Searching For Ourselves.. In the Silence of Self.

How many times do we search deep for ourselves

Through poetry and art, we often dig and delve

Into the depths of emotions, we explore and extract

Those personalities to enhance and the ones that we lack

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We can gaze into the mirror, reflecting back our age

As we capture in our mind, our youthful looking days

Never did I think as those childish eyes once shone

That age is but an illusion, for inside still I am One.  

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My exterior shell maybe broken, cracked and somewhat worn

But the knowledge deep within, has always been from being born

For I am more than I, in the moment of this time

I am but One of many, whose memory of life shared mine.

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I cannot begin to explain, and until you ‘know’ you’ll never understand

That many times I have journeyed back to experience this land

We are the past and future, we are the victors and the foe

The layers we are gradually removing as we each are letting go.

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This rise has not been easy, and its climb is not yet done

As we weave our separate webs, each of us have cleverly spun.

The threads connect us all, affecting One and ALL

So, inward I will do my working to complete our memory recall.

© Sue Dreamwalker 2017 

Have you remembered yet? Who you are? And why you came? And why we are here?

I hope you have five minutes to spare to watch the amazing creation and the many faces Akiane saw before this final portrait was left as the finished painting.. And view it in full screen.

Please listen to what she is Saying

Have a wonderful Week.. As I leave my poetry for thought.

~Sue~

Expectations..

A Review of our Thinking.. 

 

As each year comes to an end we are often heard to say thank goodness as we say goodbye to a year that when it began started out with every expectation. Yet here we are again as we herald in another New Year as we wish and expect so much more from the year before.

 We make promises to ourselves that this year we will endeavour to  be healthier, as we start new fitness regimes, and as we say goodbye to our bad habits. Promises often we never keep up.   

We are all of us walking, searching to find ourselves and that which fulfills us. We constantly search outside of ourselves to bring us that feeling of happiness. Be it in our relationships, careers or through our possessions. We gather everything to us holding onto them, thinking all of these external things are what will bring us happiness.

So, we constantly strive, putting ourselves under pressure, working extra hours,seeking to gather yet more things we probably never really needed to fill up a yearning hole inside of us that cries out to feel complete.

I look around my own home at the ‘Things’ that I have gathered over the years, my glass paperweights from the countries I visited, my record collection, the books that I have read and re-read as I have searched the pages for wisdom to that which more of us are seeking which we call enlightenment.

Most times we are our own worst enemies, as our scattered thoughts distract us from finding our peaceful path we are all seeking whether we realise it or not.

We all too often look back and blame others for our failings, or we worry about our futures as our inner chatter is constantly pulling us down. Telling us we are not good enough, clever enough or we put things off saying when the children leave home, next year or when I retire..  We continually make excuses to ourselves as to why we do not keep those promises to ourselves.

I keep saying I am going to write a book.. Yet I make excuses to myself each year, putting it off.. I am no different from anyone else..

 Our Ego makes us defensive about our weakness’s often making us feel unworthy. We take on hurts and wounds as we take to heart other people’s opinions of us. We listen to gossip and then add our own two pennies worth to the mix..  

Our Inner Chatter often spills out in irritations as we then verbalise our dissatisfaction. Causing arguments and resentments as our pride is dented, so we bite back, lashing out with more words that wound.

We then carry guilt, holding it deep within, nurturing it as we feed that inner chatter with justification as to why we are right and others are wrong. It then festers deeper into resentment and anger bubbles turning inward into bitterness.  

We now not only hold onto our personal stuff, but as the world grows closer in its communication systems we get embroiled in politics and the weight then of the negative news that is being poured into our homes in hourly bulletins also weighs us further down..  
All of these emotions bite deep within us effective our energy body causing our dis-ease with self, allowing illnesses to manifest. Often our body kicks in as a last resort to stop us in our tracks. It’s trying to get our attention to alter our thinking and ways of being. So our body rebels with aches and pains.. As we push it too hard and we fail to nourish it and give it rest.. 

My own nervous breakdown and subsequent FMS years ago was my body’s wake up call.. Which was telling me to slow down and alter course.  All these emotions we carry weigh us down literally DE-Pressings us as our auras get blocked as the energy stops flowing.

