physical bodies. That we are frequency, and vibration.  And that what we think and how we react also have an effect upon the world as a whole. 

Those who are awake to that fact, also understand how our thinking and holding onto stress affects the circuitry of our bodies, causing depression and ill-health.  We all come to this reality on Earth to learn, but seldom do we understand that we have become stuck within its wheels of karma, as our vibration has become clogged, weighted and held down within this 3D, Third Dimension reality within these negative dense energy patterns that have repeated over time.

I have spoken many times about Cycles and how planetary cycles not only affect our planet and our earths atmosphere, weather etc, but also our Moods. This was featured nicely in a video from Gregg Braden who now has scientific evidence that we are affected by the cycles of planetary shifts. And how our emotions, affect our surroundings. We are a living breathing planet, and all is connected. And our emotions create the world around us.  Which is why Fear is generated constantly for it keeps us in controllable  manageable conditions.  Another interesting fact is that our very hearts our own pulse, feelings generate a response within the earths own magnetic grid system, this was recorded in the spike on the day of September 11, 2001.   You can also research to find your own evidence of this from other sources. 

Many who read here would be aware of the big push which the Spiritual community made for the year of 2012.  You have only to look  and type in 2012, back into my own posts back in those years to see I spoke even back then of this shift we are witnessing now which is looming closer by the second.

While many viewed the ending of the Mayan Calendar as the end, then poo pooed it as being bunkum, when nothing apparently changed. This was but the mark in the end of an era, another cycle, and the beginning of another on this planet. Dates and times are only how we as humans perceive. But planetary shifts have been recorded, and when you know where to look, we have seen many such cycles come and go.  And as Gregg Braden proves, you have only to look deep into the ice-cores to see this planet has endured many changes during its existence.  But 2012 drew many together, it was a time when many more souls woke up, as they started in earnest to clear out past karma, learning to let go of the many layers which we have over lifetimes built around ourselves. We started to think Beyond this existence into Higher Dimensions. 

Our roots go deep, but our branches reach Higher..

It triggered many throughout the subsequent years to dig deeper not only into themselves but into the deeper Spiritual Truths and the world-wide web became a platform in which to share these truths. We began to recognise synchronicity, as our awareness expanded. We were led to knowledge, and others of similar thinking to explore deeper into the possibilities of our potential, as we opened a deeper understanding into ourselves. We began to notice Signs and many saw repeating numbers and we were led to read books that opened up our awareness to other possibilities and realities which was never taught in text books. 

We began to learn just how powerful our thoughts and intentions are, as we healed from within. As we began to understand we are so much more than our bodies.

We instinctively learned to clear out our baggage, observing our linear attachments as we saw how ego ruled as we learned to navigate our way to our higher selves, as we raised our vibration by cleansing out the negativity, each hold onto. We learned to meditate, and look within, by letting go of the past and some delving even deeper into past life traumas and programming which have incarnated with us to carry through this present life, until we finally learnt to dissolve it and let it all go.

Below for those of you wishing to embark upon this journey of discovery is an enlightening video into these steps we have grown through, the video explains about these times of extremes and the patterns behind them..

In my next post I hope to explain more threads that this ordinary uneducated woman has come to weave together throughout her own awakening process.. The findings are not all good, they can be painful, to see how we treat each other, and how those behind the scenes manipulate and deceive. But when you begin this journey there is no going back, for what you thought was truth suddenly crumbles and when you begin to open your eyes and wake up, you understand the depths of this deception and illusion we are all part of.

This journey is not an easy one, and I know speaking personally, once you think you have cleared a layer of wounds, something comes along to wake up another deeply embedded hidden layer.  Most of us who are awake and waking, do this by going inward, into that silent space as we truly begin to understand what is important in this world. And what is important, it’s not wealth or status, but it is the state of our souls..   

And that my friends is what this journey is all about..  The state of our Souls.. 

To Be Continued: 

 

Speaking What Is In My Heart.

It is hard sometimes to speak what is on your mind, when there are no words to express what you feel. So I will just let my fingers do the talking as I allow my thoughts to flow freely.

