Past Life Regression. Part 1.

 

 

It’s strange how events play out in one’s life. Have any of you when perhaps meeting someone for the first time take an instant dislike or it may be that you only just have met and yet you feel you’ve known them your whole life? This could be due to our Aura’s feeling balanced as theirs and our energy interacted or repels like a magnet. Or it could be due to a memory locked inside us from past lives. Or have any of you ever been to a location you have never visited before and yet it felt very familiar, or you were able to describe what was around the next bend, never having been there?

After visiting a friend’s space this week and seeing the graphics of Galleon Ships, it nudged a memory within me which took me many years in overcoming. As a past life memory came to the fore once again..

My Friend Androgoth suggested my readers may be interested and to be honest I was reluctant to share, as it reveals a part of a past life I was far from proud of the things I did.. But then as synchronicity seemed to nudge me again today in my email box I got my ‘Daily Om’ email in which its title was ‘Memories of the Soul’ the subject! Past life regression! no less.. So here I sit and write upon what started out as a simple experiment many years ago with my Best Friend who was also a Medium, sadly now no longer with us .. As we set about talking each other down into an altered states to recall past life memory.

Now the reason I wanted to be regressed was that I had at that time very bad Reynaud’s disease.

http://www.raynauds.org.uk/ Plus you can see pictures here on this site, and my hands got that bad too.

This caused me severe pain in my hands as I lost the circulation in all my fingers and I felt the cause of my hand trouble was seated in the past. Yes I know I’m strange, but many books have been written upon this subject and the effects of past life traumas can manifest in lots of different ways in the present through physical problems, phobias, fears etc and past life regression has proven to many seeking help that once the past life trauma is faced the present ailment can be relieved, so this was my intention when my friend and I worked upon each other this way.

Off I went the first week we tried this, and I found myself within a Vision where I was walking alongside a wagon. The wagon was like those you saw in the western movies. I was a young woman wearing a long grey dress with shawl wrapped around my shoulders and a bonnet upon my head. I can’t say for definite where we were, except I felt it was America, the weather had turned cold and It was snowing.. We were I think trying to travel across a vast distance and we had travelled along way already. We had small shrubs in the wagon their roots wrapped in sacking I knew they were important.. I know I was so very sad, and when I was asked to look at why I was sad, I saw myself holding a lifeless baby which had died and had been buried out on the trail. I couldn’t look at the man who was riding up front in the wagon, I knew however that he was also the cause of my misery and pain, I don’t know if he was a husband or what, just that he was dressed in Black and stern and cruel, and I didn’t want to be there any more..

I saw myself walk off one night in the snow, full of grief just clutching the shawl around me which had been the babies shawl and walking off into the snow storm, where I think I froze to death..

Now this made sense at the time as Reynaud’s is a condition where by cold temperatures trigger the symptoms as it cuts the blood supply to the extremities.. So I thought this must be the reason.. and we worked upon releasing this past life recall.. But my symptoms seemed to get worse not better.. So we tried again maybe a month later..

 

This time the Vision was different in the fact that I no longer felt myself within my friends home on her couch but I was literally elsewhere, with sounds and smells that were so strong…

I was a man maybe in my early twenties, and I knew I was in Cornwall.. When my friend spoke to me I even answered her in the Cornish dialect with broad accent. I would drink more than my fare share of Ale and one night got really drunk.. I remember looking down at my footwear and seeing pointed shoes with buckle and leggings.. I felt as if I could read and write I wasn’t just a street waif. I remembered wandering along a jetty harbour after that I woke up on board a sailing vessel.. I think the term used is Shanghaied.. I had never been on board a sailing ship before and when I woke I knew I protested vigorously that I shouldn’t be there. And was violently sea-sick. But the ship was full of roughens and I was there to make up the ship’s crew and was put to work.. I soon learned the penalties for not complying with orders much to my cost..

The Ship set sail and I found out it was on a Slaver- where we went to collect African slaves to bring back to sell on land.. Once the vessel landed, Villages were raided and slaves were unceremoniously packed liked sardines below decks chained to bunks that were stacked on top of each other. Now in my vision I also received the stench of this prison where these poor people who once were going about their family lives were ripped from their homes, men murdered who fought to protect their families, and where Woman and children were raped and abused..

If you can imagine the horror of finding yourself being captured with men who didn’t speak your language and being ripped away from your homeland to find yourself imprisoned on a sailing vessel with no sanitation, your bunks were where you stayed. I saw these horrors and smelt the stench of it….

