A Quiet Mind~ Cloud Watching~ Reconnecting to Earth.

 

Within my garden with quiet mind

Profuse with colour I sit reclined

I watch clouds their shapes do shift

As within my mind I gently drift

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I watch the Bee in Foxglove bed

And Marvel at their trumpet head

A sparrow chirps as young they feed

While fountain bubbles in pond with reed

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My Book put down as I admire

All that nature gives this hour

Grass so green and poppies red

Sky so blue, I shake my head

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For this moment is all I seek

 As conscious thought in unity greets

My heaven on Earth is held in time

As I grab my pen to create this Rhyme

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Oneness is all I feel

As into my garden I gaze surreal

Tranquil thoughts as nature Blends

My thoughts of Peace are what I send

Gratitude in colours untold

All within my garden hold

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So thank you my garden for this quiet time

As I watch the clouds as I recline..

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© Sue Dreamwalker  2011-2019 All rights reserved.

The above poem was written in 2011, I thought it apt to include again here.  Clouds over the last few days have let loose the rain, here in the UK, and we have had over two months worth of rain in a couple of days here in the UK, causing flooded roads and boggy fields. Many places around our globe are experiencing floods right now.. 

But the Universe thought to shine upon our pre-planned visit to one of the Royal Horticulture Societies  Flower Show held at Chatsworth House in Derbyshire.  And the Sun shone for us. 

 

 I have been busy with some projects I have wanted to complete, Some are nearing the end, while others were stopped due to the weather. What ever you do in life, do so with an open heart and no expectations. Trust that is all is as it should be, and even when our climate seems as confused as we are, we need to trust in our hearts, as we send LOVE out into the world which is beginning to weep its own tears of conflict and confusion.

Know that LOVE  far out-ways Fear.

So keep Loving thoughts at the forefront of your minds as we witness yet more chaotic times. 

When our hearts open, it opens a portal, to the frequency of Mother Earth herself, have you ever wondered why Heart and eartH contain the same letters with the Letter H moved to the front? Think about that for a moment.. And ask yourself why it is we always feel better and brighter when we go out and connect back with nature, to walk in forests, or by water, be it oceans, lakes or streams. Is it because we are truly connected as one to Gaia, we who hold all the minerals and stardust within our make up, and we who are mainly made up of water, such as this Blue Planet of ours.

Our ancestors knew how to treat our Earth Mother, they gave thanks and rituals for her bounties and they saw each thing held its own spirit/energy and would ask permission before the hunt and give thanks and a blessing after offering in return a gift back to nature..

We just take nature for granted, taking and hardly every consider the consequences of our actions as we destroy forests pollute rivers and oceans, but this world is a Matrix of duality, it also follows natural Universal Laws, which means that every Action has an equal and opposite reaction.  And the world right now is reaping some of what has been sown in the past.

I made my first ever video this week, its far from perfect, but I put together a string of photo’s I took on the day of my visit to the RHS Chatsworth Flower Show. 

 

For those who are not aware of what we were up to in our own Allotment Plot  before the rain set in can be found here on my Garden Blog   

Have a Wonderful Weekend 

Much Love To ALL. 

Which World are You living in?

 More and more of us are Waking up to be aware both externally and internally.

We are all on our own personal journeys of awakening, learning to forgive others and to forgive  ourselves. But more importantly is we need to Learn to LOVE ourselves..

More and more are finding ourselves as we begin to heal the wounds that have held us prisoner within ourselves.The Earth is also shifting, healing, regaining her balance as we heal and begin to love ourselves….When we dare to go inside and connect to our hearts the voice inside knows it’s time to awake. More and more of us are feeling Now is that time..  It is a time of remembering who we are.

We are on a path of choice.. I feel the door to ascension lies within each of us, we are learning to die to self, as we learn to reconnect  to self..

If we wish for changes within our society we all have to take responsibility for birthing our New Earth, and that means changing our ways as we embrace more sustainable ways of living that do not rape our earth. To live in harmony and unity, to Care and Share.. 

When you read this, I will already be on a blogging break  to dip my toes in the ocean of Mother Gaia, when I return I hope to share more thoughts about Changes to ourselves and our world..

The comments will be left open, but I may be a while in getting to answer them, as I will be away from my computer for a while, so please be patient, I will get back to all who leave comments as soon as is possible..   See you all soon… 

I hope you find this video enlightening, upon your own quest for knowledge..

