Believing In a Better World..

I am sure that many of us wonder just where we are heading in our world which on the surface may appear to be more violent and aggressive every day.. Despite all the horrors I still believe in Miracles..
For those who are regular readers will know, I speak often upon the Earth Changes and how best we can help bring in positive change into the world.
So instead of surrendering to the Fear and joining in the judgements of others. I remind myself of my own story and focus upon my own creations. We need to stay centred within our own Peace, and stand in our own Truth.
It is up to us who believe in Love and miracles that Change for the positive is possible. It’s up to us to spread love and not get embroiled in the Fear Games we are seeing being played out by the few.. We do that by Believing, and knowing that we live by our own choices.

I know I choose Love and Caring, Not Fear and Hatred..

I truly believe that eventually love can overcome all, because each holds within us a Divine spark of our loving creator. And no matter how deeply that spark is buried within Anger and Hatred, Prejudice, Greed or Programming, I know that deep within us all there is that need to be loved..
Lightworker’s around the world are connecting together in ever greater numbers, and amazing pieces of our puzzles are slotting together as synchronicity is at work, I know I am connecting here on WP with some beautiful souls who share in my dreams of Peace.
Humanity is experiencing a dramatic shift in consciousness, and as with all change, we have to let go of the old before new ways of being can materialise. The transition is likely to be a bumpy ride. But if we join in the fear and anger it will only amplify and attract more of the same.

I can sympathise with those who maybe feeling restless as change seems unbearably slow. We have long known about the ‘Shift’ well we are the ‘Shift’.. We are the ones who have to change our attitudes and our perceptions. But it is no good waiting for the outcome of our world to change in the distant future..

For WE are the Change,

and what we think and do now with our intentions and Actions, Are the outcome..

I will leave you with Dr Bruce Lipton’s thoughts on how our minds are programmed.. And what we need to help the next generation realise that they are Loved..

Let us learn to once again CARE and Live from our Hearts as One..

In LOVE..

~Sue~

Breaking the Silence..

It’s been several months now since I last posted anything here within my blog… Those who have followed me throughout the years, know I often take short breaks… We need those breaks to reconnect within ourselves as we gather inner peace and listen to our inner wisdom, that the outer world of noise often closes in, which can detach us from that inner peace.

That outer chatter  can drain the empathic soul of energy, as their sensitivity feels the energies of others who are experiencing troubling times. So, we need to recharge, revaluate, and reconnect back within our purpose, as we reconnect back to our inner guidance of why we are here.

Are we in service to self? Or service to others?

So while my spirit was willing to return some time ago, I guess the Universe had other ideas of how short or how long that break would be.  But again, those who know me here also know I follow my intuition,  my gut instincts… And each time I made the slightest thought of returning, something cropped up that stopped me, and my inner knowing knew it was not yet that time to break the silence.
So, I listen to the silence, that space within, that has always guided me through out my journey here. For when I have not listened, I have often regretted not following my first instincts.

I am sure many of you now, once again are tapping into your inner guidance, that is telling you by the feeling in the pit of your stomach, that something is not quite right. You know it deep within your being, but as yet you are still in fear of voicing your thoughts out loud, in case it goes against the narrative.

That fear maybe have driven many to make choices to feel included and not excluded from society, thinking they are not only serving others, but are protecting others…  Each of these choices have been individual soul choices.

My  own instincts right from the onset of this last two years period have held me in my own sovereign power of freedom to choose to think, to be objective, to think outside the box, and also have an open mind to see all points of view. Except it seems of late one isn’t allowed an opinion that is outside the box, which brings in discussion or debate.  I have seen so many good honest people get censored, and silenced, because they had an alternative view, or brought clarity and facts to the fore.  But that is all about to change, as I have a feeling in the not too distant future, those who have been silenced will be proved to have been speaking the truth all along.  Time as they say will tell. And History no doubt will report to our future generations of this time, this War we are in right now.. For make no mistakes… This is a spiritual, consciousness war on Humanity as a species..

I have always been diligent in my research to define perception within our reality of this Illusionary world. For we have each of us from birth been brought up within the paradigms of how we perceive within this vibration of our 3 D reality on Mother Earth.  All is perception.  But that 3D reality is now shifting rapidly,  and we too are being shifted into those frequencies we at a soul level have chosen to resonate within and experience.

