Transcending through Transformation.

I love the Things with Wings.

Once upon a time there lived a little Caterpillar who lived among the cabbages and weeds. All day long he’d munch and chew, munch and chew, as bigger and bigger he grew.

And each day as he watched the birds high in the sky, he thinks how wonderful it would be to have Wings and fly, and live high up with the tree instead of munching low to the ground beneath the Cabbages making no sound.

Then one day he had a fright, as birds did swoop and peck with beak his cabbage leaf to shake his feet.

His friend was munching by his side when all of a sudden in big surprise the one with Wings did grab him tight, and off she flew with him out of sight.

Oh how he wished he had wings!

He munched his way among the leaves getting wet and cold with breeze, until one day he’d ate his Fill, and thought to himself he’d catch a chill.

He saw the birds all flying south and wished once more with yawning mouth that he too had wings.

And so when days did grow too cold, he spun a blanket around him to hold him suspended from wind and hail, He chose a spot in a sheltered Vale, and as he snuggles down to sleep he dreamt of birds with wings so sleek

At last from slumber he awoke as Sun rays did shine with heat to stroke his back as he did stretch his legs and he pushed his way out of his Bed.

He’s hung suspended upon his thread and waited until the sun shone on his head.

He stretched himself in all directions, and jumped with joy at his inspections, for no longer was he green and fat but he’d grown Wings now Fancy that..

He flew with Joy and lots of pride no longer now did he have to hide. He flapped his wings and fluttered High with wings did swoop and dive.

No longer was his world so dim for he was free to fly on whim.

He settled high on blossoms branch, oh how he loved his wings and danced.

At last I’ve got my wings to fly..

At last I’m flying In the Sky ..

For I am A Butterfly!

© Sue Dreamwalker  – 2011-2015 All rights
reserved.

May we all of us learn to weave threads which will help us soar  higher as we lighten our Vibration

May we transcend and change our perceptions that hold us in our negative patterns.

May we all be the change needed as we learn to Fly with wings anew

May we let go of the old ways of BEing

As we merge as One

In Love

 

Change is in our Hands

 

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This past year here on WordPress has seen a community of people from all across the world from so many varied backgrounds unite together…

I know all of you who visit here share similar thoughts.. We all wish for a more Peaceful World, whereby we can stop destroying the very planet that gives us breath and stop destroying each other. 

I truly believe by our unity of thoughts, our vision of a future which will eventually herald in a time of Co-operation, Peace and Sufficiency for All.

But like all New Beginnings there is a time when we have to let go of the old.. Many are now seeing the Old ways of being are no longer working and so we are all of us seeking a New Direction in our lives.. 

As we move towards another year ending  I see on the horizon many interesting developments, I sense them within my Being.  2014 started off Chaotic and it looks just as chaotic as it ends, but everything has purpose.

YOU need to Believe in your Dreams!.

And not get caught up in the Fear which is as rife as the epidemics being spoken about.   

We are witnessing a clearings around the world, We saw it in the financial collapses, the revelations about corruption, the revolts of dictatorships, the clearing out of those that do not align to the highest good will start and happen.. The cleansing is also reflected within our weather systems as we see the sky cry her tears of rain and snow.

The frequencies of our planet are altering, they will always change, such is evolution and how we evolve.  So as they do they are bringing forth more honesty, and openness, as we awaken spiritually again. We are learning anew how to work together in Unity.  This is not an easy time.. But we have to remember we came here to be part of this change and awakening process as we evolve and progress within this Paradime Shift in Consciousness 

It’s not going to be the over night success story, no we are seeing the birthing pains as I have mentioned here before on my Post Do You Choose Love Over Fear?  I wrote this in June of Last Year. 

Where I wrote Quote:

“Giving Birth is not without pain, and our new earth is only now going through her own birthing pains. .. We see it in the spasms of conflict, the wars, Hunger, poverty, displacement of refugees and the destruction through pollution of Mother nature.  Pains which are now being experienced which we humans have carried with us over many life times which emerge as we have built up Fear and Prejudices.”

