Waking Up the ‘Play’ Being Played Out.

Photo:  Scotland: Oban by Ferry to the Isle of Mull 2018

Most of you know I follow my instincts, and I found myself in the first weeks of January feeling an inward frustration of the energies which have been amplified by the collective energies we are all surrounded with, which seem to be coming to head in many parts of the world.

 And I was not immune from these energies. As I too could feel a surge of impatience and just felt the need to escape in a deep dark cave away from the noise the world was making. My mind needed Space and Solitude, and so began my Meditations again which came at just the right time, which was another ‘Sign’ to just BE and create.

When you begin to wake up to the world at large you begin to see the ‘Play’ in which those negative energies and low frequencies are kept at the forefront to keep you fearful. So, if you are not careful you can soon become embroiled in their plot as your emotions carry you along with the herd mentality of blame and name calling.

Here in the UK this huge ‘play act’ at the moment is called Brexit, and each place around the world has similar such plays being drawn out, whose themes are to divide, ware down and conquer.  And ware you down it does. 

So, I felt I needed space, I still feel I need that space, I have felt an urgency to complete the things I promised myself I was going to complete but never have for several years. This includes putting together a collection of my poetry to one day pass along to my Granddaughter.

But when ever I sat down to write, I would find myself in a nostalgic mood, even my dream time was reliving past events, with work colleagues long gone.  And I realised it was yet another clearing out and letting go, a sort of mourning of my youth, for much of my dream time  I was always my younger self. 

Through my meditations, I realised further, that as we perceive time as speeding up most of us are feeling this now. I was in fact saying goodbye to my old self, the old Earth, and I felt sad, in limbo, and my frustrations were not only born of the outer world, but of my inner world. For I felt I was not doing enough to ensure Light and Love wins this vital ‘play’ we are all acting within our material world.  

Understanding what I know, about the Earth Cycles and how we repeat our History at certain intervals and how certain planetary events are now once again showing us their ‘Signs’, and yet no one is really paying attention. Because we are all caught up within these Programmes of Distraction.

For those reading my words who are not familiar with lightworkers, and their inbuilt calling, I may appear to be rambling. But I have been reconnecting with Spirit, and I was reassured that on a soul level many have chosen to transcend the frequencies to a new Earth.  And that what we have been experiencing on a subconscious level are the adjustments of deep-seated emotional bonds which are now being severed.

I know others too have felt like they have needed space, to withdraw, and regain their energies. Starting new projects or moving location and beginning new adventures.  I was told that we are now ready to jump start these frequencies, but to do so, we have to acknowledge the transition within by asking Source, our guides etc to assist us.

New Earth is a place we have to create within our hearts, as to what kind of World we wish to exist in.  By holding onto the past, and the ‘Old’ ways, we are not allowing ourselves to break free of these Old programmes which have held us captive within this Matrix for Aeons. Each of us are going to have to observe what is repeatedly turning up and work through our own reality, while respecting others are having to work through their own.  

We are all proceeding through our own Transition at our own pace, given our awareness, and by no means are we going to just suddenly find ourselves in a New World in an instant.  We have to create our own path, by our own choices. Each are responsible for their own actions. And if we want changes to happen, we have to be prepared to make changes in our own lives. I saw how Judgemental I still am, and how much inner work I still need to do. Hence my last post of Fixing the Inside. Those who are and have been in control of the way this world works for so long now are ramping up the negatives, I feel it, and I also felt myself being drawn into their web.

This is why it is so important right now to release the pain we have all of us been holding inside of us, not only in this life time, but in past lives. When we can adjust, and truly let go, and send love into those whose hearts are closed and full of darkness, and when we can truly live in gratitude and from our heart consciousness, letting go of the fear being generated.  When we fully understand we are Eternal Beings of Light, we then are all helping Shift our Old World into New Earth.

I began this year by making changes to my own routine.  More exercise in the morning and meditation. I took to writing a book containing my thoughts and poems. I read somewhere, just write, and see how it flows, you can edit it all later, but it became almost biographical in nature as I found myself bringing many past events to the surface. I wrote nearly 10,000 words, then deleted it to begin again.  I saw how nostalgia was bringing back those past emotions which also needed to be deleted.