Most of us do not know the truth of this world… How can we?  For we each of us are just experiencing our own little pieces of life, our own reality, our own creations.  We gather our perceptions via how we experience, how are taught, what we are told, and mostly today what our media platforms inform us with about what is happening on a world wide scale. We seem to have lost the ability to critically think for ourselves to discern what is truth from fiction.. Relying instead on being told what to think, and no longer question.

So, like when we were in school and we asked WHY?? so many times, to Question the teacher.  We were told Because, that’s how it is. And if you were bold enough to have a different view point, or point out something you thought was different, often times your teacher would say you were being disruptive and you were punished.

So gradually you learned not to question… You kept silent… Because fear stopped you for voicing your own opinions..   That was my experience… I remember vividly getting the blackboard chalk thrown in my direction as I questioned something I didn’t understand.  As I was made to look stupid and was made an example of, as my school friends laughed… So we are made then to feel shame and guilt so we keep silent and comply.

Learning from our history books, we rely on historians bringing us the facts as They see them and research them. We don’t question them because we believe we are being told the truth.  So we learn the dates parrot fashion of major historical battles, Kings, Queens, and Presidents, along with the famous explorers and those whose names and dates you would have to remember. And we think, because we are told to believe this is truth that this is the truth..   

And of course, we believe it because we are told it happened and how do we know otherwise. What happened 200 years ago, no one was alive today to experience it.. So we rely upon those books to shape our view of history and how it was… I ponder on how History will record this timeline we are currently experiencing now? I ponder upon that a lot. 

History was one of my all-time favourite subjects as a child in school…  And once I left school to become an adult. I thought I knew a lot about our world..

How wrong I was…. I know Nothing!.. Because Nothing is what it seems …

So dear friends, those who still may be here to read this Dreamwalker’s thoughts, who after all, are just thoughts, just perceptions… They are neither right or wrong, just as those who perceive their reality is neither right or wrong.. They are how we perceive our world through the time line of our perception and our experience..

I’ve spoken before about a split happening within our world… The Hopi Indians also spoke of that fork in the road… That time is now firmly upon us… And so the Silence within has now brought about the time now to speak…

So my poem was below was written last month…  

 

When to speak and when to rage

When to shout out from within your cage

The Time is NOW, each voice to be heard

So take up the arrow, to pen with our words

 

For we each need to stand in our corners of truth

If not for yourselves, then for our children and Youth

For if you’ve not yet awoken to deceit and lies

Then our future’s Children will cry out WHY?

 

Ask yourself why do things not make sense

Its time to stand up and get off of the fence

Stop listening to narratives, research for yourselves

You’ll be surprised at the truth, if deep you delve

 

Let go of your fear, which separates and kills

Break free of the Matrix programable pills

Which one did you swallow, the blue or the red?

It matters not now. It’s our Future, and the seeds we spread

 

Do we spread Fear! Control, and Hate?

Or do we spread Love, and Be more Compassionate

The choices we make, ALL have consequence

As our world is now shifting from this old Third Dense.

 

The old is no more, the New is yet to evolve,

The corrupted systems first though, must be dissolved

Each are responsible for the sovereignty we hold

So it’s time to stand up, speak out and be bold..

 

We are a People, whose strength knows no bounds,

Our voices are our vibration, so let’s make our sounds

Imagine if you will, the power of the Heart

As we unite together as a New Earth we do start.

 

We now stand at those cross-roads, it’s up to me and you

Now is the time to choose our pathway, the choice is yours to do

I choose to live in my heart, which isn’t ruled by my head

I choose by being Love, letting go of fearful dread

 

When liberties are taken in a world that’s gone astray

The mirrors of reflection show us just how important is our say

Its not until we are restricted within the prison of our own fears

Let’s not lock our children and Grandchildren into more slavery years

 

The Signs are clear to see when you look at prophecy

They say everything has purpose within society

When all stop complying and the Fear you Let go

To change, it’s all so simple, like a little word called NO!

©Sue Dreamwalker November 14^th 2021.

The Silence Is Gone! It’s time to Speak!

Hello my faithful friends who have stood by and who now read my words. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of your thoughts and the energy that you have sent my family and I.  You do not know how much I have appreciated the support of good friends as we now navigate through the most important time in our planet’s history.   I have needed this pause… The longest pause I have ever taken since I began blogging, some Fourteen years since 2007, when I began my quest here on Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary.  

