Finding Myself ~ I AM~

Tears of Consciousness

Have you ever looked in the mirror deep into your eyes and wondered just who you are? Knowing that you’re someone different from the face that stares back at you.

Do you feel within your being as you look deep into those eyes that you are not just your name?

Do you doubt who looks back at you?

Have you ever felt so alone, and yet at the same time so connected to everything, you at times think you are going crazy.

Have you ever walked down the street of your home town feeling yourself invisible as you observe all others in your path?

Did you ever dip your energy into theirs and feel their lives as you pass their space, as you watch young families connect and you smile in their joy. Did you catch half a conversation of those two old ladies as they stand there gossiping about their ailments and all their relatives problems too, and you think more woe is me…

Have you ever watched how teenagers and young folk sit in their own nervous energy as their knees tremble with foot constantly tapping the floor, as they sit texting on their phones?

Have you ever stopped to view the world as people hustle and bustle rushing here and there?

Did you ever feel like the world was spinning so fast as you were stood in the middle as it sent you dizzy as around and around you spin?

And did you ever feel your energy drain as the old gent with a bad cough accidently touched your shoulder as he passed you by, and yet you knew it was no accident, as he needed some healing.

And have you ever looked into a passing baby eyes to see their hidden smile to know instantly you were connected on their own wave length as recognition passed between your souls.

And have you ever driven the same route every day past a field with a tethered horse to feel their pain? As you see his head hung low..

Have you ever cried so hard you felt so empty and yet overwhelming full of love at the same time

And did you ever greet a new day full of thankfulness that you made it through to the morning?

Have you ever looked up at the night sky knowing you came from the stars?

Did you ever hear a thousand voices talk simultaneously and not hear one word spoken and yet you felt you understood everyone?

Me Age 5Did you ever look at that photo of yourself ages 5 and wonder where that child went, that face, hair, desires everything, ever cell has changed, and yet you still feel YOU!

Do you ever just wonder what happened to you within the Story of your life?

We are so often so busy looking for something else- we forget the ‘ever present’ consciousness in our lives, we forget who we are as we lost ourselves within a sea of emotions and the material ways.

We forgot we are whole and perfect, as we are so intent on finding something ‘Outside’ of ourselves to make us feel whole and complete.

We give ourselves labels-, I am successful, I am in business, I am lucky, I am never lucky, I am thin, I am fat, I am good, I am bad, I am Christian, I am Buddhists, I am an Atheist, I am Spiritual, I am Enlightened!

We are not the name upon our labels.

We are not the story of our problems and downfalls or successes. We are not the story of our Religion or Spiritual insights. We are not the Mothers, Fathers, Sisters, Brothers, Wives, Husbands or the labels on our Career Badges.

We may all of us look different, and appear different and individual, But we are ALL ONE. Each rain drop that falls from the sky is an individual sphere which falls to the ground separate, and yet they all merge back to the ocean.

We too are an expression, a drop of water, and we too all merge back within the sea of Consciousness.

It isn’t until we are seeking out answers to life questions as we try to make sense of our life’s stories that we begin to see that Happiness is a state of being and not dependent upon our life’s story.

These past few days I have been quiet and thoughtful, as I have gone through my own pain within the story of my life.

And today as I sat within the sun contemplating who I am, I understand perhaps for the very first time that it is ok to feel pain and hurt, just as it is ok to feel Love and joy..

Because we agreed to be all of it.

We are not separate- we are the experience of the Positive and Negative, we are both Light and Darkness, Good and bad, Pain and Joy..

And once we begin to see we are Beings of Light, we then see we can surpass our human emotions, for nothing can destroy us.. Not the real Us…

I have sat curled within my own pain of past hurts, holding them to me like a comfort blanket, wounding myself and others over and over again, as I buried them deep, only to have them resurface. Clinging onto a Mothers rejection- for many years past- and other hurts which ran so deep, seeking out the love of others, their appraisals and approvals as a substitute for the one true love I have always denied myself

I have reached out, given and shared myself, splitting me into  many aspects of myself and yet not really seeing who I was.

Today I looked in the mirror and greeted an old friend

no longer the stranger, but the perfect BEing.

Today I accepted myself for I AM ME!

And I AM Calm,

and I AM Peace I AM LOVE..

And I AM ALL OF YOU..

I AM ONE..

