Nemesis of Thought!

Nemesis of Thought!

Looking back over this year I have many things I have to be grateful for, my lovely Family for one, and I go around telling people like yourselves to be positive. And yet I found myself in that Dark place of despair, and when you get to this Dark pit, it takes some digging out of.

Many years ago I found myself in this pit.. But it was dug deeper by myself and my frustration of not knowing what it was I wanted, Not knowing me.. Who I was or how to become ME..

Today I know more about myself, and I find that these lessons repeat because I do need to learn from them.. We can all of us feel sadness from time to time for whatever reason.

And sometimes the teaching of sadness is compassion for others that are in pain, because it is only by feeling pain that we can really understand and allow for someone else’s. Sadness is something that we all go through, and we learn from it, and our awareness grows from its presence in our lives,,

Sometimes we can feel like we are carrying rocks..

And it can take a while before we shed them, but we do Step by Step as we walk through life and its lessons.

But by each step we get closer to knowing who we are..

The problem with knowing who you are, you may not always like what you see.. But we have a life time to get to know our true selves.

Sometimes the Nemesis is our own Shadow.. Its the thoughts we carry. It’s all the unhealed stuff that we haven’t dealt with. The Baggage we can all of us carry around within our minds.

I looked up the word NEMESIS and The word “Nemesis originally meant the distributor of fortune, neither good nor bad, simply in due proportion to each according to what was deserved;”

Each of us in life creates that which we need in order to grow. And it maybe through Sadness that we are able to heal a part of us we long ago were unable to reach.

We clash with the nemesis in order to heal ourselves in order to decide within our own being, for we sometimes struggle with our duel selves as we battle within to find out who we really are.

And it’s not until when we reach our lowest point that we are given the chance to go within and lift ourselves up. We can do that by allowing ourselves to heal. It may take many tears to wash out all that we don’t require but when you really open up and tap into that unseen world of thought that pure energy of creation, when you tap into the intelligence of the galaxy, you’re tapping into mysticism. You’re tapping into what many people call..

Ageless Wisdom, or Direct Knowing.

At that point, when you’re into Direct Knowing, you have questions that you may have been pondering for quite some time – you may have problems in your life, whatever, and they will be almost be effortlessly answered as you learn to shed that which you no longer need to hang onto.

You begin to have a direct linkage to what we call your

Higher Self,

which is an aspect of yourself that actually exists far in the future in terms of linear time.

But, since time doesn’t really have any fundamental nature, in truth, it’s only another construct that we use to experience our linear existence. Time actually can be bent. It can be navigated around and it doesn’t have to be linear.

So this part of yourself that exists in the future is actually travelling back in time, and it’s giving you all these signposts to evolve.

It’s giving you dreams; it’s giving you synchronicity; it’s getting you to meet certain people at the right time, the right place.

You end up being guided through a progressive continuum of experiences that, ultimately, leads you to becoming that person that is your Higher Self.

That’s why we often say I’m just trying to find myself, why we meditate and go within, and we all of us including me get lost in that sadness once in awhile. And why we need to remember that our thoughts create our experiences.. And why we should embrace that energy which is positive  and constructive and to try and leave behind the negative energy which is Destructive .. As we remember All Energy returns to its creator Ten fold as we say

What comes around ~Goes around

A read this passage from An Interview with Rosemary Altea on her book

 “You Own The Power”

“Every thought is a tiny pulse of energy which when it leaves us it goes out into the universe The universe absorbs this energy and depending on the type of energy it is, depending on whether it is a negative thought or a positive thought, negative or positive energy the universe absorbs that energy.”

To read more on that interview and how our thoughts affect others click Here and all links in red

I am often telling others to follow and yet I can still fall into that Pit of emotions.

But I am emerging out of that Nemesis. As I cast off the Shadows and once again begin to Shine.

© Sue Dreamwalker – 2011 All rights reserved.

32 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. aussieian2011
    Sep 28, 2011 @ 12:14:14

    Much wisdom and experience in those words Sue , I was drawn to the words you said quote , So this part of yourself that exists in the future is actually travelling back in time, and it’s giving you all these signposts to evolve.unquote , this brings me into an area of thought that I never considered , there is always something I pick up from your writing Sue
    Thank you
    Aussie Ian



    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Sep 28, 2011 @ 20:04:47

      Always nice to know I invoke you to think Ian.. ~ Experience in my words yes. as for wisdom.. I am still only a novice and still like many more, still searching the meaning of life and the why with alls.. But I am always ready to take that step and explore where some may fear to tread LOL.. 🙂 Thanks Ian.. for your kind words..



  2. Lady Jude
    Sep 28, 2011 @ 12:28:49

    Great blog Dreamwalker thanks for sharing your wisdom my dear friend….



  3. Rosemary Monteith
    Sep 28, 2011 @ 13:33:56

    Wise words Sue, it does happen to all of us.



    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Sep 28, 2011 @ 20:12:43

      Yes with the best will in the world we get caught up sometimes within a spiral which at times can be hard to climb out of.. Our thoughts play such an important role in our well-being.



  4. Androgoth
    Sep 28, 2011 @ 13:54:38

    This is a really fascinating posting Sue as it steers one towards self awareness, guidance and belief, which is important when one begins such a vast journey into the perception of human consciousness.

    I guess that the power of the mind is able to facilitate the knowledge required for such a flight in a sort of passage into the inner sanctuaries that houses ones thoughts and inner feelings. Once inside one can attempt to identify with those internal images and so start the phase of deciphering the area that are contained and in doing so hopefully understand the meanings of same.