Many of us have over the years been navigating our own inner tunnels as we have dove deep within ourselves, exposing our inner wounding, and letting go of our own dark shadows .. We do that by bringing them up to the surface, and as we face them, we heal the wounds of the past by learning to forgive and let go as we move up through our vibration into the next frequency phase of our being.

Sometimes we have had traumatic experiences thrown at us that have caught us off guard. I also know many of us here have faced those tunnels, as we have travelled our Earth journey, which have led us to feel at rock bottom… But you know sometimes, like those seeds we plant in our earth.. They need that darkness, they need that pause from life, in order for them to grow…  Many of us need to sink deeper in order then to rise..

We have had such a pause within our Earth Plane this past year, and many now are starting to rise, grow and expand out into the Light of knowledge and truth… And its going to be a glorious time in the future New World, we are all here to birth. But not before we have all experienced some painful Truths both to ourselves and our world. 

The struggle to get to the light often can be painful, like those seeds we plant, the effort it must take to push through frozen dark ground… Yet they emerge unscathed, and they bloom and thrive bringing both beauty and sustenance into the world.  They ask nothing in return. They are just BE-ing what they were created to BE…  The miracle of birth takes many forms..

 Knowing and seeing what I see in the world around me, I took refuge within, as I felt the Darkness surrounding me, trying to consume the Light of not only I, but that of my family around me.  I have been battling my own doubts and insecurities as the world around me folded in on me like a dark cloud, raining down its tears.  I peeled back more layers of myself, and confronted that weakness within me. The one that casts doubts, the one that whispers in your ear to say you are not worthy all over again.

 A blogging friend reminded me on a comment on my last post that perhaps it was the Darkness, trying to extinguish my light… I knew even before I read her thoughts that was  what was happening… This has happened many times during my life, as our vibration rises, we have to understand that forces too are present that want to extinguish the light. Forces that feed only from fear and negative vibrations of sadness, depression and grief. And when we are at a low ebb in life, we allow those negative vibrations a chance to grab hold and dominate.

But we are Light warriors and we hold faith in the Light, and we know within our being Nothing can stop the Light of Love and Truth.

So, as the Spring Equinox begins unfolding, so too, I feel it’s time to share once again my thoughts. Thoughts which I have long suppressed, because many may find the Truth as I see it not perhaps their truth as they see it.. And that is perfectly fine… There is No One Truth. We all of us are on our own journey of discovery and there are always going to be those who perceive life and their surroundings differently. Because we ALL  see from a different perspective, given our view of the world, and our educational knowledge of inner standing. Nothing is ever cast in stone. All is interwoven and interchangeable, because we are all us Multidimensional Beings.

All of us with our roles and parts to play within our Earth Journey.  

This New Earth we are about to witness splitting open may begin to cause even greater confusion, and it will perhaps cause people to take sides, through fear and lack of Knowledge.  It may cause us to encounter great Anger rising, as we are shown the reality of this World, as the spotlight is cast to shine upon the Dark corners of a world, which have been hidden from us for so long.

We have  remember too, we have many life times of suppressed emotions, which are now bubbling to the surface as we encounter mega Earth Changes as frequencies rise, and our own Light codes are activated within to remember.  This is the sorting of the Wheat from the Chaff.. The Good from Evil, and the Love over Fear.  We already are seeing those divides as fear is making people act irrationally and out of control.. We see it within our communities, within our governments, and within our media platforms. We see how it is affecting our family and friends.. We are all now going to have to step up and be prepared to stand in our truth. The side I choose is Sovereignty, the side I choose is Reason, the side I choose is what feels right within my heart.. 

What feels right within your heart? Does what is happening world wide feel right to you? 

Let me begin by saying right now. I take no side… of any political preference… For what we are seeing unfolding in our New Earth goes far deeper than left or right, or any affiliated parties within our World. … This is about our consciousness… It is about our Freedom. It is about what is Right from our Hearts perspective. It is about our Spiritual Journey, our Transition, and it’s about our Sovereignty and about our Humanity.

It is about The Human Race as a species, and its about what kind of world do we want for our future generations to come?  It is about Raising our frequency to embrace what we were always meant to be, but we were highjacked long ago from that progression.

Now it’s Our Time to rise out of the Darkness of that suppression into Unity, Love, and Truth of who we really are, and why we are now here at this moment in time. 