I AM

Me

105 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Visionkeeper
    May 30, 2012 @ 17:37:38

    Acceptance is a huge relief like exhaling after holding your breath. Sounds like you had an ah ha moment of great value. So much of what you write resonates. It was very well done DW…Glad you feel at peace with yourself. I thought of you yesterday while watching a movie that took place in your neck of the woods. The main characters kept going to their allotment to gather veggies for their dinners.
    Hope you are enjoying yours….VK

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 30, 2012 @ 17:46:07

      Yes a revalation of sorts took place VK.. And the Veggies are all doing nicely, although not ready for the cooking pot just yet..
      Thank you VK for being the first here to comment. Missed our Chats.. But now I have found myself again.. I will be buzzing around your neck of the woods also.. 🙂 Blessings to you ~DW

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  2. cat
    May 30, 2012 @ 20:05:59

    … have I ever … sister in sprit … thank you. Love, cat.

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 30, 2012 @ 21:47:43

      Hi Cat.. Yes I know you have my dear sister in Spirit!~ Keep that smile..For I am certain it brightens many whom you work with my dear friend. And it also Smiles right back at you within your reflection.. When ever you look into your own Beautiful eyes. Be well and Happy.. ~Sue xx

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  3. jennygoth666
    May 30, 2012 @ 20:22:30

    that was a good blog sue and such a pretty pic of you i feel stretch to the limit sometimes pulled this way and that i wonder on occasions where my strength keeps coming from but then i look at my family and know xxjen have a lovely week

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 30, 2012 @ 21:52:50

      Thank you Jen, we all of us draw from that deep dark well, and yet manage to find some Pure Water within..Life is a mixture of Light and Shade.. Sometimes we stumble around in the Dark Storms.. While at other times we climb rainbows.. I hope the Rainbows soon surround you in there wonderful Colours Jen.. as you breathe into your being some Self- Healing and Energy.. Love to you and thank you for adding your thoughts Jen.. ~Sue

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  4. creatingreciprocity
    May 30, 2012 @ 21:00:36

    Such profound words. I hope you are ok. Sometimes life can be so hard. X

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 30, 2012 @ 21:56:47

      Thank you CR.. Life sometimes brings us a few surprises and the best ones are the ones you find within yourself!.. I am fine thank you my friend.. We Light-workers have to at times ‘Feel’ The World. and understand WE too are Part of that same World.. with all its ups and downs.. no better, no worse than all the rest!.. But always Thankful for the Blessings we each of us have.. Love and light to you ~ Sue

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  5. kenny2dogs
    May 30, 2012 @ 21:05:24

    Hello Sue
    Surprise-surprise, Guess who is here ! “Me” Yes Kenny has been looking at himself of late. Asking questions of himself . Only problem is, he is not finding any answers. I guess he must become lost completely before he can truly find himself, who ever he is !
    Nice to read you are no longer a stranger to yourself, I am happy for you Sue.
    I see an image of you at last, now I can put a face to your words. If you remember I had imagined you as being much older.
    Take care my “young” friend 🙂

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 30, 2012 @ 22:02:36

      Kenny I read one of your lastest entries via my phone, and arrgh.. I will be over to comment… And I have been sending you some Healing thoughts my friend..
      And you have made my day.. At LAST! to visit and comment which I am so honoured with when you do..
      Yes you now have the Dreamwalkers face.. and as to the Old bit, why thank you. But I am ancient! on the inside!.. 🙂 😉

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  6. Gabrielle
    May 30, 2012 @ 21:56:45

    What a beautiful sharing Sue, and what a beautiful person you are! 🙂 It’s wonderful to finally see that lovely face of yours my sister. Thank you for being YOU and US and I AM – the ONE that we ALL are.
    Sending you LOTS of Love and Healing (((hugs))) xox

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 30, 2012 @ 22:06:51

      Gabrielle,
      Thank you my sister also for the healing thoughts they will be Gratefully received Thank you..
      Also thank you for cheering me.. I have much catching up to do .. But I have a weekend now to catch up with many I have missed this last week or more.. Love and Blessings Gabrielle.. 🙂

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  7. Raymond Alexander Kukkee
    May 30, 2012 @ 22:42:16

    Sue, this is a spectacular post, there is so much truth in it, so much to be learned from it, so much perfection as it points out the defects we all tend to see in ourselves–and the fact that we can heal, and identify ourselves, our spiritual nature, and be one. Turn on the light, turn on another Light–the light merges,– and so do we merge to be One soul, two souls a hundred, a million, and billions of souls merged in time and infinity with God///. Do not look at yourself in pain, see instead the beauty you ARE and let your inner peace and light shine, for we are part of it, we are part of YOU…. We ARE sending Light and love to you as you do US…Blessings to you dear Sue Dreamwalker, stand tall, my friend, , for you are healing all of us. Have a wonderful day! ~R
    p.s. Lovely picture!