Much love to you all..

 

Changes within Ourselves and Our World ~Part Two.

This is Part two, which has sat waiting patiently in my drafts.. I hope as you delve deeper you can begin to explore how vibration affects us all.. And how we all need to regain our balance to help the world regain her balance..

We are ONE..  And what we Send out into the World Comes Back. 

We often may feel unsteady as we lose our Balance. But sometimes we need to fall over to pick ourselves up again.  

The ego is strong and takes a lot to override.

So many of us experience emotional turmoil and doubts, along with distractions, and all the while the outside world is projecting fear and suffering to which those of us who are already on this path feel more intensely, by our emphatic natures.

This is the plan by the elite. For if we were to truly discover the Power Within, and our potential to self-heal on all levels as Quantum Physics is teaching us, We would not be so easily controlled and dumb-down by the mechanisms that medication induces which is not only via prescription drugs but within our water supplies also .

Those who are Wide Awake, to the realities of this Matrix, also know the agenda to create fear, to keep wars going, and to allow suffering to continue. Its all part of the big play we are trapped within that I have spoken of previously.

Learning who we are, Light Beings, Eternal Beings, who have become trapped within this merry-go-round within this matrix is a hard concept for many to grasp. Because we are Energy Beings, and have become so weighted in this 3D reality its so very hard to raise up our vibrations, because there are those who let’s say, run this show, this play, by keeping us subjected to the negative for control purposes. These are the not so benevolent beings on this planet.  And I am speaking here of those behind the rulers of the world not always those who govern it.

And here I may lose some of you, as your own perception kicks in, and that is fine also, I do not ask anyone here to believe me. I am not here to change anyone’s belief systems, we all of us are entitled to our own perceptions. In fact I actively ask you to go and seek out your own truth, your own answers, research your own knowledge, for it is only when you wake up and seek knowledge for yourselves and not blindly take the word of others that you begin to see the great deception of this world. And when you really start to Dig deeper, what you uncover you may find shakes your core belief systems that have been ingrained within each of us over the generations within our own upbringing and traditions.   Truth also changes with Knowledge, what was perceived as truth yesterday may change today as new knowledge and awareness begins to take hold.

We owe it to ourselves to be Truth Seekers, not blindly take what others say as truth!..  So Challenge that which you do not understand and seek to find Answers.   

Many of us now are aligning our souls, for we have woken up to this reality, and many now are in our various stages of alignment, as these energy fields, solar winds, Plasma, CME’s there are many names, as the Sun pulsates through our earth’s magnetic grid, it is also affecting our Light bodies. It is all part of our natural evolution and the cycles we go through within the Universe. 

It is time to start loving our bodies, and making conscious choices, embracing love, and learning not to judge others as we let go of lack and fear-based emotions.

Many of us felt a great shift in the Spring Equinox, these are gateways which are all about reprogramming our belief systems and thoughts. We are seeing the world breaking apart from the Group mind. This is why we are seeing our systems now breaking down in our governments, and why so many now are resisting being told what to think and what to  do, and why we will see more conflict as people wish to break away from those controlling systems.

It is why we chose to come here at this time, it was never going to be an easy ride, its been a roller coaster of a ride as we have all had to over come some deep emotional trauma along the way, as we have travelled upon our inward journey. 

The voice inside knows, and it knows its time to awake. It is now a  time of re-remembering to come back to ourselves our true selves..

Our Higher selves are calling to us to remember who we are. 

The Children being born today and the youth are becoming our teachers, they are daring to stand up and speak up for our Earth Mother like never before.

Greta Thunberg spoke to many hearts, as she tells it how it is.. The Truth Needs to Heard how ever painful.  She sees this system is broken, and it needs to Change..

And Change is Coming! 

We need to learn to live as the ancient elders did.. In harmony with our Earth Mother.

Respecting our Earth Mother..

And as more and more of us wake up and speak our various findings and expose these truths, we are also seeing how those in control are restricting the freedom of speech and  shutting down channels that are exposing certain information that enlightens us to information about our reality. Those who are speaking truth are being silenced by the algorithms that sensor certain topics. 

Those who speak about Spirit are labelled as Entertainment!  All of us are from Spirit,

All are vibration.   