One of the greatest lessons is learning to leave things behind as we walk our paths to finding ourselves. This is one of the best gifts we can give ourselves as we start afresh a new year is Letting Go! So we need to let go of our self expectations as well.. Stop forcing things into BEing and just allow things to BE.. Let go of guilt, regrets, anger and jealousies.As you develop patience with others and ourselves, you then begin to see how those you thought were  your enemies were in fact your greatest teachers as they helped strengthen you. 

 Learning that there really are no Cross-roads only those of our own making.. For we are stood in our own centre of our BEingness in our present Moment of Now..Making our own choices. 

Our roads are all leading us to one place. And that is to look inside of ourselves, as we alter our perspective and thinking.   Don’t let fear and anxiety take control of your thoughts… Allow yourself space to breathe. Take yourself out in Mother Nature allow her calm presence to guide you as you unscramble your thoughts.  

For by taking in the beauty of the moment, seeing how very blessed we are,  we then can stand within our own centre of happiness.. Its been right here inside of us all along.. Within our Hearts. But we got so busy with ‘Things’ We lost our Hearts connection. 

Our Futures are in our hands as we begin another year.. Let us keep those promises to ourselves.. As we open our hearts to ourselves, forgiving our faults and our failures, as we relearn how to love ourselves..

There is no greater power on this planet than Love.. Its what keeps us from Fear.. Don’t allow Fear to dominate yet another year of Expectations!..

Love and Blessings

~Sue~ 

The Messenger ~ And Thank You To ALL.

My Dear and lovely friends,

Thank you all so very much for your kind well wishes. Your energy and healing thoughts have been deeply felt and appreciated I can not begin to tell you how uplifting your messages have been..

I will in a little while get back to each and everyone of you individually who have commented here. And thank you to all who have pressed like..  In the mean time I am still a little out of sorts, but I am listening intently to the Messenger within.

I have been using my time to write within my journal. Paint and get back to writing poetry and of course walking  out in nature.  I have come to another pivotal point in my journey as my energy field has taken another shift as I move and clear out more emotional baggage which the passing of my Uncle triggered.  His passing opened up yet more emotional doors I had previously thought I had walked through and shut behind me …The Universe obviously thinks I need to walk deeper down some of those corridors, so I have dug deeper into bringing these emotions  into the Light with the help also of my amazing acupuncturist therapist who has been working on my emotional centre.

I will share another poem I wrote yesterday as I tried to explain my emotional journey. I also want to  share a beautiful video which is the creation of a painting in speed time, by the wonderful artist Akiane. Please watch in Full Screen to get the best effect.. 

Her painting so spoke to me as its title also ‘The Messenger’ portrayed how we are searching as we let go of that which we created as each are led to the light. We then  find our way out of the darkened caves of our minds if we stay true to ourselves….And allow ourselves to be guided to the Light which awaits us all.. 

The Messenger Within

Many things act as triggers that occur over time

And it’s hard to condense feelings within this rhyme

The process is different within all of our experiences

When Humanity is changing, and altering in frequencies

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Over time we create change through the frequency of Love

You start in your own bubble, as you reach out and above

Those vibrations which are dense on our old physical plane

As Humanity returns to its Christ Consciousness Again

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Old aspects of ourselves will be reviewed and then released

These shedding of layers and letting go, never seem to cease

They leave us exhausted as our emotions intensify

The Alchemy is heightened, as our Planets align up high

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We look back in memory, observing and letting go

Remembering our Etheric Blueprint in our Light Activating Show

That which you want to know is held deep, deep within

Allowing ancient memories to resurface as the veils begin to thin

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The Messenger arrived before whose healing love was spread

We resisted in our separation we hold within our head

This template is now being wiped, as we activate as ONE

Our reality dissolving, Our Sacred Passage has begun.

© 2016 Sue Dreamwalker

 

Love and Blessings

~Sue~

To My WordPress Family

Being emphatic often means at times I allow myself to get overwhelmed in energies which aren’t my own. I should have learnt this lesson by now.