    A very thought provoking post this one Sue, and thank you for sharing your most personal thoughts on this rather complex field of understanding…

    Androgoth XXx



    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Sep 28, 2011 @ 20:28:08

      Thank you Androgoth, for your in-depth comment here.. Yes the web of thought indeed can weave either a snare to catch us within the loop of negativity or we can be like the silk worm and create something beautiful and positive .. I got caught within a web of negative thought and I find that lessons repeat until we finally learn our lessons from them.. Our thoughts are a little like a Video Recorder or a DVD player as they are now LOL.. Once we recognise and accept and understand what and why we replaying them over and over hurting ourselves needlessly And once we have understood their message.. Its time to press the REJECT Button..
      I breathed in some new Energy today… and It felt good… And I know my higher-self is jumping with Joy while I play catch-up 🙂



  5. Sabina Brave
    Sep 28, 2011 @ 21:48:27

    I agree with you, that positive thinking doesn’t mean grinning all the time. If we are not rocks, we will get sorrows time to time.
    I learned also, that negative energy can’t bring anything constructive, that only possitive energy can do it. I learned it painful way.
    Only possitive thinking, and possitive energy can make our dreams come true.
    Thank you for so wonderful and helpful posting Sue 🙂



    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Sep 28, 2011 @ 23:02:53

      Hi Sabina, yes positive thoughts.. All thoughts have the power to create. And we attract that which we think….. And Im all for thinking good thoughts to create our Dreams.. 🙂



  6. europasicewolf
    Sep 29, 2011 @ 16:01:11

    “Who feels it knows it!” And it’s always much more difficult to follow good directions that apply to your own situation than it is when you offer them to someone else you also know can benefit from your knowledge 🙂



  7. beautifulchaos2
    Sep 29, 2011 @ 19:40:13

    I’m so glad I clicked your link from Jennagoths blog today, you have a wonderful site! I’m going to check out a bit more, the ghostly tale has caught my eye.



  8. Christine Grote
    Sep 30, 2011 @ 03:06:10

    You may not realize it, but you still shine.



  9. Renee Espriu
    Sep 30, 2011 @ 03:23:28

    I love your in depth analysis of topics, Sue, and look forward to reading more every time I come.



  10. jennygoth
    Sep 30, 2011 @ 23:51:47

    im pleased you shine again dreamer that dark pit can be a lonely place until your thoughts are sorted and sifted back to positive it can be an internal struggle but one that can be beaten if your will is strong xxjen



  11. summer breeze
    Oct 01, 2011 @ 17:26:00

    My dear Dreamwalker, you have been busy! and much for me to catch up
    lovely and so true blog…The soul would have no rainbow if the eye had no tears
    . ¸.•´ ¸.•*´¨) ☆.(¯`•.•´¯)
    (.¸.•´ (¸.•` ☆ ¤º.`•.¸.•´ ☆LOVE, SUMMER



  12. lorrena
    Oct 02, 2011 @ 01:20:55

    All you are and “life” have met and now you contemplate.
    The shackles of this paradigm and its reality we are forced to adhere to become the very restraints of the consciousness that few will understand.
    Family,friends and others may accept what has been preached to them from the various pulpits of thought .It has become a consciously tangled jungle that has become overgrown with a pugnacious attitude towards the “free” mind.
    Thought has always been confined to these philosophers ,the ones who dictate this world and its reality.The religion and science ,the political and material .the geographical and historical imprints that mark and mold us all like branded beings.
    When in fact the truth we seek is just a simple thought away.
    We will know soon that thought is faster then the speed of light.Light as in the truth has been dragged behind itself for far to long.
    Keep breaking free my friend,and learning as this life is but a step that gets left behind when truth does rear its “self”.



    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Oct 03, 2011 @ 13:31:13

      Hi Lorrena, Yes Thought is faster than the speed of Light, and We all have to be careful we dont get entangled within that Jungle of thoughts that are negative .. But I suppose too, that all things have purpose, For the negative helps us see when we have the Good times too.. Its finding the balance and understanding that which we all have to go through in order to grow and learn more about the “Self”.. For I know on a personal level that through my own trial and tribulations they have strengthened me to become who I am today.. Much Stronger for the experience 🙂



  13. unsungpoet
    Oct 08, 2011 @ 00:46:46

    Such incredible insights…all of it…I couldn’t agree more…nothing more to add at this point! (I especially appreciate what you said about sadness and compassion, and the bending of non-linear time) Also many beautiful comments here by your readers here…Thank you, it made my afternoon…



    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Oct 08, 2011 @ 13:01:53

      Hi Unsungpoet.. I am delighted that this post made your afternoon… it is so good of you to drop on by to visit so many of my posts and poems.. I will be dropping by to repay the visit shortly.. Many thanks 🙂



  14. Aquileana
    Dec 13, 2014 @ 18:37:44

    Hi dear Sue.

    I have recently posted about Nemesis, the greek goddess of Revenge.
    According tomy research:
    “Nemesis (In Greek νέμειν némein, meaning “to give what is due” was the spirit of divine retribution against those who succumb to Hubris (arrogance before the gods).Nemesis directed human affairs in such a way as to maintain equilibrium. Her name means she who distributes or deals out”.

    Your post is excellent and I truly liked the way you took the idea of Nemesis in a total different approach, in which it is linked to an inner need to receive “simply in due proportion to each according to what was deserved”.
    Thanks for taking it to a further different level.
    Great perspective and touching insights.

    All the very best to you, always. Aquileana 😀

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