At times it takes courage to pick up your Arrow of Truth, and speak it. But Time is running short!

Gaia is going through her own changes. She is causing many disruptions which are making us rethink, reshape and make huge life changes. Which in turn may bring uncertainties and fear, but many now are also sensing an urgency, to move, relocate, leave their unsatisfactory jobs or life styles. Or change the habits of a life time.

Or like me, you may just feel that need to escape into your own world, of peace and tranquillity as we reconnect deeper still within ourselves and our Earth Mother.

What we are witnessing are the ‘Old Systems’ collapsing around us. Not only are we seeing governments falling apart, as they divide and argue back and forth. But the environment is also showing us how vulnerable we are. Because we have forgotten she is our Earth Mother, neglecting and abusing her.

While I see water, snow, hail and wind, causing us our own problems, I also see Gaia is cleansing the Earth Plane as I have spoken of before. She is going through her own birthing pains; her waters have now broken. Water holds memory, and water contains knowledge. And this is not the first time Mother Earth has cleansed us with her waters.

Observing as I do, while holding an inner sadness for those who are not yet understanding this Matrix, I also feel great excitement, for I know deep down the old has to be stripped away before our New Earth can be re-birthed.

The ‘Old Programming’ is being stripped away by the new frequencies which are coming in more frequently which some are not handling well. These energies, affect us in different ways. For me recently, I sleep a lot, even in the day. I wake tired, having been busy in dream state. For others it is causing depression and a deep longing to return home. As they cannot fathom the depth of their emotional confusion.. We have to understand we are all vibration, all frequency, So it stands to reason when our Earth Mother is altering her frequency we too feel unsettled and out of balance.

Many are still clinging to the old ways, and conflict is an ever-present danger as their ego’s fight this final battle, holding onto control and fear-based emotions.  This is why governments are now falling apart as they hang onto the old ways of rule. We are caught within our cycles, repeating the past, until we learn to let it go once and for all.  Many whose hearts are not open, are wanting to divide us by various means, causing conflict and heartache, which feeds those negative energies, and the controlling powers behind those who rule our world.

For some reading this, you may think this is a foolish notion, but were it not for the knowledge I have gained along my own long Spiritual Journey through many years, I may have nodded my head at one time in agreement with you.

But for those who are ready, who understand this transformation and are also feeling something is about to happen that will shake this world, you are not standing alone.

Those who have eyes to see will see.

 

I have been observing much in my quiet spell, I have felt listless, and restless, not understanding what ails me. I started a painting in oils, a medium I am not as comfortable with as my acrylics.

When I began the painting, the Eagle was so clear, and as each stroke of paint was applied then image began to fade.  And I may yet just paint over it, but my ego holds on, not wanting to start again. It sits unfinished.

And here too is a lesson. For we should never be afraid to Let go and start over again.

So, I turned to reading, and finished the last in a Trilogy of books, this too was filled with alchemy and magic, the Light fighting the Dark. And I sat and read a whole book in one day.  Something I had not done in years.  And I asked myself are we not still fighting that same battle. Light verses Dark?

We are seeing how those hanging onto their Power Games are trying their best to divide and keep that feeling of separation in focus as they focus on delivering the fear on the hour every hour in every news bulletin.  And as I have said many times before this world keeps going around within its cycles, of war and peace, throughout the ages. While we pollute and pillage our Earth Mother continuously, raping the one who has constantly given and given. While we take and take.

But we are now witnessing storms like never before, weather that is a reflection of our own confusion. Floods and Winds wreak havoc for many of us.  Earthquakes and Tsunamis, and I See so, so much water to deluge the Earth.   And I sense we are nearing that time where Mother Earth is going to deluge us with something we have not witnessed before.

Yin Yang New Earth in watercolour and Ink.

Many years ago, I had a profound ‘Vision’ what I would describe as an out-of-body experience/OBE, where I viewed the world from outer space having zoomed there at great speed from being taken out through the top of my head to see a three-headed dragon. What I saw then was the future. To reveal that vision at this time here is not important.