Many are not aware, especially those who do not understand we are ALL Vibration, just how The Gamma waves, are affecting our light-bodies,and brains, affecting our awareness into a higher vibration, which is why we are feeling its time to relocate, move job, alter our ways, be it our habits, our diets, or relationships.  Those who are following the Schumann Resonance, or understand about this frequency will see it has been changing periodically to levels not seen before by those understanding it. I found this a very interesting video in explanation below.  But more can be found if you take the time to research. 

Speaking personally, I know these new frequencies hitting our earth, which are being recorded in that they are actually altering the Schumann Resonating frequencies of our Earth, are affecting my own energy levels. I sleep and sleep like never before, even during the day.

I feel these frequencies affect us all in different ways, some are not coping, and for a time too I felt depleted, drained and so off balance, depressed.  I had to take a step away from everything. To go deeper within and re-calibrate my inner centre. Others experience Anger, as their emotions come to the surface in overload. And as people feel suppressed, uprisings begin to happen not only within themselves but it over-spills into society as we see rebellion begin to take form. 

Be it in protests to alert our governments to the Climate changes we all are experiencing, or the Yellow coats of France, to Brexit in the UK.. To other political events we see around our world as the people rise and say enough. 

As Gregg Braden and others have said, we are living in times of Extremes, and remember we and nature are mirrors of each other, what we think, we create. And if you read part one, you already have seen how our emotions affect the worlds own frequency. 

Something to think about.  

To be Continued: 

Special Thanks To Erica for her creation of many a beautiful Daily Kind Quotes.

 

 

Speaking What Is In My Heart.

It is hard sometimes to speak what is on your mind, when there are no words to express what you feel. So I will just let my fingers do the talking as I allow my thoughts to flow freely.

At times it takes courage to pick up your Arrow of Truth, and speak it. But Time is running short!

Gaia is going through her own changes. She is causing many disruptions which are making us rethink, reshape and make huge life changes. Which in turn may bring uncertainties and fear, but many now are also sensing an urgency, to move, relocate, leave their unsatisfactory jobs or life styles. Or change the habits of a life time.

Or like me, you may just feel that need to escape into your own world, of peace and tranquillity as we reconnect deeper still within ourselves and our Earth Mother.

What we are witnessing are the ‘Old Systems’ collapsing around us. Not only are we seeing governments falling apart, as they divide and argue back and forth. But the environment is also showing us how vulnerable we are. Because we have forgotten she is our Earth Mother, neglecting and abusing her.

While I see water, snow, hail and wind, causing us our own problems, I also see Gaia is cleansing the Earth Plane as I have spoken of before. She is going through her own birthing pains; her waters have now broken. Water holds memory, and water contains knowledge. And this is not the first time Mother Earth has cleansed us with her waters.

Observing as I do, while holding an inner sadness for those who are not yet understanding this Matrix, I also feel great excitement, for I know deep down the old has to be stripped away before our New Earth can be re-birthed.

The ‘Old Programming’ is being stripped away by the new frequencies which are coming in more frequently which some are not handling well. These energies, affect us in different ways. For me recently, I sleep a lot, even in the day. I wake tired, having been busy in dream state. For others it is causing depression and a deep longing to return home. As they cannot fathom the depth of their emotional confusion.. We have to understand we are all vibration, all frequency, So it stands to reason when our Earth Mother is altering her frequency we too feel unsettled and out of balance.

Many are still clinging to the old ways, and conflict is an ever-present danger as their ego’s fight this final battle, holding onto control and fear-based emotions.  This is why governments are now falling apart as they hang onto the old ways of rule. We are caught within our cycles, repeating the past, until we learn to let it go once and for all.  Many whose hearts are not open, are wanting to divide us by various means, causing conflict and heartache, which feeds those negative energies, and the controlling powers behind those who rule our world.

For some reading this, you may think this is a foolish notion, but were it not for the knowledge I have gained along my own long Spiritual Journey through many years, I may have nodded my head at one time in agreement with you.

But for those who are ready, who understand this transformation and are also feeling something is about to happen that will shake this world, you are not standing alone.

Those who have eyes to see will see.

 

I have been observing much in my quiet spell, I have felt listless, and restless, not understanding what ails me. I started a painting in oils, a medium I am not as comfortable with as my acrylics.

When I began the painting, the Eagle was so clear, and as each stroke of paint was applied then image began to fade.  And I may yet just paint over it, but my ego holds on, not wanting to start again. It sits unfinished.

And here too is a lesson. For we should never be afraid to Let go and start over again.