Hedgehog in Spring my art in Oils

We should never be afraid to start afresh and try something new, as I worked in oils instead of my preferred Acrylics for only the second time in my life. I thought it apt my artwork in the new year was of one of my favourite little animals who visit our garden. At the moment he too is hibernating in our garden until Spring, and at the first sign of danger he curls up in a ball.  His outer coat of spikes protecting his softer underbelly.

I realised I was curling up into a ball, when in fact I needed to uncurl and face that which I had been putting off. I had told myself, while wanting to write a book, the unworthy aspect of my childhood was still controlling my thought programming.

When the Old breaks apart, we have to be prepared to relearn and find new ways of Being, and when we want to achieve something, we have to put the work in.

It’s time now for those of us who are on our Missions to unify our vision of the future, rather than concentrating on the brokenness of the now.  Thoughts are Energy and we need to work upon our selves to see by opening our own hearts we contribute to the whole of humanity by our collective energies. I realised how easily our energies are being tested and how quickly we can get dragged back down.

 So create your new self in the new world, and what kind of New world we wish to live in.

I know this is a long post, and if you have made it to the end. Thank you.

I thought it apt that I came across this video again after writing this post. It ties in nicely about letting go of the past. 

Much Love to you ALL.. 

Fixing From The Inside ~ To fix the Outside.

Walking the Woods

This year I have decided to spend more time nurturing and expanding my own spiritual self.  And what better way to start the year than to join in the World Blessing live meditations with Spring Forest Qigong and Master Chunyi Lin which I spoke about in my last post. 

The chanting and meditations has opened up yet again a new level of awareness and understanding for my own inner peace as my intention  to raise my own vibration and that of our Earth Mother.

Many of us are seeking and searching, and as we do we look outwardly for guidance, thinking that others are all-knowing and wise, as we look to them seeking what they have attained.  When all knowledge is contained within.. All we have to do is go within and open our hearts..  

We are all of us works in progress, seeking and searching within.

I am unravelling lots of thoughts which I am seeking to try to convey..

So I keep trying to ‘Fix from the Inside’ and when each of us do just that, we then Fix the world on the outside.. 

Sending you all So much love,  Thank you for your patience.  I hope you listen to the lyrics of  ‘Taste’ from  Sleeping At Last.

 

I am still taking some more time out, but who knows, I may turn up at your door unexpectedly.. 

💖 Much LOVE to ALL 💖

Happy New Earth Year Everyone

Dear friends,

As we go forward into another New Year, I just wish to thank each and every one of you who have helped make Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary what it today.   

Keep your Heart open, act with kindness, and those who do not embrace Love and Kindness, Bless them anyway. For none of us realise that those who come onto our paths instilling a turbulent storm of emotions and pain, are perhaps our greatest teachers. They help us through our own initiations as we struggle with karmic debt. They too are helping us along our journey as well as themselves along their journey to self-discovery.

Remember that you are part of that ‘Oneness’  we are of Nature, Earth and sky, stars and the Universe, knowing that we are part of all of it. And as we move forward into this New Year, embrace the shift in which collectively it will enable the World to experience a Shift in consciousness as it alters its dimensional frequencies. Remember too, that before we can build a New Earth the old has to crumble.  So remember to Dream, Hold that vibration of Unity and love in your hearts. 

We who work to spread love and Light  in the world, chose to be here at this time of Change.. Things may at times be difficult. But remember we are more powerful than any of us realise when we hold Love at the core of our hearts.

We are in charge of our own Destiny, we are responsible for our own actions, so don’t give Your Power away to some other authority… Think for your Highest Good, be in command, and draw that Power to where it rightfully belongs within your Heart/Christ Consciousness and always work through love and Kindness.  

Happy New Earth Year!

 In Love and Light my Friends, 

See You Next Year 

Love ~Sue~

 

Free Will to Choose.

The Healing Begins: ~Responsibility~

…….‘Our Free Will had been part of our demise, and yet it would be our ‘Free Will’ which would help heal Mother Gaia. And each were responsible for our thoughts and actions……..”

During one of the woman’s meditations with our Earth Mother, she had mentally asked about the ‘disease of mankind’ of his greed and how among such beauty had man chose his present path. Which had led to such pollution, destruction of habitats and species, and how can individuals help to change the world for the better?