But the energies ‘Out there’ which each of us are creating ‘In here’ are given power through our fearful thoughts, doubts and uncertainties, which manifest within the material world of matter.

I am only Human, on my own Human experience as are you.

I have sat within a haze of emotions these past few days as certain frequencies have hit me over several weeks affecting my energy. The last being a family bereavement two days ago, which acted as the catalyst for my need to refocus.

So, I am sitting out for short time in silence here on WordPress.

I know you will understand my need to go within my silent space for a time.  You who visit me here regularly and who constantly bring your love and feedback here are classed as my wonderful WordPress family. And I so thank each and every one of you for the vibration of love you bring, I so feel your wonderful energy that you all bring to this Sanctuary, and I am so grateful for your presence.

I Know many of you are also going through your own particular hurdles as you step through your own Major Shifts along your own journeys. Each of us is removing blockages and layers in preparation for lightening our loads as me move up through these energetic layers which are often leaving us confused and out of focus.  But as we shed each painful layer we become lighter in BE-ing and when we hold the frequencies of Love we are all of us helping promote more in the world to wake up to this energy.  

So now is the time to go within and focus on our hearts and not let our heads lead us astray.  As the world appears to echo our confusion, remember it reflects back that which we put into it back at us.  So I looked in the mirror at my own reflection and it’s time to withdraw for a time and concentrate upon Peace and Beauty ..

So, follow your instincts. They are put there for a reason.

I know I will miss visiting your own beautiful posts for a while, but I feel this urge to disconnect and turn off my modem for a while as I revitalise my own energy. We must remember Each of us are magnificent BEings, and we each agreed to come here to help see these changes through our Earthly Existence.

By Unifying our energies through PEACE, Love and Harmony, by sending via our thoughts through meditation and prayer we each of us are making huge strides in bringing Light to the world.. Which is why I choose the path I do…

I wish you All a Peaceful and Wonderful Christmas with you and your family, I know those who are my friends will still be here when I feel it right to return in a few weeks.. I hope you will exercise patience if I take a while in replying to any comments.. 

I want to leave you with a poem I wrote last evening as I tried to convey my thoughts

I dedicate it to you All

Sending you All my Love and Blessings

~Sue~

Angel-Reflection_thumb.jpgSometimes when the world gets too loud

I retreat within my inner cloud

To float back within creative juices

Allowing all to BE, to see what PEACE influences

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To let go of worry of near and far

Just concentrate on NOW and where you are

Holding onto LOVE, by being aware

Observing ALL, Stepping back, with Care

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We’re all moving, shifting up a gear

As we awake to truth as we end another year

We do this through open hearts and minds

ALL will realise this—within their own time

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So, do not condemn, judge or hate

For all experiences are what ‘WE’ create

This Story is being written by me and You

Remembering who WE are in All we do.

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We are all evolving as energetic BEings

As we shed particles of denseness, WE begin SEEing

Nothing is as it was before

When we communicate to our Higher-Self Law

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All ‘Out there’ is of our own transmitting

Which is why going within Now needs committing

Together ‘WE’ create our own reality

Let PEACE And LOVE be our Number One Priority.

  © Sue Dreamwalker

Shine Your Light

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Sometimes I think we need a reminder of how good we have it compared with others around the World. Yesterday I re-read my annual thank you letter from the

 Red Cross and also Save the Children as they showed me just where our donations had gone last year and the projects and people they had both helped.

We often get so caught up in our snug little worlds as we sometimes seldom take a look outside of our own four walls at the plight others find themselves in.

The poem I am about to post I wrote in the middle of last night as I couldn’t sleep, maybe as the images of those less fortunate than myself were whirling around my head..

The poem was obviously inspired as the pen never left the page and I didn’t pause for a seconds thought as the words wrote themselves.. 

So I would like to share my light with you..

Shine Your Light.

From time to time along our way

We need to speak and have our say

In order that the lights do shine

Other people we need to remind.

Of all the folk whose lights are dim

Where struggle is hard and life is grim

They need to see beyond their walls

That many more in darkness toils.

The little beggar boy on street

In India who has no feet.

In Africa where wars still rage

And children starve with wide eyed gaze.