We all intuitively KNOW what feels right and what feels wrong…  So its now time for those of us who know the difference, to step up, and speak our truth on what feels right.. And what feels wrong. And use our Energy in creating Positive Changes both in ourselves and within our world. We do that by educating ourselves. We do it by discernment, we do it by critically thinking for ourselves and not being told what to think by others. We do it by researching facts, facts which daily are being wiped, censored and silenced, because they are not in alignment with certain narratives. 

This Spring Equinox I feel will be like no other, as we shall see unfolding before us, Truths which have long been withheld and Truths which will both shock and disturb the unexpecting public at large. Who have no clue as to the reality of this matrix and how it has been governed or controlled for thousands of years.  But this is part of the birthing process…

Those of us who are Mothers, know how painful that process can be..   But after all of that pain, comes the JOY…. And that my friends is where we are at… The contractions are well underway, and the Birthing is imminent.  So We need to prepare..

We need to be strong… and we need to be calm…. We need to BREATHE!!!   Above all we need to hold Unity Consciousness, and the vibration of Love in our hearts, as we begin to realise just how our energy is played, and utilized by others.

So, it’s important we keep our vibrations in love, and forgiveness. As we send out to ALL in the world who are in need. There is so much going on than we are seeing right now. So we need to keep our hearts open, focus on Unity,  and stop being so fearful, for we are being played by those dark forces who are manipulating us into letting go of our birth rights as Free, Sovereign Human Beings.  

Remember, Love far out-ways Fear…. And what we give out, we also receive back, what goes around comes around.

We are now about to witness an energetic battle of Dark to Light. As our world has been governed for millennia by nefarious, malevolent Beings who have controlled the masses by seducing and using many by Greed and evil within their positions of power.   

As we navigate this New Birthing process of New Earth which is now ready to be birthed and pushed into the Light of Day

Its now time to turn the Dark to light and we are all here to help each other navigate into our New Earth.

My we unite in love and compassion, as we Stand up, to become the Light Warriors of New Earth we came here to Be..

💖 Much Love and Gratitude to ALL 💖

Hoodwinking Ourselves? Part One.

 

I have been very quiet and reflective of late, I’ve been observing, digesting, absorbing information from all kinds of sources. Just sitting in my own quiet space of contemplation as all around me unfolds.

We may think we know the world in which we live, until the world in which we live starts breaking apart. Then you peer into the cracks that you thought held the fabric of our civilisation together. Only to realise the glue that was holding it altogether was nothing more than your perception of what you had been taught and programmed to See.

I have been peering into those cracks and deep crevices for over Twenty Five years. Yet in all of those years of deep diving not only into my inner-core of my own faults, as I purged out past traumas of unconscious and subconscious emotions. But as I peered deeper within Earth’s History, our Ancestors, and that which has been hidden from sight for thousands of years. I cannot even begin to express the deeper wounds, which many of us still have to purge out, that still have to surface. Nor can I even begin to tell you of the traumas and the horrors still happening to millions of innocents across our globe right now.  

This is a deeper write than many of my posts, but I need to write it. Because I need to expose those cracks, and flaws, because if I chose to ignore them I could not in all honesty face myself in the mirror, if I sat silently by while our Human Sovereignty of our rights as Human Beings, along with our freedoms and liberties which are being so severely threatened, and are being dismantled. And once taken, if we do not wake up, will be forever lost.  

My Sanctuary here is precious, and I in no way wish to contaminate it with negative thinking. But the Light of Day, also has the Dark of Night… We cannot live in the world of Light, ignoring the world of Darkness… We know that within this realm both exist.

Balance as I have always stated is the key within our dualistic reality. But a war has been waged, and we are now within this war. It is like no other war we have experienced within our past. This is a war on our Consciousness. It’s a war on our Souls, it’s a war on our Humanness our Spirits. It is a war on our Minds, and the weapons are not guns or rockets. The weapons being used are Phycological mind games.   And if you have not woken up to that as yet, I urge you to do your own research, do not take my word. In fact, I would sooner you didn’t… Because everyone owes it to themselves to find out the truth for themselves. And see just how hoodwinked we have really become..

Image credit Encyclopaedia Britannica

 

So why am I speaking these words right now? Because dear friends, I cannot keep silent, while I watch those Dark energies who are wanting to destroy our world of our freedom and liberties and our very humanness.  We know that only in the brightest of Light, expose’s those Dark Shadows…. And our mission as ‘Light Workers’ not only involves spreading light. But it also involves exposing those shadows with our light.. 