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 30, 2012 @ 22:47:41

      Thank you Raymond, your words have touched me very much.. Thank you for the Healing thoughts~ who could fail not to heal when I have so many fine friends and thoughtful well wishes …
      ~ ” I thought I was lost! But now I am found” ~Amazing Grace! …
      Many thanks Raymond.. ~Sue

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  8. prenin
    May 30, 2012 @ 23:17:36

    I do not know who the stranger in the mirror is.

    His eyes hold sadness, pain and despair, but also hope and gentle kindness.

    He is a stranger to me, yet I know him so well…

    Love and hugs!

    Prenin.

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 31, 2012 @ 19:05:43

      Dear Prenin, you said that so well.. we are all of those things.. And More… much more…. Keep hold of that gentle kindness and Hope my friend… a squishy hug back to you Prenin,,, ((Hug )) Sue

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  9. zendictive
    May 31, 2012 @ 02:03:13

    you are wonderful (~_~) and an awesome light that shines for others…

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  10. aussieian2011
    May 31, 2012 @ 08:57:51

    Dont really know who I am anymore Sue, living a past life , living a present life and writing about somebody elses life, sometimes it get confusing but I think I know what is happening in my spiritual journey
    Cheers Princess
    Aussie Ian

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 31, 2012 @ 17:52:05

      Yes it can become very confusing at times Ian, as We travel along our pathways.. The most important thing I think along that journey is perhaps not to know so much as where you are going, but how far we have come! And to live each moment along that journey as if it were our last. Then the Present or the Past means little, For we then have only the ‘Gift’ of the Present.. What better ‘Present’ could we wish for?
      Sending you and Ana a hug! ~Sue

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  11. Sabina Brave
    May 31, 2012 @ 09:29:35

    I like a lot your new picture. You are shining 🙂
    Love, pecae, and lots of hugs 🙂
    xxxxx

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  12. natswans
    May 31, 2012 @ 12:18:56

    I to sometimes don’t know who that stranger is looking back at me. I always have a feeling of , I should be some place else. Very confusing at times, I feel at the moment it’s time to move on . The time feels right we shall see.
    Love the picture very refreshing Sue , Lots of Love
    Sheila xx

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  13. Doris
    May 31, 2012 @ 16:15:01

    have a great weekend… hugs

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  14. chicasl10
    May 31, 2012 @ 18:07:22

    I often wonder…why am i me? i mean i feel things and see fromn out of my body My sight.
    why do i see things my eyes see the world.
    Why so many whys My bro always says..MJ U think to much.
    So often ppl go somewhere to find themselves But i know That u dont need to go somewhere to solve this answer.
    we wll always ask ourselves.
    deep words Sue
    be well MJ

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  15. Sue Dreamwalker
    May 31, 2012 @ 19:13:11

    The answers are already there inside of us MJ and we just have to at times dig deep to pull those answers out… I so admire all that you do MJ, and you see ‘SEE’ that other side of the coin where others have nothing much in the material world, and yet they still manage to smile .. You and people like those you help are the ones we need to look to for answers.. As we open up our hearts in a more compassionate way to helping our fellow brothers and sisters..
    Many thanks MJ for your thoughts… I hope too many more would just open their eyes and SEE the world and what we are doing to it and each other..
    Love and Blessings to you MJ… ~Sue xx

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  16. becca givens
    May 31, 2012 @ 21:05:50

    Sue, I read this much earlier this morning, and had it flagged to visit and comment. This is such a courageous baring of essence of being … As I read it in the wee hours of dawn … I thought, this describes “me” … as I am sure many can relate. You share it with courage, tenderness, honesty and love. Thank you for the beacon of Light, that you are … and for allowing us to journey the path with you … Many blessings, dear one … and as our Creator deemed … a perfectly designed one!! 🙂

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 31, 2012 @ 21:12:36

      Becca thank you! Yes I was in two minds to blog as I penned down my thoughts .. I am so pleased that I took that further step and pressed the publish button.. Many relate to this and this has always been my intention to share and join together with others who are here upon this journey of Experience and Self disocovery. Yes Becca.. Perfectly designed.. We are Perfect in every way.. We just now need to go find the centre of our BEing and Find that Perfect Self among all of the Junk Thoughts we have been fed and feed from and Maybe then this world maybe become a Beacon of Truth.. Hugs to you 🙂 ~Sue xx

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  17. wightrabbit
    May 31, 2012 @ 21:11:50

    Just came over from Becca’s blog – Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!…….and Yes! You speak my story, far more eloquently than I have been able to, as yet. Thank you, so very much, Sue Dreamwalker!