When we give birth, we have many contractions, each one getting more and more stronger.. So too we will see as we move through the coming years events which on the surface to many may seem to many of us chaotic, disturbing, and which may impact upon ALL our lives.. But we chose to be here at this time of Change..

WE are the Change this Earth has been waiting for… and to read more of my thoughts on this I wrote back in 2011 Embracing Changes

With our thoughts, and our intentions of creating a more peaceful and eco-friendly world we will need to see the clearing away of the old as her water breaks.. ( Floods) 

The post that illustrates this best for your reading is a post I did in 2008  Called Gaia-The Earth Changes Here I share some channelled writing I had given me from 2006 from those realms who inspire us from Spirit to set us upon our path as they awaken us to the reasons why we came to Earth again.. A quote from this channelling reads..

“More are awakening, more are remembering, and saying I Am, I Am All that there is. I Am a Divine being, I Am Eternal. More are recognising who they are, whence they have originated from, and to where they will return.

And that Light permeates All things.

The stages of evolution once again are set. Mankind will be witness to this next stage. For many this stage will be Transition, for others Transformation, for others it will be Travesty.”

Our Vision along with our Actions are what will help this transition be a smoother one… If we allow ourselves to get embroiled in FEAR we fall straight into the hands of those who wish to continue to Control by Fear creating chaos… But if we join in unity, love, care, sharing, helping, giving. Then my friends we are creating a world of co-operation. 

  

So how about it, are you ready with your Vision?

What is your Vision?

What World are You creating for our FUTURE?

Love and Blessings

Sue

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Finding Balance within our World and within our selves.

Striking the right balance between our physical and spiritual selves is one of the most challenging aspects of existence. It has been such a rewarding journey along my road of both serving Spirit within my role as medium for over 20 years. And my decision last November to retire from my Demo’s in Spiritualist centres, And this year in my retirement from serving in my job role in supporting others with Learning difficulties and in Mental Health.

The transition at first was one that took some getting used to. But we are dual beings by our very natures, both spiritual entities bound to earth by our physical bodies. And we also have a duty to nurture both physical and spiritual  selves with equal devotion and love. So I decided to nurture me more and enjoy Life and the new found freedom Retirement offers as I get up to plan my day ahead.

Browsing the ‘Web’ of life if we are not careful can drag us into all sorts of Drama’s.. None which are our own.. Yet we are drawn to give our compassion and also our gratitude that we are born to walk our own pathway and not that of others in life who seem to be going through such turmoil and strife … And yet each of our separate stories are unequivocally connected.  Together we are all upon our Collective Path of Evolution as we traverse this Time of Change as We shift within our collective consciousness.

In my view it is the responsibility of each person on the planet to unite and balance their physical and spiritual selves so that the  aspects  we view as being different bring out the best in each other, creating a vibrant, dynamic, and workable whole. As we learn to start and Care again for each other and our world.

So much emphasis is being put upon the differences in our cultures right now, which is escalating Fear within many.  It matters not to me who you worship or that you worship at all.. All that matters is that our thoughts and feelings can determine the frequency at which we vibrate, and our vibration goes out into the world and attracts to us energy moving at a similar frequency.

We are the one’s who create our own reality, which is why we can cause a positive shift in our lives by raising our vibration.  Or we can cause a negative shift, as we lower our vibration to be in Fear and react in Anger and with prejudice.  Be that from War campaigns or Disease zones.   How we feel profoundly influences how we perceive our reality. It is important to remember that none of us are born with instruction manuals and that learning lessons is a lifelong journey. But it is also important to know that as we buy into Drama’s not our own, We give out our energy which adds to the whole. Which in turn then creates more of the same within our experience of reality.. 