So, I turned to reading, and finished the last in a Trilogy of books, this too was filled with alchemy and magic, the Light fighting the Dark. And I sat and read a whole book in one day.  Something I had not done in years.  And I asked myself are we not still fighting that same battle. Light verses Dark?

We are seeing how those hanging onto their Power Games are trying their best to divide and keep that feeling of separation in focus as they focus on delivering the fear on the hour every hour in every news bulletin.  And as I have said many times before this world keeps going around within its cycles, of war and peace, throughout the ages. While we pollute and pillage our Earth Mother continuously, raping the one who has constantly given and given. While we take and take.

But we are now witnessing storms like never before, weather that is a reflection of our own confusion. Floods and Winds wreak havoc for many of us.  Earthquakes and Tsunamis, and I See so, so much water to deluge the Earth.   And I sense we are nearing that time where Mother Earth is going to deluge us with something we have not witnessed before.

Yin Yang New Earth in watercolour and Ink.

Many years ago, I had a profound ‘Vision’ what I would describe as an out-of-body experience/OBE, where I viewed the world from outer space having zoomed there at great speed from being taken out through the top of my head to see a three-headed dragon. What I saw then was the future. To reveal that vision at this time here is not important.

All this week my dreams have been of the earth moving beneath my feet as water washes in over land. For months in Dream state I have been rescuing people from drowning, I can not begin to tell you the despair I have felt during my dreams of not being able to save so many people.

But then I began to see why my deep inner sadness was consuming me, as I was grieving for what will be no more on this Earth.  But like the effort and hours I had poured into my painting, I also knew that in order for a new painting, A NEW EARTH to come into being.

The old canvas has to be altered, in some cases wiped clean with new colours flooding over it for it to become a Masterpiece.

Our bodies are here to house our Souls, to learn from our experiences, and it’s time for me to go deeper still within my own inner programming and add new colours to an old canvas.

Within these times there are those who speak of Ascension, as we wake up and wonder what that means for Humanity.

We have to begin to see we each need to rise up within.

We need to go within ourselves and unpick the threads of old programming that have held us tightly within this Matrix we call Earth. We need to let go of judgement, anger and resentments, as we learn to open our hearts to Unity Consciousness and LOVE.

We are all of us One Family, A family of light. And Even those who walk in the Shadows are teaching us Compassion. All have chosen our parts to play. 

This is no easy task, and I fail again and again in much of my thinking. But I keep clearing, step by step, as I pick through the rocks and throw them into the lake of consciousness as I see them ripple out, knowing what I think I create.

Mother Earth too is clearing, cleansing, and getting us to pick over and reassess the unnecessary baggage we each carry. Showing us what is really Important in Life, as we shed our possessions.   And she is nearing her final great push whereby ALL our lives will be changed in the blink of an eye.

To reveal the Truth of what I have found would only be like reading a book of fiction, also weaved with Alchemy and Magic. Until one finds their own Truth, you cannot explain fully, no matter how you try. We all will wake up at the right moment suited to each of our levels of progression we are meant to follow.

But I ask you to try to understand, that what is occurring, which I feel will only intensify even though it may seem many are suffering, as the planet aligns and shifts, we all agreed to be here at this time of Change.

For new vibrations are altering our bodies and minds as this New Energy sweeps in. Opening up portals, as the veils lift, so too will we have the masks lifted from our eyes, as new truths are revealed.

And if you have reached the end and read in full I thank you for your love and the time given.

Now Go and Live in your own Moments, and create Love and Harmony within your own World as we lift and raise our hearts as One as we move forward within this next Phase of Mother Earth’s Transformation.

My sincere thanks go out to Erika, For ALL of her wonderful creations she has done on words I have spoken  which she used as quotes on the above.

Many thanks Erika. You are a Gem..

Other Image Credit Source https://www.brainyquote.com/

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A Moments Reflection

A walk by a canal

With Kettle boiled and herbal tea just finished.  I sank into the sofa turned on some relaxing meditative music, closed my eyes and breathed in deep, pulling in that Universal energy, and sighed….. This was my time,  time to just BE and sink into those unseen realms that reside within each of us. 

Behind closed eyes, tiny sparks dance in purples and blues, as I listen to the soothing music as I drink in the peace which was every bit as good as my herbal tea.

My mind has been tuning out and switching off more and more these past few weeks.   As I have been meditating and just taking myself off for quiet naps even in the middle of day. Spending time reading and painting. Just following the flow of Energy, doing what my body is telling me to do.