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 31, 2012 @ 21:17:18

      Wightrabbit! Thank you for taking the trouble to hop!!! over from Becca’s, Please feel free to dig and delve into the many Rabbit Holes of Thought here:-) and Sooooo Happy that my Post has Jumped! right up at you and spoke to you .. So nice to meet a fellow Rabbit who is Looking through the ‘Looking Glass’ for answers! 🙂 ~Sue Dreamwalker 😉

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  18. Androgoth
    May 31, 2012 @ 22:12:30

    And a very sweet ‘Me’ you are too Sue, this is one of the finest postings that I have ever read on WP, indeed on anywhere to be honest with you. Stepping back and taking a long hard look at oneself is something that we hardly ever do, I guess that we are all too busy rushing around and trying to fit everything into the time we have allotted instead of tapping into the bigger picture of life as it were.

    I really like how you incorporated your photograph for the ending of your posting as it truly enhanced your interpretation of it, giving it a warming glow and to add a positive sense of inspiration.

    Knowing who we are on this earth and being happy with our outlook is the ultimate knowledge, a welcoming feeling that blends with emotions resulting in a fresher viewpoint on life itself, not from outside the bubble but inside where the energies of life are generated and experienced.

    Thank you for sharing your
    thoughts on this very delicate theme .

    Have a very nice rest of
    evening Sue, my great friend 🙂 🙂

    Androgoth XXx

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 31, 2012 @ 22:25:26

      Awww Many thanks Androgoth, for your most encouraging comments here.. Yes Like I said to Becca I nearly didnt post my thoughts, as I wrote them down under the shade a couple of days ago.. But Im now happy that I did. Sometimes it takes the pain in our lives for us to see the Happy Outlook many in this world never find.. I am extremly lucky in many respects Andro, and you are so right with what you say also for it is inside each of us

      “where the energies are generated and experienced”

      Wishing you a great Friday and weekend also my friend ~Sue

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      • Androgoth
        May 31, 2012 @ 22:37:48

        I very rarely add my thoughts on life within my own Space but whenever I read something of the calibre that you have expressed here within your posting I always offer, or try to offer an in depth reaction, and for a post that is genuinely added as this one clearly is then it deserves a much more detailed response and this is what I have tried to offer with my thoughts on what you have written, which is excellent by the way. Do have a very nice rest of the evening Sue and be good 😉

        Now I will have a large slice of your beautiful carrot cake 🙂

        Androgoth XXx

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  19. Cat Forsley
    May 31, 2012 @ 22:28:24

    SUE SUE ——-
    YOU YOU YOU XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
    HAPPY TEAR AGAIN ……
    FOR YOU XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 31, 2012 @ 22:34:32

      Cat thank you so very much.. Arrgh, tears both sides of the ocean Cat.. Hugs to you.. Love and Light, and always Peace sent your way ~Sue xx

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      • Cat Forsley
        May 31, 2012 @ 22:41:36

        WHAT IS WITH WEDNESDAYS AND THURSDAYS – DO YOU NOTICE – I NOTICE ……..????
        ON THE SAME WAVE THOSE DAYS ————–
        I AM ZOOOOOOOOOOMING IN ON YOUR PIC …… I SEE YOU 🙂 YOU ARE LOVELY …………
        NO ARGGHS ,,,,,
        JUST TONS OF PEACE 🙂 YOU KNOW ?
        I REMAIN YOUR FRIENDS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS XO
        AND YES I HAVE TO EMAIL YOU SOON ….
        YOU ARE VERY EMPATHIC .,…..
        IT’S UNCANNY ……
        IT TAKES ME HOURS TO MAKE A LITTLE IMAGE . HOW DO YOU KNOW THESE THINGS …..?
        I GUESS SOME PEOPLE JUST KNOW EACH OTHER INTRISICALY ? ……….
        YOU TOTALLY GET ME – AND IU AM SUPER GRATEFUL BECAUSE THERE IS A FREED UP FEELING IN MY HEART …….
        JUST BE YOU 🙂 RIGHT ………….
        THAT’S ALL THAT IS REQUIRED XOXOXOXO

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        • Sue Dreamwalker
          May 31, 2012 @ 22:54:46