All this week my dreams have been of the earth moving beneath my feet as water washes in over land. For months in Dream state I have been rescuing people from drowning, I can not begin to tell you the despair I have felt during my dreams of not being able to save so many people.

But then I began to see why my deep inner sadness was consuming me, as I was grieving for what will be no more on this Earth.  But like the effort and hours I had poured into my painting, I also knew that in order for a new painting, A NEW EARTH to come into being.

The old canvas has to be altered, in some cases wiped clean with new colours flooding over it for it to become a Masterpiece.

Our bodies are here to house our Souls, to learn from our experiences, and it’s time for me to go deeper still within my own inner programming and add new colours to an old canvas.

Within these times there are those who speak of Ascension, as we wake up and wonder what that means for Humanity.

We have to begin to see we each need to rise up within.

We need to go within ourselves and unpick the threads of old programming that have held us tightly within this Matrix we call Earth. We need to let go of judgement, anger and resentments, as we learn to open our hearts to Unity Consciousness and LOVE.

We are all of us One Family, A family of light. And Even those who walk in the Shadows are teaching us Compassion. All have chosen our parts to play. 

This is no easy task, and I fail again and again in much of my thinking. But I keep clearing, step by step, as I pick through the rocks and throw them into the lake of consciousness as I see them ripple out, knowing what I think I create.

Mother Earth too is clearing, cleansing, and getting us to pick over and reassess the unnecessary baggage we each carry. Showing us what is really Important in Life, as we shed our possessions.   And she is nearing her final great push whereby ALL our lives will be changed in the blink of an eye.

To reveal the Truth of what I have found would only be like reading a book of fiction, also weaved with Alchemy and Magic. Until one finds their own Truth, you cannot explain fully, no matter how you try. We all will wake up at the right moment suited to each of our levels of progression we are meant to follow.

But I ask you to try to understand, that what is occurring, which I feel will only intensify even though it may seem many are suffering, as the planet aligns and shifts, we all agreed to be here at this time of Change.

For new vibrations are altering our bodies and minds as this New Energy sweeps in. Opening up portals, as the veils lift, so too will we have the masks lifted from our eyes, as new truths are revealed.

And if you have reached the end and read in full I thank you for your love and the time given.

Now Go and Live in your own Moments, and create Love and Harmony within your own World as we lift and raise our hearts as One as we move forward within this next Phase of Mother Earth’s Transformation.

My sincere thanks go out to Erika, For ALL of her wonderful creations she has done on words I have spoken  which she used as quotes on the above.

Many thanks Erika. You are a Gem..

Other Image Credit Source https://www.brainyquote.com/

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A Moments Reflection

A walk by a canal

With Kettle boiled and herbal tea just finished.  I sank into the sofa turned on some relaxing meditative music, closed my eyes and breathed in deep, pulling in that Universal energy, and sighed….. This was my time,  time to just BE and sink into those unseen realms that reside within each of us. 

Behind closed eyes, tiny sparks dance in purples and blues, as I listen to the soothing music as I drink in the peace which was every bit as good as my herbal tea.

My mind has been tuning out and switching off more and more these past few weeks.   As I have been meditating and just taking myself off for quiet naps even in the middle of day. Spending time reading and painting. Just following the flow of Energy, doing what my body is telling me to do.

It is so easy to find yourself being caught up in the negative energies of the world that is being generated so that we all fall into the traps of judgement. We are often goaded to take sides against one another, be it through politics, religion, gender or race.  And its important to understand how mind manipulation is constantly programming us to divide us at every opportunity. Leading to angry outbursts, protests, and conflict, which are generating exactly the right negative conditions which prime  others to feed from them for their own world agenda’s. 

I encourage all to observe. Observe what is happening and detach from it even for only a short while as you go within and heal your inner selves.

For there is nothing more important right now, than to heal yourselves, letting go of so many layers we have inadvertently cocooned ourselves within this Matrix Construct. 