I was put in charge of handing out rations to some of these slaves and emptying the swill buckets that could be reached. I caught the eye of a very beautiful girl, Her eyes were so wide and deep I can still see them now.. ( and this I think held much emotion in my poem Large Brown Eyes ) Her hair was short and I kind of developed a soft spot for this young girl who may have been only 14 to 16 yrs old.. So I would slip her extra rations, such that they were mostly dried biscuit type things as I recalled This went on for a few weeks. Until I was caught..

I was held up in front of the Crew who were not best pleased as I had been giving some of their rations to the slaves, But it was the girl I was caught giving food to.. So the crew thought they would have a little sport.. Saying the penalty for this was to have your hand chopped off.. But I could save myself if I did the deed to the girl.. If I didn’t I would be thrown overboard anyway..

So to save my own neck I did the deed and severed this young girls wrists who was then thrown still alive into the ocean.

I came too very distressed and wished I had never part taken in the regression as the guilt and visions even the smells stayed with me for many weeks after wards, and still my hands were very bad even going from one room to the next as the temperature fluctuated sent them into a Reynaud’s attacks seemed to worsen more.

It was several months later when I finally admitted to my friend how still deeply disturbed I was, we tried a deep mediation exercise where my friend called upon the Spirit World for assistance…

I will tell you what happens to me in my next post..

© Sue Dreamwalker – 2011 All rights reserved.

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  1. Androgoth
    Jul 21, 2011 @ 20:55:36

    I have read about this subject before but it was a long time ago, it will perhaps be a tad difficult for some readers to comprehend the gravity of what you have written here Sue but in my opinion the best way in which to follow your story is to read it with an open mind, as there are many unusual and sometimes extraordinary happenings, which happen in the past and yet emerge when one leasts expects or understands it. This recollection of a past life that you encountered is very thought provoking and I will be interested to read other peeps thoughts on it…

    I will call back later to read your second posting… and thank you for having the
    courage to write your innermost thoughts and feelings onto this Space of yours…

    Be very well now Sue…

    Androgoth XXx

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jul 21, 2011 @ 22:19:12

      Without your promptings Androgoth I doubt I would have written it.. But I thought well its part of who I Am.. It’s the journey of a soul I guess as one experiences ALL of Life and the emotions, the learning and growing as one strives forward in progression.. I know this subject may upset or even offend some who read, But I cannot change what was my own experience and this Vision/Regression was very real to me… so much so that I carried it so clear within my mind, and to some degree still carry it today, As you know I am in communication with Spirit Guides and communicators and they too have confirmed that they all lived many different lives upon this Earth realm.. Not all good… We are caught up within a wheel of Karma which is getting to the highest point and Full.. We are now approaching the end of a cycle where by many will let go of the wheel.. and will no longer need to experience this life upon this realm of existence. Thank you for your thoughtful comments..

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      • Androgoth
        Jul 22, 2011 @ 01:24:13

        I believe that through discussion and a collective genuine interest in these complicated subjects that we can begin to understand the complexities and often misunderstood sequences that tie these multifaceted studies together, indeed mould them into a more understandable nature and in doing so lift the unmentionable, I mean to enable and to encourage a healthy dialogue so that each and every one that reads about reincarnation can become accustomed with the innermost workings of the study instead of feeling a tad uneasy about it.

        We don’t have to be learned to do this, we just need to keep an open view and be willing to explore every possibility within the whole spectrum of the theme. I know that you have studied this extensively and also have a personal and true feeling attached of your own realisations, which must have taken some time to digest and to understand the meanings of this knowledge, but I do admire you for offering it here for us to read, and that my wickedly great friend must have been rather difficult to decide upon, but certainly a worthwhile introduction as it opens up a whole new concept, indeed an impression of consciousness that will enable others to contemplate the authenticity of an otherwise somewhat taboo subject matter.