CANDLE

The woman had sat focused upon the flame of a candle and the light of it showed her the beauty and purity of the Earth as it evolved. She saw how each of the species had chosen to be seeded and how those higher beings within creation had a master plan.

She saw the whole Universe breathe in and breathe out, as the vibration of creation moved as one. She saw the atoms spinning and was made to understand that each atom within its space was connected to the next.. And if one moved one atom then all other atoms had to move for one affected all, and that all were vibration.

She was shown how her DNA had been taken and fused and altered from its original intention. And she saw how those missing strands which had been taken, now trapped her within this Matrix by beings who long ago conquered this system for their own ends. 

Her vision then took her through her own body showing her the cells within her that died and were replaced.. Nothing was lost. The woman realised that she too was her own Universe forever being created a new. She felt the same, and yet her body was never the same for it was constantly changing constantly evolving… Renewing, Replenishing, Transforming.. She instinctively knew she could manipulate every living cell within her being if so desired. But we had lost this knowledge of BEing as our programming had been tampered with.   

She was shown how her thoughts through the years had created the blockages within her system.. The vortexes of light within her spinning chakras in some area’s now lacked the life force they should have. She understood how through the years this had affected her energies. Amplifying her  fears, affecting her  lack of self-love. Her  thoughts within creating her energy body causing illness and disease .. All came in a flash within her mind.

She was shown we were far from alone, and that we were still being guided and watched over, and that we each hold the ‘Key’ within us to help our Earth Mother. Our Free Will had been part of our demise, and yet it would be our ‘Free Will’ which would help heal Mother Gaia. And each were responsible for our thoughts and actions..

Sing your Song for the Trees of the Earth

Sing your Song for the Trees of the Earth It seems many are under attack right now. 

She was taken up high out of her body to sit in space above the blue planet. She was permitted to see the many Ley lines of energy which was a girth around the planet. She saw how some were strong while others had weakened and others appeared broken, disconnected, lifeless lines that although visible had no energy running through them. She saw how many military bases were now positioned along these ley lines and power points. Everything is revealed to those who open their eyes. 

The woman saw how many souls were still Earth bound, trapped within the perpetual cycles of Attachments of Desires, Greed, Guilt, Anger, Grief, held entrapped, held prisoners by the very same thing that had given them Freedom of choice.. ‘Freewill’…

Each soul/Cell weighed down in the density of matter affecting the whole of consciousness, which in turn fed thoughts within the creation of reality. As around and around they span..

Yet she saw too how change was spreading as more now were asking questions, and seeking answers from both science and their governments. No longer are people readily in acceptance of control, ‘Free-will’ was dictating the need of responsibility which was accelerating humanities desire for harmony and Unity. 

Acceleration was now a tangible feeling as Time it’s self seemed to spin ever faster and yet confusion was still within many as the energies tossed them around creating a feeling of anticipation yet it held so much fear, for many still had not awoken to themselves. And could not trust their intuitive inner Being.

The Woman now knew it was TIME… Time to take responsibility.. Time to Speak her Truth as she perceived it to be, understanding that many held their versions of the Truth within them. And collectively when all pieces of that truth came together, no one could deny that truth, because they too  would just know it to be True. 

 All we need,is to trust in the LOVE within.

And share it with one another, 

MUCH LOVE.. 

💖 

 

  This is a resurrected post from the past. which has been tweaked. 

 

 

Divine Mission-Possible~ Seeking Truth.

Mission Possible Linda’s challenge at Litebeing Chronicles 

This is my contribution to Linda’s Mission-Possible  Blog Challenge 2018 the points Linda has asked  us to write about are if we think we are Star-seeds, or Lightworkers and what we think our Mission on Gaia, this Earth is.. The full requests of this challenge is included at the end of this post.

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Am I a Star-seed? … To be perfectly honest I don’t know.

We can give ourselves many labels as we want to ourselves. But labels put us all in little box’s for others to point their fingers at and make preconceived judgements given on the labels they read.

Am I Lightworker? Maybe..

But what I try to be, is a ‘Peace Maker’.  This I have known I’ve always been, from my early childhood. As I would step between arguing parents, as I would stand in the middle of them and shout ‘Stop!’

