Hello my faithful friends…
Thank you for sticking by me and for your messages of love and support….. I have just shed a few tears of joy reading all your lovely comments.
Every now and again we let things get on top of us, and even though I should know better I’m still human.. Well I think I am… Although my head these past few days has felt far from it.
I just needed to clear my thought process and put into perspective some of life’s priorities. I suppose over the last few months I have let this space and my spiritual work along with my studies and the extra shifts at my job get the upper hand. So I have prioritised.. And have now got things sorted within my mind.
As some of you may know I suffer with FMS. Fibromyalgia syndrome. This too has had a flare up of late and stress doesn’t help matters, as the tension puts strain on the already tender spots of muscles.
But I must also stress that I am by no means ill. At least not like I was, and I do not intend to get to such a state again whereby at one stage I was finding it difficult to walk very far without fatigue and pain… I now consider me 100% fitter than 5 years ago when I was finally diagnosed after 2years of experiencing health problems.
As you know I am a great believer in ‘Mind over Matter’. So I am putting the P back into my ‘Positive Thinking’… and will now start and ‘Practice what I Preach!’ to others and follow the signs of those around me and what my body is telling me.
I have had to search very deep…in cancelling some of my engagements, and it has not been an easy decision.. But at the end of the day, I would be no use to my spirit friends if I became ill again.
So I am going to pace myself. This may mean my dear friends that I shall not be on this space every single day. And I may not get around to posting individual greetings in your guestbook’s. .. This is by no means a slight it just means I haven’t had the time or feel too tired to get around you all.
My trouble has been trying to please others all of my life, and the time has come to now please myself that little bit more… and experience a little more ME time, with the full support of my hubby.
As a dear friend of mine said to me the Full Moon and the eclipse on Wednesday 20th February has had much influence upon his thoughts and feelings, and he reminded me of the 7 year cycle. It was 7 years ago that my health nudged me into a different direction.. And again I have felt its power.
So please bare with Me.. and together we shall experience Life together..