          Smiling here Cat so wide here, and yes I sometimes just ‘Get it’ with people and know intuitivly what makes them tick.. Others too are just as much a mystery .. But when we feel a connection with another soul, we just click!… as It feels right.. Sighing here in a very good way.. as you have no idea how Free and Full of energy you also make me feel Cat.. Oh to be as carefree!.. That is why I say again Enjoy! BE YOU! and LIVE YOUR LIFE! Cat..
          Much love to you always and I will look out for that Email. 🙂 🙂 🙂 xxxxx PS your picture Gift is now firmly within my boarder theme.. xxx Hugs and thank you again! ~Sue of the Dream~ for ever Walking her way… in the Land of Dreamers.. xx

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  20. WordsFallFromMyEyes
    May 31, 2012 @ 22:58:28

    Sue, you’re so right! I HAVE stared at my eyes in the mirror, looked into my eyes. There came a time my son made fun of me because I took close up pictures, on our handicam, of my eyes. I wanted to look into them, as from outside. And I HAVE looked at an old pic and thought ‘where did she go?’

    But you know, with this present that I have, I do feel gifted. I have peace, job security, wellness in my son & growing wellness in my self. I don’t have much love in my life, but that’s actually giving me room to slowly realise a love for myself.

    This was thought provoking, Sue, a good read for me today.

    Noeleen
    http://www.VodkaWasMyMuse.wordpress.com
    http://www.WordsFallFromMyEyes.wordpress.com

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      May 31, 2012 @ 23:07:06

      Noeleen Many thanks for adding your own very personal thoughts here too. Yes Love in our lives comes in many forms.. Its good that you found what you needed today when you read my words. It makes the courage of what I posted right.. For I did do battle with myself before I posted it.. There are many of us right now who are going through their own personal changes and we are starting to understand we are not seperate in our pains, that we all of us share many things similar to each other.. And when we understand that we are ALL of us connected via the Mass Consciousness of our thought vibrations we will then begin to see how our feelings interact with others as our Empathy and Anger and Joy and Pain bubble within its Sea.. Once we go deep within ourselves we then begin to understand how we can tap into that Inner Sanctuary of Peacefulness and once again draw from the Well of our experience to show us We are none of us Alone.. We are ONE with One another.. All sharing, all Feeling, and ALL of us wanting LOVE.. ~Sue xx

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  21. Deb
    May 31, 2012 @ 23:02:39

    To me, you are a shining star! Thank you for this post, Sue!
    Hugs xx

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  22. Cat Forsley
    May 31, 2012 @ 23:03:21

    YAYAYAYAY
    SUE SUE ….SO HAPPY OVER HERE
    I JUST PRESSED ALL THE BUTTONS ON WORPRESS !!!!!!! LOL
    I UNFOLLOIWED YOU BY MISTAKE AND THEN FOLLOWED YOU
    NOT SURE WHAT PLANET I AM ON …….:) LOL
    BUT IT’S A HAPPY ONE …….
    WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE THINK …..
    I AM FINALLY THERE ….
    ALL TYPOS AND OVERLY CHEERFUL
    THAT’S WHAT I AM ……..
    SO BE IT ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
    YEAH ,,,,,,,,,
    I GET YOU LADY SUE SUE ……
    VERY MUCH ……..
    AND AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT XO
    I WILL EMAIL YOU VERY SOON
    AND I FORWARD ONE TO THE OTHER SO I CAN JUST HAVE ONE OPEN …
    TOO MUCH WRITING AND READING ….
    AND TYPOS …LOL
    🙂
    LOVE YOU BIG XOXOXOXOXOXO
    C

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  23. giselzitrone
    Jun 01, 2012 @ 11:14:09

    Hallo liebe Sue wünsche dir ein wunderschönes weekend und ganz viel liebe Grüsse von mir Gislinde

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  24. eddietwohawks
    Jun 01, 2012 @ 20:48:39

    I no longer find it co-incidence that we read each others post at nearly the same time. You opened the eyes of many to more of what is in your heart and mind. The world has been waiting for you. peace

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jun 01, 2012 @ 20:57:28

      Eddie, you have no idea how your words have touched me.. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. The World is waiting ….. And we ALL of us Eddie are adding our Lights to ‘Enlighten’ and Brighten its Spirit! as we go forward together in Unity! Blessings and Peace forever be with you also my dear friend ~ Dreamwalker~

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  25. lorrena
    Jun 02, 2012 @ 02:38:03

    Shine onwards and forever my friend..There is nothing to fear anymore once you have reached higher ground,the distant shore of love.light and serenity.That peace of mind and awakening to who you are Sue.
    I AM always with you forever and ever.
    Namaste