No one is perfect.. We would not be here upon our Earth’s Experience if we had learnt all there is to learn. I have spoken upon the subject of Trusting the Universe before, and we are all of us engaged within that relationship with the Universe which responds to our Thoughts and Actions. I hope as you live in your own Now moments, you choose which vibration you wish  to attract into your lives for all of your tomorrows.. The choice really is up to us.. 

We truly need to but Treat the Earth and Each Other Well to bring about positive changes to our World. We are all of us responsible for our Actions and our  Thoughts that precede them 

 

 

 Love and Blessings

~Sue~   

 

My Awakening~ The Signs.

This post is part of Awakening to who you truly are… Whereby bloggers are posting each day in January their own experiences of awakening. In Barbara Franken’s Awakening Month..

Waking up does not always mean a spiritual awakening, of becoming aware of those energies and the life force’s ‘Chi’ around them.. We are all of us capable of feeling these forces, but most of us have forgotten upon entry to this world how to use our Mind and Energies. Plus our young minds are often suppressed at a young age to forget the nonsense of invisible playmates.   

Barbara asks us to give us a brief description about our backgrounds. That is is the easy bit.. The harder bit is telling you what constitutes to the Awakening process, as its a very different set of experiences for all of us.. 

I don’t wish this to sound like a biography, so for those wishing to learn more about my early soul journey they can read more in My Soul Journey series in my first draft of that series Here.. I wrote

“Since being a small child I felt I had a mission to complete……”

For those interested enough you can find in part 2  of My Journey  my early life experiences in my spiritual awakening, where I saw spirit in the form of a Nun, which many years later was confirmed to be one of my guides helping me through my young life.

I was destined to follow the ‘Signs’ to follow my spiritual path in the form of a Newspaper add  which literally jumped out at me as I wanted to de-stress.  That’s how I first came to  go to a Meditation class held in our Local Spiritualist Centre.  From there one step led to another as I enrolled in development and awareness classes as I re-discovered my mediumistic abilities and became a Spiritual Healer.. Later taking classes of my own .  The story of this Stage can be found in Part 3 of My Journey .

Finding oneself and waking up! often means we need to lose ourselves first

This came in the form of a Nervous Breakdown which can be read in more detail Here in part 4 of My Journey.  What isn’t discussed there is how I  healed,  and what inner work I did upon myself..

Signs 

‘Signs’ are everywhere if we take heed of them.. But at that times I was blind to them, I had been given a ‘Sign’ in the form of my breakdown, I had been given a Sign when I was made redundant, and I was given the ‘Signs’ many times,which I ignored and sometimes these come in various forms, such as the time on my way to interview as someone drove past my car knocking the wing mirror off..  Another ‘Sign’  not to be on the road I was!..But I ignored it and took a job I regretted from the very first day.. . I should have followed my gut I knew even at the interview the job didn’t feel right. But I had ignored my ‘Gut’ .. I left after a few weeks.

So I climbed down my ladder, I had had enough responsibility so thought OK, I am going back onto Machines, and just going to sit and sew. I knew all the machine processes and could use each one, so  I can go back on Piecework  and go to work and come home and forget about it.. I did this for another 3 yrs being made redundant twice more as the textile industry in the UK came into decline as work went more and more overseas… The places I worked were also going down hill, as they were nothing but sweat-shop types of factories.. Still not listening to the Signs of my redundancies! as factories closed I hung onto what I knew… ..  During these 3 yrs my health took a dive to the point I would sit and cry in pain at my machine as my muscles felt like they were being shredded and fatigue would sweep over me.. 

A Dr finally diagnosed I had Fibromyalgia after repeated visits to the surgery with muscle pain, the hospital confirmed it and I had 6 months off work.. This time I Listened to my body.. I had not listened before to change my career direction, and as I have so often found if we do not listen to the ‘Signs’ they keep being repeated until we learn the lessons.  So this time my body had made me take notice and stopped me literally in my tracks.  Plus throughout all of my day job working life I was still working with Spirit, I was still serving Spiritualist Centres giving messages from loved ones from the other side…  This too I put on temporary  hold so I could heal from within..