Later I would become negotiator and mediator in my work roles, and often others would seek me out to settle disputes because I brought calmness and reason to their differences. I was even a mentor in a large School Academy in my business and education role. Later still a Care giver for nearly twelve years to Adults with learning difficulties, such as those suffering with Autism, Mental Illness, along with Downs Syndrome, Asperger Syndrome and Adults who had brain damage from constant beatings and abuse as children. 

I could give myself a whole lot of fancy labels during my life, from; Sewing machinist, Supervisor, QFI  Assessor,  Training Manager, from Medium, to Intuitive Empath, to Clairvoyant, Clairsentient, Trance Medium, to Healer and Psychic, To Support Worker.   

But all of these labels put you into a BOX, to be judged by preconceived ideas of what the label says

Maybe I am none of them, but then maybe I am all of them and more.

But so are YOU,

Every one of you who are reading this right now you are all Truth Seekers, like me.  It is just some of us wake up knowing sooner rather than later, remembering at an earlier stage, who we really are.

But as my About Me page states, I am but an ordinary woman with a Knowing…. I knew from a young child, I was not of this Earth, and along the journey, between being- Wife and Mother, working a full-time job, I served Spirit and learnt how to traverse both worlds.

We all serve spirit in many ways, by listening and caring, healing, and nurturing others. While others volunteer to shake us awake to the light by creating the shadows they cast.  

Being a Lightworker for me means seeking Truth. But when you uncover the reality of that truth of the world and ‘wake up’, you have to be prepared to receive a shock. You have to become strong, because at first learning the real truth breaks you, it tears you down and rips you apart, especially if your wake up involves understanding all the truths at once.

Because this world is nothing like we have been taught. This world is an illusion, with the grains of truth hidden for us to find. That is why many are waking up bit by bit, as they see this reality and delve into history to uncover what is withheld in history books. To have all of this knowledge at once is often too much and in the beginning, I couldn’t comprehend what I was learning because it took me way out of my comfort zone… This is why many shy away from the Truth, because they can not handle it, so would sooner stay cocooned within their own world where they don’t have to think.

But the world is waking up and more and more now are beginning to see and sense things are not right, so the lies are now being exposed, bit by bit. Slowly we are waking up to this Huge deception, and those whom many thought were Godly and of high places also are being exposed for what they  truly really are.

My Mission: I think I have always known, is ‘Communicator’ (it took me a long while to find my voice, and no one was more surprised than I when people wanted to listen to my demonstrations and talks in spiritual centres)

Start by planting a seed

If I am a Star-seed, a Lightworker, then my mission is to get people to ‘Think’ outside of their boxes by planting a thought, a seed to grow. All seeds start their journey from the dark.  Many do not see themselves as emerging from the darkness, until they learn to plant the seed of love within their own hearts. It is then that the Light work begins.  As they wake up to the love of their own Christ Consciousness within.  

It is not my job to change anyone’s beliefs, because we all of us have Free-Will and choices to believe what we choose. I am not here for that. We all have eyes to see and ears to hear. But when we understand we ALL need to come from that point of love, only then will our external world begin to change into a more peaceful one. 

So we choose what we want to believe, given that we have knowledge and deeper understanding of All the Knowledge available, to make those informed choices.  Yet many do not seek outside their boxes, so only see their truth from their own perspectives. All of us have pieces of truth, and we are all of us trying to assemble them into greater understanding. And we all perceive our pieces differently, given our various backgrounds of knowledge.. 

No one is right, and no one is wrong, but when you come to understand the real truth. You just Know it for what it is. Truth..

Not everything is Black or White, and deception goes along way back, way beyond our many life times. For we have been here many times, repeating this same illusion over and over.

But if you ask me what I believe. I believe am a soul-part of many. And my Higher Divine-Self knows my soul part better than anyone else, because my Higher-self My God part-self Knows all of my other soul parts..

I believe there are Star-seeds, Star-Beings, Lightworkers and Aliens walking this planet.. Can I prove it?.. no… Can you prove otherwise?… No…  But I have come to understand many things which blow your mind on this Earth plane.

And I truly believe that those of us who are on this Planet RIGHT NOW all of us have a Mission..

And all of us have chosen to be here at this time. We chose to be here on Planet Earth at this time of transition of Gaia and ourselves.

