Following Our Hearts ~ And Intuition 💖

Nature Heals

The woman observed the world through her window, shutting out the noise, as she shut the door on the media belching out negative vibrations 24/7.  She walked outside putting on her boots as she tried to shed the uncontrollable feelings of anger as the tears stung at the back of her eyes..

Why was she being triggered in such a way, what had caused such a reaction in her just now that she had to leave the house, her heart beating so hard and so fast in her chest she thought she may well wrench, she felt so sick in the pit of her stomach..

Shock takes a while to set in, and she thought the world at large was mainly still in shock all these months later.. Not believing just how quickly liberties and freedoms, were being eroded and people were just not seeing the bigger picture she was seeing.

What hope did she have? Inside her heart was breaking as she knew what was unfolding, and yet the smile she had always bore externally to others was slowly disappearing as she crumbled inside.

Scattered wild seeds will thrive where ever scattered

She had gone through many such dark times, periods of such deep desolate heart ache and feeling alone. Now she saw the world being asked to purge out its own deep seated trauma in a matter of months, while it had taken her years of deep soul searching those inner wounds, bringing them one by one to the surface to face the light of day as she shed her own inner wounds she had carried from childhood and even further back in previous lifetimes..

So why had this new announcement right now affected her so much… The PM’s words still rang in her ears as the media had belched it from the other room..

She continued her walk, the tears now no longer stinging the back of her eyes were now freely running down her cheeks… She wiped them away with the back of her hand, chastising herself for being so emotional. Yet something deeper she knew had triggered that reaction. She sat on the ground, breathing deeper as she calmed her inner fury.

Thank goodness she was aware…. So many were not, and no wonder so many were breaking down right now as they hadn’t the knowledge she had been given that inner knowing, or understood the multiple layers of generational grief and personal trauma now activated on mass within the collective Trauma which was now being released on a massive scale.

Daisies bringing memories of Childhood: Different Chains now loomed

It was coming to slap us all in the face, as the world was breaking down, exposing our helplessness, isolation, and internal shaking of rage bubbled its way to the surface. People lashing out at others in frustration as the old had to crumble before the New could arise. 

She was lucky in that she had like minded souls upon her journey, a journey she had willingly stepped upon to be here at this time in the Earth’s Transition…

All her life she had felt she had a mission… Now more than ever she felt this mission was being activated as her purpose of being here was to witness this very moment and so, as she sat upon the ground looking upon the wild flowers she had planted in spring, she closed her eyes and allowed her mind to drift back…

Cornflowers blue hearts blowing in the wind.

……. The scene jumped up before her vision. A market place swarming with many people of long ago in another life, she could smell the spices in open baskets and the sweat of men as they pushed her aside.. She was hurrying between the stalls picking out the vegetables and fruits, she must get home as soon as she could, she dared not be late…  She pulled her veil closer around her face.. Her dark eyes barely visible as she reached to pay the stall holder..

The next image, she was cowering in a corner, shivering in fear… pain seared through her flesh as she had endured another beating… The baby in her belly she had protected, but her two younger children were crying uncontrollably…  Inside she screamed to escape, but she had her children to protect…

Her arranged marriage was one of convenience of families paying debts, she, a chattel, a possession only. To a man whose violence would often unleash for no reason other than he had had a bad day..  She was not allowed to speak, she had learnt the lesson of that early on in her marriage..  And no longer now shared an opinion, and now rarely spoke in his presence for fear of saying the wrong thing.. So she kept silence except for speaking to her children who were also learning about violence and dominance and the treatment of  women, for the woman was to serve and submit and stay silent..

Standing Tall even among the showers and wind.

The woman’s eyes opened..  Now she understood, as the view came back into focus… She sat still, processing her meditation as she visited her other self in another timeline of yesteryear..

She needed to be gentle with herself as she healed yet another aspect of those deep inner wounds, which she also now had contributed to other fresher wounds of unworthiness in this life time… So many pieces falling, fitting, and as she assembled them, many over previous  years had come to light… As each past life revealed its own particular wound..

This life she had always known was one of Letting Go….  She needed to let this one go also..  So. she thanked the Universe for yet another insight.  She would find a different approach, a spiritual approach of dealing with this particular emotion of being gagged yet again in this lifetime.. She was not going to be submissive, she would find her own way of saying NO! She needed oxygen to breath. She had done her research and she only wished others would do their own and think for themselves.  

Her voice and those of others she knew would be heard…  She knew deep within her soul that the harder one pushed, the harder the push back came… She also knew what she had seen in her vision years ago was slowly manifesting before her eyes… And she could no longer keep silent.. She could no longer be submissive…

Each low point reached she had raised herself back up.. And this now was a collective raising of consciousness…. And in order for those who still slept soundly to wake up… Perhaps they too had to reach their lowest point in order to rise up…

We are multi layers and ALL of us are ONE.

And when we see the truth, and face the truth within ourselves,. and when we learn to nurture ourselves, and hold that compassion for others.   She saw the collective uniting in a Global healing as hearts opened as they released and let go of all of their inner wounds. Yes there would be tears, and Yes there would be anger as the collective reached it’s own Dark Night of the soul just as she had years ago.

We are now being Triggered, many were reacting in fear.. But many more were beginning to question and wake up to something isn’t adding up.. Something isn’t quite right.  She knew others felt the same… even though as yet their voices were still silent in the wings… But they too would speak their truth… For Truth remains truth no matter how many lies are weaved…

My Transformation Butterfly painting

She was breaking through her chrysalis; her wings were now flexing as she took her instinctive leap of faith… She knew she was ready to fly…  She smiled as the Sun broke through the clouds. She had to follow her own heart… No one else’s… Her heart would discern and she felt it’s beat now loudly calling her to follow her instincts.   And what she felt deep inside she felt was right.  

Unity, New Earth and Transformation. The power of Three.. 