You might ask How if I was so attune to Spirit ,and healing with the spiritual realm did I not get answers to my own pathway or at least glimpses of an easier way physically and emotionally.. Believe me I did ask .. And I was told quite simply from spirit, we are each on our own pathway to learn through our experiences…  I am no different than anyone else in learning lessons and through them we discover ourselves in the process, This is the Awakening Process.  Many are now going through these dark tunnels as they discover who they are..

Knowing what I did, being a Spiritual Healer, I spent the time off work nurturing Me.. I painted more, I set about clearing the Raynaud’s Disease, you can found our how I did that in my Past Life Regression part 1 and my healing of the symptoms in part 2 .  What I have not really wrote about is healing my Fibromyalgia.. Healing which took me from fatigue and intense pain out of breath and hardly managing my stairs to back to full health and walking for miles in the countryside.. I still need to pace myself, and not over do the muscle strain.. but I am 100% better than I was and its up to me to keep it that way.

To heal the body, we first need to work on the mind… I did that with You can Heal your Life with Louise Hays book.. with affirmations  and I also started upon Spring Forest QiGong.  This was another ‘Sign’ which I followed as I bought Master Chunyi Lin tapes and video which offered his unique method of healing with some amazing testimonies of healing miracles can be found too if you look on the net..This literally dropped through the door one day in some ‘junk-mail’ as it too leapt out at me to be read, it turned out to be the best ‘Sign’ I followed..  

It didn’t happen over night, I meditated daily and I would do my Qigong exercises and deep breathing and focusing my intent.. My pains became less and my fatigue diminished, I pulled in energy and felt more alive than I had for a long time…  I had Gong Baths from spiritual friends, I embarked upon a course of Body Talk too and learnt the art of tapping my body for answers, and incorporated it to help others.. I had Spiritual Healing,  and Reiki  I also joined a self help group which my Dr had put me in touch with The Expert Patience Programme for those with Chronic  Conditions.   Which showed me to take small steps and achievable goals..

Finally I knew I had to change career paths, A ‘chance’  ( I have learnt nothing is ever by chance! ) conversation with a colleague about where her daughter was working in Support came about and I decided to apply for an interview as they were recruiting.. It felt right! and the interview felt right.. I was honest with my condition and left nothing out including the need to have Sunday ‘Service’ nights and Monday group nights off… Everything fell into place..  That is some 10 years ago now, 8 yrs I have been working in supporting adults with learning difficulties within their shared homes. And 2 yrs with my present Support work.  Now once again, the Signs are pointing me to take another look at where I am and what I wish to do… This time I think I am going to listen!  

We Wake UP to so much along our journey, I see the world as being connected, and how each of us are a vital piece waiting like a giant jigsaw to be fitted together when the time is right.. Sometimes it takes us a while searching for the right piece until we fit. We may turn over our pieces many times until they slot together with the right one..  

Slowly as we join together we are at last I think realising that we are ALL ONE and ALL part of this Giant Universal Plan in which our lives are part of the process as we evolve along with Earth .. We are now each of us waking up to ourselves and our potential as we understand the Power of our Minds and that our energy is all connected in the Matrix of those invisible realms that pulse through us all… We are Beings of Light.. and its time to wake up to who we really are..   Thank you for staying the course if you are still reading.. The next in this series tomorrow is

 SeeingM ../…Life through the eyes of M

24th    M…          – http://seeingm.wordpress.com
25th    Brian G    – http://middlepane.com
26th    Dotta       – http://dottaraphels.wordpress.com
27th    CW          – http://sunflowerrosecw.wordpress.com
28th    Laurie       – http://lauriesnotes.wordpress.com
29th    Debra       – http://ptero9.com
30th    Linda        – http://lindalitebeing.wordpress.com
31th    Michael     – http://navigator1965.wordpress.com
February
1st      Leigh        – http://bluegrassnotes.wordpress.com
2nd                     – http://shamanictracking.com

 Thank you for reading  

Sue

 

My Soul Journey~4

I never intended this journey of mine to read like some sort of Biography. And While I need to explain how I opened my own self-awareness and how I found myself upon my path, I’m still a very private person.