Now is just such a time, when those Shadows are being brought to the surface as those who work in the Light bring them into the awareness of others.  So its time for me to step up, speak up, and if you do not agree that is fine… your path is yours to choose, just as mine is mine to choose. And you need read no further…. As yet we all have free will to choose.. But believe me, if these Mind Games continue without our becoming aware of what is behind them, then our freewill is in dire jeopardy. 

The uncovering of Darkness, is never easy to expose, for we would sooner see all that is good in the world. And yes, there is much goodness, but there is also so much that has been hidden from Humanity, that our awareness of seeing this evil for ourselves has become blinded by the indoctrination of our perceptions…

To show you what I mean, before I go further with part two of this series I will enclose a clip of falconry and how they train a bird of prey… And how the expression to Hoodwink someone came about.  And you will see just how easy it is to hoodwink a whole population 

Enjoy your weekend… Until next time in Part two where I speak about our own Shadow work and how we are finding ourselves being triggered. 

💖Much Love to you All… 💖 

Oh and just as I was about to press publish I got this message from WordPress I transferred my blog here ten years ago but I have been blogging since 2007.. How time is flying!… Make the most of Every Moment!  Each moment is precious!

 Happy Anniversary with WordPress.com!

You registered on WordPress.com 10 years ago.

Thanks for flying with us. Keep up the good blogging.

 

Going Within and Beyond Fear ~ In 2020

Going beyond the Fear…

Lorie Ladd speaks from her heart, as I speak from mine. Her words and those of Tina Turners can say it much better than I can, I hope you can spend ten minutes of your time, listening to each of their words….  As I share a new message from Lorie and an old one from Tina Turner from a post I made in 2016.

May each of us Hold Peace  and Love within our Hearts.

 

As we reach out in Love to all in need of LOVE.

May we Unite in LOVE as we Join as ONE

And may that Song of LOVE remain within your hearts

As we go beyond those who would instil Fear into it.

💖 Love and Blessings, to All 💖

Free Will to Choose~ May we ALL choose well..

I am sharing again this post I wrote in the past for a second time, the last time was two years ago… I am closing comments upon this post simply to give myself enough time to catch up as I have been absent from my blog and visiting your posts for a while… And I need to catch up with many of you.. 

There are many words I want to share right now, But the woman’s thoughts and visions that are expressed here go someway in explaining the deeper layers of what is unravelling here on Earth at this time in Gaia’s and our transformation. 

Deep down many of us who are silently watching, know deep within our being things are not adding up in the world….  Healing begins when we dive deeper within our own hearts, as we let go of our fears and stop blaming and shaming, but take a good hard look in the mirror to see what WE, myself included,  that all of us are projecting out into the world and what is being mirrored right back…

The time has come for us all to open our eyes and hearts, as we owe it ourselves to  do our research as we sort out the wheat from the chaff and not rely upon one source of information but do our own digging deeper into the what is truth and what is fiction.. Love and Blessings to you All… 

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The Healing Begins: ~Responsibility~

…….‘Our Free Will had been part of our demise, and yet it would be our ‘Free Will’ which would help heal Mother Gaia.……..”

During one of the woman’s meditations with our Earth Mother, she had mentally asked about the ‘disease of mankind’ of his greed and how among such beauty had man chose his present path. Which had led to such pollution, destruction of habitats and species, and how can individuals help to change the world for the better?

The woman had sat focused upon the flame of a candle and the light of it showed her the beauty and purity of the Earth as it evolved. She saw how each of the species had chosen to be seeded and how those higher beings within creation had a master plan.

She saw the whole Universe breathe in and breathe out, as the vibration of creation moved as one. She saw the atoms spinning and was made to understand that each atom within its space was connected to the next.. And if one moved one atom then all other atoms had to move for one affected all, and that all were vibration.

She was shown how her DNA had been taken and fused and altered from its original intention. And she saw how those missing strands which had been taken, now trapped her within this Matrix by beings who long ago conquered this system for their own ends. 

Her vision then took her through her own body showing her the cells within her that died and were replaced.. Nothing was lost. The woman realised that she too was her own Universe forever being created a new. She felt the same, and yet her body was never the same for it was constantly changing constantly evolving… Renewing, Replenishing, Transforming.. She instinctively knew she could manipulate every living cell within her being if so desired. But we had lost this knowledge of BEing as our programming had been tampered with.   