 

“Sorrow prepares you for joy. It violently sweeps everything out of your house, so that new joy can find space to enter. It shakes the yellow leaves from the bough of your heart, so that fresh, green leaves can grow in their place. It pulls up the rotten roots, so that new roots hidden beneath have room to grow. Whatever sorrow shakes from your heart, far better things will take their place.”
― Rumi

141 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Mark Lanesbury
    Jul 30, 2020 @ 23:54:43

    Great post Sue, and I see a transformed butterfly dear lady, one that has taken ‘that’ road ‘The Dark Night Of The Soul’ to reach that inner place waiting for us all ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  2. Eliza Ayres
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 00:01:47

    Reblogged this on Blue Dragon Journal.

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  3. AmyRose🌹
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 01:19:10

    My friend, just said to Hubby I cannot sit any longer. I will return here tomorrow. I must close down right now and take care of me. Love you, Sue!! xo

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  4. litebeing
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 01:29:51

    Beautiful Sue. I thought of you last night I believe and our last email exchange wondering if I ought to write you again. As Source would have it, I was tuning into you. Synchs let us know we are on our path. Don’t want to be cryptic, but want to also respect our private communication.

    The paintings are ethereal ❤
    Keep being you and speaking your truth.

    love, Linda

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jul 31, 2020 @ 11:52:44

      So understand and communication from you Linda is welcome any time my dear friend.. I suspect you were tuning in as I had a big day in front of me today.. All went well, and Spirit was walking by my side of that I am certain.. Love and Blessings and thank you so much for your lovely compliments Linda.. 💚🙏

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  5. Writing to Freedom
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 01:30:04

    I like your conclusions Sue and hope we are collectively going through the pain of waking up to become something more beautiful. Kudos on knowing you are following your heart and what is right.🙏

    Liked by 2 people

    Reply

  6. insearchofitall
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 02:34:42

    I hear your pain, Sue. I want to answer your note, probably tomorrow. We are mostly all wearing masks here too but I’m hoping it stops this madness in it’s tracks quickly. No one wants to wear them. I get dizzy after a short time through the market with it on. But I don’t relish the heart damage that comes after the virus. This post tells me there is more going on for you than the mask wearing. The isolation, old white men running things, being disrespected throughout history. So many things that should make us rise up and claim our power back. I love you painting of the butterfly. They are a favorite of mine.

    Liked by 2 people

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jul 31, 2020 @ 12:11:37

      Thank you dear Marlene, I look forward to that note my friend… As for your dizziness… Its no wonder, today I saw people really struggling in the heat, wearing them out of breath… And understand and respect your choice as you have underlying other health issues to guard against … If you click the link on the words of doing my research it will take you to a peer paper on an Epidemiology and Infection study done on the effectiveness of wearing masks especially with the flu type viruses, if you scroll down, because it is long to the Discussion point.. I cut and pasted an excerpt

      Pandemic guidance provided by the World Health Organization for community settings advises that masks may be worn although effectiveness is uncertain particularly in open spaces [41]. Other health agencies, such as the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, are not recommending masks in the community setting, with the exception of high-risk individuals who care for the sick or spend time in large crowds in areas affected by the pandemic [42]. Wearing masks incorrectly may increase the risk of transmission [41]. Further studies of face mask use are now underway, including some with prospective designs that follow cohorts of initially uninfected people. These studies will be particularly important in addressing compliance to and effectiveness associated with sustained use of face masks beyond the acute scenarios of existing studies [14–16]. While fewer resources are required to conduct studies with outcomes based on self-reported signs and symptoms of acute respiratory infection, future studies could include acute and convalescent serology or repeated collection of clinical specimens to provide results specific to influenza virus infection.

      In conclusion there remains a substantial gap in the scientific literature on the effectiveness of face masks to reduce transmission of influenza virus infection. While there is some experimental evidence that masks should be able to reduce infectiousness under controlled conditions [7], there is less evidence on whether this translates to effectiveness in natural settings. There is little evidence to support the effectiveness of face masks to reduce the risk of infection.

      There are other peer review studies I have researched in recent weeks Marlene, and in effect we can damage our health further in wearing them as germs build up on them we inhale back in. It is all a matter of informed choices.. Unfortunately the masses are not being totally informed.
      Thank you so much for your compliments Marlene.. Look after YOU my friend, because that is what matters at the end of the day…
      Much love dear Marlene… Special hugs your way 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

      • insearchofitall
        Jul 31, 2020 @ 20:50:49

        Thanks for the excerpt. Seems the answer is no one knows. So when I go out, I’ll put on a mask in the store and take it off when I leave. I feel immune to this stuff but my daughter doesn’t want me taking any chances. I will help her relax but I keep good personal space from people I don’t know anyway. Mostly, I stay home for now. I have a friend or two come sit on the porch or at a distance. If it’s my time, it’s my time. Until then, I’m going to enjoy my life as much as possible. I have plenty to keep my mind busy here as well as my hands and heart.

        Like

        Reply

  7. New Bloggy Cat
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 04:03:41

    Ahh…beautiful write up as always, dear Sue. And I love your butterfly painting. Indeed, we are multilayers and all of us are one. One-derful! Talk soon, my dear friend. Have a lovely weekend! Much love and hugs, ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡♡♡♡♡

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  8. Jane Sturgeon
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 08:00:49

    I feel you, my soul sister. ❤ ❤ ❤

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  9. derrickjknight
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 09:47:51

    A tale well told for the times

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  10. Miriam
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 11:59:03

    Sue, I felt every word you wrote. Unlike you I feel I’ve only truly woken up recently, in the past few months, but my eyes will never be closed again. I see the lies, and I also can feel the fear all around me when I step outside. So many are oblivious and don’t see beyond what the MSM are perpetuating but I’m slowly speaking out to the odd person who wants to listen. I’m holding onto faith, to the optimism of humankind and yes I’m following my heart. Thank you for writing what so many of us are feeling. Sending love, hugs, peace and fierce hope for a better future. I love your paintings. xxxx 🙏💙

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jul 31, 2020 @ 12:27:27

      Bless you dear Miriam, indeed our eyes will never be closed again.. I woke up in the 90’s to many more things too numerous to mention here, and in the very beginning I felt sick to my stomach… Having had a vision some years ago pertaining to our future time line, I never in a million years ever thought my own years on Earth would bare witness to those leading up events we see today on the streets….