        In two parts, this is a delicate
        and yet very nicely written posting…

        Androgoth XXx

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        • Sue Dreamwalker
          Jul 22, 2011 @ 06:07:29

          You seem to have a good grasp my good Friend Androgoth into the realms of the unknown… and that my friend is what scares people the most- the Not knowing, the unknown, the Fear of the after-life… when in fact there is nothing to fear at all…. If people could view it as natural as the caterpillar when it transforms into the butterfly a miracle of life that goes from one form into another… We are the chrysalis using this body this Human form to experience this world of Matter upon this Planet Earth… We choose to come. But there are Universal Laws that not only we, but All within this consciousness have to adhere too… We have Free Will…. and in having that free will, it cannot be interfered with..
          Our Ancestors were far more in tune with our origins than we are.. The native Americans always knew where they came from.. So too do many African Tribes, Those too in India, Also the Aboriginals, who still today those whose lives haven’t been tainted by the modern world understand and feel as one within their collective consciousness.. If we look at All our cultures way back in time before religion overtook the natural ways you will find the same themes within all of their cultures…
          It is not for me to convert or ask anyone to believe in reincarnation. I will plant the seeds and scatter them and those who wish to find and water them and allow them to grow within their minds and flourish to a better understanding of who they are and where they originally came from I will gladly plough the furrows to let them question the foundations and the indoctrinations that have taken us away from our natural abilities… And if they care to look within my Light workers Tools they may find a few others also think this way too….
          As always Androgoth it’s a pleasure to have these conversations with you my Good Wicked Friend!

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    • WordsFallFromMyEyes
      Jul 28, 2012 @ 03:24:38

      I have never known you could regress, recall. Never knew it. This was fascinating to me, Sue.

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  2. Christine Grote
    Jul 22, 2011 @ 22:55:53

    You remind me a lot of my sister. This was interesting.

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  3. aussieian2010
    Jul 23, 2011 @ 06:14:10

    A great writing Sue of the human Soul transgressing into times before , this is more common than is known and only some are aware of the relevance of past lives , we can find past illness affecting our lives today and in actual fact Sue past crimes and transgressions can resurface and affect our current life , for me as Ana believes I am reliving past lives , but what makes my dilemna more complicate I am actually reliving them in the reality of this world today , writing that I know not from , tendency to travel to places that stir imaginations and memories , two marriages in this life that are a part of a past , ones that were forecast to be a learning process , it gets a overwhelming sometimes to try to believe that one is actually reliving the past in the here and now , twenty years as a soldier I saw into your character Joe , I felt and saw the hurt he was escaping from and saw his refuge or haven of peace and calmness ,
    Unusual Sue , maybe but for some the past is never over and we relive it day to day and we know that even in death the past will become a part of our future
    Ian

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Jul 23, 2011 @ 11:23:28

      Yes Ian totally agree with all you have said here my friend, we only are just beginning to touch the surface of how reality works and the hidden meaning behind many events in our lives including illness and those we meet etc.. But our Past is influencing many events as will our actions now affect many events into the future… we are all within a Cosmic Soup of Creation, not understanding what it is we are supposed to be doing in Human Form.. But as we progress and explore and question our reality and delve to seek out answers and not fear ridicule for daring to stand up and admit we see and perceive things slightly differently from others. Maybe Ian many more will come out of the woodwork and share their own experiences, or at least have an open mind to ours!..
      Thank you Ian for sharing here.. Sue

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  4. Angelwings6
    Jul 25, 2011 @ 13:16:37

    I enjoyed your blogs this week Sue… This one and the writings on past life…. I always have hope and faith that everything will turn out for the best…

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  5. Raven
    Jul 29, 2011 @ 18:44:31

    My dear Sue Dreamwalker,
    I must say I am overwhelmed by your bold candor speaking of your memories and experiences on this matter. I have believed this is possible and does happen, there are explainations I have heard of for why such as memorie of all life in our DNA-helix. I think we know so little of ouur mind and spiritual natures, but the willingness to be open-minded is the key to opening new horizons of our potential of our connectiveness with all life of the universe. You inspire me.
    Androgoth is a generous one…too!
    smiles with a big warm feathery,
    Raven xox

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 01, 2011 @ 16:22:14

      Hi Raven, thank you and yes I agree with you too about our need to be open minded about many things within our realities that we touch and yet many do not open their minds to other posiblities thinking that perhaps those who state these experiences are off their heads…. We may from time to time lose our heads lol, but the Mind and Body are both connected to the Spirit of ALL things, Now its my own belief that I remember that part of my Spirit of which my mind/soul was and still is connected too… And that is why things we retain within ‘past lives’ have the ablities to create problems within the here and now… And I also agree with you about the ‘Generous One’ 🙂 Appologies for only just relpying only I have been away.