It is so easy to find yourself being caught up in the negative energies of the world that is being generated so that we all fall into the traps of judgement. We are often goaded to take sides against one another, be it through politics, religion, gender or race.  And its important to understand how mind manipulation is constantly programming us to divide us at every opportunity. Leading to angry outbursts, protests, and conflict, which are generating exactly the right negative conditions which prime  others to feed from them for their own world agenda’s. 

I encourage all to observe. Observe what is happening and detach from it even for only a short while as you go within and heal your inner selves.

For there is nothing more important right now, than to heal yourselves, letting go of so many layers we have inadvertently cocooned ourselves within this Matrix Construct. 

So when you close your eyes, and release all of that stress, and go deep within even for a moment you begin to see how all Fear falls away.  For much of our inner Fears are self-generated as we make mountains often out of mole hills. 

 While eyes were closed,everything fell away for me in that moment, nothing mattered, for in that moment I felt such peace as I surrendered myself to that vibration the music offered, and let my mind be still… For all is a state of mind.. We can either let the turmoil boil like stormy seas, or we can be tranquil and still as a lake..

And in that moment of reflection, I thought how simple life can be, if we would just surrender to that vibration of Peace and love.

For we are all vibration, resonating, out our thoughts which add to the frequencies which  add to the music of the world.

We can either be angry, irritated, mean with each other, discontent, like a discordant note. Or we can be calm, kind, sharing with each other and be at peace, adding our harmony into the world. At any given moment, we choose what Vibration we sent into the ether that creates either chaos or balance. 

Many have forgotten how to surrender to that moment,  to go out into nature, to stop and  listen, be it the harmony of the bird song, the wind rustling in the tree tops or the music of the babbling brooks or to walk by the Ocean, listening to the rhythm  of the waves crashing upon the shore. 

So in this moment of reflection, as I tumble into that silence space of thought, where I am all, and yet where I am nothing, as I surrender to that space, that vibration of peaceful harmony where I join as one with everything and yet I float alone content just to BE. 

We are the Pulse of Life, and life reflects back which tune we play..

I choose harmony… even if we can only find that space for Five minutes in our day, we owe it to ourselves to find that space within, and become the Pin that drops in that moment of reflection.

So my friends Listen to that silence space within and be content with who you are, for  when you add your music to the world by the very sound of your thoughts.. and become the Pin……. We then become like that shaft of light in the gloom.. There are many of us waiting to shine our lights through the storm clouds.. And when each of us join with our hearts in love and peace, we are each of us helping to add Light into our world.

I hope you find five minutes of your time to listen to the music below and really take in what the lyrics speak of.. 

Much Love to you ALL..

Let Your Thoughts Paint Your Vision of the Future.

 

 

The alchemy of consciousness that created you and me

Is nudging us to lift our hearts to open and begin to see

That the branches we stand upon within the Tree of Life

Keeps us reaching upwards, as you walk away from strife.

And from the lofty view, as we gaze back upon our path

We see the culmination of our thoughts that create such wrath

So, stand within your power, The elixir of your Light

As you open up your Vision, create a new brand-new Sight.

Know that your thoughts are the paint in all you do

You can either paint in bright colours or allow fear to dim your view.

 

© Sue Dreamwalker 2017 Oct.

The Power of Our Thoughts

Saved wallflower seeds from last year

THE POWER OF YOUR THOUGHTS!

I am always talking about the power of our thoughts and how they are very much underestimated and the tendency among light-workers is to think that we are individually too insignificant to make a difference. But with an understanding given to us by Ancient Wisdom, our thinking can be put in harmony with what we know of the Divine Plan, and within that plan, we can generate thought-forms of quality, that can turn the battle with the Dark Forces/negative in our favour to that of the Light Forces/Positive..

We can change our world by sending out our thoughts like sowing them like seeds upon the wind, casting them out to all who will listen..

We have to decipher the truth about what is going on, no matter what the mass media is telling us. Let us turn around the seeds that the Dark Forces have planted within our minds.. For that is what the media constantly plant… The Negative, for control. 

Mother Earth is at this moment helping bring about Compassion. It may not always be apparent to us, for all we can do is perceive tragedies and suffering which natural disasters bring about. But she is creating a Shift in consciousness which is needed to re-address the imbalance created. 