So when you close your eyes, and release all of that stress, and go deep within even for a moment you begin to see how all Fear falls away.  For much of our inner Fears are self-generated as we make mountains often out of mole hills. 

 While eyes were closed,everything fell away for me in that moment, nothing mattered, for in that moment I felt such peace as I surrendered myself to that vibration the music offered, and let my mind be still… For all is a state of mind.. We can either let the turmoil boil like stormy seas, or we can be tranquil and still as a lake..

And in that moment of reflection, I thought how simple life can be, if we would just surrender to that vibration of Peace and love.

For we are all vibration, resonating, out our thoughts which add to the frequencies which  add to the music of the world.

We can either be angry, irritated, mean with each other, discontent, like a discordant note. Or we can be calm, kind, sharing with each other and be at peace, adding our harmony into the world. At any given moment, we choose what Vibration we sent into the ether that creates either chaos or balance. 

Many have forgotten how to surrender to that moment,  to go out into nature, to stop and  listen, be it the harmony of the bird song, the wind rustling in the tree tops or the music of the babbling brooks or to walk by the Ocean, listening to the rhythm  of the waves crashing upon the shore. 

So in this moment of reflection, as I tumble into that silence space of thought, where I am all, and yet where I am nothing, as I surrender to that space, that vibration of peaceful harmony where I join as one with everything and yet I float alone content just to BE. 

We are the Pulse of Life, and life reflects back which tune we play..

I choose harmony… even if we can only find that space for Five minutes in our day, we owe it to ourselves to find that space within, and become the Pin that drops in that moment of reflection.

So my friends Listen to that silence space within and be content with who you are, for  when you add your music to the world by the very sound of your thoughts.. and become the Pin……. We then become like that shaft of light in the gloom.. There are many of us waiting to shine our lights through the storm clouds.. And when each of us join with our hearts in love and peace, we are each of us helping to add Light into our world.

I hope you find five minutes of your time to listen to the music below and really take in what the lyrics speak of.. 

Much Love to you ALL..

Let Your Thoughts Paint Your Vision of the Future.

 

 

The alchemy of consciousness that created you and me

Is nudging us to lift our hearts to open and begin to see

That the branches we stand upon within the Tree of Life

Keeps us reaching upwards, as you walk away from strife.

And from the lofty view, as we gaze back upon our path

We see the culmination of our thoughts that create such wrath

So, stand within your power, The elixir of your Light

As you open up your Vision, create a new brand-new Sight.

Know that your thoughts are the paint in all you do

You can either paint in bright colours or allow fear to dim your view.

 

© Sue Dreamwalker 2017 Oct.

Waking Up the ‘Play’ Being Played Out.

Photo:  Scotland: Oban by Ferry to the Isle of Mull 2018

Most of you know I follow my instincts, and I found myself in the first weeks of January feeling an inward frustration of the energies which have been amplified by the collective energies we are all surrounded with, which seem to be coming to head in many parts of the world.

 And I was not immune from these energies. As I too could feel a surge of impatience and just felt the need to escape in a deep dark cave away from the noise the world was making. My mind needed Space and Solitude, and so began my Meditations again which came at just the right time, which was another ‘Sign’ to just BE and create.

When you begin to wake up to the world at large you begin to see the ‘Play’ in which those negative energies and low frequencies are kept at the forefront to keep you fearful. So, if you are not careful you can soon become embroiled in their plot as your emotions carry you along with the herd mentality of blame and name calling.

Here in the UK this huge ‘play act’ at the moment is called Brexit, and each place around the world has similar such plays being drawn out, whose themes are to divide, ware down and conquer.  And ware you down it does. 

So, I felt I needed space, I still feel I need that space, I have felt an urgency to complete the things I promised myself I was going to complete but never have for several years. This includes putting together a collection of my poetry to one day pass along to my Granddaughter.

But when ever I sat down to write, I would find myself in a nostalgic mood, even my dream time was reliving past events, with work colleagues long gone.  And I realised it was yet another clearing out and letting go, a sort of mourning of my youth, for much of my dream time  I was always my younger self. 