      I have to be true to myself… and follow my own gut instincts which are based from a point of love, Love of self in that we need to do what is right for ourselves in nurturing our own gut feelings.. While being respectful of others and their choices
      I speak out my thoughts and its up to those who read either to digest them or disguised them.. My duty of care is to myself!.. Even if my family disagree with me, I have to stand up and put my heart in upholding our Sovereignty of our Human Spirit, which a war is being waged against us, to lower our frequencies through Fear..
      I may loose a few hearts in the process, I may gain a few more…. But to stand in silence is to condone what is occurring and I need to be true to my Soul and what I feel now more than ever is what I have been preparing for ALL of my life… To hold love and light and share enlightened words, so others too may grasp a different perspective and viewpoint of what we are being told by MSM…
      Thank you Miriam, for sharing your courage, in also speaking your truth..
      Love and Blessings Dear Miriam.. And thank you
      💖🙏💖

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

      • Miriam
        Jul 31, 2020 @ 14:13:16

        I feel you Sue, I feel your conviction and I stand with you in knowing the truth. And you’re right, it’s a choice that all of us have to make and we can’t force it on another if they don’t want to see. Thank you for leading the way and for being such a source of light, inspiration and hope. Here’s to leading with our heart. I’m with you. xx 🙏💕

        Like

        Reply

  11. Visionkeeper
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 12:10:56

    Ah DW….We are sharing the same thoughts, as always….I will not take up space writing a bunch of stuff here, I’ll send you an email that is more in depth. Great words and amazing art work! Loved the butterfly. These can be very painful times as we are finding out, which is why we need to create our own realities in which to reside or else be pulled under into oblivion. Not easy to do but a vital necessity! I wish we didn’t have a massive ocean separating us. There are so few people around me that I can talk with, who are awake and able to understand what I see. I know you would get it in a flash, but we are separated for a reason. We each live in a patch of darkness that needs to be illuminated and that is part of our mission as lonely as that can get. We signed on so forward we go! Sending you an email along with my love….Hugs DW….VK ❤

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jul 31, 2020 @ 12:31:26

      Agreed each holding space for the light in certain geographical points, so understand that my friend.. Look forward to your communication VK. We volunteered to be Light Warriors.. Well now we are being called to the ready.. And I see so many now of like minds gathering in their groups of positive Unity..
      Sending love and well wishes VK… Much love across the Pond.. 💖🙏

      Like

      Reply

  12. peggyjoan42
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 12:33:37

    Right now is a trying time for all of us. Depression seems to be rampant. Letting the tears fall helps a lot of us release the pain within us. Loved the beautiful wild flowers you grew and your painting of the butterfly. I do wish peace for everyone and that life will be better in the future. You have weaved a very intriguing story.
    Love and hugs to you my friend.

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  13. inavukic
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 13:31:23

    Profound post Sue. Thank you. And just a word about times we live in, the social isolation, the regulations and measures to follow…in times one has no control over living as part of community the “no control” could well spin many into frustrations and anger …it’s important to see one cannot obtain control and then, much happiness can be generated within.

    Like

    Reply

  14. Teagan R. Geneviene
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 14:13:35

    I always enjoy seeing your art, Sue. Although everything here is beautiful, through and through. Hugs on the wing!

    Like

    Reply

  15. Eddie Two Hawks
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 14:33:03

    What a lovely post! It is a great thrill to see so much of your beautiful original artwork.
    Have a lovely weekend Dreamwalker, blessings, Eddie

    Like

    Reply

  16. -Eugenia
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 14:49:44

    Beautiful post, Sue. I note that you used a quote by Rumi, and it seems so many of his quotes are so apt for the times. Here is another quote that I like – “Raise your words, not voice. It is rain that grows flowers, not thunder.”― Rumi

    Peace and light and have a great weekend! ❤️

    Like

    Reply

  17. AmyRose🌹
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 15:57:02

    Sue, you are a brave warrior and I respect you so much for it. What with the censorship that is occurring everywhere, I’ve been challenged to write in a way so that I do not get barred here. We ALL must follow our hearts and really THINK for ourselves on how this is truly not about a virus, but rather for control over the world. All I can do as you can at this time, is to be an example in our own lives. I’ve had such struggles over the mask issue, feeling so strongly in my views. I know I will not be muzzled or silenced nor will I harm MY health by complying with orders that are not law and are meant to ONLY be guidelines. As Kayleigh keeps pointing out (our press secretary) the CDC recommends masks but allows the individual to make a choice to wear one. NO ONE has the right to force anyone to wear one. I could go on but I won’t. You know my heart.
    Your painting …. I gasped! It is spectacular, Sue! I fell under its spell and now that it is firmly planted in my mind’s eye, will hold and stay there as my personal mantra that yes we are transforming into a higher form of ourselves. The more I stay outside and in nature and away from any content regarding current events, the more I can connect to the incredible PEACE that has anchored itself on this planet. Oh yes what I am saying is true. But when we are upset or in chaos or angry we cannot feel this Peace. I’ll give you an example, one that I know you will get. When I’m in the FLOW the yellow jackets that swarm the hummingbird feeders are calm and do not become frenzied when I come to change the sugar water, as I’ve seen in previous years. Because I’ve been humming in Peace they FEEL it and respond accordingly. Now, I close with a question. IF yellow jackets respond to my energy, how will humans? Those who are in fear will not feel the Peace. Perhaps, however, I will get them to begin to question …. but why is she ….. etc? Those who are questioning and doing their best to keep their heads above the raging waters, they will feel it, and they in turn will radiate that energy out. Amazing when you think about it.
    MUCH LOVE to you!!! Thank you so much for walking to the beat of Truth and Love. God bless you!! xoxo