The Journey of discovery first starts with oneself.

And to find oneself, sometimes you have to lose yourself if only for a little while in order to find yourself again. I did that too…. Many years later experiencing A nervous breakdown… through stress, over work, juggling career, family, guilt, inadequacies, rejection from my Mother, a whole range of emotions.. 

I wouldn’t wish that upon anyone.. the feelings of isolation, sorrow remorse, guilt, panic attacks,  all rolled into one big ball, making me  a twitching blubbering emotional wreck as my limbs literally would shake taking on a life of their own as I tussled with myself over the years of working  through guilt while my children were small…Feeling I wasn’t a good Mother as my own Mother who now had been one of the triggers rejected me which resulted in her not speaking for 10 years despite many efforts to begin with to heal the rift.

I came to understand I was only hurting myself even more by trying to mend that bridge which had grown  ever wider, only to find another door of rejection slammed in my face each time I tried, which would bring on more hurts and more wounds which needed inner healing. The last time I tried she ran in the opposite direction and 5 months later she had died, the rift never having been mended. Which again led to more healing work.

It was during that time of my nervous breakdown that my real journey of self began.. when I asked the question..

WHO am I?

It matters not what caused my breakdown, but it was how I recovered that is important..

The journey of Self discovery led me to understand that we are more than our Bodies, that in fact our Minds create many of our problems through our emotional body. which affects our Physical Bodies causing our Dis-ease with life, resulting in our illnesses.. 

It was then I was introduced to a book by Louise Hay  You Can Heal Your Life, I took to saying affirmations  which were put upon my mirror and fridge everywhere where I could remind myself I was a worthy being who needed to love myself.

Healing one’s self is never easy.. and as I explored the Inner Me, I understood that throughout my early childhood I had never really felt loved  and in fact I didn’t really love me..

As I explored my re-occurring illnesses that had dogged me all my life..  the Depression from my early teens, the severe Migraine attacks that would leave me bed bound in a darkened room, the constant Cystitis infections that eventually needed an operation to put right .. All these illnesses had been telling me something.. Even later on as various aches and pains took their toll from Raynaud’s Disease  which at one point was so severe even the temperature change from one room to the next would trigger a painful reaction in my fingers.

My Career path had led me from sewing machinist working on piece work rates, on a production line and for those never working in a factory,’piece-work’ meant you only took home what you made, so the faster you worked the more you took home in pay.. I worked hard, and worked my way up to become sample machinist working with designers in the manufacturing Industry to become head of Training over a period of 18 years. The climb wasn’t easy..  

I would not only be in charge of first production samples overseeing first production lines but also be responsible for quality, recruitment,  the Training School, Time and Motion Study/Method Technology improving Methods and Quality.  I could sit and sew and show others every Machine operation going in the manufacture of garments within the industry we were in. I would often stand with stop watch, but I earned the factory girls respect as I  would never ask anyone to do what I couldn’t prove I could do myself and would happily sit and show them and time myself just to prove it was possible… And yes I could keep that pace up for most of the day helping to get production moving if an urgent order was required to be out on time.

  I also assessed NVQs through Qualifications for Industry. as well as Mentoring in Schools  helping put on Schools Fashion shows …Life was busy busy..

So when every thing went Upside down my life did ‘break-down’, it hit doubly hard as I had always felt in charge and in control.. and to be left feeling this blubbering wreck was something alien..

But it taught me  I was More than my symptoms ..I started to see I could heal..And that the only one that could heal me was ME..

In the beginning I needed medical help, but I soon realised that Pills were not the answer.. And I swapped the Pills to Homeopathy, I didn’t just snap out of it.. I had lots of help from Family and friends, But even they couldn’t lift me up.. I was the one who needed to dig deep to the core of my illnesses, and that’s why Louise Hay’s Book helped me so much to see just what I had done and was doing to myself through the way I was thinking.