Where hope is lost and villages run

From evil men with drugs and guns

Yes time to time along the way

We need to speak and have our say.

Of Shanty towns and orphan waifs

The suffering is endless case by case.

I could go on and list some more

But maybe you would shut the door

As in your bubble you nicely live

You need to see you need to give.

If not your money then add your light

Open your hearts and see their plights

Look further than the end of your nose

And my words will count as poem I pose

If just one who reads my lines

Opens your heart to let it shine…

Upon all those who are less fortunate than you

Your light will brighten the Worlds dim view

So dare to step outside your walls

And lift the darkness from serpent coils

Compassionate thoughts will add their swell

So come on give generously

Open your hearts see what I see

For when enough of us really awake

A better land then awaits

Where all are one and all are free

All I ask is

Shine your Light

With me.

 

© Sue Dreamwalker 2010-2016 All rights reserved

The above post was posted in 2011.. I have resheduled  as I experiment  a reblog this way,  I am taking a short break away as Scotland is calling me yet again so I will see you all when I return if I do not catch up with you today.

Keep Shinning your Light for WE are Making a Difference..

Love and Light

~Sue~

Unite in LOVE

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If we have no peace, it’s because we have forgotten that we belong to each other”

~Mother Teresa Quote~

I have so many thoughts running through my head today as I try to catch up here on WP, and so many interesting posts I have visited today which have inspired and uplifted me as we travel upon our collective journey’s of discovering just who we are.

Some days I am so full of Love for our fellow Human Beings as their stories inspire us to become the BEings we really are and who we we’re meant to be all along.. And at other times I can feel so saddened for a world entrapped within its own greed as we revolve ever deeper into the abyss of destruction. As many blindly believe all they are told instead of resolving to explore outside of their man-made boxes of the illusions we have created…

Over the years this date of 9-11 has become significant to many as a point in History to be marked as a black day… And for many years I have honoured this day as you can read here in its remembrance as I do for November the 11th Remembrance Day Here ..In fact all those who suffer through the cruelties of war should be remembered.

But today I want not to dwell upon what has been, but what CAN Be, for we each can help shape our future if we get the Balance right. We first need to start with ourselves and find within our own peaceful solutions as we do battle within our own trauma’s as we get embroiled with our opinions as we send our via our minds our thoughts into the worlds Vibration.

So.. What do YOU want the world to become in the future?

Ask yourself what sort of a world we want for our Grandchildren to experience and then look to see how we can change within our own box of thought.

For with every thought we are creating our Reality!

Maybe we just don’t do enough Thinking at all as we let others think for us as we follow blindly their lead, like sheep we bleat to the flavour of the month as we don’t want to stand out like the Black Sheep and cause waves!..

What are the mundane thoughts that swirl around your mind like? Are we in judgement? Do we criticize? I know I do.. I catch myself often and then ask myself on what do I base my opinion?

Do I really know the TRUTH,

or do I just think! I know the truth?

And for a long time I thought I did, until I started to Dig deeper and then I was shocked to discover this world was not at all what I had perceived it to be… We all perceive with the knowledge we are given.. and as we grow with awareness that Truth then alters,.. I once wrote a poem entitledDo You See the Truth and another post Unite For Peace in which I added my poems last verse of Unite For Peace is …

…It only needs a spark of faith to kindle and to brighten,

Those embittered souls who deal in death, their reason to enlighten.

Healing Hands of friendship held out for our tomorrow

Show them that the Power of Love can wipe away our sorrow.

So leaders of the World, Lets stop all this oppression

Only Peace and Love will guide us through to Man’s Progression!

~Sue~

 The Above post I created in 2013, I thought I would reshare it today.

Sending all Love and Blessings

Have a Wonderful Week.

The Pendulum Swings!

Dream-Love-Song.jpgMy Thoughts right now.

You know the longer away from what we perceive as reality I spend, the more I want to disconnect from its vibration. A shift has happened within my world this last couple of weeks. Yes, the world is shifting. And as I feel my own vibration alter to one of calm as I shed yet more of my human self to nurture my own lost inner child. I am again embracing that freedom that every child enjoys, as they live within the moment. Not carrying the burden of the past or the worry of the future.