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 01, 2020 @ 15:57:32

      Wonderful response Amy.. Indeed how will those who are not aligned feel the flow of peace… ? As much as I would love for everyone to awaken to what we know Amy.. Many will not, because we are all on our own individual pathways of progression… Some may well wake up at the last minute, and while I still feel my mission while holding light and love for myself is paramount.. I still really want other people to wake up to themselves and what they are creating for themselves..
      As I am coming to understand it, the split in timelines are many, I can only create my own space of reality, which is difficult at times, because I have to step out into this 3D reality of vibration which is being permeated with Fear more and more..
      But as I master myself, releasing my own inner fears more and more… We are also helping the collective manage theirs… This is how I have to now look at it.. We can only be responsible for ourselves, our own actions and those include our thoughts…
      As much as I wish I wave a magic wand… Humanity is going to have to go through its own deep dive of learning before it comes up to the surface to breathe in the fresh air Mother Nature has always provided… Which now we are being scared to breathe in…
      There has if you look been an assault on Trees.. Forest Fires… The cutting down of the Amazon Rain forests… Now we are all wearing masks..
      Nature has a way of showing us insights, if we connect the dots… Those dots which you and I and others have long ago connected…
      There are many many more of us than we realise Amy…
      Mother Nature is also about to speak louder too… She is showing those of us who read her signs… And she has given you a beautiful sign Amy with your Yellow Jackets… and Hawk experience…
      Love and Blessings.. 💚🙏

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

      • AmyRose🌹
        Aug 02, 2020 @ 12:52:06

        Mother has been speaking to me, Sue, and I have been both observing and listening. Today I posted a very powerful message that I received and that I shared. I am no longer looking toward man for guidance for that only induced acute anxiety and depression in me. Snapping the lines of communication between the world and me and going back to ONLY listening to my heart as I was taught, is the greatest Gift I could give myself. What others do, that is their journey, not mine. Spirit knows much more then man does and knowing this and how strongly Spirit communicates with me through Mother, I have returned, the prodigal daughter. Running from one fear to another fear, that is what the evil wants us to do instead of digging deep into our faith through whatever means we have been taught. Oh yes I have connected many dots as you say yet those too are lessons for others, not me.
        I feel so free today knowing that I myself AM mastering my own fears of my own making. I will not allow the world’s fears to encroach upon my mind, heart and soul. In order for me to continue my Walk, I must line up and stay there with what I was taught many years ago. We all have our unique individual journeys and having gone through what I have in recent months, my Compassion and Understanding have grown greatly. May your day be truly blessed and be filled with peace. Big (((HUGS!!! xo

        Liked by 1 person

        Reply

        • Sue Dreamwalker
          Aug 03, 2020 @ 15:22:00

          Thank you dearest Amy… So pleased you too are rising again…
          As I said in a reply to JoAnna… I will copy my words again here

          Witnessing much, and learning the lessons not all are fixable, but a necessary process in which we are brought to releasing old patterns and old wounds… Brings into view a whole new perspective of what is happening within the collective right now. The woman had to go through yet another deep wound in order for her to shed one more deeply hidden scar that was triggered within that moment, which brought it to the surface… So she was able to SEE it and release it..
          So she gave thanks for the lesson and learning, as she let go of one more hidden scar..

          And yes you are so right Amy… We All have our own unique individual journeys in which we are all doing our best to navigate through right now.. Not all roads are the same roads, that lead us to our final destinations..
          Love and Blessings right back dear Amy… Stay Blessed, you are loved.. ❤ 💖🙏💖

          Liked by 1 person

          Reply

  18. The Coastal Crone
    Jul 31, 2020 @ 20:35:09

    Transformation is beautiful!

    Like

    Reply

  19. Ben Naga
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 00:29:03

    Like-minded footsteps after all.

    ~~~~~ ~ ~~~~~

    OBSTRUCTION

    Solitary, ashen
    Hollow footsteps echo
    Across the great hall
    Absent any like-minded

    Outside in the glare
    A multitude in sackcloth
    Sheep and cattle tethered

    We see in it greatness gone
    And the lesser come upon us

    A market place
    A slaughterhouse
    A gaming house
    A gaudy brothel

    A mortuary
    A graveyard

    A withered stump

    https://bennaga.wordpress.com/2020/07/23/obstruction/

    Like

    Reply

  20. thespiritkeeper
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 05:18:38

    Another beautiful post to enlightened us and to raise our consciousness. Loved your buterfly painting and saw the hearts at the tip of the wings. Love is and all there was. That is the way out of here. The longest journey is from the head to the heart. Sometimes years and sometime birthed suddenly. I hope you have an excellent weekend (and the word I was looking for on your other post instead of insight was epiphanies) with joyous epiphanies. Be well my friend and stay blessed.