The mass consciousness can reach more individuals than the mass media, and can gain considerable momentum in shifting the balance of light and darkness on earth. It will touch the minds of people in their sleep, in quiet moments of contemplation during the day, in prayers, and even in the most unexpected moments of one’s daily life. And as minds change, so will the re-balancing begin to manifest on the earth plane.

Many are already experiencing these shifts, as they go through their own emotional turmoil as their own energy bodies fluctuate. Which may manifest in a variety of ways.  Many are now just feeling so confused. 

Wolf Totem Pastel sketch of mine.

But it is like the Native American Cherokee Story,of the Evil Wolf and the Good Wolf

it all depends upon Which Wolf you Feed? and the one you feed most is the one that Wins.

We all get caught up in the negative day-to-day events as we see them played out upon our TV screens and within our workplaces. And I am far from immune, and regularly have to withdraw, clear out and cleanse as I too realise  I can  get caught up within the swirl of negative energies.

And if I allow myself to get caught within the ‘Play’ being played out,  I am only helping to contribute to those dark forces which is bringing such depression and a downward spiral to events around the globe as I too contribute to the thought stream. The media are so very clever in its manipulation of emotions when they want to sway the general public in certain directions!

I have to choose which kind of world I want to create..So I have to learn to control my very thoughts, And think it into being accordingly and bring about my thoughts into positive Actions that generate Kindness and Peace, Compassion and LOVE..

So much have I thought of this these past few days, I have to choose.. I need to separate myself from people and their negative conversations, of gossip mongering, and Woe-is-Me Syndromes. From  political arena’s. Each Play, all full of drama. Not easy I know, but each of us have to take responsibility, not only for our Actions, but we have to remember each action started with a thought. So we also need to be aware that our Thoughts Create our Reality. 

So use those thoughts wisely and send them into the mass Consciousness without hatred, jealousies, and envy. Ask yourself how would you wish your life to be, and how would you wish yourselves to be treated. And what sort of world do you wish your children and grandchildren to grow up in. 

Our thoughts Create.. So Think!  and Grow!

Thoughts

Thoughts! A jumbled mash of words

Tumbling around scrambling to be heard

New ones that pop up unannounced

Old ones just waiting to pounce

 

Thoughts! Close your eyes, listen out

Rattling the mind, hear them shout

The one’s that are stuck and play in my head

Repeating over and over, deeds which were said.

 

Thoughts! Are pictures, Visions, and Plays

Running in circles, driving one mad some days

Mountains from mole hills they raise in your mind

Turning Truth into fiction and drama you’ll find.

 

Thoughts! Are dismissed banished from view

While others are street-cred making you blue

Scenarios, equations, painstaking depressed

All leading somewhere yes now I am stressed

 

Thoughts! That are caring sharing and kind

While others seek revenge at the back of one’s mind

Plotting, conniving, convincing and sharp

Playful endearing and game for a lark

 

Thoughts! that are evil debased and sink low

Put into compartments with nowhere to go

And thought that are free are refreshingly sincere

Lifting one’s spirit, the mind must be clear

 

Thoughts! Can be calm, gentle and at Peace

These are the ones which offer us release

Embrace and collect them, cherish them dear

For our thoughts have the power to release us from Fear

 

Thoughts of Love, Happiness and Joy

Remember our thoughts are far from a toy

Each a creation the mirror of your Soul

So manifest them wisely towards your own Goal

 

By © Sue Dreamwalker.

Waking Up the ‘Play’ Being Played Out.

Photo:  Scotland: Oban by Ferry to the Isle of Mull 2018

Most of you know I follow my instincts, and I found myself in the first weeks of January feeling an inward frustration of the energies which have been amplified by the collective energies we are all surrounded with, which seem to be coming to head in many parts of the world.

 And I was not immune from these energies. As I too could feel a surge of impatience and just felt the need to escape in a deep dark cave away from the noise the world was making. My mind needed Space and Solitude, and so began my Meditations again which came at just the right time, which was another ‘Sign’ to just BE and create.

When you begin to wake up to the world at large you begin to see the ‘Play’ in which those negative energies and low frequencies are kept at the forefront to keep you fearful. So, if you are not careful you can soon become embroiled in their plot as your emotions carry you along with the herd mentality of blame and name calling.

Here in the UK this huge ‘play act’ at the moment is called Brexit, and each place around the world has similar such plays being drawn out, whose themes are to divide, ware down and conquer.  And ware you down it does. 