Through my meditations, I realised further, that as we perceive time as speeding up most of us are feeling this now. I was in fact saying goodbye to my old self, the old Earth, and I felt sad, in limbo, and my frustrations were not only born of the outer world, but of my inner world. For I felt I was not doing enough to ensure Light and Love wins this vital ‘play’ we are all acting within our material world.  

Understanding what I know, about the Earth Cycles and how we repeat our History at certain intervals and how certain planetary events are now once again showing us their ‘Signs’, and yet no one is really paying attention. Because we are all caught up within these Programmes of Distraction.

For those reading my words who are not familiar with lightworkers, and their inbuilt calling, I may appear to be rambling. But I have been reconnecting with Spirit, and I was reassured that on a soul level many have chosen to transcend the frequencies to a new Earth.  And that what we have been experiencing on a subconscious level are the adjustments of deep-seated emotional bonds which are now being severed.

I know others too have felt like they have needed space, to withdraw, and regain their energies. Starting new projects or moving location and beginning new adventures.  I was told that we are now ready to jump start these frequencies, but to do so, we have to acknowledge the transition within by asking Source, our guides etc to assist us.

New Earth is a place we have to create within our hearts, as to what kind of World we wish to exist in.  By holding onto the past, and the ‘Old’ ways, we are not allowing ourselves to break free of these Old programmes which have held us captive within this Matrix for Aeons. Each of us are going to have to observe what is repeatedly turning up and work through our own reality, while respecting others are having to work through their own.  

We are all proceeding through our own Transition at our own pace, given our awareness, and by no means are we going to just suddenly find ourselves in a New World in an instant.  We have to create our own path, by our own choices. Each are responsible for their own actions. And if we want changes to happen, we have to be prepared to make changes in our own lives. I saw how Judgemental I still am, and how much inner work I still need to do. Hence my last post of Fixing the Inside. Those who are and have been in control of the way this world works for so long now are ramping up the negatives, I feel it, and I also felt myself being drawn into their web.

This is why it is so important right now to release the pain we have all of us been holding inside of us, not only in this life time, but in past lives. When we can adjust, and truly let go, and send love into those whose hearts are closed and full of darkness, and when we can truly live in gratitude and from our heart consciousness, letting go of the fear being generated.  When we fully understand we are Eternal Beings of Light, we then are all helping Shift our Old World into New Earth.

I began this year by making changes to my own routine.  More exercise in the morning and meditation. I took to writing a book containing my thoughts and poems. I read somewhere, just write, and see how it flows, you can edit it all later, but it became almost biographical in nature as I found myself bringing many past events to the surface. I wrote nearly 10,000 words, then deleted it to begin again.  I saw how nostalgia was bringing back those past emotions which also needed to be deleted.

Hedgehog in Spring my art in Oils

We should never be afraid to start afresh and try something new, as I worked in oils instead of my preferred Acrylics for only the second time in my life. I thought it apt my artwork in the new year was of one of my favourite little animals who visit our garden. At the moment he too is hibernating in our garden until Spring, and at the first sign of danger he curls up in a ball.  His outer coat of spikes protecting his softer underbelly.

I realised I was curling up into a ball, when in fact I needed to uncurl and face that which I had been putting off. I had told myself, while wanting to write a book, the unworthy aspect of my childhood was still controlling my thought programming.

When the Old breaks apart, we have to be prepared to relearn and find new ways of Being, and when we want to achieve something, we have to put the work in.

It’s time now for those of us who are on our Missions to unify our vision of the future, rather than concentrating on the brokenness of the now.  Thoughts are Energy and we need to work upon our selves to see by opening our own hearts we contribute to the whole of humanity by our collective energies. I realised how easily our energies are being tested and how quickly we can get dragged back down.

 So create your new self in the new world, and what kind of New world we wish to live in.

I know this is a long post, and if you have made it to the end. Thank you.

I thought it apt that I came across this video again after writing this post. It ties in nicely about letting go of the past. 

Much Love to you ALL..