She was shown how her thoughts through the years had created the blockages within her system.. The vortexes of light within her spinning chakras in some area’s now lacked the life force they should have. She understood how through the years this had affected her energies. Amplifying her  fears, affecting her  lack of self-love. Her  thoughts within creating her energy body causing illness and disease .. All came in a flash within her mind.

She was shown we were far from alone, and that we were still being guided and watched over, and that we each hold the ‘Key’ within us to help our Earth Mother. Our Free Will had been part of our demise, and yet it would be our ‘Free Will’ which would help heal Mother Gaia. And each were responsible for our thoughts and actions..

Sing your Song for the Trees of the Earth It seems many are under attack right now. 

She was taken up high out of her body to sit in space above the blue planet. She was permitted to see the many Ley lines of energy which was a girth around the planet. She saw how some were strong while others had weakened and others appeared broken, disconnected, lifeless lines that although visible had no energy running through them. She saw how many military bases were now positioned along these ley lines and power points. Everything is revealed to those who open their eyes. 

The woman saw how many souls were still Earth bound, trapped within the perpetual cycles of Attachments of Desires, Greed, Guilt, Anger, Grief, held entrapped, held prisoners by the very same thing that had given them Freedom of choice.. ‘Freewill’…

Each soul/Cell weighed down in the density of matter affecting the whole of consciousness, which in turn fed thoughts within the creation of reality. As around and around they span..

Yet she saw too how change was spreading as more now were asking questions, and seeking answers from both science and their governments. No longer are people readily in acceptance of control, ‘Free-will’ was dictating the need of responsibility which was accelerating humanities desire for harmony and Unity. 

Acceleration was now a tangible feeling as Time it’s self seemed to spin ever faster and yet confusion was still within many as the energies tossed them around creating a feeling of anticipation yet it held so much fear, for many still had not awoken to themselves. And could not trust their intuitive inner Being.

The Woman now knew it was TIME… Time to take responsibility.. Time to Speak her Truth as she perceived it to be, understanding that many held their versions of the Truth within them. And collectively when all pieces of that truth came together, no one could deny that truth, because they too  would just know it to be True. 

 All we need,is to trust in the LOVE within.

And share it with one another, 

MUCH LOVE.. 

💖 

 

  This is a resurrected post from the past. which has been tweaked. 

 

 

Following Our Hearts ~ And Intuition 💖

Nature Heals

The woman observed the world through her window, shutting out the noise, as she shut the door on the media belching out negative vibrations 24/7.  She walked outside putting on her boots as she tried to shed the uncontrollable feelings of anger as the tears stung at the back of her eyes..

Why was she being triggered in such a way, what had caused such a reaction in her just now that she had to leave the house, her heart beating so hard and so fast in her chest she thought she may well wrench, she felt so sick in the pit of her stomach..

Shock takes a while to set in, and she thought the world at large was mainly still in shock all these months later.. Not believing just how quickly liberties and freedoms, were being eroded and people were just not seeing the bigger picture she was seeing.

What hope did she have? Inside her heart was breaking as she knew what was unfolding, and yet the smile she had always bore externally to others was slowly disappearing as she crumbled inside.

Scattered wild seeds will thrive where ever scattered

She had gone through many such dark times, periods of such deep desolate heart ache and feeling alone. Now she saw the world being asked to purge out its own deep seated trauma in a matter of months, while it had taken her years of deep soul searching those inner wounds, bringing them one by one to the surface to face the light of day as she shed her own inner wounds she had carried from childhood and even further back in previous lifetimes..

So why had this new announcement right now affected her so much… The PM’s words still rang in her ears as the media had belched it from the other room..

She continued her walk, the tears now no longer stinging the back of her eyes were now freely running down her cheeks… She wiped them away with the back of her hand, chastising herself for being so emotional. Yet something deeper she knew had triggered that reaction. She sat on the ground, breathing deeper as she calmed her inner fury.

Thank goodness she was aware…. So many were not, and no wonder so many were breaking down right now as they hadn’t the knowledge she had been given that inner knowing, or understood the multiple layers of generational grief and personal trauma now activated on mass within the collective Trauma which was now being released on a massive scale.

Daisies bringing memories of Childhood: Different Chains now loomed

It was coming to slap us all in the face, as the world was breaking down, exposing our helplessness, isolation, and internal shaking of rage bubbled its way to the surface. People lashing out at others in frustration as the old had to crumble before the New could arise. 

