Personal Responsibility



Today I have been looking for inspiration. I have taken it from a previous post which I published in 2008 before I transferred my whole blog over to WP 3 years ago..

Many of my oldest friends know that I am also a medium,I would often connect by channelling either direct to Spirit communicators or at times I had developed Automatic Writing skills..

This post I have updated to give the reader a better lay out than I did on my original post which can be found here. 

Spirit have once again led me to re read these words as nothing is ever a coincidence or by chance!.. So that I may listen well again to the content of my thoughts!

MAY 2006-05-04 the date this was channelled.

I Sat and poised my pen as I invited my guides to bring me some guidance at the time of writing.. My own thoughts wrote—Dear spirit friends, thank you all for the healing. I know I have been receiving some over the past few days.

Today I walked out in nature in the woods. It was very tranquil. And I was able to walk for what seemed miles. I know my strength is returning to me. ( I had been ill with a bad flare up of Fibromyalgia at the time )

Thank you for listening I know you are always at my side. And this I am truly grateful.

What follows bellow is what came back via my pen in answer to my question.. The punctuations were added later, as often the words would come joined together in one long stream as my pen flew across the paper at speed..

“Welcome to you, we bring felicitations to you this eventide.

What do you wish to know this night our little sister of new light? And we say that, as your light has grown since our last communication. The earth’s nature has agreed with you little one.

Shall we begin; the past communication with your self was to ask you to be strong and to continue with your daily meditations was it not? You have fell a little short of that, but have none the less shaken some of the negative vibration from around your field of energy. We can now see your light literally.

Tonight we wish to talk about your well know principal and that is the one of personal responsibility.

Many upon your plane of existence think that once they have put out a thought that is the end to it. We say to you that is far from the end of it.

In fact the simple act of sending out a thought is literally the beginning of it.

To create a thought requires your mind to collectively pull energy together. You jumble it around for a mille second and then a thought is created. Within that mille second you decide whether to continue with that thought or discard it. When you decide to continue with that thought it then becomes a train of thought. You add to it like the carriages of your vehicles of transportation you call trains. Do not your trains travel from destination point to another destination point?

Yes. ( I wrote back )

Well that is what happens to your thought. And the stronger that thought, the faster it will travel. Because you have put more energy behind that thought.

You are following us so far?


Good. Now personal responsibility starts not just from your actions. But also from your thoughts. The very instant you create the thought it’s your responsibility.

We say to you it is very important to be clear about your thoughts. For like most of your train journeys, your train comes back to the starting point does it not? Ready to set out again upon its next journey.

So too do your thoughts return to you. Not right away we might say. For like your trains, they make many stops upon their journey along the way. And like your trains they pick up passengers who want to go to the same destinations, and some passengers disembark when they have completed their journey do they not?

So too your thoughts are attracted to energies or destinations of similar form/(Vibration) are neutralized and disembark at the appropriate stations, while other stay on for a longer journey or ‘ride’.

If the thought is particularity powerful with a great deal of energy behind it. PhotobucketIt is like your ‘bullet’ trains, that speeds off to its destination making very few stops. Because that thought is directed and knows where it is going.

If the thought is mundane and is of a weak energy, and it knows not where it is travelling. It disembarks at the nearest familiar station so as it doesn’t get lost, and mixes with thoughts of a similar vibration so it feels at home. At these stations these thoughts band together for comfort, until they feel stronger, and wait until a train of thought similar to their own comes along. And Presto, ‘all aboard’ and onward they travel once more, travelling the track until they come back to their starting point, once again. ( The starting point being us their creator- emphasising ‘What goes around comes around’ ) Thoughts being Energy.. Energy can not be destroyed only transformed!.