An important part of Waking up is that we wake up to ourselves.. and that we learn to stop blaming ourselves, To find ourselves we need to find our inner selves and understand you are neither Good nor Bad, you are simply you…

© Sue Dreamwalker – 2012 All rights reserved.

 

 

Continuing My Soul Journey~3

And so began my next steps within this new home of Spiritual awareness. I started to practice meditation on a regular basis and was taken upon some wonderful visualisations. It became apparent very soon that with the coaching and nurturing of established Mediums I was encouraged  to strengthen those dormant gifts which lay within us all. And I began to trust what I was being shown and trusted to those intuitive senses more and more.

Over the next few years my life revolved around my Spiritual Connections.. Working a full time day job, my children were now teenagers, I would eagerly look forward to my Spiritual Awareness/Developments group and Healing Nights as I became a qualified Spiritual Healer with the SNU,   Completing a two year course of dedicated Healing work before being qualified..…My Hubby and I joined a Physical Circle which we  would attended every week for around 9 years in which we got Trance communications and a little physical Phenomenon, but nothing like  we would both travel to witness around the country as invited guests of other great established Physical Mediums who produced some excellent evidence through Phenomena..

My Hubby needed things proving, and was quiet a sceptic to begin with, but even he couldn’t doubt what we had both witnessed and heard as I spoke and shook hands literally with those who had been Spirit side for 80 years. all of which you can find within my various posts of Life with Spirit category

In those early years I was taken under the wing of a Medium she encouraged me to accompany her to her venues as a fledgling medium, and I would link into that other realm and bring my messages to those who had lost loved ones. Such were my messages well received I started to get bookings in my own right… 

We became  very dear friends, sadly she is no longer here in this realm, but it was through her own gentle coaching and introducing me to various reading matter that I became engrossed in the Subject of Life after Life..

I would travel to a place called Stansted Hall which is the Arthur Findlay College for advancement of Spiritualism and Psychic Studies of which she herself had been a student. I was introduced to well known books, some of those early books I read were a delight, White Eagle, and Silver Birch  as well as reading many of Arthur Findlay’s Book’s such as the Psychic Stream , On the Edge of the Etheric and the Unfolding Universe  These later 3 books took a lot of digesting even back then.. Since revisiting them now they make perfect sense.. But at the time of buying and reading them, I was not ready to compute their information.. I have to say that we are given pieces of information along our journey.. and we either digest it or discard it.. And then something just clicks within us and everything seems to make perfect sense…

I ask that you all seek out your own information, and believe not one word of what I say to be truth.. This journey is about us all finding our own Truth, some of it will resonate, some of it will not, for we all grow at our own pace each receiving that which we need. And at the end of the day we are all of us given ‘Free Will,’ to choose to investigate further or ignore it. Remember each of us are on our own Soul Journey… 

I have to say some of those early days reading material had not always resonated within my own soul… Like many now who dismiss much of our alternative realities as Rubbish I too questioned what I was reading in the late 80’s early 90’s.

I read many channelled books which at the time of reading I found way above my own perception of acceptance. Why? because I had nothing to measure it by, only the words which I found on the page.. I had to Trust what I was being told was true, and like most of us in this world we need proof.   Books which I found hard to swallow in the 90’s which I read and put to one side and said Ok… Maybe that’s a possibility.. But I wasn’t ready at that time to understand the complexity and the simplicity of our minds, or the concept of there being more to our Human-race of which we had no understanding. For we had been taught a totally different reality to that which I was now reading..  I found it hard to comprehend that people could communicate to our Earth Gaia for instance, and yet years later I understand totally…

Those first few books I read opened my thinking to other realms of possibilities and made me think deeper about our reality. I read books such as

• Deepak Chopra’s Ageless Body Timeless Mind
• The Gaia Dialogues by Murry Hope
• EARTH Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library by Barbara Marciniak
• The Only Planet of Choice –Phyllis V, Schlemmer
• The Experiment is Over by Paul Lowe 

It wasn’t until I went through my own Trauma of a Nervous Breakdown that I understood I had to use my own mind over matter, as I was put to the test!. I think the Greatest Book that had a lasting impression which showed me I was more than my body was You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L Hay A book which woke me up to how we think affects our health and wellness…  

To Be continued …….