She was lucky in that she had like minded souls upon her journey, a journey she had willingly stepped upon to be here at this time in the Earth’s Transition…

All her life she had felt she had a mission… Now more than ever she felt this mission was being activated as her purpose of being here was to witness this very moment and so, as she sat upon the ground looking upon the wild flowers she had planted in spring, she closed her eyes and allowed her mind to drift back…

Cornflowers blue hearts blowing in the wind.

……. The scene jumped up before her vision. A market place swarming with many people of long ago in another life, she could smell the spices in open baskets and the sweat of men as they pushed her aside.. She was hurrying between the stalls picking out the vegetables and fruits, she must get home as soon as she could, she dared not be late…  She pulled her veil closer around her face.. Her dark eyes barely visible as she reached to pay the stall holder..

The next image, she was cowering in a corner, shivering in fear… pain seared through her flesh as she had endured another beating… The baby in her belly she had protected, but her two younger children were crying uncontrollably…  Inside she screamed to escape, but she had her children to protect…

Her arranged marriage was one of convenience of families paying debts, she, a chattel, a possession only. To a man whose violence would often unleash for no reason other than he had had a bad day..  She was not allowed to speak, she had learnt the lesson of that early on in her marriage..  And no longer now shared an opinion, and now rarely spoke in his presence for fear of saying the wrong thing.. So she kept silence except for speaking to her children who were also learning about violence and dominance and the treatment of  women, for the woman was to serve and submit and stay silent..

Standing Tall even among the showers and wind.

The woman’s eyes opened..  Now she understood, as the view came back into focus… She sat still, processing her meditation as she visited her other self in another timeline of yesteryear..

She needed to be gentle with herself as she healed yet another aspect of those deep inner wounds, which she also now had contributed to other fresher wounds of unworthiness in this life time… So many pieces falling, fitting, and as she assembled them, many over previous  years had come to light… As each past life revealed its own particular wound..

This life she had always known was one of Letting Go….  She needed to let this one go also..  So. she thanked the Universe for yet another insight.  She would find a different approach, a spiritual approach of dealing with this particular emotion of being gagged yet again in this lifetime.. She was not going to be submissive, she would find her own way of saying NO! She needed oxygen to breath. She had done her research and she only wished others would do their own and think for themselves.  

Her voice and those of others she knew would be heard…  She knew deep within her soul that the harder one pushed, the harder the push back came… She also knew what she had seen in her vision years ago was slowly manifesting before her eyes… And she could no longer keep silent.. She could no longer be submissive…

Each low point reached she had raised herself back up.. And this now was a collective raising of consciousness…. And in order for those who still slept soundly to wake up… Perhaps they too had to reach their lowest point in order to rise up…

We are multi layers and ALL of us are ONE.

And when we see the truth, and face the truth within ourselves,. and when we learn to nurture ourselves, and hold that compassion for others.   She saw the collective uniting in a Global healing as hearts opened as they released and let go of all of their inner wounds. Yes there would be tears, and Yes there would be anger as the collective reached it’s own Dark Night of the soul just as she had years ago.

We are now being Triggered, many were reacting in fear.. But many more were beginning to question and wake up to something isn’t adding up.. Something isn’t quite right.  She knew others felt the same… even though as yet their voices were still silent in the wings… But they too would speak their truth… For Truth remains truth no matter how many lies are weaved…

My Transformation Butterfly painting

She was breaking through her chrysalis; her wings were now flexing as she took her instinctive leap of faith… She knew she was ready to fly…  She smiled as the Sun broke through the clouds. She had to follow her own heart… No one else’s… Her heart would discern and she felt it’s beat now loudly calling her to follow her instincts.   And what she felt deep inside she felt was right.  

Unity, New Earth and Transformation. The power of Three.. 

 

“Sorrow prepares you for joy. It violently sweeps everything out of your house, so that new joy can find space to enter. It shakes the yellow leaves from the bough of your heart, so that fresh, green leaves can grow in their place. It pulls up the rotten roots, so that new roots hidden beneath have room to grow. Whatever sorrow shakes from your heart, far better things will take their place.”
― Rumi

Dream Time:~New Earth~ My Painting Part One..