You our sister have been fuelling the thoughts; you have been sat at your various stations of thought, waiting for a train to come along. And because you have been weakened, the stronger thoughts have jumped off at your station and banded around you. Escalating your train of thought to grow and grow. And they have travelled back along the track, to pull up in your home station. Where they have all pushed and pulled to make them selves heard.(Negative news which affected me and helped to pull me down)which affect our Mood Energy weighing heavily upon us..and ‘De-Pressing’ us! Depression.. Making Mountains out of Molehills!

And like most times when you are thronged and find yourself-surrounded by noise and disturbance. You retreat, and want to escape and find a quiet corner away from the milling crowd, so you can collect together a fresh set of thoughts. Do you not?

This is what has happened to you our sister. And all would have been avoidable, had you not checked your thoughts in the first instance, and not set them upon your train journey.

You our little one are responsible for your thoughts, and the direction they are given. If you allow your thoughts to travel with such speed, haven given them much energy, you would do well to send them to the brightest of destinations, for the destiny of thought returns tenfold back, as it is picking up passengers along route!.

Make sure little one you are responsible and send them out with a return ticket! For you want to return home safely! With no unexpected delays or detours enroot. Meaning make sure you send out positive thoughts and think bright thoughts, so that positive energy returns to you..

We smile and now leave you with our thoughts. And know that they have reached their destination. We trust you will endeavour to be more responsible on your future travels. And allow the correct destiny to travel back home to you.   Meaning Positive Energy to come back to you.

We leave you now as here ends the lesson for this evening.

God walks with you. And allow your light to grow, for although your trains travel upon their tracks. They still have illumination with in them. Farewell little one.

We your brethren say happy travelling!


I hope you enjoyed reading the wisdom of their words. And I have took on board again there Wisdom.  

Many thanks


Invictus Games–My Tribute.



After watching much of the Invictus Games over the past few days I have been in awe of these men and women who have shown such courage and determination in overcoming their tragic circumstances. Many of their stories brought tears to my eyes. Not only have they had to overcome their physical injuries, but they and others who have suffered such trauma have had to over come their mental barriers which often can take more healing than their broken bodies..

Turning our lives around after such an experience is often hard..

Sport has brought many of them back from their lonely ordeal of recovery.. Being part of a Team, encouraging and pulling each other up when things get tough is what unifies and brings  I AM into focus..

I couldn’t sleep the other night and wrote this Poem in Tribute to ALL those who have taken part, and those who have helped them to get to the point.. You are all truly Invictus ..



I see your spirit riding high

Every challenge you meet you pass on by

You’ve pulled yourselves up within your hearts

Conquering obstacles right from the start


At times the odds were not stacked in your favour

But the I AM Will Power you have savoured

There must have been times when you felt so low

But your determination, True Grit is what you show.


Let us not forget your sacrifice

As those who rule roll the dice

In Games of War that snuff out life

To cause such suffering, grief and strife


Pride and admiration I have for your spirit

Invictus Hero’s each pushing your limits

All of you have come through so much

In Victory your medals to clutch


But Winners you are without a medal to hold

Be proud of the challenge to which you rose

You have connected to the I AM that we all are

And No Limits restricts the Light of a Star…

Well done to all..

An affirmation..

“ I place no limits and no restrictions on all that I intend to accomplish from here on in”




invictus m (feminine invicta, neuter invictum); first/second declension

  1. unconquered, unsubdued
  2. invincible, undisputed, undefeated



Cosmic Retrograde Challenge~ Letting Go

Having paid a visit to Linda’s Blog Litebeing Chronicles  in October, I joined in an interesting challenge.  Here’s the challenge: click to read in more detail.

1- Find an item you never use or never wear but you feel very drawn to. It could be an article of clothing like a hat or jeans, or a CD that you haven’t played in years. Hang up a poster or picture that is hiding in a closet. Prepare a few meals from an old favourite cookbook that’s been neglected. Reread an old novel. Wear that old hat. Play that album. Wear an old scent that you are fond of. Watch several episodes of an old television series. Find something old that still resonates for you NOW.