We are the ones participating and creating change. Within our every Now moment we create the reality of our future. For we are all of us co-creators of our world. And that change is swiftly taking hold.

 The eyes of the world are focused right now on the United Kingdom. As the people of the UK has chosen to exit the European Union.  And shock ways are reverberating around the world, as well as in the Cabinet within the Parties governing our country.

A thought crossed my mind on how throughout civilisations and history on how great Empires rise and how we see them fall. And that like the Pendulum it can only climb and swing to a certain point, before it comes crashing back down to swing the other way.

And I wondered what it takes to create balance, before the Pendulum Stops?

My mind thought on the Seasons and the cycles it goes through. A time to grow, and a time to harvest.

We as a world are reaping what has long been sown.

Until we sow the Seeds of LOVE in our hearts and live in cooperation instead of domination we will keep seeing this Pendulum swing back and forth and like the scythes at harvest time, it will go on swinging, cutting and gathering in, until the Earth is bare and empty.   

It is up to us to choose what seeds need to be sown for the next generation to gather in. Will we keep sowing the seeds of hate and mistrust, discriminating against our differences and preferences?

Or will we choose to embrace our human selves, honouring our uniqueness celebrating this gift of life each of us here so takes for granted. Will we reach out our hearts and hold out our hands to join together within the Consciousness of Unity, our ONEness. As we learn WE are not separated but are a CommUNITY  and that we are all of us upon our Human experience of finding ourselves.

Fear will keep us bound within the lower vibrations that are dividing and keeping us separated.  When something shakes us up and grabs our attention it is asking us to go within to observe our responses.  My own observations are to Listen, not ‘Out there’ to world’s noise. But to Listen ‘within’, trusting my heart and letting go of an old belief system that restricts and adds labels. I among others have awoken to those Inner Truths. The Divine Feminine is awakening within many right now. Calling us to embrace each other in LOVE.

I wish we had a vote for LOVE .

For Love and Unity between our hearts holds more power than any political alliance.

Love will over power hatred. We either hold the vibration of Love or Fear.

Which one we embrace is up to us

We are ONE.

Reconnecting to Self

You know I have to smile at how this Universe is working within my world right now.

Last week I was all set to return to the World of Blog. But events and emotions made me reluctant to switch on the internet and my new computer that I had treated myself to on the 13th June. As I attempted to block out the world for a time. Even films on TV, I found myself not being able to stay in the room. I would have to take myself away from their vibration.

When I did switch on my new PC I then spent time adding in the new software which I had bought, as yes, this game of Microsoft upgrades becomes expensive! Imagine my dismay as my new computer then began to have technical problem that it needed to be returned, resulting in me purchasing a different model. The good news is the Store installed all my recently bought new software free of charge on my new PC.

 So I thought, O.K. Universe, I am listening, I need to withdraw from the world for a while, so and I spent time reading, revisiting old books, I practiced more on my guitar, and I spent quality time in the garden. Meditating and listening to my inner voice. Looking up at the Moon when visible from clouds, shedding the need to be anywhere other than present within my own skin.

I spent time enjoying moments such as our 5-year-old Granddaughters Dance presentation. Playing games in our garden as our imagination knew no bounds, as I became a Sea Witch and my granddaughter was the Mermaid Princess as we swam amid the Sea Kelp which was the sheets and towels hung out to dry on my washing lines. We ate from shells and we created Magic as we became invisible. As the Sea Witch was defeated by the invisible Prince of the Sea.  We jumped through plastic hula-hoops which were entrances to caves, and we swung on the swing that was our transport though a portal into another realm. One that was laced with beauty as we put flowers in our hair as we chose more to press and dry for later.

We laughed as we dribbled ice-cream down our chins as we saw who could push their ice-cream to the bottom of the cone first as we nibbled it to the end.

And Grandma became the child as she abandoned her adult shell as she morphed into her own 5 yrs old self again.

Sometimes it’s good to Step back  and reconnect with Self..

I shall be reconnecting Very Soon..

Love to you ALL

~Sue~

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