So, I felt I needed space, I still feel I need that space, I have felt an urgency to complete the things I promised myself I was going to complete but never have for several years. This includes putting together a collection of my poetry to one day pass along to my Granddaughter.

But when ever I sat down to write, I would find myself in a nostalgic mood, even my dream time was reliving past events, with work colleagues long gone.  And I realised it was yet another clearing out and letting go, a sort of mourning of my youth, for much of my dream time  I was always my younger self. 

Through my meditations, I realised further, that as we perceive time as speeding up most of us are feeling this now. I was in fact saying goodbye to my old self, the old Earth, and I felt sad, in limbo, and my frustrations were not only born of the outer world, but of my inner world. For I felt I was not doing enough to ensure Light and Love wins this vital ‘play’ we are all acting within our material world.  

Understanding what I know, about the Earth Cycles and how we repeat our History at certain intervals and how certain planetary events are now once again showing us their ‘Signs’, and yet no one is really paying attention. Because we are all caught up within these Programmes of Distraction.

For those reading my words who are not familiar with lightworkers, and their inbuilt calling, I may appear to be rambling. But I have been reconnecting with Spirit, and I was reassured that on a soul level many have chosen to transcend the frequencies to a new Earth.  And that what we have been experiencing on a subconscious level are the adjustments of deep-seated emotional bonds which are now being severed.

I know others too have felt like they have needed space, to withdraw, and regain their energies. Starting new projects or moving location and beginning new adventures.  I was told that we are now ready to jump start these frequencies, but to do so, we have to acknowledge the transition within by asking Source, our guides etc to assist us.

New Earth is a place we have to create within our hearts, as to what kind of World we wish to exist in.  By holding onto the past, and the ‘Old’ ways, we are not allowing ourselves to break free of these Old programmes which have held us captive within this Matrix for Aeons. Each of us are going to have to observe what is repeatedly turning up and work through our own reality, while respecting others are having to work through their own.  

We are all proceeding through our own Transition at our own pace, given our awareness, and by no means are we going to just suddenly find ourselves in a New World in an instant.  We have to create our own path, by our own choices. Each are responsible for their own actions. And if we want changes to happen, we have to be prepared to make changes in our own lives. I saw how Judgemental I still am, and how much inner work I still need to do. Hence my last post of Fixing the Inside. Those who are and have been in control of the way this world works for so long now are ramping up the negatives, I feel it, and I also felt myself being drawn into their web.

This is why it is so important right now to release the pain we have all of us been holding inside of us, not only in this life time, but in past lives. When we can adjust, and truly let go, and send love into those whose hearts are closed and full of darkness, and when we can truly live in gratitude and from our heart consciousness, letting go of the fear being generated.  When we fully understand we are Eternal Beings of Light, we then are all helping Shift our Old World into New Earth.

I began this year by making changes to my own routine.  More exercise in the morning and meditation. I took to writing a book containing my thoughts and poems. I read somewhere, just write, and see how it flows, you can edit it all later, but it became almost biographical in nature as I found myself bringing many past events to the surface. I wrote nearly 10,000 words, then deleted it to begin again.  I saw how nostalgia was bringing back those past emotions which also needed to be deleted.

Hedgehog in Spring my art in Oils

We should never be afraid to start afresh and try something new, as I worked in oils instead of my preferred Acrylics for only the second time in my life. I thought it apt my artwork in the new year was of one of my favourite little animals who visit our garden. At the moment he too is hibernating in our garden until Spring, and at the first sign of danger he curls up in a ball.  His outer coat of spikes protecting his softer underbelly.

I realised I was curling up into a ball, when in fact I needed to uncurl and face that which I had been putting off. I had told myself, while wanting to write a book, the unworthy aspect of my childhood was still controlling my thought programming.

When the Old breaks apart, we have to be prepared to relearn and find new ways of Being, and when we want to achieve something, we have to put the work in.

It’s time now for those of us who are on our Missions to unify our vision of the future, rather than concentrating on the brokenness of the now.  Thoughts are Energy and we need to work upon our selves to see by opening our own hearts we contribute to the whole of humanity by our collective energies. I realised how easily our energies are being tested and how quickly we can get dragged back down.

 So create your new self in the new world, and what kind of New world we wish to live in.

I know this is a long post, and if you have made it to the end. Thank you.

I thought it apt that I came across this video again after writing this post. It ties in nicely about letting go of the past. 

Much Love to you ALL..