2- Wear the item or use the object or perform the activity repeatedly for a minimum of one week ; three weeks would be ideal.

3- Observe your thoughts and feelings to assess any significant changes.

4-Then journal or meditate on your experiences to gain more clarity.

5- Finally, blog about what you have discovered. Jet Cross 2

The object I wore was an old Whitby Jetcarved Cross which was bought in Whitby around about 18 yrs ago, and to be honest I can not remember wearing it much as I preferred another cross in silver with circular centre in Jet,  which I wore more often. But for some reason while looking through my trinket box with my granddaughter it had kept popping out as she would be drawn to it. You can read about Jet properties here. (interestingly again as those properties were telling me something ) 

Even before I had read Linda’s Challenge I had found myself seeking out Old CDs listening to music which had been shelved for years, partly due to Hubby and myself changing around our living room moving CD racks etc.

Ok so as not to go on and on.. The first day of wearing I found myself with more energy, and I needed a few bits from the shops. So as it was a sunny day, I thought I would walk, a walk around 20 minutes and folks I have not walked this way in years.. as when shopping I always go in the car! as I can not carry heavy items for long.

I found myself passing my old home where I used to live, and wondering who was there now, and if they got the same spooky visitors I had when living there! ( a story for another time perhaps). It sparked a lot of past memories as I walked past the old corner shop now no longer there. And I thought on the lovely couple who I know are now no longer in this realm, and how when first moving into the area how welcome they had made us feel.. Knowing each customer by name, they stocked everything from Food to Firewood, Paraffin  to Cough medicine and if they didn’t stock it they would get it for you. Thank you Mr and Mrs Wright for the service you gave us..

I wore the cross to sleep and my dreams for over a week brought up my relatives who had passed, my grandparents, those whom I had not thought about in years from my previous employments, colleagues, bosses, all in a mixed up mash of stories.

Analysing the dreams,  it was all about letting go, Going into them here would take far too long, and I am sure you are already clicking to your next WP posting! I found my waking day clearing out cupboards, cleaning the oven, and generally having a spring clean and clear out. As well as feeling like baking, preserving, and being the home-maker.. Even Hubby asked if I was feeling alright! as this new cleaning phase was not me! at this time of year at any rate.. 

The day job however got more intense.. And lets face it for those of us who understand how energies from the planets were affecting us, those same energies were  having  affects on everyone. My support work got quite stressful with challenging behaviours escalating to be  very intensive.

And lone working can be very hair-raising at times, as we support 24/7, working Long shifts with a sleep in was warring me down…  It got to the point I took my protective medicine pouch with me, and did my own protection exercises as those challenging behaviours escalated. And  I think for the first time in years I didn’t relish my Support worker role as I trod on eggshells around their own changing energy outbursts. 

After wearing the cross for just over a week, it fell from my neck, the ring near the cross had opened somehow and slipped the chain… On the second time it fell from my neck, I took it as a sign I was not to wear it any longer.. So its now back its box….

What I found very interesting as I looked more into this Mercury in Retrograde, was that people were posting about the energy cycles and how the past was being released and how moods were being affected. Vision Keeper reposted a blog from Renard  Moreau repost of5 steps to Prepare for the Eclipse Energy Gateway by Selaciawhere I was interested to read that the last time we had a Scorpio solar eclipse  was in November 1994.. Now in 1994 I had a nervous breakdown… which blew me away as that time shaped another turning point for me… you can read more about this in my Journey of Souls series. 

As some of you know I have been a practising Medium serving the spiritualist churches for the last 23 yrs . Each year as the bookings come in I have been saying I will cut back. At one time I would be going out every Sunday baring holidays to various venues to conduct a divine services. But as Hubby retired two years ago, we were wanting to spend more free weekends without being tied to travelling.