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jun 02, 2012 @ 19:06:21

      Thank you Lorrena, you are right my dear friend, There is really nothing to Fear at all.. once you have overcome the Fear of Self!.. And I am on the road.. Always Forward, never back… One step at a time… And forever with Love Light and Peace within my Heart for those I love.. Namaste~ Forever your friend Sue xox

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  26. Valentine Logar
    Jun 02, 2012 @ 21:26:24

    I come back and read your posts more than once these days. The answer, I don’t know where, lost and reaching out to be found. So I am trying to find her and bring her back, though it is a difficult and sometimes treacherous journey. You my friend are one of those I come to for relief and light on the path.

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jun 02, 2012 @ 21:34:21

      Valenine,thank you, you touch my heart.. And you will find her.. sometimes she hides inside of herself, and at other times she hides within the amount of pressure she builds around herself, Until One day out the the blue, She Blows. and then you will be surprised at what she reveals to you.. It is then you need to take her in your heart and hold her like a small child and be kind to her.. as you nurture her back through the Labyrinth of thoughts.. For she may be lost within the Maze, needing guidance, but there is a way out.. we just need to put one foot before the other and follow our instincts…
      Love and Light.. and thank you so much.. It is comments such as yours that lead me through my own Maze to face the opening before me.. Love ~Sue xx

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  27. aroomazainab
    Jun 02, 2012 @ 21:48:20

    Love your opinions 🙂

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  28. Bodhirose
    Jun 03, 2012 @ 00:47:16

    Yes, I have…yes I did..so very much I can relate to in your wonderful pouring out of yourSELF, Sue. Those labels do such an injustice and can keep us small, doubtful and hurting and not being able to see how large and expansive (our consciousness) really is. I have caught snippets of a higher consciousness in me that has lifted me so high…and then at other times I have sunk so low…I forget to keep myself firmly attached to the knowing of who I really am. And I do know that it is all there for me to tap into if I but place my attention on it. Thanks for a lovely reminder.

    So sorry for your sorrow and hurt but I’m glad you realized that it’s OK to have/feel the pain..and to acknowledge it. It sure is! Just when I’ve felt that I’ve gotten past an old hurt or wound…here it comes again, rearing it’s head…more lessons to be learned from it. A cycle…a circle of coming and going…

    Also, so nice to see your smiling face. I enjoyed the photo slideshow too and seeing you H.A.P.P.Y! 🙂

    I AM..too! You’re the best…thanks for sharing so beautifully.

    Peace,
    Gayle

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jun 03, 2012 @ 13:36:08

      Yes Gayle life is a cycle.. and we are coming to the end and the beginning of another one.. Many thanks for your wonderful comment Here Gayle, and Happy you enjoyed my H.A.P.P.Y!. Photo on the slide show.. 🙂

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  29. europasicewolf
    Jun 04, 2012 @ 19:52:25

    Well I know I come from the stars!! A most positive and well written post, and as I have stated elsewhere, a lovely photo of you 🙂 It’s sad how many people have no idea who they really are and some spend a lifetime searching for the answer but never quite get to find it before their time on Earth is done. If you don’t know who you are how can you know and understand who other people really are? I guess that’s why there are so many labels…one thing I always get annoyed at is the assumption people make that I am my job title. I am not! My job is what I do to make a living, it is NOT who I am!! Labels cover the confusion about their own personal ID for many people. But it is a false and unsatisfying security and ultimately inaccurate!! 🙂 x

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  30. granbee
    Jun 05, 2012 @ 00:13:26

    Sue, what great guidelines you give us here for walking in prayerful meditation to seek our true selves. Thank you, dear sister.

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jun 05, 2012 @ 20:04:31

      Sometimes Granbee, I feel like Im floundering in the Dark… but then I come to see such wonderful comments on here.. my Spirit is Renewed.. Hugs to you Granbee my great friend.. x

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  31. linhah
    Jun 05, 2012 @ 00:13:32

    Major changes have been happening to me lately as well, and some more painful than others.