We have to begin to wake up to what we are doing to ourselves, and to Gaia, and that many beings are watching what we are doing with our Free-will right now. Because this Planet is important, It is a living library that many Star-seeds have taken an interest in over Aeons of Time.  And NOW is the Time to Choose…

Now is the time to unite, stop finger-pointing and look in the mirror.

Now is the time to go within and re-connect with who you are, and find again that ‘ Christ-Consciousness’ within your heart. Which is your own LOVE Seed..  And you need to allow that love to grow within yourself and spread out that love to your family and friends and project it out into the world.

And Watch it grow.

You need to understand we are eternal beings held within our human form and that there is no greater power on earth than love in overcoming fear that is created to keep you trapped within this matrix.

And when you awaken further you will see how Fear will be used as weapon against us. So Hold light and love in your hearts. Even when the world seems to be going crazy, because this is why LIGHT-WORKERS all around the globe are uniting and waking others up. For they are exposing the world of darkness for what it is. We need to keep focused in that love vibration and not allow ourselves to take sides and be even more divided by the agenda of hate.

And its like the scene I showed a couple of posts back in The Matrix film. It is up to each of us as to

Which Pill do you swallow?

The Future of your Souls.. and this world is in your hands, it is up to all of us to choose wisely.

Our Mission-Possible is about to get Serious.

Lets Make it Together

In love and Light and Peace.


Linda’s Challenge Points

1 – Write about your spiritual mission here on Gaia. Are you a lightworker, Star-seed, forerunner, Indigo, or none of the above? What have you incarnated to do or to be? Describe your mission and your journey to achieve it. Are you delighted to be here? There is no correct answer, by the way. Make it your own.

2- Pick a date and inform me here in the comments section.

3- Include ” Divine Mission-Possible blog challenge ” in the text and link back to this blog post.

4 Copy the blog badge and add it to your site.

Link to this Challenge and other contributors is HERE 

There are only Two Dates left in November left to fill, so I invite any of you to hop over to the link above and book your Mission-Possible..

Which Energies are We feeding?

Sometimes we have to switch off, Step away, and reground ourselves as our energetic bodies need to unplug and re-wire themselves from the lower frequencies of this Matrix, which so many are now beginning to awaken to. Also, they sense a big shift is coming. I do, I feel it deeply, do you feel the changes that are ramping up the vibrations?

Which kind of energies are you feeding?.. 

We who volunteered to be here at this time, and all of us now on this planet are meant to be here at this time, we need to wake up more of those who are ready to listen, and let them see that they are so much more than they ever thought possible.  And that through our thoughts we can help create massive shifts.

We are seeing that the very act of compassion and empathy of others is creating a vibrational shift within our human consciousness. Learning to send love from your heart into others and the world is a key factor in raising vibration and allowing peace to reign.

But as we lift our vibration higher, we also have to understand that there are those who are doing their upmost on the planet to lower them. So do not be fooled or get dragged into conflict.

Those of us who are awake to the ‘Systems’ of this world for sometime and whose empathy and sensitivity allows them to feel with their hearts and sense much deeper the truths of this reality are now being called into action as we unite our energies.

Do you not feel it within your hearts, that we now have to step up, and lift our vibrations higher still?

I’m always in awe of how beautifully orchestrated our synchronicities happen How we often here especially with my WordPress friends, find our like-minds dipping into those same pools of information and Light-Codes which have triggered us along similar themes within the posts we write.  I love it, knowing how our vibrations are linking us in unity.

This journey is not an easy one, and our waking process doesn’t happen overnight, there are those of us who have been on this journey for years, uncovering the truths of this reality.  And if you are only just opening your eyes, then what you find can often be a great shock to the system as you begin to unravel what has been hidden through deception.

Waking up means you uncover things which you would sooner not know, and its hard, its painful and its disturbing. For you are not only waking up to the world, but you are also dissolving the many layers you have held within over many life times as well, as you heal your own energetic bodies..

But when you understand your role, you than have to learn not to play into the hands of Fear.  You have to observe and see everyone here on Earth right now has a role, a purpose. Its hard to become neutral, but when you truly awaken, you see how this world is designed to divide and control setting one against the other. So try not to judge, but stand back and become the observer to what is happening.

That is the hardest part for me.. Witnessing the events unfurling, feeling others suffering. So I have to unplug, turn to creativity and nature as I lift my vibrations by meditating more and sending healing into the world.