So I sit,…. and I listen. Meditate, Paint Brush in hand. The rush of silence echoes in my ears like a rushing waterfall. My breath deepens as my lungs fill with air and I wait…  The water falls over the edge cascading down to crash into the depths below that then flow over huge boulders causing white water to splash, bubble and churn, before it finds its own level of peace and tranquillity as it then smoothly glides down river to become the mirrored lake. The reflection of Self.

 And so the world too will feel as if it too appears to crash over the edge, as people experience what their own ‘Dream-Time’ has been creating…. Which is their own experience of reality.   

The Dystopian world breaks into a Billion Fractals, like the particles of that waterfall each droplet once part of the whole… Down it falls. tossed and churned over boulders and stones, until it finds Peace and Tranquillity. Then once again it becomes Unified… It finds it’s balance.. The mirror reflects back all it was, all it will be, and all it ever Is, as Utopia is once again in focus….  All is Possible, When we Dream the Dream.. And so the cycle continues as the planets continue to turn..    

And my mind drifts back over time. For Time is who we are, we have no beginning, we have no end… Yet here we are within this moments experience. So, my mind took me back to the time I was a young child, always the Day dreamer. Always the silent one… Observing, somehow always knowing there was more beyond… Always sky watching, cloud watching, star gazing. …..Day Dreaming…..  Always escaping into the realms of imagination of play, or drifting into the world of make believe… I often saw what others couldn’t see… Yet I was never believed, because I was always the Dreamer.  We all imagine our Outer World from our Inner World.. 

 The Earth spins faster as our perception heightens, the storms brew, as our volatile thoughts rebound in circular tornadoes, of anger, hatred, jealousies.  The air we breathe gets sucked out, as the forest’s lungs are cut to the bone.  The rainfall flooding the planes, as our tears cry out as we drown in our sorrow of guilt and regret.  The layers of our Ancient ancestors of whom our blood is mixed throughout time of those various star visitors whose seeding we are part.

The Cycles of time spinning our globe in its ever-perpetual evolution.  The Garden of Life, it once was, which so many beyond the stars coveted, because of its richness, its diversity and interconnected wholeness.

 So many races wanted to seed this planet and fought over Gaia as they battled in heaven and on earth to become the masters, whose God like presence dominated and controlled. We hear much of the El and Elohim  yet do we really understand our beginnings and those Federations of Divine Councils who oversee this world and whose control is still amongst us. Do we really understand those ancient stories, of the Garden of Eden The Serpent of temptation and those lower energies holding Gaia in their grip. And so the painting is about to be born.. 

The Serpent

Part of my painting now sits before you, and yet it didn’t start out looking as it did… And it was still developing into something more deeper.  There were two circles surrounded by garlands of flowers. The Garden of Eden, I thought and as I painstakingly painted details of flowers that led out from the large empty sphere, a shiver ran through me, a memory, of long, long ago, when all was a garden… The Garden of Life…. Where Life was harmony where we danced laughed and gave thanks for the Earth, Air, Water and Fire… Where nymphs and fairies played in the dells and we spoke with our hearts,…… not in words, because we were all connected via the Spirit of Life itself…

Nature, Sprites and Angels

   The painting sat for several days looking pretty, I didn’t think to take a photo of it then… I thought to paint the whole Canvas black starting again, as the Universal galaxies spun before my eyes, and perhaps my own inner shadow cast itself over my being. Instead  waves of energy kept coming around and around like a spider’s web. So I painted circle after circle around the two spheres.. Adding glitter paint,  that would get painted over and over too.. ( My Husband even said how many layers are you going to paint, as you’ve painted over it again and again… I said  I will know when there are enough )    The energy came enveloping and devouring the earth.  The ley-lines of energy encircling the planet with its magnetism, portals, and underground systems.  

Energy Waves

  The garden had to go, instead it was covered with a web, a web of lines, as the energy was pulled in by a vast explosion of stars within my mind.. The waves of which rippled out into the cosmos for aeons to come… No longer were we dancing in unity.  A huge deluge of darkness swept into the planet which fed off the negative vibrations of suffering.  And these planetary players whose conquests had destroyed many other spheres of existence knew how to rape and pillage not only the minds of Humans, but they raped and pillaged Gaia herself of her precious minerals and gems including the invading negative black goo which had arrived thousands of years previously from destructive forces.

Another Pause as the painting sat for three days, as I kept looking deeper into its heart, as the New Earth was calling me, it needed more Glitter, it needed more Life..  It needed Truth..  It needed Love.. 

To Be Continued