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jun 05, 2012 @ 20:07:49

      Life cannot experience Joy and Happiness, unless one also experiences Pain and sadness… I think its how we overcome the Pain within our lives that helps us to see that we if we try… Can overcome the obsticles we have thrown within our paths.. They may not all be smooth, and we may not all know where we are heading.. But we do get to see and experience some interesting Views along the way.. Many thanks for adding your thoughts here today.. 🙂

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  32. dreamingthruthetwilight
    Jun 05, 2012 @ 09:21:07

    Sue ..you’re a dreamwalker and I dream thru the twilight.:-) There must be something we have in common, ‘cos I totally relate to this post.:-)

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  33. Oceanwaves
    Jun 09, 2012 @ 14:39:27

    And after noticing your new gorgeous profile picture I was also wondering what it was you were holding….aaaa drum..so beautifully decorated. It’s lovely Sue.
    I always become so peaceful within after reading these kind of posts from you Sue.
    Your such a good teacher…thankyou for sharing hun.
    Hugs Traceyxx

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jun 10, 2012 @ 18:51:13

      Thanks you Tracey, thats a lovely compliment… Yes its the Drum I decorated with my paintings… And the new Profile picture was a turning point I think.. Like Me ‘Coming Out’ into the world.. So Im pleased you like the picture.. xxx

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  34. rastelly
    Jun 11, 2012 @ 00:32:16

    Love the drum, I just noticed it – I have one of those
    flat ones with a double ended single stick – and several
    hand made flutes. Often I feel several emotions at once.
    I like to think there is much less evil in the world then people
    perceive, as much of what frightens us does so because
    of our own closed minds, there are some that hope to
    attain heaven – I want to reach a state of mind that would
    allow me to be happy even in Hell – as that I feel would
    be the ultimate power – to survive the snake pit – olny
    to crawl back in because you still have unanswered
    questions about snake pits. I have seen things so
    dangerous – but so beautiful it would be worth it
    even if they killed you.

    like hurricanes – for all their faults, they make the
    air smell really good – I have never felt bad when
    one was close – I wonder if they emit negitive ions?
    Any how much of what you say hits close, this feeling
    that all the pieces fit together – perhaps it’s really
    true – A perfect world – woulden’t be.” 🙂

    Have fun rideing that spirit horse –
    RS

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  35. varungenius
    Mar 13, 2013 @ 19:13:57

    Beautiful! This really helped a lot! Now I know that I’m not alone with all such weird things happening. Let’s AWAKEN to reality 🙂

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  36. Sue Dreamwalker
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 14:02:07

    Reblogged this on Dreamwalker's Sanctuary and commented:

    Yesterday I made an important decision as I pondered some more… I will be telling you shortly why I needed some space .. I will be seeing you all very soon…

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  37. Paul Handover
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 14:21:09

    Sue, I can’t better the views expressed by so many others. That these are profound and very beautiful thoughts; incredibly so. As you can see, your thoughts reach out and touch many others. Like the light from a clear dawn that is stealing across southern Oregon as I write this reply.

    Many might find deep insight from Sharon Salzberg’s book Faith, that I recommend.

    I will close by asking, Sue, if I might have your permission to quote from your post in a chapter that I am writing on the theme of the iinterconnectedness of all conscious beings?

    Wishes of inner peace to all, Paul.

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  38. Trini
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 14:43:04

    I just adore this post Sue!!! 🙂 It is so lovely, and I felt so much connection to what you were saying! 🙂 ❤

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  39. amandaseesdreams
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 15:17:23

    Sue, as always, you are so inspiring. I was almost in tears reading this, echoing the feelings familiar to us all. So many are blessed with your love, wisdom and courage to speak out here – thank you for being such an inspiring One! 🙂

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 04, 2014 @ 15:25:41

      Amanda.. thank you for reading, And for your own wonderful comment… Its comments like yours and others that make blogging about those inner deepest thoughts worth while. 🙂 Many thanks again.. Hugs to you Amanda.. Love Sue

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  40. David
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 15:55:36

    I guess it’s all been said beautiful lady my dear friend Sue, but I have to say that each day I look in that mirror and verbalise, ‘I love you I really, really love you’ but today was one of those I don’t know moments! Fast approaching a time of great change I suffered similar doubts that one might feel pre marriage when the call has come and we must answer. We know it is the ultimate challenge, the final move and the doubts surface that I am up to it and that it will truly happen. What synchronicity that you should press all my buttons at this propitious time dear Sue. I thank you from the bottom of my Soul for your eloquent reading of what we all must feel from time to time and me particularly today. Many blessings and healing energies zooming your way dear Sue as I hold you in the Light. Love David.