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 01, 2020 @ 21:59:04

      Thank you Joseph.. Smiles at the heart tips, I hadn’t even realised I had done that until I stepped back to view the finished painting… And yes the longest journey from head to heart.. My weekend has been restful thank you Joseph.. And thank you for your lovely comment.. The world could do with an Epiphany right now 🙂 Many thanks again .. Take care also .. 💚🙏

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  21. stephensmustang1
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 05:34:17

    Wow..just wow. Loved this. … “For Truth remains truth no matter how many lies are weaved…”..yes indeed.
    Love and hugs

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  22. maskednative
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 09:46:21

    Yes, with you all the way Sue. When I first came to Ireland in the late 90’s, I felt that a spiritual battle was on its way and we should prepare and be ready, even though I had no idea what or when, but there can be no denying that we are on a journey to freedom. I still don’t know how to ‘do it right’. I am led by God’s word and am so grateful but it saddens me to see others, especially those in my own family who have no idea of the real truth of this time in our lives. Stay strong Sue, it is always darkest before the dawn. Much love xx

    Like

    Reply

  23. Baydreamer
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 16:28:16

    Beautifully written, Sue, and your painting is gorgeous and inspirational. We have to follow our hearts, and good will always prevail even when our intuition is foreboding. Sending much love and light to you, dear friend. xoxoxo

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  24. Val Boyko
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 17:30:56

    Nature always brings us back to balance. We must trust her and our own inner guide. Thank you for sharing this powerful and moving story Sue 💕🙏💝

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  25. Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.com
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 20:41:44

    Sue, my dear grandmother passed away on the 29th. She was alone for 3 months due to Covid at the nursing home and then family could see her at the end once she was put in hospice. FaceTime provided a meeting point for she and I and she met her great granddaughter that way. At 99, she had had dementia for about a decade. But she had weeks of life in bed after no longer eating and it was devastating for my family and father.

    Your painting of the butterfly makes me this of her shimmering freedom. As you know, I have long talked about walking in her garden. I enjoyed reading about the journey of the feminine reclaiming power. I see a better future after we get through all of this. . Also, the Rumi poem helped me with reflecting on my own sorrow. “Whatever sorrow shakes from your heart, far better things will take their place.” I’m ready for my transformation, as I allow myself the process of grief and give its rightful time/place.

    Thank you for sharing your bursting, shimmering painting… much love your way. Xo

    Liked by 2 people

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 01, 2020 @ 22:47:04

      My sincere deepest condolences dearest Ka.. So many have met this fate of being alone.. So cruel to both parties.. I can understand your raw grief my friend.. I am pleased that in some way my post and the words of Rumi has given you comfort … Likewise the future is what we who hold it within our vision… And it is really needed right now… As unlike you I am not into Astrology, but the Lions Gate I hear coming up and the dates between the 8th and 13th Aug are important for us to hold the light..
      Keep that image of the butterfly… For its symbology is strong.. We are at the moment all turning to mush within the cocoon… No order as the cells chemistry find their new order to realign into their new roles..
      We dearest Ka who are sensitive, have perhaps born a larger burden of feeling the frequencies of these wounds, which not only we are learning to shed, but as a collect also..
      Allow that grief to flow..
      I remember when my Dad passed away. Even though I had held his had and talked him on, the pain hit like a cruel sword in my heart… The next day I got my drum and beat it and howled like a Native as I played a CD of Native American Drumming and chants.. …. Whaling and weeping I chanted along.. … The grief had to pour out..
      Allow yourself that dear Ka….
      And I am grateful my painting brought you comfort… Sending huge hugs and much love dear Ka… Stay Strong in the knowledge we are paving the way for that better future with our positive thoughts and prayers ❤ 💖🙏💖

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

      • Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.com
        Aug 01, 2020 @ 23:00:07

        Thank you, Sue! I did a lot of ritual work in her passage and spent a lot of time with her in journey space. I called in many shamanic friends to help and I guided the family by supporting my dad. I am so grateful to be able to do that, and I know she is, too. I’ve also received confirmation.

        I may not be into astrology in the way you might think I am. For me it’s a thing I create, not that is “given” to me, though interpretation can be given. For now I am working deeply with the Celestial regents of the planets in a ritual way as a medicine woman apprentice. As you know this has been many lifetimes.

        That said, I am not very familiar with the Lion’s gate, though I hear many talk about it. My birthday is on the 7th of August. So if there was a Lion’s gate that I knew of, I would know it in my soul…

        You are so right about the butterfly and exactly where we are as moosh and all cells rearranging… I agree.

        We are creating…and I am giving space for all the emotions and all the difficulties and all the anguish.. and giving space and love for all the growth and cycles of progress and the unveiling of many things. Bless your painting skills! Sending my love back to you… xo

        Like

        Reply

        • Sue Dreamwalker
          Aug 03, 2020 @ 14:41:20

          Wonderful you were able to do that Ka for your Dad and family Ka, such and ritual is so powerful .. And yes, many cannot grasp the ‘many Life times’ concept.. Or our hidden roles… Neither am I familiar with the Lions Gate, or Astrology as such, I just follow my intuition and where it guides me, I do feel August is going to unleash some surprises and shocks…..
          Wishing you a very Happy Earth Born Day to you on the 7th dear Ka.. I am bound to forget…. As my time here at the moment on Wp is very hit and miss still..
          Creating and finishing projects we have been putting off… I have some knitting I paused a while ago as my mind was not able to focus on its pattern for long..
          Yesterday I picked it up again in the first time in months… And it felt right to continue with it again, as my paints for now have said what they needed to say to me..
          Sending huge hugs to you and our family, especially your little one… stay blessed my friend…
          Much love your way.. ❤ 💖🙏💖

          Liked by 1 person

          Reply

      • Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.com
        Aug 01, 2020 @ 23:00:51

        Want to put a special light out there for your father 🔥

        Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽

        Like

        Reply

  26. dgkaye
    Aug 01, 2020 @ 22:58:14

    Yes, thank goodness ‘the woman’ has awakened and come back to remind we are the collective. We are still in the fight and so many new ones are awakening I’m finding. May we not be too late or relent. So mote it be. Your wisdom is uplifting and timely. Hugs dear friend. ❤ xxx

    Like

    Reply

  27. JoAnna
    Aug 02, 2020 @ 02:34:39

    I will remember this when I’m finding myself more emotionally overwhelmed about a situation than I think I should be. There is always a good reason for our emotions – often something deeper. I was drawn to this line: “her purpose of being here was to witness this very moment.” It’s a good reminder that somethings it’s not my job to fix things, but to witness. Maybe to share my thoughts, and watch how things work out. The Rumi quote is an encouraging reminder. Thank you for your powerful and comforting insights, Sue! Be well and be free! ❤

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 03, 2020 @ 14:50:22

      So pleased you picked out that particular line JoAnna..