So this was to be my last year of conducting demonstrations of this kind. Little did I realise until last week, that my last service was due on the Sunday 3rd November, the actual day of the Hybrid Solar Eclipse…

Blue candle HealingSo Sunday the day of my last service and the Day of the Eclipse, I planned a quiet day of contemplation, doing a meditation and asking for Healing for the earth and all upon it..

So I lit a blue candle and surrounded it with my Willow figures representing various things to me the Seasons, Gratitude, Healing , Peace, The Universe. Along with my Amethyst carved Angel as I went down asking for Peace for the World.

The Meditation  although not deep was very interesting… I found myself floating above the Earth and then sinking back down, the ground seemingly disappearing as a mist of violet, blues, and mauves surrounded me.. A light started to radiate out from the centre of the swirls and as I focused I saw growing as if alive Huge crystals. Such was its beauty after the meditation I spent  the best part of a couple of hours trying to recreate what I had seen in my pastels, and below is what I drew.. And smiled as I had been wanting more time to do paintings or pastel drawings and without thinking had been drawn to create this way.

Crystals Inner Earth

My Spiritual service went well, despite me having the onset of a sore throat, I asked for this to be taken away, and promptly forgot about it while speaking my philosophy(which incorporated how I had first found myself upon this path and how we each influence our lives by the way we think) I then gave my demonstration of Mediumship.    Lots of laughter as well as tears were shed as I brought evidence through from loved ones in the spirit realm…. And tears were also shed not only by those receiving messages from loved ones, but by myself as the Church centre clapped and presented me with two beautiful bouquets of flowers and Chocolates along with a thank you card for the services I had given them and others over the years..

And so another chapter ends, as another cycle has come to completion as I close this door and let go, and await what needs to now come in…  I have no idea what will fill the gap, but I trust in the process and know as one door closes it allows us to open others..

As a foot note to this post, Tuesday saw my flu-like symptoms kick in, and it didn’t surprise me.. As I took this as another clearing out of that which now no longer serves, as I make way for new energies to come in..

We are each of us treading upon new ground as the uncertainty of our times surround us all.. We see how the weather patterns are altering affecting our way of life, We see also how the Monetary systems problems are escalating as the cost of living spirals and the uncertainties of futures are no longer as secure in lives across the world..

People are feeling unsettled and restless as the Governing bodies push their people to their limits and protests are on the increase around our globe..

We have to learn to let go of old ways of being to allow new ways to come into existence, and often this can be chaotic and painful. The Retrograde Challenge is showing me on a personal level what is happening on a global level, That we have to let go of the old to make way for the new…

Enjoy your journey, we are in for a very interesting Ride!

Thank you Linda, I enjoyed this challenge… To follow those who have taken part in this Challenge click the links below, for their experiences.

The next one to follow mine is  Barbara on November 15th The list of those taking part is below.

November 9 – Julianne

November 10 – Heidi

November 11 – Shree

November 12 – Karen

November 13 – Sindy

November 14 – Sue

November 15 – Barbara

November 16 – Lehua

November 17 – Linda

Thank you for reading Sue


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Take Up Your Arrow!


Take Up The Arrow



Our Circle Asked White Feather this question..


Trance Circle 7th Jan 2007.


Is there any other advice that you can give us at this moment in time to help ourselves or mankind to gain the most benefit from?


Small steps small steps, you are taking small steps, and we are well pleased with the steps taken so far. Do not run before you can walk.

 We have aimed an arrow, and it has fell in the correct place at each of your feet. It is up to you as individuals to take up the arrow and use it wisely….

We cannot determine how you live your lives. For you all have free will.

But we would ask, that as individuals, your intent, your view on life be reviewed and looked at in a different light to what you have perhaps done so in the past.

 Think not of just yourselves, but act selflessly.

Think of others and go forward. .. The Human race needs your love..

This little group of openhearted souls, eventually, we say eventually. Do not run, do not run. Will have its result. Will have its proof, Will bring that proof to the world as a whole.. How and when it will happen how is not for you not know.


For if we were to tell you the truth in essence now, you would run in the forests and hide.


 So we say take up the arrow, aim it well, you are not just a hunter.. You are gathering all to you, all that is important at this time. Are you not gathering knowledge to your selves?

 We are.

Are you not finding doors opening that you thought were closed? .. Stand firm, stand tall, aim straight, pull back your bow and let go. And know that where that arrow falls it is meant to be.  You are all meant to be.  At that place at that moment in time.

Fear not where it takes, but know deep within your own hearts the truth, feel it embrace it. …. For the door to our realm are about to open. And with it glad tidings we bring. For the world at this moment needs the truth.

All of you are experiencing what you are thinking is the truth. You perceive all of these things differently, each and every one of you perceive differently. We perceive things from the truths.


Thank you friend for allowing us to put the questions.


The Earth plane at this time altering, as you know. The threads that you weave now as we have stated before will be woven into a larger blanket. ..

This will envelope those who wish to embrace that truth and knowledge..

You will not embrace all my friends. For all will turn and take their eyes away from truths love and light.

Many will wish to follow darker paths…

This is why we in our realm find it a necessity to intervene and we use the word intervene lightly, for we are not allowed to change free will of mankind.

 But we wish to help, to show him the error of thought and place him once again upon the paths of righteousness.


 This is no mean feet friends. This is serious business.


 You have all been chosen you all agreed to be chosen .Now is the time of your own truth where you stand tall and move one step forward into your own light.

Do so without fear friends, be not like our vehicle and shiver.


Thank you White feather. We thank you for allowing our questions to be asked, and for the answers we have received.


The Vehicle he referred to was myself, as I still was not comfortable in Trance state at that time. I first published this back in 2009 I now no longer sit for trance-work, but I do feel our Native American brothers close often in my Spiritual Work. 

I have added this entry now, as I feel many of us are now taking up our Arrows, and waking up to the truth that is surrounding us. Our Eyes are being opened to what is happening around our Globe.. 

Great hardships surround many places and people..

It is time for us all to search out the truth of our world, and follow our instincts and share once again our hearts with each other. We need to bring balance back. We need to align again with Nature and learn to help one another by sharing and caring for one another.

I have added a link Here to a new page I have added about the Hopi Prophecies 

Question, Seek out Truth, and Embrace Peace.


Sue Dreamwalker

The Healing Grid

All of us are connected through this device called the ‘Web’ as we interlink with one another.

Well So we all can interlink with the Healing energies on the larger ‘Web’.. The Healing Grid.. The Universal Energy!

But I Like you have to want to be healed. I like you have my own blocks that can prevent healing from being affective.

For All healing has to come from within. Many factors have arisen for our ailments to take form in the first instant, So to the healing I am speaking of needs to bring our energy bodies back into alignment so the healing process on all levels, Mind, Body, and Spirit can take place.

Here is the poem I wrote some years ago.

Gateways and Spirals



Imagine floating up on high,

Further up, beyond the sky.

A perfect circle made of light.

Reflecting colours, yet mass of white.

Rotating, swirling, like Saturn rings,

This if the Healing that it brings.

With heavenly watches at each Pole,

Within its centre is a hole.

From its centre does spread out lines,

On this the healing you shall find.

Glistening now like spiders web,

Come and join, lay down your head.

We can link with silken thread

Just imagine what I’ve said.

Along the thread a dewdrop falls

Back down to Earth, Healing All.

The Healing Grid create with your mind,

Imagine Love and peace you’ll find.

The Healing Grid you now have found.

And it is light and it holds sound

So come to join us on the web

Of Love and Light we hope to spread.

The dewdrops are a two-way thing

To give and receive the Love it brings.

The Healing vibration the Grid will share

Link into the Love, its beyond compare.

The Grid will give you what you sought

I leave you all with  my Healing thoughts.

By  Sue Dreamwalker

© Sue Dreamwalker – 2013 All rights reserved.

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