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  41. Aneesh
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 18:15:10

    Wow… Really loved it… Dark and light always co exist!! We are we , we are one…. Take care…

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  42. Ruchira Khanna
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 18:47:18

    I agree Sue, we are what we make ourselves to be!

    alas, tough but wise words

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  43. Fiestaestrella
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 19:01:08

    Aho! Sue 🙂

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  44. Fiestaestrella
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 19:09:31

    Wow. It’s amazing how powerful it is to spend time *away* from all the people we love. It feels like, at least for me, I can love everyone more. As I get deeper and deeper into my graduate program and my current emerging commitments; I must remember to heed my call for *space* while embracing that balancing point of interaction. Your words are wise indeed. I do my best to understand them. I feel like I have, in earnest.Thank you for sharing! It reminds me of my call to meditation, and for meditating on all the texts and papers that are rushing into my life. I wrote a poem today – nurturing the creative outlet – accepting what comes forth as what’s okay ‘to be.’ I hope you will always know that you’ve touched me by inspiring me to build community and rally about what matters to me, the earth, our beautiful treasure of relationship, and all that silence that manifests in our worlds. _/1\_ with love, Ka

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 04, 2014 @ 15:19:18

      Oh Ka… you know your words within this comment delight me no end.. How lovely to be told I have touched and inspired you. Keep your meditations and inspirations going Ka.. and know you can and do touch many with your wonderful words.. xxx Hugs Sue

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  45. oxherder
    Jul 31, 2014 @ 20:21:24

    Oh Sue, this is wonderful, thank you for sharing. Lots and lots and lots of questioning. 🙂 lots and lots of observing. 🙂 wonderful.

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  46. litebeing
    Aug 01, 2014 @ 02:55:33

    I loved this post, particularly the beginning passages. Was it channeled Sue? It felt to me like it was coming from Divine Source. I have looked into my eyes in a mirror and sometimes I don’t see my current self at all, but a presence much deeper and timeless…

    love to you,
    Linda

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 04, 2014 @ 15:15:09

      Hi Linda, ” Was it channelled?”.. well if just sitting with pen and writing from your heart then yes it was channelled.. 🙂 There are many ways we get to channel… Often I will sit in the middle of the night not sleeping and with pen in hand write the most profound poems.. Did it come from my brain? or was I tapping into the Cosmic Mind Stream of thought?… Who knows.. but they flow.. Now sometimes when I try to force a poem to write in the day time.. they never flow, I struggle for words to rhyme .. So For me my poetry is channelled .. Then there are the other types of channelled writes I have done where I have gone down in medi and linked in.. These too come none stop without punctuation. I punctuate later so these are channelled too.. You could say we each channel our own specific energy as once we Trust and allow it to flow.. It comes from the source of all there is.. 🙂 Within the Matrix of energy we each tap into.. 🙂
      Many of your words come from the Divine Source Linda… and yes when we really look,, we know deep down we are but the outer-shell of many that we are.. 🙂 Love and Light dear Linda.. xxx Hugs Sue

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  47. gingerfightback
    Aug 01, 2014 @ 07:54:12

    Sounds like you are in a bit of a tizz Sue – but like you say we all are every now and again. Just make your crumble and scoff a big bowl full!

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 04, 2014 @ 15:02:01

      Not a Tizz exactly Ginger.. this post I reposted as it reflected how I was once again searching deeper… And how external things often affects our thinking.. BIG BIG smiles at the crumble part. LOL.. there have been lots of Summer puddings of many varieties .. All bad for the waist line but who cares when you are finding yourself… 🙂

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  48. Dilip
    Aug 01, 2014 @ 09:51:57

    An insightful and thought provoking post I have ever come across.
    When I focus and meditate deeply a day comes when I know who “I AM”. Thank you Sue and wish you all the best 🙂

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  49. Mark Lanesbury
    Nov 22, 2014 @ 22:55:16

    So beautifully written Sue. From the first to the last this IS from that place of understanding. A touch like no other for it is the understanding of self. This place within has guided us throughout our journey so that when it was time we would understand and then come from that connection that has now been made.
    I saw myself in all that you said and it IS so beautiful to see it within another, and confirm my journey has purpose. Thank you for sharing the beauty that is our journey, may it always keep you in its love. Mark

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Nov 24, 2014 @ 14:21:59

      Thank you Mark.. Yes your journey has much purpose.. And it gets revealed little by little as we begin to discover who we are.. and as we discover again our inner selves and make friends with who we are.. So often in life we put others first forgetting to please ourselves… But once we nurture ourselves more we find more contentment within..

      Learning to let go and forgive not only others..
      But we have much to forgive within ourselves as we often hold on to wounds which scared us in early childhood..
      It is not until we dig deep, we found ourselves buried beneath the baggage we have carried. And it takes a lot of emotion to wash away that which we no longer need..

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