Long days even longer Nights

 

To All my friends

I’ve been going through a little bit of a hick-up again with FMS.. I have had to come off some tablets that the Dr prescribed 2 years ago, as they have made my tummy rather sore, so sore in fact I now get another tablet to help heal that.. I wonder now what other side affect these will bring?

One of the problems with Fibromyalgia is pain, and sleepless nights and so feeling tired I wonder how some days I drag myself up out of bed.. But I do..

This week at work all I seemed to get from my colleagues was moans and groans, about their lives, and it pained me to see how each of them were calling each other.. I do try not to get embroiled in their gossiping, But at times I feel like a sponge as each of them come to me to tell me there woo is me stories..

Yesterday I had just about had it..and told some home truths to some of them…. after I’ve worked through the whole of Easter Weekend.. Monday even though I hurt, and was tired.. I took 3 service users out for a morning in a country park, where we walked through the woods and fed the swans and ducks on the lake.. They Loved it.. And so did I, because I forgot about my own aches and pains for a while.. Even though I crashed out in bed later that afternoon for 3 hours.

(Look at My Photos Easter Monday Walk You will see where we went)

I can’t sleep again tonight.. so I sat and wrote a poem.. I escape to this world so very often.. And I can become who ever I want to be.. All we need is our minds.. imagination..

 

 

Long Days

 

 

The days are long, my nights even longer

The pain of heart, but limbs feels it stronger

At last the weekend has arrived for me

Hard to describe the world that I see

 

I try my best, but is it ever enough

While all about me people huff and puff.

I try to keep smiling as my day it seems long

My shoulder to cry on, Is it here I belong?

 

All about me are those who moan about their day

Telling me their stories of their heartbreaks dismay

I nod and sympathise and give them advice

I try my best to remain being nice

 

And this is not those for whom I care

But colleagues lives whom seem in despair

I try to tell them to be positive

To give them hope.. It’s good to live

 

But just sometimes I know how they feel

As nothing in this life begins to feel real

The more I learn the less I know

And sometimes  all I want is just to let go..

 

So I travel in time to a land beyond time

To a realm I once lived, where I All did once shine

Where pain and heartache didn’t exist

Where some dare not dwell because of the mist.

 

Here I am whole, content and  pain free,

Here I can fly, and become the real me

For Heaven is not a place beyond here

Heaven is within if we dare to disappear..

 

So come let your mind travel way above the stars

Come let me show you the Planets and Mars

For we are so much more than human in a shell

And Peace within us can once more dwell..

Dreamwalker.

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12 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Babblelot
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 07:14:51

    I am speechless. Maybe I do huff an puff too much.Hope you sleep well my friend.

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  2. currie
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 10:14:56

    hope you\’ll be better soon!! ~ pls take care!

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  3. The Castle
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 12:05:30

    The peace within…the most important thing….I agree with that Dreamwalker…How strange – sometimes is just that partthat is missing and the life turns to hell instead…But we do have our escapes as you said…And then we become who ever we want to be…So beautiful….Stay well Dreamwalker/With love***Eclipse

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  4. ann
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 14:54:00

    Wow Dreamwalker you have made me think ………… i hope you start to feel a little better soon .It is good to live I so agree with you . Beautiful words . Love Ann xxx

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  5. Lady Jude
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 17:34:22

    It\’s not always easy when we walk with pain. But please remember that anti inflammatory pills will cause stomach ulcers. Never take them on an empty stomach and only when your body tells you it\’s in need of one. I had one Doctor who gave me pills as if they were Lollies and today I suffer the pain of stomach ulcers. Take care sweety and be kind to yourself. It\’s good that you got it all in the poem I think it does help. Hugs Lady Jude

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  6. Sweet
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 20:14:21

    oh i hope you start to feel better soon..and its so true with tablets we have some problems with junes tablets .. loved the poem and the words are so true.. love & best wishes Suexx

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  7. Sheila
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 20:25:44

    Hope you feel better try and get some extra time for sleep it is a good healer.

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  8. Rosemary
    Apr 18, 2009 @ 21:14:45

    Hope the new medication will workfor you. Really enjoyed your poem luvR

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  9. Zeynep
    Apr 19, 2009 @ 00:05:11

    Yogurt with molasses! I really love that. It is sooo easy. Put yogurt (cold) into a big wine glass with spoon. (It must be spoon. Maybe a sugar spoon, neither small nor big). Then pour some cold molasses on it. Maybe I have to take a picture of that when my camera fixed. xx

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  10. jenagoth
    Apr 19, 2009 @ 01:09:06

    lovely space and lovely blog hope you feel better soon xxjen

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  11. LiL'Kt
    Apr 24, 2009 @ 23:06:23

    Beautiful poem, hope you start to feel better soon xx

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  12. Happy JAK
    Jun 07, 2009 @ 20:03:15

    Dreamwalker… I pray for your total healing from FMS. I feel your pain and tiredness. Heavenly Father I pray that You will guide the doctor\’s in treating my friends disease. You are stronger than any disease we could ever name. As she fights this terrible disease and leans upon You, I pray she will find peace and love, and ask that You give her relief and total healing, love and light everyday and everynight. In Your Holy Name, Jesus.

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