And this exchange of energy is a two-way experience, because I receive back more energy and upliftment in return, which brings me back to my own Centre of Peace.

I look forward to reconnecting to all who visit with me here, and I thank all of you who have left your love vibration, I greatly look forward to visiting you on your posts over the next few days..

In love and Light

Sue ❤  

The Puzzle of Life~ Part Three.

 

The woman remembered back at how her spiritual journey had begun to unfold.  That one, piece which had jumped out that had led to the rest to being found was the Meditation group. It had led her down a path of discovery that unfolded before her now like a picture book, page by page she saw the images come into her mind.

The new friends she had made, the encouragement, as she expanded her awareness and meditation. She practised her long-forgotten skills of intuition and seeing with her inner eye which had been pushed and buried from her childhood.  She found deeper understanding of the words written in the New Testament she had studied in her teenage years, and saw that miracles came in many different forms. She began to learn new skills in the arts of healing others and herself as she really began to understand Energy was surrounding everyone, ready to be tapped into.

She had made a deep friendship with a lady who helped her discover she was more than who she thought she was. They sat long hours in meditation and discussion. They would share books and knowledge, and the world of what she thought she knew  expanded far beyond these realms of understanding. 

New discoveries of The Mayans, along with Native American Indian Science, made more sense, as the woman had long felt an affinity with these Indigenous people.  The Pyramids and their hieroglyphs were more pieces she gathered.  She discovered the stories of old held deeper meaning and that through reading deeper into the mysteries of life her perception of our origins had in many ways shocked, and taken a while to digest. 

But her searching led to many books, and one that stood out for her was Message from the Pleiadians,’ by Barbara  Marciniak. Now that had taken some digesting. But more books came her way, The Book of Enoch. And others came to blow her mind such as  The Experiment is Over by Paul  G. Lowe  She had put it down at the time thinking it nonsense as she had the Pleiadians, but each piece, each page she turned she saw were connecting her to how this reality had come into being.  Later came books, that taught her she was more than her body, such as reading Deepak Chopra, one that stood out was Magical Mind Magical Body  Others such as Serpent of the Light Beyond 2012,  and she read  volumes  one and two  by the same author Drunvalo Melchizedek The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life.  Other books too numerous to mention all wove themselves into the fabric of her being. 

‘In all chaos there is a cosmos, in all disorder a secret order.” ~~ Carl Jung

The fear she had once been taught of the paranormal also vanished, as she developed her skills that years later she would help pass onto others.  And she witnessed things no one would believe even if she told them as this dimension and the world beyond bonded together.

The woman discovered many things, and at times even she was blown away by her new discoveries, as the world of deception unravelled piece by piece.  She had to relearn all she had been taught, and let go of the illusion we think as our reality. We were not meant to think outside the box, we were never meant to re-discover who we really are and the Power we all hold within our thoughts. 

When we did share these re-awakened gifts, we were ridiculed, labelled, and made fun of, as labels as old as time, back in history told, as those with the powers to heal and see beyond were labelled witches and burnt at the stake to ensure that fear remained deeply embedded into anyone reaching out to become who they always had been. And one had to discover who were behind these witch hunts that murdered thousands so they could rule by fear. In the name of God  which is why, one must seek to question and find the answers?  

None of these pieces were easy, and for a time she kept these pieces closely hidden, not discussing them with her work colleagues, for when she did, often times she would feel their sniggers, and was made to feel she was somehow weird.   But she was beginning to trust in her instincts, those which lay dormant within each of us.  And the more she practised her skill as she expanded her clairsentience the closer she communicated with the Divine within us all, our Higher-selves, our Guides, departed friends and loved ones. The more she began to understand.  

Then those very same work colleagues would seek her out, ask her for a reading, a message, and she would tell them, work was work time, she didn’t mix the two. So some would come along to meditation class and healing nights and to her demonstrations of clairvoyance and a new awareness spread out like ripples on a pond.  And new respect was born.

Fear is often born out of ignorance, and lack of understanding and knowledge.

And so it is, as you open up and expand, you allow in the energies to lead you within the flow of life.  Signs and synchronicities would happen, books she needed to read would literally fall off shop bookshelves begging to be read, and she followed each Sign with the excitement of a child in a sweet-shop. Soaking each piece up like a sponge.