      “her purpose of being here was to witness this very moment.”

      Witnessing much, and learning the lessons not all are fixable, but a necessary process in which we are brought to releasing old patterns and old wounds… Brings into view a whole new perspective of what is happening within the collective right now. The woman had to go through yet another deep wound in order for her to shed one more deeply hidden scar that was triggered within that moment, which brought it to the surface… So she was able to SEE it and release it..
      So she gave thanks for the lesson and learning, as she let go of one more hidden scar..
      Love and Light dearest JoAnna. ❤ 💖🙏💖 Stay blessed ❤

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  28. Adele Marie
    Aug 02, 2020 @ 08:41:35

    We are gathering together and we will be heard. Already Bison are being re-introduced to Britain and I feel that is a step towards unity. For the many who are going through their dark night of the soul, remember morning does break. Thank you, Sue. ❤

    Like

    Reply

  29. Jennie
    Aug 02, 2020 @ 15:38:35

    Wow! Just WOW!

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  30. Bela Johnson
    Aug 02, 2020 @ 20:29:34

    Aloha dear one. Great to be back on wp, tho it is a bit overwhelming, catching up as best i can!

    I can so relate to this post. I, too have been experiencing the heart and gut thing, and I don’t even listen to the news! Just being out in public on the mainland US is enough to send me into paroxysms of heart wrench, gut clench or nausea and tears. There is SO much collective fear! And just as you say, everything is collapsing and precipitating a collective reckoning that took us years to unravel within ourselves. How difficult it must be for those who never undertook the journey!

    So happy to be back in the forest where we can ramble and breathe clearly. And minimize the forays into town.

    Sending you love and blessings across the miles. We do share that One Love. 🙏🌿🌎💕

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 03, 2020 @ 15:28:38

      Overwhelming perhaps an understatement 🙂 Agreed about the public domain… It is so sad the state of hyped fear, and more deeper fears yet to be released of that I am certain… As we see tensions rise and tempers flare and mayhem ensue … And yes Exactly… those who have no clue as to what is causing them these deeper Anger outbursts are experiencing raw emotional discharge..
      I can only imagine your delight dear Bela, so loved your note… And the Forests embrace of deep love in the freedom to Breathe in Peace and Harmony within Natures glorious Sanctuary..
      Lovely to see you hear once again dear Bela… and thank you as Love is returned ten fold.. ❤ 💖🙏💖

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  31. Andrea Stephenson
    Aug 02, 2020 @ 20:56:12

    A powerful and compelling journey Sue, your butterfly is luminous!

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 03, 2020 @ 15:41:50

      Bless you and thank you Andrea… Thank you for the compliment.. Some of the paints used were Silk Shimmering Acrylic paints and others Glitter acrylics.. I was pleased with the result and Happy your noticed its luminosity 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  32. robbiesinspiration
    Aug 03, 2020 @ 09:50:25

    A beautiful picture, Sue, and this post is quite sad and conflicting. A bit of a cry for help. I must be honest that I don’t dwell on the problems of this world to such an extent. I manage to keep the negativity at bay and try to bring a bit of joy and light to others, that keeps me going.

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 03, 2020 @ 15:57:35

      Thank you dearest Robbie… Yes within that Moment the Woman was very Sad…. Pain released from an old war wound of yesteryear.. Held onto deep within her core even she didn’t understand until the meditation just how DEEP the Cut was…
      I will share a reply I gave JoAnna to explain why often times we need to Feel, release, and Let go, to enable us to move forward.. I feel the world at the moment is in this very phase… As Deep Trauma held within ever nation is surfacing in individuals as tension and fear escalate the collective Energy within Mother Gaia.. As JoAnna picked out the sentence of the woman needing to bare witness to the moment.. I replied:-

      “Witnessing much, and learning the lessons not all are fixable, but a necessary process in which we are brought to releasing old patterns and old wounds… Brings into view a whole new perspective of what is happening within the collective right now. The woman had to go through yet another deep wound in order for her to shed one more deeply hidden scar that was triggered within that moment, which brought it to the surface… So she was able to SEE it and release it..
      So she gave thanks for the lesson and learning, as she let go of one more hidden scar..”

      The world also has to SEE deeper into its own Darkness in order for it to be brought up to the surface and dealt with in order for us to move through it and move past it, in order for us to allow the old world and regimes to crumble before the new can surface and be built upon..
      And you know I often find joy and light to add to the world and fully respect we should all try to do that as much as we possibly can Robbie… But at times we still have to face our shadow selves and only by bringing them up into the light, will we disperse them… Leaving more space for more Light to shine..
      Sending huge hugs and much love your way Robbie.. And so appreciated your thoughts 🙂 💖🙏💖

      Like

      Reply

  33. Lisa Hutchison LMHC
    Aug 03, 2020 @ 14:13:28

    Thanks for your words Sue. I find healing and nature go hand and hand. This is a time to listen within. Many Blessings, Lisa xoxo

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  34. roughwighting
    Aug 04, 2020 @ 15:29:32

    Rumi’s quote at the end of your in-depth inspirational and intuitive post is positively perfect. Out of pain comes release and change and joy. We must believe in the joy and love that are to follow. The challenge is to not let the darkness overcome the light that is willing to shine through. Thank you, Sue!