My Journey of Souls~2

A little Background knowledge about me.  Part 2.

So what is happening in our world and why are so many of us appearing to be going through our own personal traumas, Just what is this ‘Shift’ and Ascension people are going on about? And how are we all involved in this journey?..

Before I can answer these questions you may have to be a little patient for I first need to tell you a little of my own background and how I woke up!..

Waking up to who we really are hasn’t just happened, no one turned a switch on within my thinking mind and said ‘Believe This, for this is Truth, far from it. Its taken me over 20 years of ponderings, reading, researching, listening, watching, and Feeling, to understand that this ‘Knowing’ within my being was guiding me to come out of the cocoon of what I believed to be my reality and discover we’ve only perceived part of what our true reality really is… And even then No one holds the whole picture, for so incredible is this Journey of Souls…

We each of us grow up within our families within our societies within our various cultured backgrounds, being taught morals, beliefs, history, science. We absorb knowledge by which we measure our surroundings and reality of our world. Believing totally all that we have been taught because there was no reason to disbelieve, why would there be?

Being spiritually aware from a young age I guess you could say I had always connected to whom we term as ‘God’, ‘The Great Spirit’. ‘Our Heavenly Father’, our ‘Divine Creator’, ‘The Source’  whom ever your particular teachings of beliefs put as that ‘ALL Mighty Creator of All Life’, I would constantly as a child pray to this ‘God’ whom I was taught lived in Heaven, which to me was up there in the sky.

I would pray earnestly each night for the rows and fighting  of my parents to stop. I would pray for my brother and sisters, I learnt to pray about many things.. I was not brought up in a religious home, my parents didn’t go to church, But I was sent to Chapel each Sunday to Sunday School where I would take my younger siblings, I sang in the choir and attended Bible Study, So religion played a huge role in my upbringing. I believed in Christ Jesus,the Bible and knew most of the New Testaments Stories. I totally got it that Jesus could heal the sick and wanted to show people how to love one another and created miracles to happen…

I would talk constantly to my invisible friend God and my invisible Nun, I had seen her as a child around our home, she calmed me, helped me, and soothed my Soul…Even one of my younger sisters had seen her which verified it for me when I was around 14 years old.. She wasn’t a nun who had a headdress like the Nun’s I had seen in my neck of the woods, no her hat was white, like a 3 pointed star…

So religion as a theme ran close to my heart from a very young age.. Then as you grow life takes over… I got married, moved away and it was in our first home that those senses I had as a child started returning again. As I would hear footsteps climb the stairs, bumps in the night that no amount of jumping up and down on squeaky floorboards could replicate. 

One time I even witnessed a form of a first world war soldier materialise from the waist upwards as if he was asleep in a chair, He opened his eyes to look straight at me, as I summoned up the courage to find my voice to ask who he was, as I spoke he vanished into the ether’s in a blink of an eye…

I was looking to de-stress and was reading the local paper when a small add just seemed to jump! out of the page at me advertising ‘Meditation Classes’ They happened to be held at our local Spiritualist Centre.  Now this advertisement was only put in the paper once, and I swear the first time I read it, it just Jumped off the page at me, have you ever had that happen? And that ‘feeling’ of just knowing you had to follow as your gut instincts kicked in…

That was the first Sign I knowingly followed. To me back then Spiritualists were supposed to be spooky weird people, such had been my religious upbringing and my perceptions had been coloured by others opinions and teachings, saying they walked with the Devil…

But once I walked through those doors and was greeted with such genuine warmth and sincerity, my curiosity and thirst to find answers led me to return..

So began the opening up and understanding of my own awareness of my psychic abilities and that Knowing that we were in fact ALL Spiritual Beings here on Earth.. And that we lived in the physical here in this dimension to experience and that I had senses that connected to that other realm, The World of Spirit…

So I was set upon the first rung of my Journey of Souls… The Next steps are what I found out about our Soul Journey…     

To be continued….

  

My Journey of Souls ~

It hardly seems possible another month is drawing to its close and even more so another year as 2012 is nearly over.

So many changes we have been witnessing, not only around the world but also with ourselves as this eventful year of 2012 is about to enter the final month of December, that auspicious date of 21-12-12 as depicted as the “End Times” by the Mayan Calendar..

Over the next few posts I hope to share more of my own knowledge as I Perceive it to be on the subject of Earth Changes and how its affecting each of us upon our Soul Journey.

I hope to explain my own understanding of why so many of us are becoming aware something is definitely changing, as we begin to voice the effects we are each experiencing in our lives. I see it daily in the various posts WordPress Bloggers share, and in the people I meet. 

I say perceive because each of perceive differently. What I feel is ‘Truth’ may not be how you perceive your Truth. My perception on this Transition which many are saying is the ‘Ascension’ process is my perception. And I urge each of you to go digging out your own Truth to that which you feel is right. I’ve  often shied away from the subject of Ascension because No one knows for sure what is happening.. And I find putting into words what for me is a ‘Feeling’ is hard, but its much more than a feeling, for its an internal ‘Knowing’  which hasn’t just come to light.

In a way when I look back I’ve been guided to finding various pieces of the puzzle which I’ve come across through various sources over the years. I’ve been working along side Spirit for most of my life and when you learn to trust in guidance you begin to see how synchronicities have unfolded which have put me upon the pathway of discovery. 

Even as I write this in long-hand I am smiling here as I glance up at the digital clock as its just clicked over to 2:22am in the early hours of the morning. I awoke at 1:11am and knowing I had to pick up my pen and journal note book and write what comes, and as I glance up in the mirror another big smile crosses my lips as reversed the time now reads 55:5.

Number sequences is another ‘Sign’ which many have been aware of for along while now. And for those wishing to find out more about Numbers and their meanings maybe you would like to click Here and you can find out much more about how numbers are within every living thing once you begin to Look!..

I am going to try and keep my writings in bite size chunks as I know being long winded can often put the reader off reading. But I do hope that you will join me as I try to unravel my thoughts with you as I try to make sense of my own ‘knowing’ that is hard to explain.

For those of you who regularly follow my blog and know of my spiritual awareness I do ask you to discern the Truth for yourselves, this is my truth, my experience, and I will be pointing some of you perhaps into unfamiliar territory, for this World is not all as we have been led to perceive it to be.

Since being a small child I felt I had a mission to complete, uncertain as to what that mission could be, the more the pen has travelled across the page tonight, the more certain I know I have to share my ‘Knowing’ with all who should come across my blog.

I am trusting that the words will be given over the next few weeks, and I hope more than anything else you will find the courage to voice your own thoughts back and share your own perceptions,… And its fine if you disagree, for like I said, we are each upon our own journey and we are all at various stages to our destination.. I know I still have far more yet still to learn.. And I am a very good listener..  

This is a journey of discovery, and we are all of us only just beginning to scratch the surface of who we really are and like any scratch upon our skin it can sometimes be a painful experience.  We are now beginning to scratch away the layers of skin as we reveal our true selves..

This journey is an emotional one, an exciting one, and in parts unbelievably mind-bending to the point of seeming to come out of some science fiction novel .. But I assure you this is far from fictitious. And I am relying on YOU! to go find the facts out for yourselves…

Welcome to my new Mission in the series of posts which will be entitled ~My Journey of Souls~