She discovered she wanted to write, and when she did, poetry also began to flow. Feathers would flutter down from nowhere. She learnt to send her thoughts out if she needed a parking space, and always marvelled even at the last minute how the Universe provided. She began to understand ‘Thoughts were Energy’ and we were each creating our own reality.  

There were times, when she failed to listen to the signs, and go against what her inner instincts told her, she listened with her head not her heart. These times had led her to more stress, depression, and a nervous breakdown… As a series of events kept piling in. A Mother’s silence, her final straw.   The woman’s friends and family all had been there, but the woman’s deep ingrained feelings of the ‘unworthy child’ returned to drag her down.   

No amount of encouragement or people saying ‘come on snap out of it’ could pull her up, it was a journey she had to navigate herself. She was the one who had to alter her mind set, and choose to rise out of her dark pit. It took her six months, but she rose, and she came back stronger, she changed her path in her career and began to gather strength again.

Life is often woven from an endless ball of yarn, it takes patience to knit, to create each stitch.

We need structure and patterns to follow, and at times we drop a stitch and have to go back and rework it, and sometimes we make mistakes and have to back track to find where we went wrong.

Often it was frustrating, but if one needed to create something of beauty, one had to understand it all began with that one stitch, that one piece.

and that  desire to create something worth while to become all you are meant to be. 

The woman rose and fell many times, each lesson another notch noted, a mistake learnt from, a bad judgement, friendship betrayals. Ailments and illness, each pain she had endured emotional or physical had led her to discover who she was. The woman knew she wounded too easily. She was sensitive by far and her empathy she didn’t know at the time, was part of her saving grace.

 This was when other ‘signs’ came to her aid, to help her heal, as other books like Louise Hay, You can Heal your Life Book came into her awareness, and healing herself in the art of  Spring Forest Qi-Gong, way before Master Chunyi Lin became as famous as he is today. She had begun way back after buying his programme on a set of audio tapes.

The woman began to understand one had to sometimes reach rock bottom in order to find oneself.

And without those pitfalls, the tears, she would not have had the empathy to relate to others who were also at their lowest ebb.

And so began her reaching deeper still, as she put more of the puzzle together of who she was.

The Puzzle of Life~ Part Two.

 

Now was the time  the woman needed to share her thoughts. Yet here was her dilemma. How to place all of those pieces that had taken years to gather so that others could make sense of them was almost impossible, unless they too had also been searching and gathering similar pieces to think ‘outside the box’ that so many found themselves encased within.

Some were not even remotely aware there were pieces to find, let alone go searching for them, while others would contentedly sit within their own picture never wanting to create a new landscape of other possibilities 

She knew her own pieces were making sense, but would they make sense to others. She dipped her hand yet again into the pile of scattered thoughts, to reshuffle them and turn them over into view.

She smiled at how the Truth was often held hidden in plain sight and she marvelled at the speed at which those synchronicities had jumped up at her long ago on her journey, nudging her ever forward, confirming she was on the right path.  

The very first piece that jumped out at her was when she was looking for a new job in the 80’s as the stress was getting to her, but instead of finding a new job. An advertisement jumped from the local paper. The print seeming larger than life….

“ MEDITATION CLASS”

are you wishing to de-stress, relax and learn how to meditate?

Then come along to our Meditation Group….

She thought back to that very first piece, it was the one that had started her journey to discover more about who she was and to seek answers to unanswerable questions.

That one piece had opened doors to a new world, as she began to view this world from a different perspective, as she began to see how this world told its stories. And how hidden within them were messages, if one cared to look at the hints which were thrown out. Yet all the while the Truth was distorted.   

It never ceased to amaze her how truth could be found at the core, even if well hidden. From Star Trek,in the God scene, to The Matrix, and our choices, as to which Pill we swallow!  To  Avatar in the scene the tree of voices as we connect with the light which permeates everything.  Even in the successful Cartoon epic of Frozen, as the words of the song Let it Go’ when we allow ourselves to be ourselves as we let go of fear, echoed in her memory. 

Yet she also knew what she had discovered was far from fiction. She was far from being on her own in fitting the pieces together.  For technology was also progressing, playing a vital role in allowing others to gather their own pieces together and connect. A.I. may well be gathering intelligence on the masses for its own ends, but the masses were also gathering their evidence and using their voices to unite.