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 05, 2020 @ 15:19:53

      Exactly that dear Pam, may we rise like the phoenix from the ashes in love, truth and enlightenment.. As we each collectively release the pain of change..
      Love and Hugs and take care dear Pam.. 💖🙏💚

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 10, 2020 @ 12:17:05

      Thank you Dear Pam… Indeed out of pain we learn to release let go and only through that negative do we truly understand JOY and LOVE… And so agree with you Pam in not allowing the darkness to snuff out the light… LOVE, and the HUMAN Spirit will shine on through of that I am certain ❤ 🙂 Huge hus right back Pam.. ❤

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  35. marina kanavaki
    Aug 04, 2020 @ 16:19:00

    Visiting your home of light, kindness and love, is always a pleasure. Thank you, my sweet friend!
    Many hugs your way – love and xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  36. Trackback: The Answer | insearchofitall
  37. charliezero1.wordpress.com
    Aug 04, 2020 @ 23:55:28

    Hi! sue, your post and painting are stunningly beautiful and you my friend are healing the world. Bless you so much. Miss you. 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  38. prenin
    Aug 05, 2020 @ 19:07:31

    You are quite the writer Sue love. 🙂 ❤

    The past is woven into our present until we face our pain and make it a part of our growth, taking the sting away until all that remains is bad memories. 🙂 ❤

    The beaten woman and I have a lot in common, because I've been there, felt the pain and fear of a monster.

    Keep on writing Sue, you have the touch.

    Love, hugs and Blessed Be. 🙂 ❤

    Prenin.

    Liked by 2 people

    Reply

  39. Mother Wintermoon
    Aug 06, 2020 @ 21:00:49

    This spoke so deeply and soulfully. Every word rang strong and true. You have captured ALL the feelings and emotions — now that the past, present and future have come home to roost. Much love, MW ❤️

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

  40. Infinite Living
    Aug 08, 2020 @ 06:36:28

    How precious that you give voice to this woman, she speaks for the collective, gives voice to my heart and mind, validates every woman on this journey of healing and peeling and heeling. She so rightly wonders when the smile vanishes and she crumples inside, she still keeps going. I feel like I am standing with her on the other side of this particular storm. Yet another hidden truth had come up to be resolved, another wound to be balmed. The sorrow connects her deep within and some joy might bloom any time now …the ground is fertile, she perhaps only needs to face the sun and not look away …allow her own brightness to shine and mingle.

    I loved visiting here and indulging in your post …so assuring and beautiful!

    Liked by 1 person

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 10, 2020 @ 12:22:50

      I so understand dear Pragalbha, how difficult holding that smile can be… The SUN is shining, and the woman took time out to dissolve the shadow as she invited in yet more love and light into her being.. Many thanks dearest Pragalbha for those profound words.. The woman took each one to her heart and wrapped each one deep within her being… For they brought comfort and balm to ease the woman’s inner wounds, she now has released and healed…
      Love and Blessings dear Pragalbha.. I am always delighted to have your presence here my friend 🙂 💖🙏

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  41. J.D. Riso
    Aug 10, 2020 @ 22:40:33

    Butterflies are the ultimate symbol of transformation, of beauty and grace against all odds. Yours is so soft and dreamy. Just beautiful. You posted this many days ago, and I haven’t been able to read and respond because of my own struggle with darkness, which has now passed. Release to receive. As Rumi says, “Whatever sorrow shakes from your heart, far better things will take their place.” Is there any greater gift than the return of light? I know the importance of Nature in your healing process, as it is in mine. She is always there to hold and guide us when we need it. Wishing you deepening serenity, dearest Sue.

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 13, 2020 @ 18:09:49

      Without nature there to heal and guide I too would be lost Julie.. I am so pleased you are coming out of our deep sorrow my friend.. It matters not when you get to visit… we are connected via the cords of our hearts.. May you softly now flex your wings in new horizons that will lift you out of your shadows to embrace the freedom of loving your true essence .. May it guide you in all things, and bring about new inner peace..
      Love and Blessings your way dear Julie 🙂 💚🙏

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

  42. Barbara Franken
    Aug 12, 2020 @ 08:08:42

    A beautiful post sue sharing your heartache as the world continues to unfold anti freedom measures❤️ I really can’t believe it myself, we’ve been forced to muzzle up at all times for 2 months! AND still people aren’t waking up! However we both know to stay firmly anchored in trust in ourself… knowing this storm will pass❤️ Focusing on nourishing all of ourselves which continue to come back to this timeline, this vessel to be released of past wounds and be now part of the new earth celebrations we are birthing💃🏼🌈🕺 It’s quite strange we are all positioned all around the world, many alone… holding the light in the darkness❤️ Thank goodness for www so we can connect and know we’re not alone in this great transformation! So love your butterfly too. I need to source your glitter paint🤣. Much love to you🥰

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 13, 2020 @ 18:31:04

      Thank you dear Barbara.. Yes we are uniting in these difficult times, but that is perhaps what is needed, to shake many more sleepers awake… I do believe many are now becoming more aware. And I find it fascinating how we are all finding each other and synchronicities are pulling us into the right connections at the right times uniting us in a circle around the world…
      YES We are holding Light and Love .. But we are also not immune from feelings, and have to keep check on our empathy awareness.. Something I am learning to accept and detach from deeper wounding, if you know what I mean.. I care deeply, but now I have to be stronger within myself as our ‘Warrior’ spirit needs bringing to the fore..
      Many thanks dear Barbara for your support and understanding my friend ❤ 🙂 🙏💖🌈

      Like

      Reply

  43. aussieian2011
    Aug 15, 2020 @ 09:38:29

    Unbelievable writing Sue, it is hard to come away from your words, hard to accept the truth being openly shared, hard to walk away from the reality of something created out of greed, dominance and power, we might be minuscule but spiritually mighty, knowing this is nothing more than a passing time, a mere glance in the eye of the creator.