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  6. lorrena
    Aug 19, 2011 @ 19:38:13

    Perhaps you have heard of the ” flower of life” my friend?
    Somewhat like removing petals one at a time,we see how we have been constructed over and over again with varying circumstances.
    The matrix allows anyone to reconstruct their past ,present and future as long as they are willing to accept the results .And there in you will find the delicate fabric of this flower of life as undeniable as to deny the existence we have been made to “believe” here on earth.
    It is a “knowing” and a journey some will endure here as they truly do know the truth outside this realm,and within the lies that keep many grounded.
    You have a knowing my friend and it begs to be opened .
    LLP

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Aug 19, 2011 @ 21:26:44

      Thank you for commenting here Lorrena… if you read further to part 2 you will see that a healing did take place by visiting the past.. and so in a way the future was altered, for I was forgiven 🙂 by the very girl who I had harmed..

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  7. lindalitebeing
    Oct 15, 2013 @ 22:02:43

    thank you for leading me here Sue. I am very impressed by your recall and feel sad that you had to endure the residue of this difficult lifetime. I just recently did a pastlife group regression after a very long hiatus from this pursuit. I am still trying to make sense of it because the material I received was unclear.

    Eager to read your next post! peace, Linda

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  8. lorriebowden
    Oct 05, 2014 @ 00:49:31

    I have been very interested in PLR lately Sue!!
    It just came to me very recently that the reason I have such a profound sadness at this time of year…every year…was due to something very very disturbing that happened in another life around this time. After reading this…I’m not so sure I want to know…but I realize that it could help to understand these feelings. I am talking severe pain…I used to just blame it on Fall turns to winter and I hate cold weather. But now I get to Florida before it ever gets cold…and the profound sadness is still there!

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Oct 05, 2014 @ 13:42:20

      Yes unless you know what you are doing in Past life Regression it can be very disturbing.. And it had a profoundly troubling affect for months afterwards until my friend and I revisited it and it got resolved..
      I have come across many people and read articles about people who perhaps when the may reach a certain age suddenly get severe back problems or hip problems, Pain sometimes where no evidence of anything wrong can be found.. And when they have undergone PLR find they had a severe car or riding accident which left them in a previous life in pain .. There is still so much we do not understand as to how interconnect both the Past Present and Future all is… The more you learn the less you know! 🙂 lol..
      I am so pleased you took the time to read and follow some of the links.. Your presence is much appreciated Thank you 🙂

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      • lorriebowden
        Oct 05, 2014 @ 16:27:40

        Th3nks Sue…I’m really happy we connected. I enjoyed myself at your home last night…and can’t remember if I “followed” you!!! I will blame that on my head and go check now! 🙂 Have a beautiful Sunday ❤

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  9. tiramit
    Oct 15, 2015 @ 14:30:09

    Thanks for sharing this, it’ll be something for me to ponder as I go on with ways of coping with my own painful condition. The narrative of your past life experience is interesting in that you were caught and trapped on the ship, in the same way the slaves were. As well as the claustrophic sense of being trapped, there’s a clear feeling all the way through that events take place against your will – the tragic episode of the slave girl is an example. I’m wondering what these feelings mean that don’t have words, just thinking about it…

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    • Sue Dreamwalker
      Oct 15, 2015 @ 15:50:58

      Maybe Tiramit, the reason you are sensing these feelings and seeing the feeling of being ‘trapped’ could hold a clue for you.. What area’s of you own life has led you to feeling restricted.. Your pain, what is it restricting? Movement!… In what area’s of your own life would you wish to move forward and yet you have not been able to? or what expressions, emotions have been suppressed?? .. 🙂 I hope that has give you more food for thought my friend 🙂

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      • tiramit
        Oct 16, 2015 @ 01:59:43

        Thanks Sue, I hadn’t thought of it that way; that the ‘story’ carries meaning for sll of us sccording to our individuality or individuation. Certainly there are areas in my early life – present time included – where the feeling of being restricted exists. The pain itself is a restriction, reveals the areas of habitual holding

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        • Sue Dreamwalker
          Oct 16, 2015 @ 11:01:39

          Yes I agree 🙂 We are so much more than our bodies, but our bodies often mirror that which we hold within as it manifests outwardly as illness.
          Another great book that helped me is Louise Hays, You can Heal your Life. .. I found the affirmations a great help, and I did a lot of mirror work, telling myself I was loved. 🙂

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