 More were stirring from their slumbers as they began solving their own puzzles pieces.   And more and more were uniting, unifying, comparing their findings with others, and were beginning to see the larger picture take shape. And it wasn’t always what we had been taught. Uncovering such pieces could be disturbing, because it could shake the very foundations of our beliefs, but the more pieces of the puzzle she gathered. The more it started to make perfect sense.


The woman understood there would also be those who would never entertain sitting around a table, and have the patience to inspect each piece. They were content to sit in the boxes of their limited thoughts.  They wanted only their Piece only, and believed what they had been programmed to believe, for they thought only their piece mattered. So, it was up to others to fit in and around with them.

The woman had worked for many bosses of this nature, they would sit smugly in their office, while others did all the work. Showing little respect for the man-hours it took to build their empires, and they cared little of how each other piece had come to be in their box.

But wasn’t this the way of Life? As she thought of the Hierarchy at the top of their pyramids! They cared little for those who slaved away, so long as they reaped in their profits, they cared little as to how each struggled to maintain themselves.

And when those little pieces became self-assured and it looked as if their Lights were beginning to break through, as they united together to protest at their conditions or others well-being, suddenly new fears were created.

But Darkness, is only the lack of Knowledge, Light is knowledge,

Seeds, like the seeds she planted, needed darkness to grow.

Humanity she saw was pushing its way through the darkness into the light through knowledge..

And more and more were now coming to understand the way of the world and how Fear controlled. 

Fear kept Humanity enslaved.  The woman thought back throughout history, it shows us when we build, work hard and think things are going smoothly, something comes along to shock us, knock us back, and in one fell swoop economies could come crashing down, Wars would begin, just as people were beginning to climb back up, stock markets would crash. And people believed all were unavoidable.. But the woman had discovered how these pieces were especially contrived to create turmoil and chaos within the mass’s. Nothing was by chance.. 

And all the while those at the top of their pyramids would prosper rake in their rewards, the little people had the lid closed firmly down on them as they were kept in their boxes.  They were the ones who went to war, who came back disabled and shell shocked.  While others sat in their ivory towers pressing their buttons.  One only had to look at the repetitive cycles, of the past to see History is cyclic to view Historic events throughout the world repeat at various intervals.

The question is, are we going to allow those same mistakes of the past?

 Are we brave enough to envision a New Earth, one of Peace and Co-operation?

Or are we going to allow Fear to rule?

The Media of News, Films, and advertising is used as a tool to constantly mind control.So that we begin to believe this world is darker than dark, and as we do, we slowly let go of vital pieces of ourselves. While companies pile on more pressures to the workforce, cutting people for more profit, we find ourselves crumbling under pressure. The woman had experienced first hand, that crumbling, and taking those prescribed little pills she thought would aid her depression..

It happens in our education system too. Pile on the pressure to our young children, some schools, not all, agenda’s are mainly about Statistics, good grades, as schools promote themselves in Ofsted’s Marking system in Schools. Is it any wonder that in the UK the number of children prescribed  anti-depression drugs has increased by 50% in the last seven years according to the World Health Organisation!.

So we turn to what we think are creative games…. Alternative escapism, and its all part of the ‘grand design’, as smart phones are used as another tool to de-sensitise the mind. As its jingles and tones pings your brain, with its gambling additives, You WIN! Free Game, sprats to catch a mackerel!  or Zap! your dead, Game Over!!  all alter our senses.

We are unaware Vibration is altering our Psych, while computer games and films teach us Killing and torture is normal.  And people no longer seem to care or feel disturbed by it, because its being streamed into our lives, into our very homes.

So, as we join the herd mentality, many now are throwing in the towel. They want to escape, but don’t understand what it is they are escaping from. They just feel out of place, and so is it any wonder suicides are on the increase. Because to be different means you get singled out and labelled.  We so easily point the finger and label, So, we conform and we no longer think for ourselves, because we have Alexa and Cortana to think for us.

But the woman knew this was all part of the Illusion, The Grand Deception. This was what we were all of us creating within our reality. If one believed this was real!

But what was real, and what of other realities, and other dimensions, how did these pieces fit?

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