Diving into The Realms of Infinite Possibilities

Dream~Love Song~ Link to Original Dream

The woman entered the silence once more, as she dived deeper into the realms of possibilities.  The pieces of the Jigsaw she had gathered from the past, now jumped into view to be re-jiggled before her eyes.

One by one they reassembled in front of her inner eye as she saw them laid out in front of her vision. One by one they slotted themselves together, each piece made more sense as they rearranged themselves before her, as they stretched out onto the horizon of her gaze.   

This time their colours were sharper, their edges cleaner and clearer, as she rebuilt the picture standing on the inside, the picture was reassembled from the outside in.

She sat within the space yet to be filled by the missing pieces,

and yet the void was filled with LOVE.

There were now only Seven more pieces missing. Instinctively she knew each piece that was missing also represented a year. Was that the years left for her? She was unsure, yet she knew they meant years into the future.  The Woman instinctively knew that when these final pieces were found and placed in position, that would signal the time foretold long ago of  the Total Re-birthing of  Gaia, and a reshaping of the Galaxy, as she saw the Stars fly in all directions. As Gaia transcended into her own higher vibration. 

Jigsaw Art.

 

 The picture was magnificent, almost completed.  A pang of memory flooded her mind, as she understood the urgency to complete the whole picture.  Time was no longer running in the linear. She took a deep breath… She smiled to herself… She had all the time she needed, for had she not completed all she had set out to do?…. Almost!

For years she had been gathering each piece, and now here she sat, crossed legged upon the ground as the pieces all flew into place, creating a Kaleidoscope of colour, each piece a different image.   

Time ticks as the earth watches wait.

She saw the hands on the clock within her vision, the Tick-Tock of Time ticking, speeding its pace, she understood why it was people sensed Time was speeding faster. There was hardly any more time left. We were already standing on the 11^th hour of the clock.  And there was no time left to fix what was already destroyed. 

11:11

The only thing left is to fix is ourselves!

The woman’s journey had taken many life times to propel her into the one she now found herself living in.

Some of these lives she remembered, some she did not. But each one the essence of her higher-self had travelled with whomever she had elected to be. Whether it be Boy or Girl.  The bad guy or the good guy.

She saw the piece representing the boy she remembered, as he sat all day long weaving cloth of many colours in intricate patterns. Knowledge of which was passed down throughout the male generations father to son.  The loom would be worked back and forth with bare feet as the shuttle was passed through by hand.  The boy took his transition sitting as he normally did at the loom, as the building collapsed around him as the Earth shuddered.

She saw how we all weaved our different threads into the Matrix of the Universe, each thread separated, yet all the colours, all the various strengths, be is Silk, Cotton, Wool, ALL were woven together in the Blanket of Life. 

Another life was set among the slave ships, a life well-remembered, one which although traumatic in its memory, brought great healing forward into this life the woman now held.

Then there was the girl, the one with the young baby that cried no more. Such grief held as she walked from the wagon carrying the hand-made shawl into the blizzard, never to be found.

So many lives, so many lessons, each one propelling her into the Now.  The woman saw the pieces of her lives slotting together, knowing beyond knowing that this was her final Earth Incarnation.

This beautiful planet was destined long ago to evolve, transform and transcend to take its rightful place among the stars

Monday‎, ‎16‎ ‎October‎ ‎2017 11:54 am. above our home.

No longer would Earth be held as jailer to those held as prisoners.

The Truth would soon set them Free!

Gaia had repeatedly tried to warn the masses, but only those waking up began to heed her repeated warnings. Now something greater was about to unfold. Something everyone would have to take notice of. She paused in her centre, as she shuddered at the thought. But each soul had agreed to play their part. 

All was as it should Be… Nothing would alter the path already set.. The only path we could alter was our own, and alter our own ways of Being. She wondered how many would wake up to themselves?  A deep Sigh escaped her lips. But every action has a consequence.  And what had been put into motion Aeons ago, now had to be put into reverse..

All was written in the Stars, if one only dived deep enough!. 

The woman looked  at how she had originally discovered the pieces of her jigsaw, taking many years to collect, she had had to search for each one, picking them up, turning them over this way and that. So many pieces looked the same, until you delved deeper into each one.

A life time of gathering all the pieces of the puzzle. Trying to make sense of things she had at first dismissed as being fanciful. Yet the furthermore down the rabbit hole she travelled, more and more of the pieces backed each other up

The Truth is just waiting to be found if one turns over the right pieces to put them all together. She reached out picking over some of the pieces that had led her to gather many more.  Gaia herself had provided many clues, as had the stars and the Ancients teachers from Africa, to the Prophecies of the Hopi’s, echoed by Edgar Cayce,Nostradamus, Dragons and Red Dwarfs, Pyramids  and Hieroglyphs along with oh so many more.. 

Then as she got to the centre of her puzzle she saw how bright some of the pieces were as their names jumped up to greet her..

Discovering Self

Awareness

Mindfulness,

Forgiveness,

Service to Others

Empathy

Acceptance

Worthiness

Self-Love

The woman understood oh so much more than she once did. But how could she ever explain a Seven Billion Plus Jigsaw of which she was but one piece and yet part of the Whole.. 

She knew she never could.

Each now had to search and find their own Missing Pieces and learn how to slot them all together.

Coming to their own centres of understanding. No longer did we need to look outside, for all answers were to be found inside. If one dared to Dive deeper into the realms of Infinite Possibilities.

A Soul is a Soul no matter what gender no matter what race, no matter what religion.

She picked up the one marked Creation!

Who knows what ‘Revelations’ could be discovered if one found all the pieces.

 

A muse of thoughts, from sitting in the Silence~

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Many thanks for reading and remember

Keep making the most of  your Now Moments!

Love and Blessings

❤ Sue ❤

 

 

Re-connecting to Self~Awareness..

Walking the meadows

Sometimes we need to step away in order to reassess and realign and dissolve energy that we hold within. It takes all of our focus and awareness to remember we are energy beings who chose to assist in the transitional shift that is occurring right now on planet earth.  Because we are born with amnesia as to who we are, we have to re-remember who we are and why we are here. 

My own spiritual path has taken many twists and turns over the years. Each stage I feel has been a necessary part of planting me in the now.  But throughout all of the paths I have chosen to take, I trusted my inner/higher guidance to assist me by trusting that inbuild compass we all of us have, if only we could all trust it enough to navigate by it.

All Paths lead us Home

I can only speak on my own personal experience of NOW, and tell you that for me in this moment I find I need to focus on internal energy rather that all the distractions that take us away from truly appreciating the Power of Now as I tune into the necessary energies that we all should be partaking in.  As we link into and retune and nurture our bodies with Love and Light which I feel are pouring into Gaia more strongly than ever I have felt before.  

Flying with Butterflies

You have heard me along with many others describe those of us who feel we are on this mission, as ‘Light-Workers’. Those of us who try to share ‘Light and Love’, via our ways of being by sharing kindness and caring as we open our hearts into Unity Consciousness.  From what I am coming to understand the more I go within, is we have to be ready to understand as I have said many times, is that it is WE who are creating our realities ‘Out There’, out side of ourselves by our inward thinking.

None of us are immune unless we work very hard to clear away our negative thinking. I challenge any of us to check how many times a negative thought passes through our minds, because ‘Fear’ is inbuilt into our programming.

Each of us have chosen the best ways for our souls to evolve given the Blue-Prints we came to experience. I feel more strongly than ever, that it is time for me to step up my own alignment by clearing and creating as I dive deeper into Self.

Many we see in the world are trying to hold onto old realities which have been part of our conditioning through many life times.  And the harder the world is trying to hold onto them, we see them now beginning to fall apart, as we witness people’s confusion as they battle wills of the ego.

Many Obstacles may fall along our paths, but we stride over them one by one

While many are waking up to their own power and seeking more simplistic ways of living with nature as they want out of the rat race, as they attune more with their higher consciousness.  Others are so conditioned they no longer seem to care, for they have been consumed by consumerism to think the only goal in life is materially based. Their spiritual evolution is blocked in amnesia, and indoctrinations pasted down throughout generations that have divided them further still through prejudice and greed.

Many of us are seeing through the lies and the hidden truth, and exposures by degrees are now coming to the surface to wake us up from the perceptions we hold about our existence here on Gaia.

Wings finding nourishment..

 Very soon I feel more important revelations will come to light, and when they do, some will disbelieve and stay asleep in ignorance, while for others it will trigger them even wider awake than before. But each have a chosen path to follow and each of us have our roles to play, and those whom we think may have chosen negative rolls are also working their way through their own layers to their higher consciousness and helping others raise to theirs. No one is a loser, for we all evolving at our own pace.  

A Shady Corner

When we do not listen, and we ignore the signs, then a bigger wakeup call is going to be shaking more of us to sit up and listen to see what is important in our world.  And I am reminded of the wisdom of our Native American brothers when they said,

“ When the last tree has been cut down, the last fish caught, and the last river poisoned, only then will we realise that one cannot eat money”.

For those of us who understand what I am talking about here, I find it important right now to speak out on what I am feeling as we collectively now begin to open our hearts.

Some say I cannot bury my head and ignore what is going on in the world. Believe me I far from ignore it. But as an empath I am seeing I need to become more the observer, as I try to detach from the stories being played out. My heart is so open I feel too much for my own comfort, as the tension transfers emotionally.  My Body then reminds me of what I need to do, to let go. For just as those who are holding light in this world, there are those who agreed to wake us up via opening hearts in compassion through such traumas as they take their transition into the beyond.  

Unity in Form. Many Hearts now need to open.

I often ‘Feel’ the grief of many hearts, but I now also know while my tears fall easily, this is also part of the cleansing process, for deeply buried within each of us we need to clear out the deep grief of being separated for so long.  I often feel helpless in the grief of seeing how imbalance is causing anger and conflict in society as we humans battle with emotions now being dragged up to the surface to be cleared.  But then I see how we have created it all, as we have in part become like drones, as ‘we’ switch on our devices, and plug into our virtual realities games that click after click kill and destroy.

 

Each Petal- person placed in perfect order

From my meditations I see it stems way deeper than any of us realised, as again and again triggers bring things to the surface to be cleared out as we learn to let them go. This clearing out seems never ending. But I now realise this is not just this life of clearing, but our past lives that we have carried forward. ALL now is needing to be cleared.

So, for each of us the best thing we can do to assist the new energies is to try to embrace themselves within pure love, nurturing themselves within Nature. For nature is assisting us in our transition as she helps clear and dissolve those dense thought systems. Which is why when any of us spend time out in nature or near water or on the coast we feel so refreshed for our energy bodies are being re-wired so to speak as we unplug from the weight of the de-pressed dense energy that is generated by our consumerism that is literally consuming us.

We are never Alone.. Open your hearts and Bloom.

And as I learn to let go of old programming, I am finding a new sense of peace, as I nurture self-love..

There really is no time like the Present to gift yourself that time to spend with yourself and your loved ones out in Natures Healing Balm.  Go treat yourself to some LOVE. as we all learn to re-connect in Unity.. 

Connecting!

Peace and Blessings.

All Photos Sue Dreamwalker’s of my Garden and on Walks taken.  Keep  clearing and connecting to your Inner selves..  Enjoy Life and Living!…

Following your Internal Compass.

I thought I had better break my internet silence to let all you wonderful people know I am still in the land of the living.  I think this is my longest absence from WP since I started blogging in 2007.

 I have missed not visiting you all..

THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH for your beautiful responses to my last post, and for showing patience. I did warn you all it may take a while to respond to your wonderful comments, I hope next week to work my way back down the list of comments to reply to you all and visit your own wonderful sites will take priority.

But I do recommend turning the modem off, for long periods, and I have not felt guilty one bit.. (A first for me…) And as a result, I have got lots done. And more soon on my feelings as I entered that quiet space.

 So what have I been up to?

 I have singlehanded painted 18 panels of my 6 ft fence both sides of my home, some with two coats, along with picking a bumper crop of berries this year with Strawberries, Red Currants, Raspberries, Loganberries, and Gooseberries, and freezing them along with a huge amount of Peas.  All Back breaking work, but I surprised myself, as I told myself I was wonder woman. And I can do this..  It worked!!

 Thank you to Cynthia,  for the chant suggestion on your blog, Sa Ta Na Ma Mantra. you gave me some time ago now, but I kept it as my mantra when I got tired and it helped me focus away from my back pain.

The Weather in the UK is glorious the best Summer in years, temperatures from 26C to 30C some days, but the sunshine means no rainfall for over a month, and that means lots of water carrying in the allotments each morning before the Sun gets up too high. Which amounts to 30- two Gallon watering cans full, which amounts to carrying 60 gallons of water EVERY morning from the watering cisterns stations on the allotments. This has mainly been Hubbies job, while I did the picking before the heat set in.  

I also finished a painting I started some months ago and completed another, and I read a book, the first time in ages I have sat down in the shade to read pure fiction that took me back in time to 1907, a book bought in a charity shop called The Three Kings By Doris Davidson which I was drawn to read.

I have just followed the flow of the moment, and my intuitive feelings about just having a vacation from the internet.  I can honestly say I feel more alert and lighter in spirit as I just absorb myself in the now of moments around me rather than engage in world dramas and distractions, as much as I love you all, I can spend hours in my reader as I follow so many of you. Such is the life of a blogger, but sometimes we have to put Self first. And this was that time as I followed my own ‘Divine Compass’, as I navigate through the energies we are all experiencing now..

More in the future on my thoughts during my absence as I wrote in my journal.

So dear friends, Know I really appreciate ALL of you, and Thank you so much once again.. And I will be getting round to answering your comments and repaying the compliments next week.

Enjoy your Weekend and Keep following your own compass as the ‘waves’ of energy may toss us around.

Now is the time to focus upon your inner selves.

I will leave yet another beautiful video of creation from very apt as we navigate our way home through choppy waters.. I am closing comments, simply as I have so many as it is to reply to,

Take care, and Much Love to you all..

 Blessings Sue

New Earth~ A Frequency

Have you ever entered that silent space, where you never wish to return to the noise of the world? Well I have been entering that space more and more recently, as the temperatures soar and clear hazy skies are overhead.

There is so much I want to share, yet now is not the time to share it all, because I need to keep entering my sacred space where butterflies come and sit next to me and birds land three feet away.  I find I am absorbed deeper in the micro world of existence, seeing beauty in the tiny caterpillars that are munching their way through my cabbages is not a problem. We have enough to share.

My background noise as I write this, are sparrows chirping and water running into our small pond….  The heat is intense this afternoon, but I am sat beneath the shade, not even the overhead drones of planes exist today. Another rare occurrence for the skies not to be filled with their white lines.  

But since my last poem, post rant, I have shifted another gear. As I move out of the zone of irritations and into the zone of peace.

New Earth is forming within, every day she shifts, evolves and replenishes that which is decaying and needs cleansing.  I see many of us now who are connected via the links here at WP are understanding the concept of us reaching a frequency via our mutual compassion and accessing our inner realms of Being via our going within.. We Create that which we think, and as we do, our outer-world becomes our reality.

Last week I allowed the noise of the world to get to me, to irritate and annoy me. As I got sucked into the vortex of a world that doesn’t seem to care.  It wound me up to the pitch I had to write about it and vent my anger of how we treat ourselves and our Earth Mother. I came to a boiling over point as I felt the cries of children and so many things rushed in all at once that needed to be unleashed.

The weeks prior I had been aching, my muscles felt constricted and I thought my old illness of FMS was returning with a vengeance in another flare up. The tension within transferring itself into the physical world of my being.    So, after an intense treatment some weeks ago of Acupuncture I set about clearing more debris from my inner world.

So I cut down my internet time, and absorbed myself in nature and projects that I had half completed. And as I completed them something shifted within me. Another milestone of evolving and learning as I looked deeper still into Nature’s micro world at what they have to contend with and teach us, as we blindly turn their worlds upside down as I described in the post World Within Worlds 

What has changed?……… Acceptance!

Learning to Accept that which is and beyond our understanding and control and seeing ALL things for what they are. That we have each come here to expand our consciousness and remember who we are.  Which in turn also means that both Light and Dark energies need to co-exist and both elements need each other to experience the other.

New Earth as I am discovering, is a place within. We need to create that space, that frequency to reside in love and harmony with ALL, and when we achieve it inwardly, we then begin to experience it outwardly..

My aches and pains shifted, as I let go of the tension, my muscles no longer felt ready to snap.  I feel lighter and more energised as a result of altering once again my perspective.

What we are witnessing now are the adjustments needed to transcend the next phase of our existence. Like the Dark deeds now coming into the light as we witness exposure to corruption and abuse, all have to be brought to the surface, to be cleared out. And all is escalating now in a new momentum as people start waking up to stand in their power.  

We are also seeing Gaia our Earth Mother clearing her throat chakra’s as she vents out the fumes of the old, as Volcanoes across the world start to vent, as she too releasing the tension. She is going to shake and rattle us in mammoth ways we have not witnessed before. But All of it I accept, because it is all part of her own evolutionary path within the Cosmos. As she now opens her new birthing channels we see her labour pains gaining momentum as she pushes to birth the next phases of her being. 

Often we are shaken to our cores when something comes along to shock us to show us what is important in our world. How often do we hear of people’s lives then taking another route, and seeing how it shaped the rest of their lives.

When we learn through our experiences, we move on, we no longer repeat the same mistakes. Yet many seem stuck in their grove, like a record with the needle stuck unable to move forward, because they are still stuck within their past. Stuck within their own stories and belief systems.

While I was raging, I was also stuck in fear, and the frequency of fear drags our vibration down, often we do not see how stuck we are until something comes to shake us out of our ruts and comfort zones.

We often speak of wanting to know the truth, for things to be transparent, yet seldom do we go within ourselves and take a deep look at what truths we are hiding from ourselves. For what we hold within, are being played out in our outer world, our jealousies, our judgements and prejudices we all of us have them.

Until we clear out our inner realms, and learn to embrace harmony and peace, the outer world will keep reflecting back the turmoil’s we feel. Which is why we can do nothing better than go within and find our own sacred space.. Find that quite place to make it your sanctuary, and just allow yourself to feel the peace and See the beauty. Right now that is where you will find me..

I need to follow the beat of my own drum right now, I make no promises as to when I will arrive on your beautiful blogs.. And If you have read to the end, I commend you, and thank you for your patience.  I just need to honour the process of NOW.  And stay within the flow of this frequency a while longer. I will leave the comments open. please do not be offended if I take a while to answer you. 

I will leave you with some favourite drum beats to this beautiful composition from Mumi on handpans. Enjoy the beat of your own hearts and While this says Spring.. Know Spring awakens us from the deep winters sleep.. 

May we all wake up to the Seasons of Change. 

Worlds Within Worlds

The Woman watched the ant struggling as her fork disturbed the soil where she had been clearing weeds.

The unseen world that lived beneath the earth which was oblivious to the human world suddenly awoke, as it was exposed to the Light.

Soon more ants sensing their world was under threat came rushing to the surface ready to defend it. Each ant courageously taking up their positions as they tasted the air. Each one ready to do battle with what must have felt like an earthquake as their whole world was turned upside down.

They swarmed to the surface, a mass of black, running around in what appeared to be confusion. Yet the woman knew they were far from confused and were rapidly assessing the damage and working out how to defend and repair their world. 

The woman squatted down, leaning on her fork as she sat back on her heels, she looked more closely at the mass of ants. She took off her gardening glove to wipe her hand across her brow as the heat of the Sun rose in the morning sky.

As she did, she noticed that an ant must have run up the fork handle and was already on her wrist. She made an involuntary movement with her other hand as she went to brush the ant off her hand, and in a split second the ant was no more. She said a silent sorry to the insect kingdom as she had unintentionally killed the lone soldier ant with her automatic reflex. 

 She sighed as she stood up, levering her weight onto the fork to help her stand. She stretched and arched her aching back and was aware of her shadow across the freshly dug earth.

She walked back to the garden shed, dragging out a wooden chair she placed it in the shade as she opened up her bottle of water, she drank thirstily thinking of the ant. How courageous he was running to defend ready to sacrifice for the good of the whole. And now his bravery was no more. Gone with the brush of a hand.

The Blackbird who had been keeping her company for days as she had dug the earth landed by the ants. Seeing his opportunity, he gathered more food for his chicks.  She had thrown him the odd worm over the days and the woman had seen his expert eye pick out the wire worms that she could hardly see.  He would fly off with beak full to return near the woman’s feet to see what else the woman had dug up and so the two worked in silent unity, respecting each other’s territory. The woman marvelled at the unspoken trust the blackbird showed her as he hopped so near her folk and hoe.   

Sitting watching the Blackbird gather in this new prize, the woman thought how her actions of turning the earth had set in motion a series of events.  She had a pang of regret. Then stopped herself, was not the black birds chicks now benefiting?

Life and Death went side by side.

Worlds within Worlds kept going around her head.

Were we not like ants? Building our communities and cities. Making our homes, rearing our young, each doing what it takes to survive. Were we not rushing about looking confused? In our chaotic world, as we rushed to work, and drove our cars along the routes we made.

We were all going about our daily lives, thinking ourselves safe, until something bigger than ourselves over which we have no control comes along to cause havoc and upheaval. She thought of the recent volcanic eruptions and thought how small we were compared to natures might.

She stood to begin weeding on another patch, giving the ants time to settle.

All of us are part of Natures Natural World we are no different than Ants.  And in the scheme of the Universe we were minuscule tiny atoms of carbon, floating about like molecules in the space-stream of the Cosmos.  A Sobering thought, as the woman knelt down, pulling up a stubborn weed. She shook the soil from its roots. Taking off her glove, she ran her hand within the soil, thinking we all return to dust, and pondered upon the miracle of life.

We were all made up of the same Elements of carbon and various minerals that were found in the Earth and Stars!.  She looked skyward, shielding her eyes from the Sun, and smiled, yes..

we are All One.

The woman wondered if the human population would be as resilient if their world were turned upside down like the ants..  

She tried to put that thought from her mind as she stretched her legs as she turned her attention to the job in hand.  

Worlds within Worlds, she thought.

Sowing and Reaping,

Harvesting what we Sow

Yes,  Worlds within Worlds

Wheels within Wheels Forever Turning!

The Woman started on her next patch, the Blackbird sang his Song, the woman smiled some more.

All is well in my world as she said her favourite mantra silently to herself,

 we were all of us heading in the same direction….

 Home!..

Note:- Thoughts that came while digging in our allotment.  For those of you who are interested in gardening, More Photos of the Allotment Plot and its progress can be found HERE

Love and Blessings

Transcending Through

Light shaft over a loch in Scotland

How does one start to express one’s thoughts except to say them as they tumble from the mind

A mind that has for years reached out searching, never really understanding what it is that it yearns for but knowing without doubt it’s incomplete.  But then, are we not all incomplete? Are we not all that lonely spark of light searching to grow brighter as we try to cast a beam of light into the world. And when we do, do we not feel ‘lighter’ in Spirit?

I wrote these words contained within a small room. A room within my mind, the one where no one enters, where only I have the Key.. 

Locked within this room, are thoughts and dreams, promises, and desires, joy and sadness, hope and despair. And love and emptiness… Strange that these two I should pen the last, ‘Love and Emptiness’, for if one has love, how can one feel empty?

Sometimes I have wondered if I, this lonely spark of Light, who still gazes through those self-same childhood five-year-old eyes  yearns too much, to belong, to go ‘Home’ to all that is.  To become One with ALL.. Maybe I have always been wishing for this beautiful feeling to wash over me for so long, that I actually repel it, by my own very thoughts of ‘Wanting’… so here I stay,  ……. Wanting…. Yet  I reach out,  grasping the Moment.. The Only Moment there is.. Now!.. 

 

To understand that I’m an infinite being of light, that no possible harm may befall me, that I am my own true light within. For I am free to travel the Universe, touch the stars and dance on the Moon, leaving behind shadows of doubt, the past and the future. I open my arms wide to embrace like minds, who also travel the Universe in search of that Spark of Light, holding hands with faith and that which we call the Divine Spirit of Life Eternal, Creator of all life.

And so we dance in our searching to uncover the truth of our existence, we seek knowledge, ‘out there’.. Yet seldom do we realise that ALL knowledge is held within. Each question we ask, when we learn to turn the key within the right lock. All answers come forth.  Yet often we are too afraid to go within, to sit within our Silent Space, and LISTEN..  Because we then might have to face what we find.. 

Each of us searching, each of us reaching out in the hope of understanding our existence as we fathom the depths of human failures. And pondering upon our cruelty and greed.

Fate works her magic, never ceasing to amaze, as the tangled webs are woven pulling us in, tightly entwining her threads of knowledge, encasing us in her wisdom.

And Yet the more I learn, the less I know, for so many possibilities then come into focus. So I hang there….. Softer than silk…… Dormant…… Struggling to break free, I wait…………… and wait..and wait.

My silken coat hardens, protecting me from the turbulent emotions, as I neither feel, nor know, who or what I am or what it is I search for.. I lay dormant…. Hanging by a thread……. Encased in the masks we all wear, We all of us are blown by the wind..  A thread of Life..

Until one day I felt a stirring within, and slowly over time the struggle begins. As slowly little by little I struggle to free myself. To break free of the threads that once bound me, I pull and push, I pause to gather strength…. and start once more to break free of the cocoon that has held me tightly over the years. Seeing how this reality is not all that is seems. So as each thread breaks I look through new eyes from a different perspective.

I see the Old Earth decaying, falling away, as we who hold light within hold a vision of A New Earth, as we spread our Love and Compassion to help bind and heal the cracks we have created.

The Highlands of Scotland

I know what I am, I’m almost there, yet so far away.. As I emerge to spread out my wings I first need to rest… I need to gather more strength before I flex my shimmering wings… Basking in the sunlight of discovery…… I fly……

And so…….. I close my eyes……..

I feel the wind beneath my wings and I’m lifted up into another realm of thought. Whereby I’m transported to another world. One where I’m no longer confined or suffocated by the cocoon which shielded me. But where I am free to explore my feelings that I have buried deep within for so long.

To write the words upon the paper to give them life and see them dance like shafts of light each word then dances in delight like ripples upon the water, as at last they too are free.

The words are now given voice to those inner most secret desires where one is able to create a world where dreams come true.

I want to remember and ‘Feel’ who I am… I want to come to know the child, that five-year-old, the child within, I want to once again get behind her eyes to see the world once more as a world of Freedom and Love in innocent expression. And to express both love and joy and the emotions that I’ve kept locked within for so long. 

We each have the Key to open up that small room we have all dwelt in for so long…

Now all we need is the courage to take that key, place it within the lock of our hearts and open the door to the emotions within, trusting in ourselves to break free of the confines of Earth.

Clouds about our home 2013

And so, this is the beginning.

As I go forward within my own journey of words into a realm of our united thoughts…..

 I stop now…..

But I will turn the pages again tomorrow, and tomorrow, and all our tomorrows. 

I  will start the next chapter of my journey. Until then.

Stay Blessed

Note: Photos of Scotland taken this year, Other sky photos taken above my home. Keep looking Up!

A Muse of thoughts as we go deeper within Self.. And Meditate upon Life.

Hold Onto Your Smile.

This butterfly landed on a daffodil the other day despite it still being cold.. Reminding me of Transformation. I took the photo through the window, so the reflection is that of a rug on the glass.

Dear friends, as I searched for inspiration on what to write, I typed into my own blog search engine the word ‘Healing’, And it came up with several options of past posts I have written. I looked at the date I posted it last year and I smiled. It seems it is a yearly re-occurrence that I take these dips in energy as I do battle with the frequencies that I absorb.

So while I will leave you with the link for those who may not have read it before and those new to this blog, the post is called  ‘What Energy are We Transmitting?’. Being mindful of our energy is important, especially as we are witnessing those who are in power who are sabre rattling at the moment and goading each other in a game that will ripple out to affect more than either bargained for if they cannot curb their own ego’s.

So, I am being mindful of my energy and nurturing my own healing into well being, by taking things slowly. By meditating, breathing deeply, and sleeping often. 

Spring is always our busy time of planting our allotment garden, each year seems to take a greater toll as our bones ache and muscles are stiff after what seems a long long winter this year.  And this year my husband has felt the after effects of a bad bout of flu over Easter.

I am gradually returning into the land of Blog, and I hope you will be patient with my replying to you all.. 

I will share part of a poem I wrote the other evening, It was so long that I decided to make two separate poems out of it.

Hold onto your Smile

When the tears sting your eyes, at stranger’s sorrows

And the world sets it course for extinction tomorrows

When the cruelty of mankind seems to reach new heights

Set your mind on the mountain as your raise your sights

Hold onto your smile, don’t let it go

Remember your Blessings, just let your love flow

~~

When madness fills your ears, as rage overspills

Remember to be Kind in the face of all ills

This journey can seem long and one that never ends

But that corner we are turning, in its never-ending bend

Hold onto your smile, don’t let it go

Remember your Blessings, just let your love flow

~~

See the shafts of Light that shine beneath the cracks

See the worth in others, and not in what is lacked

Know each Soul plays its part, in the puzzle we can’t solve

Before New Earth begins, the old must be dissolved.

So, hold onto your smile, don’t let it go

Each Soul is a Blessing, when we Let our LOVE Flow.

And as I said in my post last year..

“Working upon our inner self is the most important thing we can do to help the outer world. We do so by nurturing ourselves, knowing that we are all connected. And that our Hearts are key players in unifying our energies..”

Live from your hearts In Love

💕~Sue~ 💕

Stepping Back, to Step Forward.

 

Taking a step back often feels like you have somehow failed, but in not stepping back I would be failing myself.

It’s hard this internal knowing, when you have no words to describe what it is you understand. It’s like you have spent years gathering together the various bits and pieces of a giant jigsaw puzzle in your mind. Each piece comes along at various points in your life and you have to juggle them about to see if they fit.

Then all at once you get one piece that slots into place and all the other pieces which you held suddenly now all fit into place. And yet you are still trying to make sense of what it is you are putting together, because we don’t have a picture box lid to understand just what kind of finished picture we are creating.

I felt the jumble of the pieces suddenly make sense, and in the next instant it felt like a huge wind had come along, and the pieces scattered in a thousand directions. I felt such a void of confusion, sadness and pain. 

Pain for a world that is caught up within its own journey, as we each try to make sense of the pieces we hold.

The pain of my heart transferred itself quickly into fatigue as I  found myself shutting down, and shutting out the world more and more as I slept, slipping into a void of depression, a feeling I know only too well. And were it not for family, friends, and my granddaughter’s wonderful presence, it’s a void I know I could easily slip into again if I were not mindful of the signs.  But I have been to the depths of despair many years ago now. And never again will I plunge back into that deep dark well.   

So, my smile is ever present as I keep positive in the face I present to the world. I took my mind into that tranquil zone, I painted, and I painted some more.  I allowed the painting to absorb and transform those feelings. For I also have come to understand that other forces are at work, as our Light codes and energies are adjusting as the Geomagnetic Storms now intensify their frequencies which in turn are affecting our moods and health and our DNA.  I painted out my heart as I faced my fears as I raced into the unknown.  I painted, as the snow fell outside, the snow transferred to the canvas, or was it water? Both cleansing, I will let you decide.

Finished Tiger Painting. More Information about Tiger to be found Here.

 

I know I am not the only one who has been going through the emotional washing machine. We have been tossed around, wrung out, to feel drained and left to feel crumpled and limp in the face of feeling helpless to that which we see occurring around our world and our neighbourhoods.  Wondering where it is all leading, and for those of us like myself, we wonder if our energies will  ever make a difference.

Stepping back, pausing and taking that deep breath away from the constant bombardment of negative news allows us to view life from a different perspective. 

Those who read my posts regular, know I am a great believer in ‘Signs’ my recent posts were trying to make sense of that ‘Knowing’ some of us feel. So, it was no surprise that over this period of time I had a ‘Sign’ come and visit me not once but three times in as many weeks. As a Sparrow Hawk which is a rare sight at the best of times, landed not once, but three separate times into my garden as she hunted the sparrows I feed. She has been coming on an off since January when I first took a photo of her or him. But since I have been absent from WP she landed three more times in full view in my garden.  

Sparrow Hawk, Her first visit in January

Her presence came to remind me to lift my own wings and concentrate upon raising my own higher vibrations. So, I have been meditating more. She taught me to lift myself higher, and look from another perspective, to that which I had allowed myself to wallow in… the pain of others and other people’s stories. Showing me while we are all of us connected, I need not take on their pain.  

For each of us agreed what roles to play, be it a Hawk a predator or a Sparrow its victim. She came to show me I should not get hung up on the details of life, but trust to the currents to which way the wind catches my wings.  I saw how the Sparrows cleverly avoided her clutches, as they flew into the thick branches of my shrubs and how all the sparrows along with blackbird cried out their warnings of her arrival.  I saw how unity of species played a part in their survival and now how they have altered their feeding habits in mindfulness of the hawks presence. I see how some keep guard and watch, while others feed. I also observed how some are selfish and fight fiercely to possess the feeder not giving an inch. Nature is a constant reminder of our fight for survival. And when the snow came, we helped nature along. 

Snow in my Garden March 18th 2018 Last Sunday

The Hawk has a wider view of the world than ourselves, and reminds me to broaden my own perspective and to trust and let go to the Winds of Change.  Being Empathic I feel at times raw emotions as their currents ebb and flow through humanity, I also feel the cosmic energies that pulsate which are coming to open up our hearts.

I think this is my longest ever absence since I started blogging in 2007. I started out wanting to make a difference as my words rippled out, and during my recent void I wondered what possible difference I could make.  And yet by reading the many comments you have all left me over time. I see how my poems have touched you and how connected we all are in this our Earth Journey.  

I could write thousands of words and never come to express that which I have come to understand of our human self and our existence on planet Earth. Nor could I ever explain what I have learnt through the years of my Spiritual involvement via the communications I have been privileged to part of and witness. 

Those of you who are upon their own Soul Journey, know of what I speak, others perhaps have yet to soar to find their own flight paths, for we are all of us at our various levels of evolution as we fly in our ever-expanding circles as we search and explore our own destinies, and make sense of who we are and why we are here.  

At the time of writing this I have no idea how long I shall be flying, it may be a matter of days, or another few weeks. And I thank all of you for your patience, especially those comments still in moderation waiting to be answered. Thank you those who have sent me your beautiful emails. I will be answering all of them over time.  

All of you are loved and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for the love you share and show me here, words never seem enough in appreciation. But you are all greatly loved and I feel Blessed for having you all in my world.   

Sometimes we may not make sense of the way we view events of our world. But some events acts as triggers, that change the perspective of others. The Hawk came to show me there are no victims. For we all came to play our parts. 

I did tune in yesterday and saw how 17 lives lost on the 14^th February were not lost in vain. If a country with a young generation of all creeds and races can come together in Unity to stand up and voice their views.

This world is on track.

I see Unity Consciousness working right there in the eyes and hearts of the next generation that will have to stand strong and firm in their beliefs, as their courage comes together to create the kind of world they wish to live in.  And the ‘Knowing’ I see within my heart will be worth the sacrifice of those who agreed their particular parts so that Humanity may evolve through Love. 

Hawks are masters of flying, they enjoy the landscape, I need to soar a while longer as I adjust my energies as I ‘Paint Pictures’, as I accept ‘What will be will be’. (Que Sera, Sera).

In Love and Light