    Like

    Reply

  44. Renee Espriu
    Aug 16, 2020 @ 20:05:41

    Beautiful writing, Sue. I have had some down days but I understand there are simply things beyond my control. I might have mentioned I am helping my daughter make masks. I cut all the pattern pieces and she assembles them and makes the mask on her sewing machine. I do not like cutting the pieces that have turned people into beings without faces but she is trying to make money to recoup losses of when her daughter and children lived with her. They haven’t been gone many weeks but it has taken her time to realize money from her venture, which is now considered a small business. Her husband and herself will downsize in 5-7yrs so I do have time to figure out how I will live independently again. They want their next house to be their own. I understand but it makes it difficult for me. I have not done any art for months now and since I began helping her it seems I really have no time to do so. But I am thinking on how to work that out as simply helping her all of the time is taking its’ toll on me, both mentally and physically. But there is no one else to help her. Anyway, I hope you do not think me complaining but I just thought to tell you my present reality. Things will change, I know, but I am hopeful sooner than later. Do take care. xoxo

    Like

    Reply

    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 19, 2020 @ 21:59:30

      Yes indeed Renee, many things out of our control, other than our thoughts and our perceptions.. So pleased you are keeping busy, and while your intentions are I know trying to help your daughter, if it is causing you both mental and physical fatigue… So a day off here and there to do the things you so love is not much to ask and I am sure your daughter will understand your need for your own space of peace and quiet within your own creative skills dear Renee.. Renee, you are not complaining you are just voicing your thoughts, and your thoughts are telling you exactly what you need to do, but your good nature doesn’t wish to let anyone down…
      But you have spent your life time looking after others and thinking of their welfare… Now dear Renee is the time to nurture yourself and take care of your own needs, and if you really listen to your heart, I know you hear what it says…
      Sending HUGE hugs Renee…. Look after yourself my friend… Its time to do so…
      Much love and many thanks for your lovely visit and comment ❤ 💖🙏💖

      Liked by 1 person

      Reply

      • Renee Espriu
        Aug 21, 2020 @ 04:46:40

        Thank you for your understanding. I have just returned from the city in which my doctors are and where I once had my home. I have talked to my daughter before I read your comment and since her new business has finally reached a point where it is not overwhelming, she agrees that both of us need to do more outside of it and at least take the time to do what will benefit our health and well being. I am still regrouping from the weekend as we had very high temperatures and as I am on blood thinner, I do not do well in the heat so did not sleep well, while staying with my friend. It will take a couple of days to feel better. I now look forward to making time for my studio and the art that nurtures my spirit. Much love to you as well, my dear friend. xoxox

        Like

        Reply

        • Sue Dreamwalker
          Aug 24, 2020 @ 09:47:52

          Wonderful Renee… Enjoy your creativity time Renee…. and hope the weather cools, I agree it becomes very uncomfortable in extreme heat we were like that a couple of weeks ago, and we are not geared up with Air-conditioning etc.. Sending huge hugs Renee ❤

          Liked by 1 person

          Reply

Please leave me your Thoughts!.. and add your Beat to my Drum

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Dreams

Member of The Internet Defense League

British Red Cross

Please Support the Red Cross, Help Others.

Speak Out Against Nuclear Power

Speak Out Against Nuclear Power

Visitors from Around the World

Flag Counter
Follow Dreamwalker's Sanctuary on WordPress.com
Sue Dreamwalker

Sue Dreamwalker

Each of us, carries within us the capacity to change the world in small ways for better or worse. Everything we do and think affects the people in our lives, and their reactions in turn affect others As the effect of a seemingly insignificant word passes from person to person, its impact grows and can become a source of great joy, inspiration, anxiety, or pain. Your thoughts and actions are like stones dropped into still waters, causing ripples to spread and expand as they move outward.. I hope that I can send a few ripples out via the web of life, as we each of us weave the threads together... Welcome to my Sanctuary of Peace and Love... May we each spread our Lights around our World....Sue Dreamwalker

Personal Links

View Full Profile →

Help The Humane Society International

Help us help them survive

Free E-Book True Awakening Experiences ~ Download your copy here!

Thanks to Barbara, for putting this E Book Together at http://memymagnificentself.wordpress.com/

Dates Dreamwalker Beat Her Drum

July 2020
M T W T F S S
 12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
2728293031  

Free E-Book to download.

Part Two E-book of True Awakening Experiences, complied by Barbara Franklin and WordPress Friends.

Tags

2012 Acrylic Painting Acrylics Akiane Kramarik. Allotment Allotment. Self Sufficiency Allotments Ancient Secrets Angels Answers art Arts and Crafts Ascension Automatic Channelled Writing Avaaz Awaken Awakening Awards Awareness Balance Books Butterfly Caring change Changes Children Choices Climate Change Community compassion Consciousness. Consciousness. Community Consciousness. Illusions Conservation Crafts creativity Darkness Diving Deeper Dreams Earth Earth Changes Earth Day Earth Mother Earth Shift Emotions Energies Energy Enlightenment Environment. Faith Family Fear Flower of Life Flowers Food Friends Gaia Garden Gardening Gifts Gratitude Gregg Braden Growing your own Grow your own Halloween happiness Harmony Healing Health Heart Hearts Hobbies Indigenous people Inner thoughts Inspired Intuition journey joy Knitting life Light Lightworkers love Mass Consciousness Matrix Mayan Calendar Media Medicine Wheel meditation mind Monsanto Mother Earth music Native American Indians Nature New Earth News New Year Ocean Oneness Painting Paintings Pastel Drawings. Peace Personal Responsibility Planet Earth Planting Poem poems Pollution Positive Positive Thinking Prayer Sadness Scotland Seeds Self Self Sufficiency Shift Short Stories. Signs Soul Sound Spirit Spiritual Spring Storms The Great Purification thoughts Time Trancend transformation. transformation. Energy Travel Trees Truth Unity Unity Consciousness Universe Vegetables Vibration. Vision Quest Walking War wars Watercolour Painting Weather web world World Peace

Stop Fracking in the UK..

Click to follow link to site

%d bloggers like this: