Cracking our Inner Shells!

Sometimes we have to go within to the silent places we all have in order to find out what is really going on with our emotional bodies. Even knowing all the things I do, we are within our Human form to learn and grow..

I needed to ask myself a few questions as to why I was feeling so lost, depressed and sad… More was going on than just bereavement. Yes the fall  I had had,both bruised and shook me, but what else was shaking me to the core?

For those who know a little about my Soul Journey, You will also know that my own Mother and I had not spoken for 10 years prior to her passing some eleven years ago now….Despite many attempts I knew I was only wounding myself more by continually trying to bridge the rift, to be continually rejected.. So this rejection and other issues related to overwork and stress, resulted in a Nervous Breakdown in my mid forties..

So when my Mother died, while I was sad, I guess I never really grieved her loss. Because to me.. I had grieved her long  before her death as lost to me.. As I had had to shut down my emotions to cope with her rejection..  I had undergone counselling within my breakdown, and my Mother jumped up at every dark corner of why even in my teens I had suffered from deep depression.

We often  go through  whole chapters of our lives creating a protective shell around ourselves because we need it in order to heal from some early trauma. I know I had built many such Layers of shell around myself from various experiences over the years..

So my own fall, and the death of my aunt in affect broke the shell, leaving a wide crack as the emotions came flooding back up to the surface and out.   I took time out to meditate deeply and Looked  in on myself.. I can now see that the new part of ourselves cannot be born within the confines of the shell of our old selves..

Sometimes  part of us must die before another part can come to life. Even though this is a natural and necessary part of our growth, it is often painful  if we don’t realize what’s happening,  we become confused. This disorientation is  often part of the messengers that tell us a shift is taking place within us. These shifts happen throughout the lives of all humans, as we move and grow through adolescence into adulthood.

Each of us are shifting, changing daily. We can surrender to this process of letting go of our old self with great love and gratitude, and welcome in the new with an open mind and heart, ready for our next phase of life.

I also looked deeper still, at why I am getting so wound up with world affairs at the moment, Why was I being so affected? Am I not just as guilty of not letting it go..  Do I not just need the World to just be, as it shifts to find its own new identity as the old world dies, as the layers of our established reality now crack and shatter from our disillusioned view.

Is not the world we are each part of ready for the Next Great Shift as we enter the next phase of Life on Earth I asked myself?  Are we not ONE and the Same.. Each affecting the other?

And as I already knew the answer…. Many of us seek the answers to life’s questions by looking outside of ourselves and trying to glean advice from the people around us. Each of us is unique, with our own personal histories, our own sense of right and wrong, and our own way of experiencing the world that defines our realities. We all of us have than inner compass which we can go within to seek guidance. 

Only you can know the how’s and why’s of your life. The answers that you seek can be found when you start answering your own questions,Sometimes we have to get a little lost in order to fine oneself again..But the journey in finding oneself is all part of our Earth Journey.

Maybe the World too is going to get a little lost before it too can find itself again..

Lets hope it can also learn and grow! 

Many thanks for reading…

 

Love and Blessings

~Sue~

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Surrender and Acceptance of Self.

Sadness is something we all go through, and we all learn from it and are deepened by its presence in our lives. While our own individual experiences of sadness carry with them unique lessons, the implications of what we learn are universal. For the World too is going through its own unique lessons as we grow through the experience.

The last thing most of us want to hear or think about when we are dealing with profound feelings of sadness is that deep learning can be found in this place.
The other thing we often would rather not hear is that the only way out of it is through it.

Sometimes being empathic means we do not always realise if the feelings of melancholy are ours or we are feeling the energies we link into.

I was feeling low of spirit way before my Dear Aunt passed away. I had already prepared a post in my drafts about Nature making us feel better, which I will post at a later date..   I had taken a walk on the Saturday taking snap shots for the post.. And went out again on Sunday to recharge my batteries again as I had felt much refreshed by walking in Nature ..

Yet not 5 minutes out of the car, I tripped and fell heavily meeting the concrete path from the car park with a crack so loud on my chin I thought I had broken my Jaw.  Luckily I only badly bruised my chin(Bruises: The little bumps in life. Self-punishment.)   and sprained my wrists.. ( Sprains: Anger and resistance. Not wanting to move in a certain direction in life). Which left my muscles feeling very stiff over the last few days, (Stiffness: Rigid, stiff thinking.) Life is showing me the ‘Signs’

Self analysis is also a painful business, and over the last few days I guess I have been reflecting upon the direction of my life. I embraced early retirement with so much gusto, and threw myself into the allotment, decorating, and knitting projects.. and yet I have still to find what fills that empty space..

I guess I am resisting being in my comfort zone of being ME…  

Sitting with our sadness takes the courage to believe that we can bear the pain and the faith that we will come out the other side. Sadness teachers us the ability to surrender and the acceptance of change go hand in hand.

I just need to change my thoughts and follow the above quote I guess I am still in the process of adjusting and the lessons are coming in thick and fast.

Thank you for reading Love and Blessings

Sue

 

 

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http://www.bhaktiwomen.org/?q=content/am-i-prepared

~We all need to Pray!

As I work my way around my Blogging community as I try to catch up, with your recent posts of those whom visit here regularly, I came across this Video which as its Sunday we should all of us I think put our Hands together and Unite our thoughts for Fairness, and Equality..

Let us  remember we are each of us part of One Family.. The Human Race.. And to bring about Peace and Harmony we should reach into our hearts and join the hearts of those across the world who are subjugated to being labelled, either by their Colour or Cultural differences .

We each of us if we are to change the World need to bring that Peace into our own Lives.

The only chance we get in changing the world, is when we live in Harmony and Peace and stop venting our Anger and Frustrations on others. 

My thanks go out to Vision Keeper  (VK) over at her new site

 World Metamorphosis  and her post

 This is Our Chance  

Let us Pray!

Esther Hicks ~ Abraham and Wayne Dyer

I just wish to say THANK YOU for all of your wonderful responses to my posts.

During these Festive Thanksgiving times for many of my friends across the ‘pond’, I am reminded of Many things each of us should be Grateful for, and we have many blessings we take for granted.

Many Thanks for sharing Your Time and your Thoughts.

 

I would  also  Like to say a Big Welcome to all my new followers who have recently started to follow 

Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary..

I will leave you with this Short but Very Informative Video with Esther Hicks~ Abraham and Wayne Dyer who discuss the Law of Attraction and the 17 second Rule on how important our thoughts are. I do hope you can spend the 10 minutes to listen..

Keep Positive.. Be Happy.. And Love LIFE!

Have a wonderful weekend

And Enjoy

~Sue~

Finding Balance within our World and within our selves.

Striking the right balance between our physical and spiritual selves is one of the most challenging aspects of existence. It has been such a rewarding journey along my road of both serving Spirit within my role as medium for over 20 years. And my decision last November to retire from my Demo’s in Spiritualist centres, And this year in my retirement from serving in my job role in supporting others with Learning difficulties and in Mental Health.

The transition at first was one that took some getting used to. But we are dual beings by our very natures, both spiritual entities bound to earth by our physical bodies. And we also have a duty to nurture both physical and spiritual  selves with equal devotion and love. So I decided to nurture me more and enjoy Life and the new found freedom Retirement offers as I get up to plan my day ahead.

Browsing the ‘Web’ of life if we are not careful can drag us into all sorts of Drama’s.. None which are our own.. Yet we are drawn to give our compassion and also our gratitude that we are born to walk our own pathway and not that of others in life who seem to be going through such turmoil and strife … And yet each of our separate stories are unequivocally connected.  Together we are all upon our Collective Path of Evolution as we traverse this Time of Change as We shift within our collective consciousness.

In my view it is the responsibility of each person on the planet to unite and balance their physical and spiritual selves so that the  aspects  we view as being different bring out the best in each other, creating a vibrant, dynamic, and workable whole. As we learn to start and Care again for each other and our world.

So much emphasis is being put upon the differences in our cultures right now, which is escalating Fear within many.  It matters not to me who you worship or that you worship at all.. All that matters is that our thoughts and feelings can determine the frequency at which we vibrate, and our vibration goes out into the world and attracts to us energy moving at a similar frequency.

We are the one’s who create our own reality, which is why we can cause a positive shift in our lives by raising our vibration.  Or we can cause a negative shift, as we lower our vibration to be in Fear and react in Anger and with prejudice.  Be that from War campaigns or Disease zones.   How we feel profoundly influences how we perceive our reality. It is important to remember that none of us are born with instruction manuals and that learning lessons is a lifelong journey. But it is also important to know that as we buy into Drama’s not our own, We give out our energy which adds to the whole. Which in turn then creates more of the same within our experience of reality.. 

No one is perfect.. We would not be here upon our Earth’s Experience if we had learnt all there is to learn. I have spoken upon the subject of Trusting the Universe before, and we are all of us engaged within that relationship with the Universe which responds to our Thoughts and Actions. I hope as you live in your own Now moments, you choose which vibration you wish  to attract into your lives for all of your tomorrows.. The choice really is up to us.. 

We truly need to but Treat the Earth and Each Other Well to bring about positive changes to our World. We are all of us responsible for our Actions and our  Thoughts that precede them 

 

Thank you for reading and I will leave you with this  short video and Jamie’s thoughts on Humanity..  

 Love and Blessings

~Sue~   

Are you in your Light Bubble?

Darkness cannot drive out darkness’ only Light can do that.

Hate cannot drive out Hate; 

Only Love can do that.

 

Martin Luther King, Jr

I watched a TV programme on Sunday about Star gazing and a place in Northumberland where there is no light pollution in the sky.. The thousands of stars that twinkled down were phenomenal.

Since the beginning of time, humans have gazed at the stars in the night sky with awe, looking for answers and inspiration to guide them. We have grown up with stories of gods and goddesses, astrology,  and astronomy.

We have worshipped, wondered, and even projected ourselves out into space both physically and mentally  in an attempt to understand their magical essence. We know more now than we ever have about what those celestial lights are, how far away they reside. We spend Billions of $ and £’s in exploration to travel to another planet.. And yet we fail so miserably in attempting to Conserve and Protect many species  which go extinct daily. And we fail to see how we as Human Beings are destroying our very home, Planet Earth. 

Humankind is most often presented as a story about struggle, control, and survival, instead of one of trust and collaboration with the universe. Yet, in truth, we need to adhere to both ideas in this life. We need to be mindful for  on the one hand, there is much to be said about exerting control over our environment. We created shelter to protect ourselves from the elements. We hunted for animals and invented agriculture to feed ourselves.

We built social infrastructures to protect ourselves and create community. This is how we survive and grow as a civilization. However, it is also clear that there are plenty of things that we cannot control, no matter how hard we try, these are the events around our globe which bring suffering, disease and disasters.  We forget  we are supported from an unseen force – a universe that provides us with what we cannot provide for ourselves.

So as I look to the Stars I also know that we have to take on Personal Responsibility. These are the things we can control in life.  But I also know that we need to Trust in the process of the Universe.. We need to manifest our dreams and visions. When we understand our very thoughts are bringing into our physical reality that which we focus our intent upon.. So I ask you to think carefully what Drama’s you are getting caught up within.

I know its not easy, but the more we focus upon our own Lights and live within our own bubbles we are helping bring Positive Change.. It all starts from within.. And we then must Trust, let go and allow the universe to take over.

As I look at the picture below I know we can all sprinkle our various Bubbles of Light around the world.. We do it by treating each other as we would wish to be treated.. We stop buying into Gossip and spreading the woe is me stories of doom and gloom..  Yes there are horrid things happening out there.. And I am as compassionate as the next. But if I am fearful or I spread doom and Gloom.. I am only adding more Darkness to the world.. So I choose to sit in my bubble and spread a little Love and Light..

 

Bubbles Of Light

Out into space I travel afar

Gazing back down from that far away star

The light is forever within my grasp

As I watch over the changes of my past

One by one my memories fall

As downward they tumble as I hear your call

Those spheres of light are orbs of truth

Memories recalled way back in my youth

Time trickles onward like the grains of sand

Of a place and a time in a far away land

When all were happy and all were free

And when bubbles of Light

Were just you and me..

© Sue Dreamwalker – 2011-2014 All rights reserved.

 

The Ethers of Illusion

Illusion.

What do you see in this Reality?

 

Do not your eyes view what is real to see?

 

Can you not touch the tangible fusion?

 

Or do we gaze into the ethers of illusion,

 

What trickery mocks us as we take in the lies

 

Binding our thoughts in roots of indoctrination

 

Following the herd, bleating like sheep

Held captive, half asleep.

 

What happened to the land of the Free?

 

Conform or suffer, or pay the penalty

 

What is your reality?

 

Come, let me walk you through the misty vale.

 

To where this illusion significantly pales

 

We are magnificent magicians whose thoughts cast their magic

 

Where all is possible, where to doubt is tragic

 

Seek and Find, let go of fear

 

Dance in joy as Light penetrates your sphere

 

For you have forgotten our Time’s lost spell

 

As into the abyss of darkness you dwell.

 

Open your eyes and open your hearts.

 

Let the Light dispel all dark

 

Fear nothing, hate less, and embrace ALL

 

Seek a new illusion before you fall.

 

Stop following blindly, grasp hold of Love today

 

Remember your tomorrows, forget your yesterdays

 

Reach for the memory held high up in the stars

 

And heal from within, let go of all your scars

 

Sit in the silence; begin to know who you are

 

As illusion drifts away revealing Ancient Stars

 

Your time is but a moment, live each moment well,

 

For soon the illusion shatters, broken like a spell.

 

© Sue Dreamwalker  2010-2014 All rights reserved.

I resurrected this poem which I published 4 years ago.. As it seems we are bombarded on all sides from the negative energies which are being put out.. 

Detach and spend some time in your Quite zones of thought.. Bring in the Peace around you, and know that we are Magnificent BEings who have remarkable powers..

The Power of Thought!

What we Think we Create

We are the ones creating the chaos… So choose to create Peace.. Don’t allow yourselves to get caught up within the Fear being put out.. 

Know your time is but a moment, Live each moment well

For soon the Illusion shatters,

Broken like a Spell. 

Enjoy your week 

Blessings 

Sue

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War and Peace.

The world once more seems to whirl around war

I wonder why man is driven to wield such claws

That gouge out the hearts of many in sorrow

I pray for our future and our children’s tomorrows

~~

You would think by now Man would learn

Instead Nations join, sending missiles to burn

Crimson is the colour of all who bleed

No distinction made, as a mother’s heart pleads

~~

Who IS the terrorist with evil intent??

I ask as the hearts of many lament

We go around in circles War after War

‘War to find Peace!’, we all know the score

~~

War is contrived, planned and staged

War creates Power for the Dark one’s

DISENGAGE!

Can you not see the tunnel we are being led?

Wake up People, Don’t feed into Fear and Dread

Send out your Light, the Gift of your Hearts

Join in a Prayer, for You are where it starts

~~

Peace starts within, We ALL have to change

Unite together, your thoughts rearrange

Hold onto Tolerance, Compassion and Peace

Envision a World where fighting will cease

~~

I can’t change the minds full of evil and hate

I can only change my own before it’s too late

So Light a Candle with me this day

Place Love in your Hearts and Peace as we pray

© Sue Dreamwalker 2014 All rights reserved.

I am lighting a candle for Peace. I hope you may feel like doing the same..

I had to write a poem tonight to express my thoughts as the world leaders seem intent on more War. All I can do is change my own world and live in harmony and peace within my Now Moments.. I hope as we continue this Earth Journey together we can join together our thoughts and spread more Love and Peace through our world..

I know Love and Harmony of our Collective Consciousness will always Bring Light to extinguish the Dark.. Keep sending out your Ripples of Light..

Blessings for a Peace where ever you are

Quote:

“Peace Cannot be Kept by force, It can only be achieved by understanding”

Albert Einstein

Planting a Seed.. A Thought!

William Blake,Said

“that everything that now exists was once imagined,”

Wayne Dyer said.

“So, if you want something to exist, you must first be able to imagine it.”

Each of us have a chance of planting new seeds.. Yet we so often never have the courage to pick them out of our minds to plant them with intention into our reality… Those who do have the courage may see how from their tentative thoughts ideas grew beyond their wildest dreams… I bet Alexander Graham Bell never in his wildest dreams would have thought how his invention would now be in everyone’s pocket!. 

But we need to have the courage to take those first steps and plant them..

Like all seeds they take time to germinate, so too with our ideas we often wonder why our wishes are not fulfilled.. All too often we sabotage them before they even begin to grow roots. How?, because we doubt our own capabilities and we say we are far from worthy of success. Telling ourselves we are never lucky.. and its bound to fail.. So we poison the very idea, so the seed withers even before it gets a chance to grow..

Our subconscious mind is an incredible tool, it possess the power to manifest from our thoughts to bring them  into our physical reality. You only have to take a look around the room you are now in, and see that every thing in it was once someone’s thought, even the paint upon the walls… An idea born, brought into reality from that first seed of an idea..

I have just finished a book the second time in reading it, I think this time its message really hit home. As I see how I have sabotaged many such seeds in the past.  The Book is called Wishes Fulfilled By Wayne Dyer, listen to his talk HERE upon the subject of Wishes Fulfilled.

‘Thoughts become things when you Feel them’ says Wayne Dyer, In the past I have often experienced frustration, Anger, worry, stress. These I have amplified with my ‘Feelings’ as the frustration of helplessness, or horror at how brutal we can be to one another have overshadowed my thoughts.. 

We need to reprogrammed ourselves to think differently about ourselves and the World..

Seeds are sown, every day within our minds.. What sort of seeds are you sowing within your own mind? Which type of thoughts are you cultivating?

My last simple post World Peace! Just Imagine  got reblogged 6 times!. I got more traffic today than for a long while..  People Do want Peace, and yet how many of us are being manipulated into getting caught up in Conflict?  We are part of it every time we read a Newspaper, every time we watch the Media News, Every time we join in Gossip, every time we Judge another. Every time we argue, even with ourselves, We are creating yet more Conflict , more Negative Energy in the World.

Our very thoughts Create…

Let us Create the Future we each wish to Live in..

Have a Brilliant Thought Provoking and Harmonious Week!

Blessings

~Sue~